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  1. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Do you ever see me as anything more than an assignment?”

    And all he was met with was a devastating sort of silence. Chan bowed his head a little so their eyes couldn’t meet, his stance perfect as always - hands clasped, shoulders tight. Frankly, that said more than words ever could.

     

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    For years Chan stayed three paces behind Felix, close enough to protect him but far enough to stay professional. Felix has been hopelessly in love with his bodyguard for almost as long. It's a cruel thing, loving someone who refuses to cross the line, but even worse when he starts blurring it.

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    “It’s me,” he’d said, voice wavering on it. His thumb had wavered as it caught on the loop of his mask, hand shaking so hard it took him three tries to undo it, to show his face. “It’s Felix. I’m — I think I’m from the future?”

    Felix tells Chan how he feels. It doesn't go well.

    (Some things change with time. Others will always stay the same.)

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Then there is him, Bang Chan - Chris, normal to an extent. A fairly good leader, with fairly good talents and fairly good looks. With a decent singing voice and a fairly stable mind, a decent enough height - just ... average. compared to his other ' kids ' he's nothing crazy, nothing special. nothing that screams seduction, nothing that is in your face with beauty. Perhaps that is why they don't invite him in, maybe that is the reason why he is finding out all of them are in relationships with each other without hearing it directly from them. That's fine, that doesn't really bother him as much, scratch that. it doesn't bother him at *all*. So, what if some of them escape to another room to fuck each other's brains out. So, what if Felix decides to corner Changbin and lock lips in the middle of the kitchen right where Chan can see? It's fine, Felix is an adult with his own mind. As are the others.

    It does not bother him. It shouldn't.

    Except, well -- it *does*.

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    21 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    "It won't mean anything, Lixie," Chan assures him for the thousandth time in the last hour. "Just, y'know. Bros teaching bros how to fuck other bros."

    Felix laughs. It's genuine, finally, but more from shock at Chan making a joke in this position rather than actually finding it funny. "Shut the fuck up, Christopher."

    Obedient as ever, Chan shuts up, and those adorable little dimples pop up on his cute little cheeks with the smile that breaks out onto his face. Felix wants nothing more than to kiss them, along with just about every inch of Chan's body.

    No.

    Felix shakes his head to snap out of it. This doesn't mean anything, this won't mean anything. It'll be impossible to convince himself of that, of course— but Chan believes it. This doesn't mean anything to Chan. He just likes to help. That's it.

    aka chan teaches felix how to top, strictly as friends— nothing more

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    19 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    “Do you think Chan has erectile dysfunction, too?”

    Felix froze. If he’d been dumb enough to take another sip of water, he would have been a goner. His eyes widened comically, his earlier musings about Minho and Jisung completely fleeing his mind.

    “Bro, what the fuck?” he blurted, completely flabbergasted, but Seungmin was only getting started.

    “Just think about it,” he started with a growing smirk. “He’s practically ancient. He’s spent the majority of his life tired and overworked. His ruts are more inconsistent than Jisung’s ever were before mating Minho. Jeongin also said Chan hasn’t brought anyone back to their place since they moved in.” Seungmin leaned against the counter, positively gleeful now.

    or: one joke turns into something Felix can't get out of his head about his long-time unrequited crush, and his unexpected heat doesn't help with the situation either. (or does it?)

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    19 Jul 2026