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  1. Rec 5

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    “It was nice to know that Chuuya was still thinking of him—still celebrating him even now. It also made him feel bad, because that kindness was surely wasted on someone like Dazai.”

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    The story of how Chuuya has celebrated Dazai's birthday throughout the years, even when he believed he was dead.

    Featuring arcades, amusement parks, late night musings, drunken calls, graveside tributes, sober voicemails, and a surprising amount of plushies.

    Includes Dazai's 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, and Present Day birthdays.

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    20 Jun 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    [VID_20170619_204423.mp4]
    “Just say it.”
    “Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I… had been born a girl.”

    or femskk childhood friends, but Dazai left suddenly without explanation. Then they meet again, and Dazai is more herself.
    or or getting together after Dazai left

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    20 Jun 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    In one hospital room, two completely different patients ended up sharing a space.
    Chuuya Nakahara is fighting for every single day of his life — his own body has been slowly killing him for many years.

    Dazai Osamu, on the contrary, does everything he can to part with life as soon as possible, but somehow never manages to finish this.

    At first, they hate each other.

    Then they start talking at night.

    And eventually, between sharp barbs, long glances, and rare careful touches, something is born — something that scares them more than death itself.
    Because in this room, you can receive far more than just treatment.

    And lose far more than just a life.

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    15 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    “You just had to be civil to him.”

    Ango was massaging his temples on their screen.

    Dazai scoffed.

    “Not my fault you sent me to seduce a–“

    “I have not sent you to seduce anybody–"

    “He's so annoying.” He complained. “And mean.”

    “Dazai. Lives are at risk here.”

    “He's as tiny as a slug and as annoying as a yapping chihuahua. And he's so ugly. I don't want to sleep with him–“

    “You don't have to– God!” Ango actually keened and bent over himself like he was in physical pain. Good. “Please, I beg of you, don't sleep with him. Don't sleep with anybody involved in this mission. It'd just complicate things so much more.”

    Was he actually forbidding him something like he was a toddler? Now Dazai might do it just out of principle.

     

    Or: Ango sends Dazai undercover to retrieve a lethal, unknown weapon. Enter Chuuya, the kind of scientist Dazai wasn't expecting to meet.
     

    (Or, or: For the sake of his mission and the fate of the Country, Dazai was not supposed to catch feelings. For once in his life, he actually failed.)

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    15 Jun 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    And gradually, Dazai had learned to love this existence, at least as much as immorality could be loved by someone who had never wanted to live in the first place. He had learned to love the hunt, the kill, the endless nights. And he had learned to love Chuuya again, or perhaps for the first time in this new form.

    And Chuuya? Chuuya had learned that he would do anything, anything, to keep that love. To watch Dazai indulge in the pleasures this cursed life had to offer, to see his eyes light up with manic ecstasy as he fed. To hold him in the aftermath, blood smeared across marble floors and his pale skin, when the world felt as if it was reduced to something that belonged only to them. To feel his slim fingers tighten around his wrists. To feel his cold lips on his body, marking him the way an artist signed his finest work.

    So if Dazai wanted a villa with a stream and an apple orchard, then Chuuya would gladly empty it of every living soul and hand it to him like a gift.

    or—vampires skk in the victorian era, emptying a spanish villa from its owners, and drowning in each other while blood drips from their lips. featuring chuuya's obsession bordering on violence, even for vampire standards.

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    04 May 2026

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