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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ughhhhh suck fucking peak omg I can’t omgggggg

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    “Shane…”

    “Who the fuck do you think you’re calling Shane?”

    “Sweetheart,” Ilya corrects, tilting his head down against Shane’s grip on his hair to try to catch his lips. “Please.”

    “I can do everything she can,” Shane says. “But you’ve been a bit too naughty today. I’m tying you up first.”

    “Oh, no,” Ilya says, voice going high and breathy. “That’s terrible.”

    Or - The jealous Shane/pathetic top Ilya fic where Shane makes Ilya beg for it

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Yeah

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    He doesn’t try it on. Not yet, anyways. Ilya opens the drawer and stares at the dress once a day–sometimes twice, sometimes three times–petting along the soft fabric and wondering how it would slip down his body. Would it contour to his chest, all fat and muscle? Would it fall just mid-thigh, or would the length of his torso force the hem upwards? Would he put it on and look in the mirror and recognize himself? Would he take it off the same man? Would he–

    Femininity, Ilya learns, does not have to come at the expense of his dominance.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Yooooo…

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    Ottawa Cens my beloved boys…

    Various chatfics that are loosely (or not at all) tied together in my heated rivalry/game changers universe!

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    27 Jun 2026

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    "He would hate this," she said. "Seeing you like this."

    "I know." The words came out flat, scraped thin.

    "He would say something annoying. Something reasonable. About taking care of yourself."

    "He cannot see anything anymore," Ilya said.

    Shane Hollander dies in Ilya's arms. This is what comes after. This is Ilya, alone, learning what it means to exist in a world that no longer has Shane in it.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    If u get doxxed it was me and this was the reason okay?