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  1. Public Bookmark 58

    When Every Touch Burns by

    Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)  

    02 Nov 2025

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    Lucifer invites Vox to the Hotel as a harmless prank to try to get the Radio Demon to finally leave. However, he doesn't know the full extent of what Vox had caused Alastor, not until it's far too late, and Charlie has to help Alastor pick up the pieces.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Mirror Mirror by

    Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)  

    03 Feb 2026

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    "How do you cope with it?" he blurted out, and Angel took a step backwards, eyes darting around the room.

    "With… what? huh?"

    "With the—" Alastor cut himself off, shaking. He let out a snarl, and continued, "with the touching, the sex, everything Valentino does to you. How. Do. You. Cope."

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    02 Jul 2026

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    After an Eternity Apart by

    Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)  

    13 Mar 2026

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    Alastor’s mother died suddenly and he was left alone to become someone she wouldn’t recognise.

    When he gets the chance to contact her via one of Charlie’s silly redemption ideas, he has no doubt it won’t go smoothly.

    But he didn’t expect this..

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Distressed deer (Alastor Angst) by

    Fandom Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)

    01 Jul 2026

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

    Nothing to see here by

    Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon) RPF, Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)  

    21 Jun 2026

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    ❗️mentions of childhood sexual abuse / eating disorder / drinking / childhood trauma. ❗️

     

    In this slow-burn, angst-heavy story set in Hazbin Hotel, Alastor’s carefully constructed control begins to fracture when the eating disorder he developed during an abusive childhood starts taking a visible toll. Starvation, alcohol, and untreated trauma quietly erode his body and mind while he insists he’s “fine,” using charm, intimidation, and even magic to keep others at a distance.

    As the people around him begin to sense something is wrong, Alastor doubles down on isolation—convinced invisibility is safer than vulnerability. But when the cracks become impossible to ignore, control slips in ways he can’t manipulate away.

    At its heart, the story explores trauma, survival, denial, and what happens when someone who prides themselves on absolute control is forced to confront the fact that they might not be okay.

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    30 Jun 2026