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Hermione,
Astronomy tower, midnight. Are you in or out?
Yours.
A week post dream. 1995, Order of Phoenix school year.
The Astronomy Tower was quiet at night, too high and too cold for most people to bother with.
But Hermione climbed the stairs anyway, her hand clenched tightly around the folded note Fred had left in her copy of Hogwarts: A History.
Of course, she didn’t know it was from Fred, he hadn’t signed his name. Just left it at yours. But she knew what that meant, knew who hers was.
She was nervous, shaking as she ascended the stairs. She told herself she didn’t know what to expect. Maybe Fred invited everyone to have mysterious conversations on the astronomy tower at midnight? Maybe he wouldn’t be there.
Maybe… She was lying.
She had been lying for the past week, since the dream. Had been lying really, since they touched for the first time. If she wanted to be really honest, she had been lying since she first met him. (But she wasn’t quite that honest yet.)
Fred was already there when she stepped out onto the balcony — hands in his pockets, shoulders hunched against the wind, head tipped back like he was trying to memorize the constellations. He didn’t turn when he heard her.
“You came,” he said, like it was obvious.
She stepped beside him, slower than she needed to. “Don’t sound so smug.”
“I’m not,” he said, finally looking at her. His voice was quieter now. “I’m just… reassuring myself. I’m glad.”
Hermione nodded, unsure what to do with her hands, her breath, her heart.
There was a long silence — not uncomfortable, but thick with all the versions of this moment that could’ve happened sooner. That should have happened. That probably have happened.
Fred broke it first.
“I’ve had the dreams too,” he said. “The ones with the trees. And the old couple. And you in a crown, looking at me like I was the whole bloody library.”
Hermione’s breath caught.
“I thought I was losing it,” he continued. “Until you looked at me the other night in the common room and I knew. I felt it. That… burn. Like the earth had cracked open and the lava was spilling out.”
She nodded again. “Same.”
Fred glanced at her, lips twitching into something like a smile. “So… we’re not crazy. Just cosmically fucked.”
Hermione laughed — a tiny, soft thing — and folded her arms across her chest.
Hermione’s breath fogged in the cold. The tower felt like it was holding its breath with them.
“I’m still not convinced I’m not crazy,” she said softly.
“I knew, I think” she said again, voice quiet but steady now. “Years ago. I knew if we ever touched, it would happen. That the mark would show.”
Something like hurt flashed cross Fred’s face, shock, maybe. He tilted his head slightly at her words. The wind played with his hair.
She flinched as he opened his mouth, preparing for the harsh words she surely deserved after all she had put him through, put them both through.
But his anger never came, instead he looked at her – truly looked – and said one word:
“How?”
She gave a short, helpless laugh.
“I don’t know. It wasn’t a conscious decision, I need you to know that” she looked up at him earnestly, “It’s not like I was avoiding it because I knew, and I didn’t want that.”
“It was just, … something in my chest. This hum, like a ward vibrating under the surface every time you got too close. Every time you looked at me like I might say something important. Every time you looked at me after you made a joke,”
Fred swallowed.
“I thought I was imagining it,” she admitted. “Or projecting. Or — or just trying to distract myself from everything else. Ron. The war. The rules.”
“You never said anything,” Fred said. Again, not accusing. Maybe surprised.
“Of course not,” Hermione snapped, then caught herself. Her voice softened. “I was terrified.”
“Of me?” he asked, with his usual joking manner, but it didn’t sound like a joke. It sounded like he was bracing for it.
“No,” she said, turning to face him fully. “Not of you. Trust me, Of what it meant. Of what it would take from me. My choices. My certainty. I’ve spent my whole life being careful.”
Fred was quiet. Thoughtful.
“I get that,” he said finally. “Sort of. I mean, no one ever looks at me and sees someone careful. But—"
He hesitated. Took a breath.
“Truth is, I’ve always been a little bit scared of being... serious. Of wanting something real. Of not being the funny one. Not being the chaos.”
Hermione’s eyebrows furrowed. “Why?”
