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The corridor beneath the west stand of Signal Iduna Park always smelled of the same three things: grass juice crushed into steel cleats, cheap industrial floor disinfectant, and the electric ozone hum of sixty thousand screaming Germans vibrating through fifty feet of solid concrete.
Usually, Jude loves it. Usually, that hum hit him right in the center of his chest like a low bassline, tuning his heart rate to the exact pitch needed to overrun a midfield.
Tonight, it made him want to vomit into a recycling bin.
"Bellingham! Ten minutes to walk-out!"
The call echoed off the damp brickwork. Jude didn’t answer. He was currently crammed into a handicap-accessible stall in the secondary medical corridor—the one far away from the main team dressing room, past the physical therapy tables and the ice baths—with his back pressed hard against the cold laminate door.
His breathing came in short, jagged hitches that rattled his ribs. On the porcelain rim of the sink beside him lay a thin plastic stick. Two sharp, undeniable crimson lines glared up through the fluorescent light.
Two lines.
Not one faint ghost line. Not an ambiguous smudge. Two dark, violent crimson bars that shattered every carefully constructed blueprint of his nineteen-year-old life.
"Two," Jude whispered, his voice catching in his throat. He brought a trembling hand to his lower abdomen, pressing his palm flat against the smooth, toned expanse of dark skin hidden beneath his yellow-and-black training top. There was nothing there yet—no swell, no warmth, no physical proof beyond the subtle, persistent ache in his lower back and the violent nausea that had been kicking his stomach every morning for a week.
It wasn't just a bump. The head team doctor at the private Düsseldorf clinic he’d secretly visited yesterday had been overwhelmingly clear, showing him two distinct, pulsing heartbeats on the black-and-white ultrasound screen. Fraternal twin embryos.
Two.
An Omega midwife’s nightmare, the doctor had murmured with gentle sympathy, handing him a discreetly sealed envelope.
Your scent profile is already shifting, Jude. You won't be able to suppress it with standard blockers past the eight-week mark. Not with two carrying through.
The stall door rattled as someone walked into the outer washroom. Jude lunged forward, snapping the plastic test off the counter, wrapping it in paper towels, and shoving it deep into the zipped inner pocket of his washbag. He stood there for a long moment, gripping the edges of the sink, watching his reflection in the mirror.
His eyes were wide, glassy, framed by dark smudges of exhaustion. He looked young. Far too young to be standing in the belly of the loudest stadium in Europe carrying two lives inside him.
And the father was currently three stalls down, probably blasting techno music through massive noise-canceling headphones while getting his knees taped.
Erling.
Just the thought of him brought a sudden, fierce pang of yearning straight to Jude's throat. Erling Haaland: six-foot-four of explosive Norwegian steel, loud, absurd, completely unbothered by the pressure of the football world, yet impossibly soft when it was just the two of them in the quiet timber house out by the Phoenix-See lake. Erling, who would braid Jude's hair when his shoulders were stiff; Erling, who leaves terrible, handwritten Nordic sticky notes on the coffee machine every morning; Erling, who smelled like pine needles, winter frost, and pure, intoxicating Alpha heat.
They had been careful. Or, at least, they thought they had. But a delayed heat cycle, a missed suppressor dose during the frantic week of the Champions League quarter-finals, and one desperate, frantic night in a hotel room in Munich had rewritten everything.
I have to tell him tonight, Jude thought, his pulse hammering against his ribs. After the match. At the lake house. Just the two of us. Away from the cameras, away from the management, away from the press.
"Jude! You in here?"
The heavy oak door swung open, and Marco Reus stuck his head in, his brow furrowed in mild concern. "Borussia's calling team sheet checks. You look like you seen a ghost, kid. You good? Stomachs still acting up?"
Jude sucked in a breath, forcing his chest to broaden, throwing his shoulders back into the familiar, confident posture of Dortmund's star midfielder.
"Just a bit of indigestion, skipper," Jude lied seamlessly, flashing a quick, practiced smile that didn't reach his eyes. "Too much pasta at pre-match."
Marco gave him an affectionate shove on the arm as Jude stepped out of the stall.
