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“It’s weird, not having Robby here,” Mel is saying, dragging Samira back into the conversation between the residents. “And Dr Al-Hashimi hasn't shown up either.” That is strange, Samira thinks absently. Dr Bryan is back from semi-retirement to cover as attending, but the absence is noticeable. “I'm sure we can figure out how to be good teachers, but it’s a little harder when you don't have your mentor to help."
“I don’t know,” Samira mutters before she can stop herself, still staring at Dr Abbot’s letter on her screen. “Just do the opposite of whatever Robby would do.”
It’s only in the expanding silence afterward that Samira realizes she has said that it out loud.
In the wreckage left after the 4th of July shift, Samira starts gathering the shattered pieces of her life. The question now is in what order does she want to put them together.
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14 Jul 2026
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Dr. Samira Mohan agrees to one night out.
Dr. Jack Abbot attends to make sure she gets home safely.
Neither of them is prepared for what happens when nothing goes wrong.
(eventual canon divergence - written before 2x09 was released!)
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02 Jul 2026
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When a trip to San Francisco brings him back into Samira Mohan’s orbit for the first time in two years, Jack tells himself it’s just coincidence.
It would be easier if she didn’t already have a life here.
And even easier if he didn’t still want to be part of it.
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11 May 2026
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Jack didn’t go in much for praying anymore. No point, not when nobody upstairs seemed to give a shit either way. Praying was for altar boys and little kids and people who wanted their football team to win the Superbowl; for parents in his ER who refused medical care for their dying children in favor of speaking in tongues and yelling up the ladder to something that didn’t answer. Not for him. He believed in only a few things, and none of those were anything big enough to pray to.
Well, almost none. There’d been one thing. A person, really. Bigger than a person, though. More like a grand, orchestral concept, a hope half-divine, fifty-two percent of the reason he kept showing up to work for four years straight.
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Jack Abbot is seriously injured while responding to a mass shooting. Samira Mohan, who has left the Pitt, happens to be his ER doctor at Westbridge. A reunion and a conversation, both long overdue, follow.
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07 May 2026
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A mass shooting occurs at PittFest. Somehow, only Jack Abbot is aware that it keeps happening again, and again, and again.
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06 May 2026
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"I don’t think I’m used to people touching me anymore.”
“I know what you mean,” she says. “Obviously, I’m touching people all the time but it’s… different, right? When it’s patients and their families?”
“Yeah.” He scrapes at the label on his beer bottle with the nail of his thumb.
“When I was in undergrad, I read this article about people needing… well, I guess it was women, but I’m not sure that matters… a certain number of non-sexual touches every day. It was mostly about mental health, but I think about it a lot.”
He thinks she’s probably thinking about her mental health a lot more lately than usual, too. “What’s the right number of touches?”
“Thirteen,” she says. Her voice sounding a little defeated. “Thirteen non-sexual touches every day. But not just any touch. It’s going to be purposeful touching. And it should be someone you’re close to. Family. A partner. Friends. Just brushing up against a stranger or shaking hands with a colleague isn’t enough to start the flow of dopamine and oxytocin.”
“Thirteen. That’s not so many.”
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22 Apr 2026
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Samira Mohan’s life is divided cleanly into two distinct halves: before PittFest and after it. She will never again be the person she was when she clocked in for that shift. She will never forget the give of her patient’s skull beneath an EZ-IO or the slip of the pigtail catheter between her fingers. Even months later, she’s still struggling to unpack all the ways that day changed her life.
Perhaps the strangest residual effect is that Jack Abbot sort of, inexplicably, becomes her best friend.
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Or: Samira Mohan finds her way through residency and subsequently stumbles onto a whole lot more.
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19 Apr 2026
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He presses her against the wall and just for a second she thinks he’s going to lift her, encourage her to wrap her legs around him, and then fuck her in the west stairwell in the middle of handover.
That is not what happens, but the kiss he gives her is full of heat and possibility. Here, the slant of his mouth on hers says, take this hunger and build on it, then give it back to me. And she does.
