1 - 20 of 4,828 Bookmarks by DavidlovesPatrick

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

         “Oh, just– that I had them, I guess.” Ryland says. He doesn't even really know where he's going with this. “None of my relationships were ever spectacular or anything. Probably because of me. My ex once said that I loved because I had to. I think I’m just thinking about how I'm gonna die without ever getting married or falling in love. Oh God– I don't think I've ever fallen in love.”

     

         “This upsets you.” Rocky observes. 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,170
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    88
    Kudos:
    1,714
    Bookmarks:
    245
    Hits:
    7,883

    28 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Adrian will understand,” Rocky says confidently. “Will be excited to meet alien. Will be excited to meet person who brought me home.”

    “Yeah, and I'm excited to meet them too, but after that!” Is this a translation error? A cultural miscommunication? How is Rocky not getting it? “You're partners. They're not going to want some alien around while you're, like… going on dates and all that.”

    “Does not mean no time for Grace.” Rocky’s starting to sound frustrated. Part of me feels bad, but the rest is just as frustrated. “Why think this, question? On Earth, just abandon friends when have mate, question?”

    It's so clearly a rhetorical question, to which the answer is obviously supposed to be no, of course not. I freeze up anyway.

    or: rocky HATE amatonormativity

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,957
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    164
    Kudos:
    2,498
    Bookmarks:
    549
    Hits:
    10,289

    26 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Rocky not explain question?” asked Adrian slowly.
    “Busy,” said Rocky, sheepish.
    “Had four years on ship.”
    “Busy then too.”
    Adrian skittered back and forth, which I think equated to a human throwing both hands up in exasperation. “With what question?”
    “Science!”
    “Whole time science question? Four years!”
    “Is much science in universe!”

    --

    Rocky has neglected to explain some very important cultural context to Grace.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,940
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    417
    Kudos:
    8,539
    Bookmarks:
    1,196
    Hits:
    34,048

    20 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It's not jealousy. Adrian is adamant about that. They are actually insisting that it’s not any emotion at all. Not even dislike. They are simply completely uninterested in anything that concerns “the human”. 

    Rocky believes them. Adrian has always been the level-headed one out of the two of them. They are too logical to be jealous. They acknowledge that Grace and Rocky have a special bond after everything they went through together and also understand that none of that will ever pose a threat to their relationship. 

    Neither are they heartless or ungrateful. They know that Grace is the only reason that Rocky is back at all, the only reason their star has stopped dying. Adrian has told Rocky again and again that they are grateful and happy and wish the alien no ill will. They even helped with the construction of the biodome.

    And yet they have no desire to get to know Grace. 

    **************

    You know those videos where the dad is like "You may keep the cat but I will have nothing to do with it" and a few days later they are smothering the kitty with cuddles and love?

    Adrian never stood a chance.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,122
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    594
    Kudos:
    15,541
    Bookmarks:
    2,393
    Hits:
    63,965

    20 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You’ve spent the last twenty-four hours implying that I killed my husband,” Eddie snapped, sounding a little feral to his own ears, “you refused to help me, refused to listen to me, and now you want us to be separated? Would you ask a straight couple to separate? Isn’t it a legally recognised right to be with your partner during times of duress?” Eddie was absolutely lying on that last point, he had no idea if that was true. He knew they couldn’t be called to testify on each other, but, more to the point, they weren’t even married.

    Buck didn’t speak, he stared at Eddie with big eyes, like he was waiting to wake up in some cage all over again.

    “I’ve been through hell today to get him back, I am not leaving him alone with some backwater, homophobic asshole of a police force for another second.”

    “Mr Diaz, I hope you realise I could have you arrested for—”

    “For what? Being rightfully protective? Does your town have the money for a Hollywood discrimination suit? Because his step-mother is an LAPD sergeant and I am feeling extremely litigious.”

    OR -

    Mother's Boy from Eddie's POV, canon divergent ending.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,525
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    985
    Bookmarks:
    156
    Hits:
    7,019

    18 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 79

    Tags
    Summary

    Eddie hears Buck talking softly with Theo in the background as he grabs Adriana and Sophia’s arms.