“Because if people expect you to laugh, and you don’t, they ask questions you can’t answer,” he said. “Because if I really wanted something — like you — and I didn’t get it... it’d break me.”
Silence.
The wind picked up again, ruffling the edge of his sleeves.
“You… wanted me?” she said, very small.
Fred let out a breath of laughter that got stolen by the wind.
“Always,” he said. “And not just because of the mark. Gods, the mark confirmed it. But I knew before. Every time you talked about SPEW like the world could be better. Every time you corrected me. You made me want to be smarter, not just louder. You made me want to be more.”
Hermione blinked, hard. Her eyes were starting to sting.
“I’m still scared,” she whispered. “I’m scared of losing myself in it. Of giving up control.”
Fred stepped closer. Just one pace. But it felt seismic.
“You don’t have to give up anything,” he said. “Not for me. Not for this. You don’t owe the mark anything. Blood hell, you definitely don’t own me anything. You choose this, or you don’t. But I want you to know… I’d choose you. Even without it. Even if the mark never appeared at all.”
She looked up at him then, eyes glassy, and it hit her like a wave — this boy who never stopped joking had never once joked about this.
“Do you regret it?” he asked.
She didn’t hesitate. “No. I regret being afraid.”
Fred smiled, something gentle and knowing and a little sad.
“I’ve had soul marks before – romantic, I mean,” he said. “Two. Once when I was thirteen, blinked and it was gone. One in sixth year — it was warm, nice. But it never burned.”
He reached out, slowly, turning his wrist so she could see the faint shimmer of red and silver curling like smoke under his skin.
“You felt like fire.”
Hermione stepped forward, her hand moving on instinct to brush against his.
“It scared the hell out of me,” she admitted. “Because it wasn’t subtle. It was you. But I’m not scared of you, and I’m learning not to be scared of this.” she gestured to their marks, “I think I’ve always known that loving you would never be small.”
Fred gave a shaky laugh. “Good. I don’t do small.”
Hermione looked at him, “I don’t think I do either.”
They stood there, breathing in sync now, their hands not quite touching, like the air between them had its own gravity.
“Do you think,” he said, voice low and tentative, “that maybe we’re allowed to not know what it means yet?”
Hermione nodded.
“As long as we don’t pretend it means nothing.”
Fred’s lips parted. Then closed. Then smiled.
And this time, when he reached for her hand, she reached back. Fully.
No flinch.
No hesitation.
Their fingers laced.
And the glow that sparked from their skin wasn’t explosive. It wasn’t dramatic.
It was steady.
Soft.
Certain.
Fred exhaled, a sound of relief and disbelief.
“I can’t promise I’ll be good at this,” he said. “I’m probably going to say something stupid in the next ten minutes.”
“You always do,” she said, eyes full of something like laughter. “But I still come back.”
Fred leaned in just a little, forehead nearly touching hers.
“Come back again tomorrow?”
Hermione nodded. “And the day after that.”
He closed his eyes, and he smiled.
“That’s all I need.”
✦ . ⁺ . ✦
The next morning
Hermione woke up smiling.
It startled her. She lay there for a moment in the quiet dormitory, blinking up at the canopy above her bed, wondering what her face was doing — why her cheeks felt warm and her chest strangely light.
Then she remembered.
The Astronomy Tower.
Fred’s hands in hers.
The quiet glow of red and silver between them, no longer burning but warm.
A steady fire instead of a spark.
She sat up slowly, her fingers brushing her wrist. The mark was still there — intricate, sure, no longer glowing, but quietly present like a promise. It curled beneath the sleeve of her pyjamas like a secret she’d finally decided to share with herself.
She got dressed slowly, careful not to wake the others. Parvati murmured in her sleep, and Lavender rolled over with a snuffle, but neither stirred. The castle was still wrapped in morning haze, lit by soft shafts of sun angling in through the high windows.
Hermione left quietly, her shoes muffled by the corridor rugs. She didn’t head straight to breakfast — not yet. Her feet took her to the long hallway by the library, the place she always passed when she needed to feel like herself.