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What’s it going to take for her to just let herself be loved.
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- Part 2 of Other Desert Cities
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19 Apr 2026
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Five times Dr. Samira Mohan thought she had a massive crush on Dr. Jack Abbot.
And one time she did something about it.Bookmarked by AnF
17 Apr 2026
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Samira closes her eyes and leans forward, wondering if he will feel the way she imagines, lips soft and framed with just the right combination of smooth skin and stubble, if he’ll cradle her face with his large hands, if he’ll expertly crease her lips with his tongue, and -
“Whoa,” she hears, an open palm pushing gently against her clavicle, and opens her eyes to see his face, wide-eyed and almost surprised. “Samira, I don’t mean to - ”
“I’m sorry,” she says.
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14 Apr 2026
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Dr. Jack Abbot, who prides himself on his decades-honed skills of observation and rapid assessment, does not immediately notice that Dr. Samira Mohan is gone.
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Or: After the Shift from Hell (July 4th) Dr. Samira Mohan leaves the ED, leaves PTMC, leaves Pittsburgh.
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07 Apr 2026
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The nights are long. The days are longer. The patients keep coming. He’s got a thing for a resident. He tries not to be too weird about it.
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How many accidental first dates do they have to go on before he admits it’s ok to want her.
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- Part 1 of Other Desert Cities
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04 Apr 2026
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Dr. Mohan temporarily moves to the night shift and Dr. Abbot realizes his fleeting crush after the trauma of Pittfest is much more.
Slow burn. Lonely, oblivious Samira. Pining, caring Jack.
Will be a multi chapter fic!
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31 Mar 2026
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a structural collapse brings the pitt to its knees. mohan and abbot work the same patient through a night that keeps getting worse, and somewhere on the other side of it, they end up on a roof together.
a conversation about grief, medicine, and the specific cost of caring too much.
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26 Mar 2026
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Samira Mohan is a resident. She is practical, precise, and she does not develop feelings for attending physicians who are already taken.
Five times she noticed Jack Abbot's wedding ring. One time she found out why he still wears it.
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18 Mar 2026
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They meet at shift change, a slow bleed of information where their worlds overlap. Over the years of Samira’s residency, they share many moments, big and small, until mutual understanding grows into dangerous intimacy that threatens Jack and Samira's personal and professional lives.
A slow burn fic that goes month to month tracking the highs and lows of Jack and Samira's relationship.
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13 Mar 2026
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Samira Mohan goes to bed on Tuesday night and wakes up on Tuesday morning, which should be impossible.
Or: sixteen Tuesdays, one horrible loss, and the slow, terrifying discovery that letting someone in might be the only way out.
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04 Mar 2026
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Samira exhales through her nose. It might have been a laugh, but he doesn’t allow himself to hope. “Missed me that bad?”
Despite himself, he laughs. It breaks through the lump in his throat, coming out gruff and shaking. “That bad,” he confirms, without a hint of embarrassment.
God, he’s going to fall off this roof. And it wouldn’t even be on purpose.
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Samira Mohan sells her soul to the army for medical school. Nobody understands that so intimately as Jack Abbot. Out in no man’s land, they manage to form something that neither can really understand.After three years, it only takes one mass casualty incident to pull them back together.
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24 Feb 2026
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Between midnight consults and dog-eared medical journals, Samira and Dr. Jack Abbot build an uneasy, electric understanding, until a shared weekend in the West Virginia mountains pulls them out of the Pitt and onto the open road, where the distance, the darkness, and the drive force them to confront what’s been growing between them all along.
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19 Feb 2026
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Feeling like a disheveled and dangerously nauseous Goldilocks, she moved to sit up. She was still wearing her faded blue tank, scrub pants, and socks, her scrub top nowhere to be found. She hoped that she hadn’t removed it in front of her colleagues in the park. Which didn’t seem like something any version of her would do, not even Drunk Samira, but who could say, really.
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The morning after the shift from hell.
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01 Feb 2026