"Well, flush it out. We need you sharp tonight. Leipzig’s playing a high press, and Erling’s already pacing the tunnel like a caged bear."
"Yeah," Jude said softly, his fingers brushing subconsciously over the zipped pocket of his bag. "I'm coming."
The match was a blur of noise and physical collision. Every time Jude went in for a tackle, every time he lunged to intercept a loose ball, a primal, instinctive alarm bell rang in the back of his mind: Careful. Protect them.
He played with a strange, hyper-aware double vision—half of his brain executing tactical maneuvers against Leipzig’s midfield, the other half guarding his core like a shield.
Erling scored in the seventy-fourth minute.
It was a classic Haaland goal: an explosive, terrifying sprint through two central defenders, latching onto a floated ball from Jude, and slamming it into the top corner with terrifying power. The stadium erupted in a deafening roar of yellow flame and thunderous applause.
Before Jude could even catch his breath, Erling turned, pointed a massive finger directly at him, and sprinted full-tilt toward the corner flag. Jude was enveloped in a bone-crushing hug, lifted entirely off his feet as Erling roared into his neck.
"What a ball, Jude! What a fucking ball!" Erling bellowed, his deep, resonant Alpha voice vibrating straight into Jude's ear. He smelled like sweat, rain, and that rich, comforting pine scent that made Jude's knees go weak.
Erling held him tight—a second longer than was strictly professional, his big hand cupping the back of Jude's neck, squeezing with a fierce, quiet affection that no camera could pick up over the flashes of the press gallery.
"Lake house tonight?" Erling murmured against Jude's temple before letting him down, his blue eyes flashing with bright, eager warmth. "I ordered that fancy salmon you like. We celebrate."
Jude’s chest tightened so hard it hurt. He nodded, offering a small, breathless smile. "Yeah. Lake house. I... I have something I need to show you, Erl."
Erling’s grin widened, misinterpreting the tension in Jude’s face for pre-match fatigue. "Save it for dinner, starboy. Let's finish these bastards first."
An hour later, the locker room had emptied out into a chaotic hum of post-match interviews, ice baths, and departing cars.
Jude sat on the bench in the secondary training room, waiting for the club doctor to finish stamping his routine medical release form. His gym bag was packed. In his pocket, his phone buzzed with a text from Erling:
Erling: *Heading out to the car now. Bought extra ice cream. Hurry up, my back hurts from carrying your midfield ;) *
Jude smiled softly, sliding the phone back into his pocket. He picked up his bag, ready to head toward the private underground parking lot, when Dr. Klaus—the head of sports medicine—stepped out of the side office, holding a clipboard.
"Jude, hold on a second," Dr. Klaus said, his voice flat, devoid of its usual jovial tone.
Jude paused, his hand on the door handle. "Everything okay, Doc? My blood work came back clear, right?"
"Your blood work is fine," a new voice spoke from the shadows of the doorway.
Jude froze.
Stepping out from the inner office was Matthias Weber—his lead agent's primary corporate liaison, accompanied by two men in immaculate dark suits carrying sleek leather briefcases. They didn't look like sports representatives. They looked like high-level corporate lawyers.
Weber didn't offer a smile. He walked over, pulling a thick Manila folder from beneath his arm, and dropped it onto the treatment table with a heavy thud.
"What is this?" Jude asked, his instincts immediately flaring into high alert.
"That," Weber said, leaning his hands on the table, "is the official lab report from the private Düsseldorf clinic you visited yesterday morning at 7:00 AM."
Jude’s blood ran ice cold. The air left his lungs in a sharp, painful gasp.
"You didn't think a clinic in North Rhine-Westphalia wasn't monitored by your management team, did you, Jude?" Weber’s voice was dangerously smooth, completely devoid of empathy. "A dual-embryo Omega pregnancy. Three weeks along."
Jude gripped the strap of his bag so hard his knuckles turned white. "That's private medical data. You have no right—"
"We have every right when multi-hundred-million-euro transfer agreements are currently being finalized between Dortmund, Real Madrid, and Manchester City," Weber interrupted coldly. He gestured to the two men in suits. "Do you have any idea what happens to your valuation if the public finds out Real Madrid is buying an Omega who is about to be sidelined for a high-risk twin pregnancy?"
