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    “I thought it would be worth it to give it up, but it's not,” Roy whispered. “Nothing is worth this.”

    He needed one flickering moment of hope in which he believed he wasn't a sad, desperate old man who had put his life on hold for a career that meant less to him every day, only to learn that he had run out of life to live.

    “What are you talking about?” Ed breathed. “What did you give up?”

    You, Roy wanted to say, or something like you.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    "Hey," Uenoyama spits, throwing his current guitar pick at Akihiko's head. It soars through the air, its sleek glossy red finish catching the fluorescent lights overhead before it pings off Akihiko's shoulder. The other man doesn't even bother trying to dodge it, just arches his eyebrows and grins, just a little. "I didn't come up with this alone! Mafuyu, tell him!"

    "The bit before where the chorus goes is based off the riffs Haruki was warming up with that last week." Mafuyu also adds, "he let me pick out the chords for the opening too. Does that count?"

    "Congratulations," Akihiko says dryly, ignoring Mafuyu's statement completely, "you've made him even cockier than he already was."

    "He has not," Uenoyama shouts, the pitch of his voice climbing an octave, loud enough to make Haruki wince.

    Mafuyu gives Akihiko the same smile that always makes Hiiragi snarl about how he's a little shit and answers, "that's okay, I like it when he's cocky."

    Uenoyama makes a noise that is only barely within the range of human hearing, carefully lifts his guitar from over his head to drop it in a guitar stand, and then drops on the ground to curl up in a ball.

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    09 Aug 2022

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    Ritsuka doesn't have a Soulmate. Plain and simple. At least that's the conclusion he is coming to at the age of 16 and having not met the one so far.

    Until a normal day like any other shakes him to his core and changes everything.
    Ritsuka doesn't have a Soulmate. Right?

    A love letter to my fav boy Uenoyama
    A study in Soulmates, their lack thereof, dysfunctional relationships and grief.

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    08 Aug 2022

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    Mafuyu and Ritsuka start sharing thoughts. It takes Ritsuka a while to notice.

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    01 Feb 2022

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    Reki knows his soulmate's name is Langa, but also knows it's very unlikely that snowboarding star Langa Hasegawa is his soulmate. Still, he keeps up on news about the guy and when he learns that Langa's father was killed in an accident, he starts sending him letters. Drawings, really, that he can't admit to himself are love letters. He just hopes they brighten Langa's day, if he's receiving them at all.

    Everything gets turned upside-down, however, when that same Langa Hasegawa suddenly transfers to Reki's school. It'll make giving him the anonymous love letters a bit easier, though...

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    18 Apr 2021