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After the lightning strike, Buck's inner omega was not feeling well.
The doctors had warned him it was to be expected, and that there were a possibility that he could experience some mini drops or even mini heats while his hormones were adjusting and advised him to be near his pack and, mostly important, his alpha. The problem was: Buck does not have an alpha.
He does have an Eddie Diaz though.
Eddie is his best friend. He may be an alpha, but he is not the knothead stereotypical one. Eddie is kind, gentle and he takes care of Buck when he needs it. When Buck was finally free to go home, Maddie made sure to have someone with him every hour of the day, probably terrified he would drop — or die somehow — and while he appreciated his sister's worries, he could not stand the constant hovering for a second longer. He needed to rest, and the constant influx of people were certainly not helping him on that.
So, he went to Eddie's house, and as soon as he sat on his couch, Buck passed out, exhausted. Being near Eddie's and Chris's scent did in fact help him immensely, his inner omega, who was very uncomfortable ever since he woke up from the coma, was finally able to relax. Being at the Diaz house was comforting and made him feel safe, and when Eddie offered for Buck to make a nest there, so he could stay until he was ready to go back to the loft, Buck immediately accepted.
He built a very comfortable nest in the corner of the living room, and Eddie helped by scenting absolutely everything, making sure the nest was saturated with his dark chocolate and spices smell. Christopher, when he was home, would lay in the nest and let Buck cuddle and scent him while they talked for hours about their many shared interests.
Everything was going great, until Buck's first drop.
It started with Buck feeling very cold, so he buried himself in his nest, shivering. His body was recoiling into himself, shivers that shook him as if he was convulsing and suddenly it was dark and silent, he could not see or hear, all he could feel was bone deep coldness.
He doesn't know for how long he stayed in that state, shivering and scared. But then, he was surrounded by the scent of dark chocolate and spices, sour with worry. Buck blinked a few times, and Eddie's image started to form, as his eyes regain their purpose. The alpha was, for the first time, inside Buck's nest, holding his face in his hands, whispering to him in Spanish as he tried to pull Buck out of his drop. Buck noticed that he was covered on Eddies scent, from head to toe, Eddie had scented him so much that he could barely get a whiff of his own peach pie and wild flowers scent. When Buck's eyes focused and he looked into Eddie's chocolate ones, the alpha broke in body shaking sobs, hugging Buck tightly.
Eddie did not sleep that night, going crazy with worry that Buck may drop again and driving Buck crazy too with his constantly hovering, scenting and following him everywhere, not allowing Buck to be out of his sight. Buck had to physically get him out of the bathroom just so he could pee. Only when Buck finally agreed to go to the doctor did Eddie finally relax.
The battery of exams Buck was forced to do told them nothing new. Buck's inner omega was adjusting after he literally died, and mini drops were expected. What was not expected were a few of the advices they got from the doctor to avoid or minimize those drops. Many of them, including the alpha Buck did not have, but that somehow the doctor seemed to think it was Eddie. Neither of them corrected her.
And that's how, whenever Chris was not home, Buck would find himself with Eddie's dick buried to the hilt inside his pussy. It was completely platonic, just to help his hormones to settle down easier. It was not sex, because they are just friends, and friends don't have sex. But it was good enough, even if Eddie was adamant about not knotting Buck. Eddie's dick was pretty, and so big, it would reach so deep inside him and his grith was wider than any knot Buck has ever taken. It would leave Buck shaking and dripping, completely cock drunk, desperate to bounce and milk his knot dry.
They had done it a few times already and they would always do it the same way, with Eddie sitting in the couch, Buck in his lap, the omega's head resting in Eddie's shoulder, nosing his neck and drowning in his scent. Eddie's hands gripping his hips tightly to stop the panting omega from bouncing in his cock, keeping him open and wet around his cock. Eddie would normally watch a movie or two while Buck whined in his ear. Sometimes, when he was feeling generous, he would let Buck grind around him, or even play with his clit until Buck came, squirting all over him and clenching torturously around his dick. And if Buck fell asleep after a mind numbing orgasm, Eddie would stay very still to not disturb the omega, hard cock still buried to the hilt in his warm tight pussy.
Buck was extra whinny and needy today, and he would not stop moving around or ask Eddie to please knot him just a tiny bit, so Eddie had to hold him to stop Buck from moving, and he rubbed Buck's clit until he orgasm twice. And now Eddie is covered in the omega's fluids, while his aching cock is still had as a rock, feeling the tight heat of the pussy he wanted to knot more than anything in this world while Buck is snoring softly in Eddie's ear, sleeping peacefully while enjoying the delicious stretch Eddie's dick was causing in his cunt.
Eddie wanted to knot Buck so bad, he wished to grab the omega by the hips and slam his dick in his pretty pink pussy until his knot expanded and it took, he was desperate to see Buck grow round and heavy with Eddie's pup inside his womb, he desired to sink his teeth in that beautiful neck and give him a mating bite so everyone could see that Buck is his omega. But that's exactly the problem: Buck is not his omega.
Eddie would do anything for Buck, no questions asked. So when the doctor suggested that intimate contact with a trusted alpha could help regulate his hormones by liberating oxytocin, Eddie was more than ready to offer himself. When he saw Buck's pussy for the first time, Eddie thought he was going to faint, feeling light headed with the speed that his blood rushed to his dick. Eddie have never seen such a cute cunt in his life, it had fat lips covered with soft blond curls, wet and pink in the center with a big clit protruding proudly. And the smell of Buck's slick drove Eddie completely crazy, so delicious that not only it made his mouth water, but also made his fangs drop, itching to bite the omega and mark him forever.
