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Death hasn't dulled the flavor of his lips by Anonymous
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
25 Oct 2024
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The boy didn’t look particularly remarkable. Dark hair, dark eyes, a single prominent snaggletooth. But there was something about him. It reminded Till of every beautiful thing he’d ever seen. It reminded him of every happy place he’d conjured in his imagination. It reminded him of touching cool glass, something so smooth and clear and perfect it didn’t seem real. It made him think of fresh air and green growing things, the stuff you just can’t find in white, sterile hallways.
Till didn’t know this yet, but the boy’s name was Ivan. And he smelled amazing.
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- Part 2 of Alien Stage Anon Works
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He is all too aware his feelings are filthy, far too twisted to ever be reciprocated. To call it “love” would be dumbing down something so complex he has never even managed to understand himself. Ivan does not love. He wants to possess Till, to live inside him, settle in his heart, carve out a space meant for him, invade his mind and body. But Till is perfect, far too perfect for him, and Ivan knows he may break under his touch if he is too ravenous. So he will take, he will welcome whatever Till chooses to give him, he will tame the monster inside of him. He will do it if that means Till won’t leave his side.
In another life, would he have been cleansed of these impure feelings?
Or: Ivan remembers Alien Stage.
This story is now available in Russian, translated by Tsukimi_77.
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- Part 1 of Until next life
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Five years into a seemingly happy and peaceful marriage, Till falls out of love.
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Question 2 [10]
Fill in the blanks with the appropriate tenses of the verbs given in the brackets. Please be sure to adequately distinguish between past, present, and future. If you find yourself using the present tense of a verb that should ideally be in the past tense, please catch yourself in time and change the tenses appropriately.
i) Even years later, _________ (sleep) inside a heated room, the boy from the slums couldn’t stop _________ (feel) cold.
iii) As the two boys _________ (sit) under the tree, the smaller boy’s chin _________ (touch) the other’s shoulder.
v) For as long as the boy _________ (be) in the garden, he _________ (be) in love.
(Note: The future tense of the above verb does not exist.)
(Or: An Ivan character study, told entirely in the form of an English language test paper.)
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- Part 11 of etymology
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till opens his mouth, bites ivan’s neck gently enough to not leave marks.
ivan sighs. “fine. make your boring americano. have it your way.”
till grunts again, but finally speaks more intelligibly. “no coffee. m’cold. wanna shower.”
ivan takes another sip of coffee and hums. “then take one? no one’s stopping you.”
till’s arms tighten around ivan, possessive and demanding. “come with me.”
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(till and ivan both have the day off. they decide to spend the entire day at home, utterly wrapped around one another.)
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To Love or Not to Love, That is The Question... by breadrot_boy
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
07 Dec 2025
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Till needs a Valentine date. Like, really badly.
5 girls. He considers five whole, alive, beautiful girls—yet none of them go out with him! They're either lesbians, already taken, simply not interested, or... not girls at all. In Till's defense, the last one only happened ONE time.
Maybe he needs a new perspective?
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Till tries 5 times to get a girl to go out with him, fails miserably, and thinks of Ivan instead.
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It can't be.
It isn't possible.
The hair is different. Longer, wavy. He's more muscular, too, than Till remembers him being, bulging visibly with his arms crossed like that. There's a scratch on his nose that's in the beginning stages of healing, and his clothes are stained with what looks like segyein blood.
But the look in his eyes is nothing like the cold, despising gaze that haunts Till. It's warm and red and alive.
Till chokes around the word.
It couldn't be, but there he is.
Ivan.
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Or, in short, Till and Ivan find themselves in a life beyond their original expectancy. Now what?-
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Are you willing to destroy your body for someone you love? To carve yourself apart just to be seen as enough?
Are you prepared to carry the scars, the pain, the price that never fades?
And when it’s over, was it ever truly worth it?
Do you regret everything you’ve lost?
Would you go back, if going back meant facing the same emptiness again?This is not just the story of Ivan’s desperation, this is the slow unraveling of a man who hated himself too much to live as he was, and the cruel weight Till must bear in loving him.
