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It’s easier than he expected. Stealing the drugs.
In the three years since the last time John swiped opiates from the drug lockup for personal use, not much has changed.
He knows this in advance, of course. But part of him is almost surprised at how easy it is. How no one gives him a second glance as he slips the morphine into his pocket. Mark Greene isn’t here anymore, looking over his shoulder. So many people aren’t here anymore. Not dead, like Mark. Just… gone. Following their careers, their families, leaving County General behind. Building rich lives outside the hospital walls. Doug. Carol. Jeanie. Anna. Benton.
He's almost surprised no one stops him. Almost. Right now, though, he's not feeling much of anything at all.
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"I'll be right behind you, Astor," Dexter says, trying desperately to look calmer than he feels. He can't stop thinking about the spray paint in Lila's studio—little canisters of propane and butane littered around, slowly heating. How long does he have before they start exploding? He has to get Astor and Cody away from here. He has to get them back to Rita. "Just run, I swear I'll—I'll be right there—"
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Dexter doesn't walk away from the fire at Lila's apartment. It changes things.
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Exactly as planned (if by that, you mean not as planned at all) by ImArson_404
Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note (Live Action TV)
12 Mar 2026
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Someone on high had listened to his prayers, some demon or shinigami, someone had saved him. He wanted to laugh. Or scream. He was the luckiest man in the world, he should go buy a lottery ticket or something, saved from the verge of death, moments from-
The gun went off.
'Raye Penber' was dying- dead- on the ground but whether it was a last ditch effort or just muscle spasming, he still fired the gun- connecting
the white-hot bullet with Light shoulder."FUCK!"
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A Minute More by ImArson_404
Fandoms: Death Note: Another Note, Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note (Live Action TV), Death Note: The Musical - Wildhorn/Murphy
03 Mar 2025
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Most people would assume that given the chance to do it all over and repent for his sins, Light Yagami would jump at the chance.
Most people would be wrong.
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--in which Light Yagami is placed back into the instant he found the death note. He was not going to waste his chance this time around.
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16 Jun 2026
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I think my dad was terminally ill as a teenager and never told us. by flutekid
Fandoms: Ferris Bueller's Day Off (1986)
29 Jun 2023
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OP turns to reddit for help after finding out his father just might've been terminally ill as a teenager.
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- Part 13 of Am I the Asshole?
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Disoriented, he leans against a wall, trying to stay calm. He closes his eyes, battling another wave of dizziness.
Hospital, it occurs to him. I’m at a hospital.
OR: Carter stumbles into the ER with a head injury, and no memory of how he got it. His friends take care of him.
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Walking past Dr. Robby’s portrait was always the hardest part of the day. It didn’t matter what you saw in the Pitt that day; a brutal car accident, a mass casualty incident, nothing compared to the feeling of walking past the portrait with the stare that screamed everything someone, anyone, should have heard sooner.
or, a look into life in the Pitt after Robby dies.
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On the long journey to Erid, Rocky and Grace tell each other their reasonings for going on their respective missions.
Rocky is... less than pleased with Grace's answer.
Or - Rocky finds out that Grace was forced to go on the mission.
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- Part 2 of PHM fics
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I snort. "Yeah, got me there. I'm old, okay? Just give me a second."
A handful of moments pass. Then, "How old, question?" Rocky asks.
I open my mouth, and then I realize exactly what I just walked into.
Or: Grace and Rocky and a small conversation about lifespans.
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“It’s—it’s clean.” She’s a doctor, and before she was ever a doctor, she was clinical, precise, and careful.
After a moment, Robby says, “I’m sure it was, but after a day in the ER it isn’t anymore.”
White lines, marred by angry red. Disinfectant stings but no more than she's used to (no more than she likes), Robby tending to it gently, like there's nothing more natural, but clinically, because he can't get too close. Her hands in her lap tense. Her muscles contract. On instinct her body doesn’t let her relax, and she’s not sure it ever will, not when Grace spent what was left of her sanity caring for Trinity, and when it was too much to handle, let her body relax forever. She let herself give into it. Trinity wanted to give into it too.
Trinity faces relapse; Robby tends to her. It's not as unnatural or wrong as either of them feels it should be.
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Santos knows she's fucked up as soon as she lets herself open the drawer. She was just going to look at them, but that's how it starts. She should know better than to give an inch to her urge on a day like this. There's no way it's not gonna take a fucking mile.
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29 Mar 2026
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in which buck self-harms.
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Evan Buckley learns quickly that the psych ward is a place where doors close gently and people leave without saying goodbye.
His parents sign the papers and disappear. His sister is already gone. Buck stops expecting anyone to stay.
Eddie Diaz volunteers at the hospital because he believes no one should be alone in the worst moments of their life. Buck doesn’t believe in people like that.
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“Can you get it out of your reach? Or leave the room?”
And the thing is, he should be able to. It’d be so easy. It should be so easy. But a part of his mind knows if he makes any movement, it’ll end with him picking it up and drawing blood. So he shakes his head.
“Buck.” Oh right, Eddie can’t see him.
“I– I don’t think..” It breaks off in a sob and he doesn’t even try to finish the thought.
“Okay, Buck. It’s okay. Just stay with me, focus on my voice.”
“Eddie.” It comes out as a plea, though he’s not exactly sure what he is asking for.
“I know, baby, I know. I’m almost there.”
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or, Buck reaches out to Eddie for help when he’s about to relapse.
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- Part 2 of buck mental health
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"He was going to die a footnote in someone else’s tale. The future Tattlecrime article pained him more than the pull of the rope. 'Asylum patient disguised as BSHCI orderly murders Baltimore psychiatrist, supposedly orchestrated by Will Graham.' He would not have that. He kicked harder."
Season 2 Episode 5 "Mukozuke" told from Hannibal's POV
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Hannibal is attacked on his way to Will's therapy session.
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After a difficult case Hotch blames himself and does something stupid, luckliy Rossi is there to help him
(AKA Hotch's self-hated causes a suicide attempt which Rossi interupts)
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Walking through the city on his way home from work, John Carter somehow ends up hanging from one of the many bridges that dot the Chicago River. It’s almost December. And it's a long way to fall.
Water fills his mouth. He kicks himself back up, choking on it. More screaming, from up above. Oh god. Oh god. It’s getting harder to tread water. His hands and feet are numb. His kicks are getting weaker. He can hardly keep his head above water as he wheezes in between coughs.
There’s a strange buzzing in his ears. Everything is dulling. He’s supposed to cover the ER for Benton tomorrow. What is the surgeon going to think when he doesn’t show up?
Everything is going gray. He can’t think. He can’t see. He can’t breathe. He can't breathe.
Bad Things Happen Bingo prompt: Hanging
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- Part 23 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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Andrew "Pope" Cody's last minutes.
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people go crazy for the hell of it by whysitstillraining
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
10 Dec 2025
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Neil Perry is crazy, but this wasn't supposed to happen.