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    Buck waits until Eddie meets his eyes, which takes longer than it should. “I’m not going anywhere.”

    Eddie’s mouth twitches, searching for something in Buck’s face – something he’s not finding. They’re close, like this – one good exhale and they’d be touching, but Eddie’s eyelids are getting heavier.

    “Why not?”

    How could I leave you?

    He watches Eddie and feels the rush in his blood, the churn of the distance between them. He thinks about the day they met, Eddie’s quiet, seemingly endless patience. He thinks about Eddie sitting beside him when Doug took Maddie. He thinks of Eddie at his door, with Chris, before the tsunami, and then after. He thinks of I forgive you.

    A mosaic of moments, all laced together with one, single string.

    You’re like breathing.

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    Eddie gets hurt. Buck moves in to help, and things... escalate.

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    17 Nov 2024

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    "It’s not like amnesia," the doctor said. "Eddie remembers who he is, who you are. He knows you. He remembers his life and likely most of what’s happened to him."

    Buck frowned. "Then what's happening?"

    "His memories aren't staying in their proper place anymore. He’s struggling to keep them compartmentalized.” She paused as Buck took it in. "His brain isn't signaling clearly when a memory is just a memory anymore. To Eddie ... it feels like it's happening now." 

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    The fallout from a major head injury blurs Eddie’s past with his present and forces him and Buck to confront an uncertain future, something neither of them was ready for. In the aftermath of it, Buck helps Eddie navigate the recovery, but misunderstandings between them threaten the single greatest constant they have always relied on. Each other..

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    02 Nov 2024

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    An anchor, however fragile, can keep even an offline sentinel from manifesting as long as it is maintained. When his anchor is removed, Eddie Diaz enters a deep zone. Can Buck, a long unattached guide, save his best friend from slipping away?

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    18 Oct 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Eddie’s trouble starts with a dream. Well, it actually starts much earlier, when he runs into a woman who is the literal carbon copy of his dead wife. Or, alternatively it starts with a lightning bolt. Or a sniper. Or a firetruck. Or a car crash. Or, realistically, a grenade embedded in a seventh-grade teacher’s leg. It starts with blue eyes, broad shoulders and a tenacity that shocks Eddie to his very core.
    But right now, Eddie’s trouble starts with a dream.

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    Eddie, alone and confused, is navigating Christopher's extended stay in Texas, while also grappling with feelings he's been repressing for seven years. Buck, who misses Chris dearly, is struggling under Gerrard and his boyfriend's dismissive attitude. In the wreckage of their lives, they find each other.

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    18 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    “You tried to kiss me and you expect me to just forget about it?”

    Buck lets out a whine and stands up to turn away from Eddie. This is a nightmare and he wishes he could just evaporate into thin air.

    “It didn’t mean anything, okay?!” he says as he turns back around. “I don’t know what got into me. So, let’s please just forget this happened, Eddie.”

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    Between grueling shifts at work, Buck navigating his failing relationship, Eddie dealing with his catholic guilt, ridiculous Halloween costumes, a raging sexuality crisis, and unforeseen misunderstandings; neither of them expects the disastrous call that puts both of them in a dire situation.

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    13 Oct 2024