    ‘’Not a word to him,’’ he hisses at his sisters.

    ‘’About what?’’ Adriana smirks.

    ‘’About whatever you think this is. It’s not that.’’

    His heart is beating so fast that he’s convinced that if anyone were to take his pulse right now, they would’ve wanted to admit him to the hospital.

    ‘’Oh, and what is it then Edmundo?’’ Sophia teases.

    ‘’And stop calling me that!’’

    ‘’I’ll stop calling you that when you stop being stupid mi hermano,’’ Sophia snickers again.

    Eddie yanks on his hair. ‘’I’m in hell. I’m in actual hell.’’

    ***
    Or: Pepa makes an embellished comment that Buck and Eddie adopted Theo (they did not, they are not together yet lol) to Adriana and Sophia and the Diaz sisters surprise visit their brother in LA. Chaos ensues. Christopher is a chaos gremlin. Theo is completely innocent – he just wants to be a ring 🐻. Buck and Eddie are still dumb af. Sophia and Adriana are done with them.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,092
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    528
    Bookmarks:
    79
    Hits:
    4,064

    16 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “But he’s Buck,” Theo explains, pushing a small finger into Buck’s chest, as if to show Tommy exactly who Buck was. “Everyone calls him Buck.”

    Tommy’s face relaxes slightly as he answers, “yes, that’s true, but—”

    “Everyone!” Theo cuts Tommy off, holding up his hand as he begins to count on his fingers. “Me, Chris, Auntie Hen and Karen, Uncle Chimney, Ravi—”

    Once he runs out of fingers on his one hand, he looks up at Buck, realization dawning on his face. “Aunt Maddie calls you Evan!” He exclaims, almost shouts in Buck’s face, eyes comically wide at this, apparently very important, piece of information.

    Buck nods. “Yes, she does. Sometimes.”

    “Aunt Maddie does, sometimes.” Theo reiterates to Tommy, his eyes narrowing as he cocks his head to the side, thinking. “Wait— Eddie does too! But only sometimes. Like less sometimes than Aunt Maddie. I think? But Eddie is Eddie, so it’s different.”

    Tommy can’t help the snort he lets out, “you’re right about that, kid.”

    Or, Buck runs into his ex at the grocery store, which forces Buck to confront feelings he's been ignoring for far too long.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,811
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    1,271
    Bookmarks:
    215
    Hits:
    9,077

    15 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 33

    Tags
    Summary

    “Eddie from the hospital,” Buck reads as he takes the phone back. “Creative. Clear. No last name.”
    Eddie winks. “Last name’s more of a second date kind of thing, don’t you think?”
    Buck laughs. “You know mine!”
    “But unless you have wildly uncreative parents, I don’t know your first,” Eddie points out. “I think that’s a fair trade.”

    OR: After Chimney's car accident, Buck makes a friend in the hospital waiting room.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,756
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    62
    Kudos:
    315
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    2,076

    12 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Adriana Diaz is 24, fresh out of college and armed with little more than a degree, no plan to use it, a recently-imploded social life, and a bank account hovering dangerously close to overdraft. She scrolls through an embarrassingly sparse message history to find a text from 2019, and mouths a quiet thanks to the cloud for saving it. She messily scribbles the address '4995 South Bedford Street' onto a post-it, recalling a house she last saw for her sister-in-law’s funeral. She guesses that she's no longer welcome in Houston, after her graduation ceremony and the cold shoulders that came with it. El Paso certainly has nothing to offer beyond disappointed sighs and disapproving glares from her parents. And so she gets in her tiny, wheezing silver Nissan and heads west toward Los Angeles.

    Or; Adriana Diaz arrives at Eddie's door one summer afternoon and finds her brother co-parenting two children with his best friend. She flounders around in search of purpose, friends, and maybe some way to save her brother from his own obliviousness.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,418
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    47
    Kudos:
    649
    Bookmarks:
    143
    Hits:
    7,148

    07 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 74

    Tags
    Summary

    The file I’ve found is named: Grace Don't Look Until Beetles Launched

    Creepy. Ominous, even. There’s a little code attached to the file that hides it from a system search. The only way I could have found it was an accident.

