Beaniesintheclouds
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“Keep me close, keep me close, keep me close.”
Ribbit tells Jax to make a promise. Since it was her last wish, he keeps it, he keeps it, he keeps it.
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Pomni decides to go stargazing to ease her thoughts. Jax tags along.
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Wanderer by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)
28 Aug 2025
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“There’s a gentle touch on his shoulder, and despite how much it shocks him he doesn’t react. He… he can’t feel his body anymore, his brain stuck between states of being. He can’t hear the muffled noise from the world, but he can vaguely see Raph in the center of his vision, speaking.”
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Leo struggles with keeping himself tethered to reality. Sometimes his family is there to keep him present, sometimes they are not. Here are a few snippets of awareness he has.
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- Part 19 of Beanie's Bonanza of ROTTMNT One-Shots
- Part 14 of Leo-Centric fics
- Part 9 of Distant Days
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Olivia, Olivia by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Samurai Rabbit: The Usagi Chronicles (Cartoon)
12 Dec 2024
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Yuichi meets Leo about a week before the invasion. He will always remember that short time of joy.
What follows, however, is something more painful. As Usagi grapples with the fallout of what happened, he discovers, remembers, and regrets many things.
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- Part 18 of Beanie's Bonanza of ROTTMNT One-Shots
- Part 13 of Leo-Centric fics
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of all the chasms i’ve crossed, my dear, this one takes the cake by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandoms: Super Mario & Related Fandoms
21 Oct 2024
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Existence; an ever-changing definition for one older brother. In a castle full of chaotic events and beings, Ludwig von Koopa struggles to remember himself and heal from events that occurred far too early in his life.
Or: of the ever-deepening chasms of despair, and the ever-long arcs of climbing out of those pits.
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Shrieking Silence by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
04 Aug 2024
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Prefacing this with a HUGE trigger warning for every part of this. This deals with a lot of unreality (dissociation and hallucinations), flashbacks and panic. If I missed any or forget to update this list, let me know.
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Sing a song for us in the silence. Fill the void with your terrible screams and hope you stay alone. My dear, you have so much to fear; you are not safe. Safety is impossible, just as your band-aid healing is inconsequential.
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A breakdown series of Leo, a way to release my inner pains and fears, and a feeble prayer I never experience anything like that again. A very experimental style is used in this series.- Words:
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Distant Days by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
28 Aug 2025
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“My identity left with the last train. I went to catch it, only to forget again.”
Of the lost minds each must deal with after everything.
Aka: the collection of dissociation fics I write to cope with my own problems.
- Words:
- 8,007
- Works:
- 9
- Bookmarks:
- 2
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Leo-Centric fics by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Samurai Rabbit: The Usagi Chronicles (Cartoon), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
28 Aug 2025
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The fics I write surrounding our local blue turtle! …what? He’s not just local? Someone should’ve told me that.
- Words:
- 22,318
- Works:
- 14
- Bookmarks:
- 13
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Beanie's Bonanza of ROTTMNT One-Shots by Beaniesintheclouds
Fandom Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Samurai Rabbit: The Usagi Chronicles (Cartoon), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
28 Aug 2025
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This is a collection of all the rise one-shots I’ve written! Most are unrelated with a couple stated exceptions.
- Words:
- 26,174
- Works:
- 19
- Bookmarks:
- 5
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✩ Little Melodies ✩ by Beaniesintheclouds, starlitbluehues
Fandom Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
01 Aug 2024
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Of teddy bears and tears, of painting and panic attacks; the two eldest discover new ways to release the memories and hurts inside.
Aka a collection of self-indulging agere fics surrounding Little!Leo (and hopefully Little!Raph, eventually).
- Words:
- 15,591
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 14
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"We were so worried, we heard you—" Ragatha starts, and then looks up. She meets Jax's gaze dead-on, and goes silent. Tears brim in the corner of her eye. Her hand flies up to cover her mouth. He can't tell if the look on her face is relief or fear.
Gangle's staring at him like she's seen a ghost. Pomni slowly raises to her feet, brows furrowed. She winces as every movement jars her wavering form.
Cowered on the floor, panting, confused and disoriented, with everyone standing above him, taller than him… it reminds Jax of something deeply unpleasant. They're all staring at him. They're all seeing him.
Jax knows they're not going to like what they see.
His breath quickens until his head is spinning, and he feels like he's going to vomit. He forces himself upwards with a frustrated cry, swaying in place, and then turns and bolts towards his room as fast as he can.
"NO!" Pomni screams.
(or: pomni pulls jax back from the brink.)
Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
14 Jun 2026
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missing persons anonymous; or, There Is Always Somewhere To Be Trapped by discatded
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
28 Apr 2026
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ragatha
Oh wow there are so many emojis now!
This is all so fancy!jax👍
Oldd roflpomeranian
ROFL???jax👍
What.pomeranian
HAAHAHAHAkinger
What's an ""emoji""...?(a chatfic about reintegrating into society after spending years and years and years in almost-solitary confinement, and all the bullshit that comes with that)
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- Part 4 of Chatfics 📱🗣
- Part 1 of missing persons anonymous au
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,675
- Chapters:
- 12/?
- Comments:
- 808
- Kudos:
- 1,333
- Bookmarks:
- 223
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- 19,120
Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
04 Jun 2026
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Ripped at the Seams, But Do I Even Bleed? by TwiliDragonRin
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
03 May 2026
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Pale skin,
sunken eyes,
a freezing chill.Something missing.
Something wrong.Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
25 May 2026
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At the end of the day, even as the big-top tent fractures and the circus threatens to cave in, Ragatha is still stuck in that dining room, pinned to her chair at one end of a long table. The shadow at the far side watches her. Ragatha cannot leave.
Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
15 Apr 2026
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There's an empty circus to perhaps rebuild, a lot of questions to ponder, and a lot of 'what-now's they'll all have to figure out. But right now, Ragatha's still trying to forget her mother's gaze. It isn't working.
She'll have to forget her, to move on, and to start 'conjuring' a new life here, not that she even knows how to do that yet. But, then, knowing how to do it isn't a requirement; she only has to be thinking about it hard enough, and the subject of her mind will find her.
Set in the immediate aftermath of Episode 8.
Bookmarked by Beaniesintheclouds
13 Apr 2026