She stood there a moment, letting the silence stretch. She could hear distant footsteps. The rustle of owls in the rafters. The castle breathing, gently.
That was where Ginny found her.
Hermione didn’t hear her approach — just turned and found her leaning against the wall, arms crossed and expression unreadable.
“You’re up early,” Ginny said.
“You are too.”
Ginny shrugged. “I figured you’d be avoiding the Great Hall.”
“I wasn’t.”
“You’re loitering in a window corridor.”
“I’m contemplating,” Hermione corrected.
Ginny raised an eyebrow. “Contemplating breakfast?”
Hermione rolled her eyes — but gently. “Contemplating… things.”
“Fred-shaped things?”
Hermione didn’t answer.
Ginny took a few steps forward and stood beside her, their reflections faint in the window. “You look different this morning.”
Hermione glanced at her. “Different how?”
“You’re breathing,” Ginny said. “Properly.”
Hermione blinked.
“It’s weird,” Ginny continued. “You’re always thinking. Always moving ahead, planning the next step. But right now, you look like you’re here.”
Hermione looked back at the window. At her reflection — hair a little messy, eyes still soft with sleep, the faintest smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.
“I feel like I’m here,” she said.
Ginny grinned. “Good.”
They didn’t say anything for a bit.
Then Hermione asked, quietly, “Do you think… this will change things?”
Ginny tilted her head. “Between you and Fred?”
“Between me and everything.”
Ginny thought about that. “Maybe. But maybe it’s not changing anything — maybe it’s just making it visible. The thing that was already there.”
Hermione looked down at her wrist, where the mark lived quietly under her sleeve.
“I think I was waiting for the world to shift. But I think… maybe I’m the one who shifted.”
Ginny smiled. “That’s how you know it matters.”
Hermione’s stomach grumbled softly. Ginny raised an eyebrow.
“All that shifting, and you forgot breakfast?”
“I’m capable of being many things at once.”
“Come on,” Ginny said, tugging her gently. “Let’s go be complicated over toast.”
✦ . ⁺ . ✦
The Great Hall was full of its usual chaos — clattering cutlery, owls dropping post, first-years trying to butter their toast too quickly and flinging marmalade across the table. But it felt easier today. Lighter.
Hermione sat beside Harry. Ron was already there, halfway through his second helping.
“You’re late,” Ron said, mouth full.
“I’m not on a schedule,” Hermione said lightly, reaching for the tea. “Good morning, Harry.”
Harry gave her a quick smile. “Morning.”
He didn’t say anything. But he bumped her shoulder, just slightly — the way he always had — and that was enough.
Across the room, Fred stood by the end of the Gryffindor table, trading jokes with Lee and Angelina. His hair caught the light. He was grinning — not the wide, cocky one, but something quieter. More real.
He glanced her way.
Saw her.
Smiled.
And this time, she didn’t look away. This time, she smiled back — not big, not obvious. Just enough. Just for him.
Fred’s grin widened.
Hermione turned back to her tea, cheeks warm.
Beside her, Ron saw the look. Followed her line of sight. His eyes landed on Fred — then on Hermione — then on her sleeve.
He raised his eyebrow, flicked his eyes between the two of them, as if he was studying them.
Hermione braced herself for him to say something, for them to fight again, for her to have to explain what this thing with Fred was before they really knew it themselves.
But after a long moment, he nodded.
Once. Quiet. Solid.
And in that tiny moment, something let go inside her. A thread loosened. A fear she hadn’t named began to dissolve.
She turned back to her toast. Bit into it. The marmalade was too sweet.
For the first time in what felt like weeks, it didn’t ruin the morning.
✦ . ⁺ . ✦
Sometime, in the bliss of new (old) love. 1995, Order of Phoenix school year.
The classroom was supposed to be locked.
Hermione had checked. Twice.
But Fred had a way of unlocking doors that had nothing to do with spells. It seemed that no matter how often she locked a door, it didn’t work for him.
And now they were here, tucked behind a half-ajar door, the moonlight slanting in through high windows like it was conspiring with them.