    I open the file and a video log pops up. The play button blinks mockingly. The date at the corner of the log is two years before I first woke up on the Hail Mary. It would have been recorded when I was deep in coma-sleep. When everyone on board should have been deep in coma-sleep.

    Ilyukhina’s slightly pixelated visage is sprawled across a pilot chair and she’s mid-chew on a twizzler.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,153
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    410
    Bookmarks:
    74
    Hits:
    1,412

    03 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 49

    Tags
    Summary

    When Rocky suggests exchanging rings to mark ten years of knowing each other, Ryland Grace finds he has a big problem: what finger should he wear this ring on?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,521
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    300
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    1,560

    18 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Oh, it’s a way for humans to tell each other they’re taken. To remember,” I say, popping a bunch more gummy bears into my mouth. Rocky makes a disgusted sound and I smile as I chew. “It’s just a nice way of showing they have someone they committed to.”

    Rocky freezes. I don’t notice for a good few seconds, not until I get the pressing sensation that he’s staring at me, his lack of eyes irrelevant.

    I turn to face him. He’s jittering, something like shaking from excitement or anger, I’m not sure.

    “Rocky?” I ask.

    Grace have ring,” he points, and oh no.Grace have mate? Why Grace no say!?

    I hold up my hands before he can get too excited, though I can already hear a familiar sound, a repeating joyful and confused song start to escape from him.

    “No, no, no!” he freezes again. Deflates, a little. I sigh and run a hand down my face. “It’s… complicated.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,510
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    703
    Bookmarks:
    200
    Hits:
    3,166

    14 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “And, um, how long have you been in love with me?”

    “Honestly? Probably for years.”

    Years, he watches Buck mouth the word. His eyes slip past Eddie, his expression turning slightly dazed as he tries to process this new information.

    “But I only realized it now.”

    Buck’s eyes flick back to him, eyebrows shooting up in surprise. “Now?”

    “Yeah, like, right now.” He looks down at the watch on his wrist, cocking his head back and forth. “About five minutes ago, give or take.”

    “You realized you’re in love with me while watching me wipe chocolate off Theo’s face?” Buck huffs out a laugh, looking down at the now dirty wet wipe still clutched in his hands in disbelief.

    Or, Eddie realizes he's in love with Buck on a Wednesday afternoon. This is how that goes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,730
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    1,463
    Bookmarks:
    172
    Hits:
    10,787

    14 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 77

    Tags
    Summary

    “Look, when I was younger, I thought that if I discovered something important about myself, I would have some kind of revelation, something impossible to ignore.”

    Eddie swallowed again, feeling his throat tighten more and more as the conversation progressed.

    “It wasn't like that?”

    Hen shook her head immediately.

    “It was more like a kind of accumulation of small things or facts that had been hidden for years and that I decided to stop justifying.”

    or; the fic where Buck asks, during a “quiet” shift, what their “hall pass” is and Eddie finds himself facing an existential crisis because of Ryan fucking Gosling.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,107
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    625
    Bookmarks:
    77
    Hits:
    4,437

    14 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Grace is dying. He and Rocky have made it all the way to Erid, but getting an emaciated, malnourished, mentally fragile Ryland Grace down to a planet designed to kill him is not a simple feat. Rocky desperate to bring his friend home with him, but Grace himself might become the biggest obstacle to seeing that dream realized.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,463
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    374
    Kudos:
    819
    Bookmarks:
    235
    Hits:
    11,789

    10 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 48

    Tags
    Summary

    "Can I tell you something?" Buck slurs drunkenly, leaning into Eddie's space on the couch.

    This is not an unusual position for them to be in, attached at the hip after Buck got over his weird pissing contest that first shift. But they're both so drunk that personal space doesn't exist.

    "Sure, Buck," Eddie snorts.

    "I just see you as one of the guys, you know. You're like a guy to me!" Buck smirks.

    But something zings through him, bravery lighting him on fire. If there's one person he should be able to tell, it's Buck.

