AlienKillua
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The Empty takes Castiel.
Dean Winchester takes dissociation to a whole new level.
Jack brings Castiel back because of course he does!
Dean remains numb.
The gang works together to shake Dean loose from his grief.Bookmarked by AlienKillua
25 Jun 2026
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to sleep, perchance to dream by t00muchheart (inafieldofstarflowers)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Jan 2024
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Everything is over. Jack is gone. Cas is gone. The world is free.
And every night, Dean relives Castiel dying in his dreams. If this is what it feels like to win, he’s not sure it was worth everything they went through.Bookmarked by AlienKillua
24 Jun 2026
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a narrative of hidden resistance and finding yourself, in which John Winchester's toxic masculinity is subverted and Dean has a bigger family than he realises. featuring: Bobby being Bobby, Sonny, Dean's crush on Lee, John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Cassie, Jo, and Stanford era Dean + bonus Laz Rising and post-canon catharsis
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Bookmarked by AlienKillua
09 Jun 2026
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Saving people, hunting things, the family business – Dean was raised to believe he was fodder for the one and only mission of carrying out revenge. The only thing that ever mattered was saving as many people as he could along the way.
Now, to want something for himself feels overtly and utterly selfish – and what he wants is both seemingly unattainable and mundane.Series
- Part 2 of until the break of dawn
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02 Jun 2026
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Dean is fragile—like the silence that has made home in his throat. Sometimes, in the dead of the night, when it’s just him and his cold, dark and empty room, Dean would reach up and feel his own face—a baseless need to make sure he hasn’t turned into mist or whatever. It’s not that Dean’s lost his voice or anything—he can feel it down in his throat, though it’s rattling in his chest, stuck and unmoving. Every time he tries to speak, the weight of each word presses down on his chest until he feels his ribs ache, like he’s having compressions done on him and his bones are starting to cave under the pressure. There’s something vaguely familiar about this feeling—an urge to make himself as small as he can until he sinks into the walls. Everything around him feels out of place, and a size bigger—the bunker, his room, his own skin—with too many empty spaces like an ill-fitting suit. He could pull a few words out of his throat if he pushes hard enough, but Dean’s so goddamn exhausted.
But, even when he feels like a shadow of who he used to be, Cas is still the one thing that makes him feel more alive than his own burdened beating heart.
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After Michael, Dean stops talking.
Bookmarked by AlienKillua
26 May 2026