Because love alone cannot stop someone from breaking, and sometimes, saving a person means watching them shatter in your arms.Main Story – For What I’m Not
First Sequel – For What I Am, With You
Second/Final Sequel – Borrowed Flesh- Words:
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I bawled my eyes out reading this at like... 6-7 in the morning… it’s beautiful
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He carefully lifted up one of the boxes and gasped when he saw what’s inside. A little black rabbit shivering in the cold, all alone in the darkness. It was bundled up in one corner of the box with a pile of clothes (which were a bit… too familiar for comfort), clearly trying to seek warmth in the cold. He poked the furball with his fingers and checked for a pulse. It was really weak, the guy was barely hanging on by a thread. But still alive.
“Shit, who left a little bunny out in the cold near the dumpster? What is wrong with these people? Poor thing.”
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Ivan due to an unfortunate meeting with a witch, gets turned into a bunny. And only the power of love can save him.
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the whole world in your sad eyes by ShallowEmotionsGiver
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
07 Mar 2026
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Finding out about Ivan's fear was a huge achievement for Till! He could finally put that bastard in his place!
Oh, apparently he's really scared to death...
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- Part 6 of RANDOM ALNST STUFF
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Please (don’t) learn to be happy without me by eynrhies
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
23 Feb 2026
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"Who's ███?"
Ivan looks up from his laptop, blinking. "What?"
"Your phone." Till holds it up. "She texted. Same time next week."
Ivan's hand twitches toward it, then stops. He rubs his face instead. "It's nothing. Just a friend."
"You don't have friends."
"Rude." Ivan almost smiles. "It’s for work."
Or: Maybe Ivan just wanted something different. Someone different. It made a kind of sense. Till wasn't stupid. He knew how the world worked. He knew some people could do the gay thing for a while, experiment, have their fun, and then eventually want the real thing. The wife. The kids. The white picket fence.
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This made me cry
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After succesfully escaping with Till and seeing the meteors in the night sky, he didn't want to go back, he could finally be free, they could finally be free.
Or atleast he thought so.
He never imagined Till would give up everything to save Mizi instead.
He knew exactly what he was getting into when he coughed up the first petal.Or
Ivan has hanahaki because of Till and there's no way to stop it.
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“Your freak,” Luka begins, as Till’s face reddens at the realisation of his slip-up, “Is right there, in the sink you keep glaring daggers into,”
“Hah,” Till deadpans, “That’s funny. So funny. Wow, Ivan, you got me. You’re so funny. Quit modelling, pursue a stand-up career,” He fake laughs extra hard for emphasis.
The room stays silent. The child sneezes. It’s fucking adorable.
Ivan inexplicably turns into a five-year-old. Till deals with this better than he deals with his feelings for the child's fully grown counterpart.
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During the rebel raid on ANAKT Garden, a journal is recovered, and given to the one person who wants to read its contents the least.
Till finds Ivan's childhood journal after his death.
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- Part 1 of letters
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Love is a universal feeling that humans have experienced for millions of years, a feeling which had been described as the best feeling in the world through countless stories, songs, movies, shows, and every other media known to man. Even though humans have agreed that love is this euphoric feeling, why did it make Ivan feel as if he was drowning deeper and deeper every day? Out of all the emotions in the world, if there was one feeling Ivan should feel like other kids, it should be love. So why did it feel like a wound replaced his heart that bled out more every day?
Why did this always happen to Ivan?
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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When Till notices Ivan coming to school later and later, he decides to investigate the matter.
What he soon discovers changes his life for the worse.
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"The stars were so beautiful in his memories. Seeing them always meant a moment of freedom, a second of happiness. As Ivan dangled over the roof’s edge, he did not feel as afraid as he should have. How could he? The stars were so beautiful.
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Ivan never thought of himself as kind. But in that moment, he felt what Till did. A strained smile spread across his face as he realized what he would do. Because when faced with being free and alone, or trapped and with Till, he’d choose the latter every time."
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- Part 6 of 365 days of writing
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Ivan had loved Till for awhile. Ever since they trained together to be idols alongside the rest of Alien Stage.
He loved Till despite the fact that Till wouldn't ever love him back.
... So tell him why this connects with him throwing up flowers right after a performance?
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Harana
/haˈɾana/
noun1. to serenade
2. refers to a courtship tradition where a man sings to someone he is interested in, often accompanied by a group of friendssee also: the solution to pathetically yearning best friends
Till courts Ivan the old-fashioned way – with his voice, a guitar, and two (questionably willing) friends for moral support.
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