"I don't care about the valuation!" Jude snapped, his voice rising, his eyes blazing with sudden, fierce anger. "This is my life! This is my family! I'm telling Erling tonight, and we will figure out—"
"You're not telling Erling anything," Weber said flatly.
Jude let out a harsh, incredulous laugh. "You think you can stop me from talking to my partner?"
Weber didn't argue. He simply reached into his jacket pocket, pulled out a single sheet of paper with a heavy corporate seal at the top, and slid it across the stainless steel table toward Jude.
"Erling already knows," Weber said.
The world stopped. The ambient noise of the stadium—the distant hum of fans leaving, the thud of cleaning crews—completely vanished.
"What?" Jude whispered.
"Erling’s agency was informed two hours before kickoff," Weber said smoothly, his eyes unblinking. "City’s buyout clause is signed, Jude. He is moving to Manchester in three weeks. Manchester City’s ownership group made it explicitly clear: they are paying sixty million euros for a generational striker, not a family drama. They offered a resolution. Erling signed off on it forty-five minutes ago."
Jude looked down at the paper.
At the bottom of the page, beneath a legal clause detailing a non-disclosure agreement and a financial settlement for private medical termination at a private facility in Switzerland, was a signature.
Bold, slanted, unmistakable.
Erling Braut Haaland.
Beside it was a stamped bank transfer confirmation from a private holding account in Norway, made out to the Düsseldorf medical group, marked: Settlement & Discretion Fee - Pregnancy Termination Protocol.
"No," Jude choked out, his chest collapsing, his vision blurring with sudden, burning tears. "No, this... this is a mistake. He wouldn't. He wouldn't do this. He loves me. We talked about—"
"He's twenty-one years old, Jude," Weber said, dropping his voice into a tone of chilling, pragmatic pity. "He’s about to become the highest-paid player in Premier League history. Did you really think he was going to compromise a career built for Ballon d'Ors to sit in a nursery with two infants? He’s an Alpha striker. His career comes first. He authorized the payoff so this wouldn't follow him to England."
"You're lying," Jude sobbed, his hands shaking so violently he could barely hold himself upright against the wall. "Let me talk to him! He's waiting for me at the lake house!"
"He's not at the lake house, Jude," Weber said softly, pulling out a tablet and tapping the screen. He showed Jude a live GPS track of Erling’s personal Mercedes, currently moving fast on the Autobahn toward the private jet terminal at Düsseldorf airport. "His agency pulled him out right after the match. He's on a 10:00 PM flight to Manchester to sign the final paperwork."
Jude stared at the blinking green dot moving away from him on the map.
His phone in his pocket buzzed. He pulled it out with numb, ice-cold fingers.
A new text message from Erling.
Erling: Sorry starboy. Something urgent came up with my team. I had to catch an early flight. We’ll talk next week.
Jude’s heart didn't just break; it completely shattered, leaving sharp, jagged edges that tore through his ribs with every frantic breath he took.
He didn't call. He didn't text back. He slowly lowered the phone, his face turning into a mask of hollow, stone-cold shock.
Weber watched him carefully. "We have a private car waiting outside the medical bay. We can fly you to a clinic in Marbella tonight. Total privacy. No press. You take two months to rest, recover, and by July, you sign your contract with Real Madrid as if none of this ever happened."
Jude looked down at his own hand, still resting over his belly. Beneath his palm, he felt a faint, delicate warmth—a quiet, silent life thriving inside him, completely unaware that the world had just ended.
Two lives.
His children.
He looked up at Weber. All the tears in Jude's eyes seemed to freeze, turning his gaze into something icy, lethal, and burning with a dark, permanent fury.
"Get your hands off me," Jude said, his voice terrifyingly quiet.
Weber blinked. "Jude, be reasonable—"
"I said," Jude stepped forward, his Omega aura flaring with a sudden, suffocating intensity that made the lawyers instinctively step back, "get out of my way."
He didn't go to the lake house. He didn't go back to his apartment.
An hour later, Jude Bellingham boarded a private charter flight to the southern coast of Spain with one suitcase, a false name, and two beating hearts inside him—leaving Dortmund, Erling Haaland, and his former life behind in the dust.