    "It's because I am," Eddie tells him, trying to speak normally.

    "Huh?" Buck squints at him. "No, you're a lesbian."

    Eddie purses his lips, shakes his head. "Nope. I'm a man, Buck."

    Buck sits with this for a minute, just mulling it over in his fuzzy brain. "Wait," he finally says. "You're…trans?"

    Eddie nods again, unsure exactly how Buck is taking this. But the anxiety melts immediately when Buck breaks out into a huge, sunshine grin.

    Or: Eddie gets top surgery and Buck helps him through it. Too bad Buck has a boyfriend.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,091
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    263
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    3,693

    09 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Buck hip checks Eddie. ‘’You good?’’

    ‘’Yeah. I was just looking forward at quiet Sunday afternoon at the house, not this.’’

    ‘’Quiet Sunday afternoon?’’ Buck chuckles. ‘’When on Earth do you and Christopher have quiet Sunday afternoons? You usually blast aliens on the TV or play Mario Kart.’’

    Eddie pouts. ‘’Hey, that’s quiet.’’

    ‘’Sure,’’ Buck smirks.

    ‘’Don’t be smug. Not everyone can be a master chef like you.’’

    Buck leaves the knife on the board and turns to Eddie, faking offence. ‘’What? Me, a master chef? If you haven’t noticed I’m scared shitless I won’t recognize when the dish is done because Pepa keeps saying ‘it’s over until it’s over’ and ‘just a cup of flour’ but when I ask which cup she says ‘the blue one’. The blue one is not a measuring unit Eddie. I literally have no idea what I’m doing.’’

    Eddie shrugs his shoulders then lifts a piece of carrot he just peeled to Buck’s mouth so he can snack on it. ‘’You’re doing fine. I’m on peeling duty. You’re on seasoning duty.’’

    ***
    Or: touch starved Eddie Diaz, that’s it. That’s the fic. 5+1 fic, five times Eddie seeks out comfort in Buck no questions asked and one time Theo does it instead. Cute, soft, fluffy ❤️🥹

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,716
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    688
    Bookmarks:
    114
    Hits:
    6,337

    08 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    I flex my gloved fingers.

    “Just how much power are you giving me, exactly?”

    “All of it. Everything.”

    “Wow, that's. Wow. Are you sure?”

    Rocky makes a keening, high pitched vocalisation that I can feel in my chest.

    “I love you. It's the entire point.”

    I bury my blazing face in my hands.

    “Rocky, you can't just say things like that.”

    “I can and I will. Where does the medical robot keep the lubricant?”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,068
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    78
    Kudos:
    952
    Bookmarks:
    130
    Hits:
    6,471

    06 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 16

    Tags
    Summary

    A few months after he moved into the biodome the Eridians generously built just for him, he started waking up every night drenched in his own sweat and tears. Saying that he hated it was an egregious understatement. He was tired, anxious, and unbelievably stressed out all the time. Every time he went to bed, the fear of having another nightmare kept him up into ungodly hours of the night. And when he did finally fall asleep, his fear just made his nightmare even worse.

    ---

    Grace has frequent nightmares on Erid. Rocky cannot fix. He tries anyway.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,133
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    155
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    922

    06 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    The realization goes something like this, as Eddie sits under a flapping rainbow pride flag in the bay of the firehouse and studies its colors.

    Red, like his cheeks when Buck smiles at him.

    Orange, like the juice he wishes he'd started drinking years ago.

    Yellow, like the color of Shannon's dress the day she died.

    Green, like the jealousy that strangles him when he thinks about losing Buck.

    Blue, like the color of the most beautiful eyes he knows.

    Violet, like the bruise blooming on Buck's left cheekbone. Right where Eddie wants to place his lips.

    And Eddie thinks, for the first time, that maybe he feels something approaching pride, or something adjacent to it at least, for himself.

    Or; In one Pride Month, Eddie meets an old friend, learns about himself, comes out to people who love him and learns to be proud (in roughly that order).

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,742
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    50
    Kudos:
    451
    Bookmarks:
    113
    Hits:
    5,205

    02 Jun 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation