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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    Shane Hollander has emergency surgery, and lets the whole world know how down bad he is for Ilya.

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    26 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    After winning the Stanley Cup, Ilya asks Shane to stay with him in Boston for the summer. The internet speculates. The Boston Bears and the Keeper of the Cup know. Somehow, Shane doesn’t freak out.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Shane gets approximately ten minutes of feeling blissful and content after Ilya Rozanov leaves his apartment-

    -and then he has to bolt to the bathroom to get ill with a violence he hasn’t experienced since he was still conditioning for the season as a rookie.

    In the aftermath, he runs a cold washcloth over his face while swishing his mouth out and tries to convince himself that it had to have just been something he ate.

    He wonders if he should text Rozanov and give him a warning, but having to send a, “Thanks for taking my virginity, by the way I just puked my guts up and you might have caught whatever this is from me” doesn’t really seem like it’s a very sexy follow-up text to get from someone. As a “congrats on getting fucked” present to himself in honor of the occasion, he decides he’ll chalk it up to the sudden release of nerves and only send the text if it lasts past the night.

    (shane is EXTREMELY sensitive to nicotine) (the problem with this? he isn't actually aware of it and thus doesn't understand why fucking ilya rozanov sometimes makes him sick afterwards)

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    24 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    “I feel bad, Shane. I want you to be able to sleep, if that is with twenty blankets, there will be twenty blankets. If that is with your duck, is okay, I can share you. Is not important, not as long as you are there with me.”

    “I don’t need them. Not… not when I have you. When you hold me or lie on top of me and let me hold you, it’s like I can finally relax. Like, um,” Shane's voice was gradually getting quieter, and he turned his face away from Ilya. “It’s like I can maybe just be… just Shane.”

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    In the years that follow their first summer at the cottage, Ilya notices that Shane likes to sleep a certain way. As the years go by, he learns it was always about more than just sleep.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    "We have newest member of the team with us today, as you all have seen.”

    Shane glanced up again, watching as the captain gestured vaguely toward Shane without looking at him. “Shane Hollander.” The name came out of his mouth like it was laced with poison.

    Shane became very aware of many eyes turning to him now. He felt a few claps on the back and tried to force a tight smile. But his eyes wandered back up to Ilya Rozanov, who was looking at him with so much quiet contempt, that Shane started to understand the phrase ‘if looks could kill.’
     

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    OR: Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts).

    They go no contact for close to a year until Shane is unexpectedly traded to Boston the following season.

    Shane finds his new captain is a version of Ilya he's never seen before: dark, icy, and distant.

    But their newfound proximity mixed with old feelings creates a complicated dynamic that they can't ignore forever.

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    22 Jul 2026