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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Three months after the New Year, Avery is trying his best to move on and keep living his life. He really is. That is, until he finds that the World that should no longer exist isn't done with him, and he gets the opportunity to try and be better. Again, and again, and again.

    He knows he's walking into a trap. But he knew that the first time, too, and id it didn't stop him back then, it sure as hell isn't stopping him now.

    With his future– and the future of the entire world– hanging on his ability to maneuver both Derek's self-sacrificial tendencies and the King's manipulations, he just has to hope that given infinite attempts, his ability to hinge everything on a last-minute solution will be enough to pay the favor back.

    Somewhere not too far from him, a forgotten book resurfaces.

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    16 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Usually, it's cold.

    First the horror of the realization. Then the mental chide for not noticing it before. Then comes the brief stage of frantic searching for a solution, the human instinct of survival flaring up brighter than the screen he's looking at.

    Then regret and heartache crash into him. A voice follows them, deep and raspy, and before he knows it, every emotion gets replaced by another painfully obvious one: Defeat.

    But now, it's not cold. Derek Hutchins does not feel too much. Maybe he has felt so much that his nerves have given up. All he can focus on now is the process of dying.

    Somewhere achingly near, a lone young man grieves for a life he's never known, because grief seems easy. Almost all of its stages are easy, except one. Acceptance, however, isn't.

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    Well, now what? If anything, he felt out of place here. He didn’t pray as much these days, not much when he was a kid, even less now. What would he pray for anyways? For guidance? For safety? Maybe…

    Awkwardly, he pressed his hands together.

    “I uh— don’t know how I’m supposed to start these but… Can you send me a sign that Derek is okay? I don’t know where he is— I don’t even know if he’s still alive… What if he’s in pain? I-I wouldn’t forgive myself if he was…”

    “Please… it hurts to think that he’s out there suffering while I’m here sitting just fine. I can’t even sleep anymore! I… I can’t…” Tears started rolling down Avery’s cheeks. Here he was, begging for something almost impossible. “Please, I…” He couldn’t even speak anymore, he was too caught up sobbing about this man he’d never met. His head in his hands as he broke down for the first time since what happened.

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    avery breaks down in a church and gets life advice (and a lead to find derek)

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    15 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    "You are prepared to serve." He hums.

    It’s not a question, not a demand, nor a challenge. It’s a statement. The grass is green, the sky is blue, the universe collapses in 8,976,105,039 years, eight months, five hours and 24 seconds, and Derek is prepared to serve.

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    Breaking News: Local hermit tormented by yellow man claiming to be god discovers gay yearning and also the secrets of the universe, but only if he squints.

    (previously titled "daisy")

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    14 Jul 2026

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    KRS always knew life was unfair—his new mom abandoned him, and now some rich lord with too many followers decided to adopt him. Great. Whatever. At least he’d got food, a bed, and the freedom to live his slacker life.
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    What if KRS getz kidnapped by silly white star?

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    13 Jul 2026