Hermione’s arms were full of stolen pastries — two croissants, a cinnamon scroll, and what looked like a piece of treacle tart. Fred had insisted they needed “fuel for sneaking.” She wasn’t sure why, but she’d let him talk her into it anyway.
“Do you make a habit of charming sweets out of house-elves?” she asked as he set a folded napkin down like it was a tablecloth. “Or is this a special occasion?”
Fred grinned, flopping into the seat beside her. “Only on nights when I’m trying to impress brilliant, beautiful, terrifying witches.”
Hermione raised an eyebrow. “And how’s that going for you?”
He gave her a wink. “I mean… I got you to break into a classroom with me, so I’m counting it as a win.”
She laughed in spite of herself. “You’re ridiculous.”
“And you’re here.” He nudged a pumpkin pasty toward her. “Eat. You’re not allowed to stress while holding a pastry. House rule.”
She scoffed, but took it anyway, biting the corner and trying not to smile.
They sat in the half-dark, side by side, the scrape of their shoes echoing faintly on the stone floor. Fred tapped his fingers against the edge of the desk in rhythm with nothing in particular. Hermione watched the curve of his knuckles, the way the red-and-silver soul mark peeked from beneath his sleeve.
It felt good. Not just the stolen pastries or the quiet or the way Fred kept glancing at her like she was a secret he got to keep now. But the ease of it. The stillness.
It had taken them so long to get here — and now that they were, it was quiet. No grand declarations. Just breathing the same air, without fear.
Still, after a few minutes, Hermione exhaled slowly. “I don’t know how to do this.”
Fred turned his head toward her. “Eat pastries in forbidden locations? I think you’re doing great.”
She gave him a look. “You know what I mean.”
His smile softened. “Yeah. I do.”
“I’ve never… I mean, there were things with Viktor, and then… Ron. Well not really Ron. Maybe almost Ron. But not like this.” Her voice dropped a little. “Not someone who makes me want things I didn’t think I was allowed to want.”
Fred tilted his head, gentle. “Like what?”
Hermione hesitated. “Like… softness. Not having to explain every thought before I speak it. Being known without being dissected.”
She didn’t look at him. Not right away.
But he didn’t rush her. He just leaned back slightly in his chair, one leg kicked out, thumb rubbing gently over the mark at his wrist like he was grounding himself.
“I’m afraid I’ll ruin it,” she whispered. “That I’ll be too much. Or not enough. That I’ll scare you away,”
Fred was quiet for a beat. Then leaned forward, elbows on his knees, his voice low and steady.
“You’ve never been too much for me,” he said. “You’re the one who makes me want to be more.”
Hermione blinked, fast.
He tapped his knuckles against the edge of the desk. “You’re not going to scare me away. Danger is my middle name,” he laughed lightly, “Look, I know I’m not the obvious choice. I’m loud. I joke too much. My idea of conflict resolution is a prank.”
“You forgot charming,” she said softly.
Fred grinned. “Ah yes, my best quality.”
“I’m serious,” she said, nudging his knee. “You surprise me. In ways I never expected.”
He looked at her — really looked — and something in his expression shifted, grew solemn.
“Your soul’s heavy,” he said.
Hermione blinked. “Excuse me?”
“I just mean…That came out wrong.” He paused. “You carry a lot. Always have. It’s part of who you are. But you don’t have to carry all of it alone.”
She stared at him, mouth slightly parted.
“I’m not asking you to give it to me,” Fred added quickly. “Just… let me help. When it gets too heavy.”
Hermione’s eyes stung.
“Fred…”
“Even Atlas had bad days, you know.”
That made her laugh — wet and startled, at the muggle reference, at his earnest heart. “That’s not even mythologically accurate.”
“Still stands,” he said with a grin. “You’re not alone anymore. That’s all I’m trying to say.”
Hermione reached across the space between them and took his hand. Their fingers laced easily, like they’d done it a hundred times before.
“I don’t know where we’re going,” she said.
Fred squeezed her hand. “Me neither. But I’m in.”
