Deathbyrat
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Monkey Clothes by Deathbyrat
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Mar 2026
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Margaret “Peggy” Carter was the last person on earth who knew Steve. And she was alive. Her file lay open on his kitchen table, the phone number staring at him accusingly. So he went for a run instead. Besides, he had his first mission soon. He’ll call afterward.
OR: Steve's journey from denial to obsession
This is a direct continuation of SNAFU, it's best if you read that one first!
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- Part 3 of Neurasthenia
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The Sugar Report by Deathbyrat
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
06 Mar 2026
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Bucky knew how to do this. How to stop himself from licking his lips. How to resist the urge to lick his fingers, wet with release. How to wrinkle his nose at it. How to act drunk. How to disguise the lust in his eyes. How to hide. How to follow the steps of this dance. How not to reveal himself.
Steve didn't know what he was doing. But the look in Bucky's eyes was like fire and God did he want to burn. So he kept pushing. And pushing. And pushing. Waiting for that final dam to break, for the walls to crumble and the drinks to flow. All for the permission that came in the dark.
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The 1940s was a bad time for two queer kids in Brooklyn. So they hid. From themselves and from each other. This is a story of sex and sexuality, and of hiding from yourself.
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- Part 1 of Neurasthenia
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Ilya Rozanov was in an internet fight. This was a fairly regular occurrence for him, he tried to get into at least a few every day. But this one was…unique. In an unfortunate turn of events, he had screenshotted his Twitter feed to prove how sexy and powerful he is, which ended up exposing his alternate account. One @shaneslover. An account he had kept for years, fanning the flames of ship wars, threatening Hayden Pike, and, as the name suggested, thirsting after Shane Hollander.
OR: what if your insane mutual of like 7 years turned out to be THE Ilya Rozanov. The one who goes a bit too far with the thirsting every time turns out to be actually for real famous hockey player Ilya Rozanov. The internet doesn't know how to feel
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Situation Normal: All Fucked Up by Deathbyrat
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Jan 2026
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He stayed busy. He worked out. He read. He ate. Sometimes. He beat his fists bloody against heavy bags, letting the sand heal into his knuckles just to feel it. He kept an eye out for krauts. He didn’t look for dark haired and light eyed men with wicked smiles. He slept. Sometimes. He ignored the ghosts that overlapped with reality. He was handling it.
Steven Grant Rogers was fine. He repeated it several times a day, it was surely true. He was fine.
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Steve has a bad time in 2012
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- Part 2 of Neurasthenia
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Neurasthenia by Deathbyrat
Fandom Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
18 Mar 2026
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My reimagining of the MCU. A mix of comics, movies, real history, and mine own thoughts.
Now with 500% more Steve Rogers!!- Words:
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With teams run by a small handful of big names, recruitment based almost entirely on who you know, and unchecked interteam dating, the superhero community is practically designed to encourage interpersonal abuse. When a former sidekick comes forward to say that she was abused by her mentor, the entire community has to reckon with the part they may have played—and with the abuses that may still be going unnoticed.
(A story of systems, told through chats, texts, and transcripts.)
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- English
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- 10,071
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Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
19 Jun 2026
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Adulthood has a taste.
Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
18 Jun 2026
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Hermann has missed Newt, missed him for every aching moment of the last ten years, and the thing sitting in that chair, that thing that almost brought about Armageddon, is an infuriating fascimile of the man he once knew.
But Newt is still there. Hermann knows it, has to believe it. And if Hermann is the only one who cares enough to get him back, then he'll risk everything to do so.
Newton Geiszler is not dead. Hermann Gottlieb will bring him home.
(12/31/18: NOW COMPLETE)
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- Part 1 of Bring You Home and Companion Stories
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- English
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- 161,804
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- 62/62
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16 Jun 2026
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Dating vs. Banging: The MacDennis Arbitration by Coco_Cavio for shinyfaerielights
Fandoms: It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia
10 Sep 2025
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Mac and Dennis have been sleeping together, but as it turns out they are not on the same page about what that means for their relationship status. The Gang decides the best way to clear things up is to hold an Arbitration about it, obviously.
Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
15 Jun 2026
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We Carry All Those Who Came Before Us (Even the Bad Ones) by Rosawyn
Fandoms: A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
22 Apr 2026
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When Duncan the Tall shows up in Lyonel’s hunting camp one evening, an injured Prince Aegon in his arms, Lyonel endeavours to keep the promise he made at Ashford. But the more Duncan looks sad and hurt like a kicked dog, the more Lyonel feels with each heartbeat as though he’s somehow the villain of this mummer’s farce.
Or: Lyonel is in love with Dunk and doesn’t handle it well. Lyonel believes Dunk was in love with Baelor and handles that even worse. And Manfred’s in love with Lyonel and may just handle that worst of all.
Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
31 May 2026