She nodded.
“So in.”
He raised their joined hands to his lips and kissed her knuckles. “Brilliant. Now pass me the cinnamon scroll before I cry.”
✦ . ⁺ . ✦
The Room of Requirement, 1995, Order of Phoenix school year.
The Room of Requirement looked the same.
Hermione stood just inside the doorway, noting the cushions hovering in the corner, the shelves lined with books on practicing magic, the softly glowing lanterns casting golden shadows across the floor. It looked exactly like it had the night her world tilted.
But it felt different now.
There was no tightness in her chest. No sick twist of dread. Just a hum beneath her ribs — a steady thing, warm and pulsing like a heartbeat.
Beside her, Fred bumped her hand lightly with his.
Not quite a grab. Not quite nothing. Just enough to say I’m here.
They hadn’t announced it. There had been no speeches, no grand reveal, no confetti or declarations. But everyone knew.
They walked in together now. They stood a little too close. Their smiles were softer. And when their fingers brushed, the world didn’t end.
“Look at them,” Ginny whispered to Harry from across the room. “Subtle as a Dementor at midday,”
Harry grinned. “At least they’re not combusting anymore.”
“I wouldn’t be so sure,” George muttered, adjusting the collar of his robes as he watched Fred casually toss Hermione her wand, “He’s been insufferably pleased with himself lately.”
“I have ears, you know,” Fred said mildly, not turning around.
George rolled his eyes. “Unfortunately.”
Hermione pretended not to hear them. She caught her wand, flicked it once, and turned to face Fred.
“Well?” she asked. “You going to duel me?”
Fred wiggled his eyebrows. “Wouldn’t dream of it. Not unless I want to lose in front of witnesses.”
“Smart boy.”
The group around them chuckled, the tension easing, not that there had been much anymore. If anything, the silence that had once hung around Fred and Hermione like a fog had been replaced by something easier. Familiar. Like they had finally taken their rightful place in the story, and everyone else was just happy to see it written down.
They paired off — Luna with Neville, Ginny with Harry, Dean and Seamus already playfully arguing about rules.
Fred held out his hand.
Hermione didn’t hesitate. She took it.
As their fingers met, the soul mark flickered to life beneath their sleeves — red and silver, curling and glowing just faintly where their skin brushed.
No one gasped this time.
No one stared.
It just was.
Hermione rolled her eyes, but she was smiling. “Show-off.”
Fred leaned in slightly. “Only for you.”
They moved to the centre of the room, standing shoulder to shoulder.
“Ready?” Hermione asked.
Fred smirked. “Always.”
They raised their wands.
Hermione cast first — a graceful Disarming spell that Fred dodged by inches. He retaliated with a nonverbal hex that made her laugh aloud as her shoes started tap-dancing without her consent.
“You absolute menace—”
“Unclear what you mean, Granger.”
She countered with a tickling charm, and he fell to one knee with a yelp, grinning like he’d won the lottery. Laughter echoed through the room.
They kept duelling — lightly, playfully, moving in rhythm. And when their hands touched again — when their shoulders bumped — the mark flared, steady and sure.
Hermione didn’t flinch.
Fred didn’t pull back.
And that was the real victory.
Not the spell work or the precision — but the way they moved in tandem now. The way they didn’t question it. The way they looked at each other without fear of what they might find.
George watched from the sidelines; arms crossed and face unreadable.
Then, slowly, he grinned. Turned back to his own partner, there was no more meddling needed here.
Ginny caught Hermione’s eye as she paused to cast a Shield Charm.
She gave her a wink.
Hermione smiled — real and wide.
Across the room, Fred caught the look.
“You’re showing off again,” she teased.
Fred’s wand dropped a little. “Nah. Just admiring my very intimidating girlfriend.”
Hermione’s breath caught, just for a second, not from shock, but from the unexpected ease of it. Of him saying it like it had always been true.
And maybe it had.
She leaned in, just enough for only him to hear. “I like being yours.”
Fred smiled back. No smirk, no quip. Just something steady and quiet.
“I like being yours too.”