But Eddie could never do that. Buck would not want his bite, he probably wouldn't even want his dick if it wasn't medically necessary. And that's why Eddie would not give him his knot, because he knew the moment he knotted Buck, he would lose all control and bite him. And Eddie would never, ever, take advantage of Buck like that.
So he would just endure his suffering, because anything was better than see Buck drop again. And that's how Eddie would end up with Buck in his lap, dick buried in his pussy, feeling his breath in his neck and hearing the omega's sweet voice in his ear chanting Eddie's name like a prayer. Buck was warm and so tight and now Eddie would never be able to forget how he looked and sound when cumming. Eddie would always end up soaked with Buck's slick and would hide in the bathroom, furiously rubbing his dick, using Buck's slick as lube until he achieved a very underwhelming orgasm in his hands instead of filling his omega and getting him full with pups.
Eddie shook his head, Buck is not my omega, he repeated in his head like a mantra.
Buck stirred in his lap, making a little content sound and Eddie kissed his head, hugging him closer. They were just friends, but when Buck was deep in slumber, Eddie would sometimes let himself fantasize they were something more, something deeper.
"Eddie…" Buck called softly, moving again and making shivers run through the alpha's spine.
"Buck?" Eddie held him in place, to stop him from stimulating his dick. It was already hard not to cum just from being inside Buck, he did not need him moving around as well. But when Eddie looked at Buck, he realized the omega was still sleeping. His face was relaxed, the cheeks still blushed and his birthmark and plump lips a dark pink. Eddie was breathless with such beauty, his hard cock pulsing inside the tight heat and his fangs dropped again, desperate to mark that long swan neck.
Eddie nosed Buck's neck, letting himself drown on his peach pie and wild flowers scend, the sweet smell of a pleased omega and slick making his natural scent even more mouthwatering. Unable to hold himself any longer, Eddie joined their lips in a sloppy, open mouth kiss, licking the insides of Buck's mouth in a desperate fashion. They had not kissed before that, scare that the touch of lips would be the catalyst of destroying their friendship.
Buck's eyes snapped open and he pushed Eddie away out of instinct, staring at him wide eyed. They looked at each other for a few seconds, but before Eddie could apologize, Buck's mouth was on his, kissing him with the same intensity as before. Buck's hands quickly found Eddie's hair, pulling him closer while their tongues messily explored each others mouths. Buck started bouncing on the alphas hard cock, letting out little whines in the kiss.
Eddie's hand grabbed his waist, halfheartedly trying to stop him, at the same time that his own hips started pistoling up. After a few hours edging himself, it did not take long for his knot start expanding. Buck's whines got even louder, his movements faster with purpose. Eddie's hips falter, his hands gripping Buck's waist harder, but it was too late, with one final thrust, his knot expanded completely, locking both of them together, hot virile cum flooding Buck's fertile cunt. Eddie felt his vision go white for a few seconds, his body finally receiving the overwhelming and mind blowing release he's been so dedicatedly depriving himself from, as the omega's body shook with the strength of his third orgasm, squirting all over their jointed hips.
When Eddie came back from his high, he realized, with growing panic, that his fangs were sunk in soft flesh. His eyes snapped open, racing heart beating impossible faster, but his whole body relaxed when he noticed he had bitten his own hand. Carefully he unlocked his jaw, watching without much worry the blood flow freely through his arm, the pain of his own bite insignificant in comparison with the feeling of finally having his knot deep inside Buck.
Buck was visibly happy as well, body slumped over Eddie's, but he was purring loudly and his scent was even more sweet and delicious.
"Knot…" Buck mumbled happy, rubbing his neck scent glands in Eddie's shoulder. "Finally… mine… knot… bite…"
Eddie watched Buck with a small smile, listening to him saying disconnect words while purring happily.
"What are you saying, bud?" Eddie laughed.
"Bite." Buck said again, this time louder. He grabbed Eddie's hair and brought him closer, practically rubbing his own mating gland into the alpha's mouth. "Bite! Mate! Mine!"
Eddie kissed his mating gland, which caused Buck to purr lauder and Eddie's cock twitch, liberating even more sperm inside the omega. Eddie took the hand that was holding onto his hair and kissed Buck's knuckles lovingly.
"So pretty." Eddie could not take his eyes away from Buck's happy face.
"Pregnant." Buck touched his soft belly. Eddie moaned and felt his dick spurt even more cum inside the omega. He closed his eyes for a second, and in his mind he was able to see it: Buck round and heavy with his growing pup inside him, a mating bite in his neck and a smile on his lips. Eddie wanted it. He wanted it in a way he never wanted anything before.
"Is okay." Eddie kissed Buck's birthmark, controlling his own scent so it would not sour with the weight of his next words. "I'll get you some Plan B tomorrow."
Buck's body went rigid, his scent soured and he blinked a few times before looking at Eddie with a murderous glare.
"What?" Buck's icy voice make shivers run down Eddie's spine.
Eddie rubs his wrist all over Buck, trying to will away the sourness of the omega's scent with his own. "You don't need to worry…"
Suddenly, Buck smacked him on the chest, hard. It hurt, but Eddie didn't have time to dwell on it, as Buck started to wiggle, trying to get away from the alpha and up from his lap, but the knot was still firmly plugin him, and every time he moved it would tug on his stretch pussy and Buck would whimper in pain. Eddie wrapped his arms around the omega, trying to keep him still, making soft crooning sounds trying to calm Buck down.
"Stop moving, bud. You'll hurt yourself." Eddie said softly and kissed Buck's cheek.
Buck finally calmed down, stoped moving and slumped against Eddie's chest, hiding his face in the crook of his neck. Buck scent kept getting sour and sour, but he stayed still while Eddie rubbed gentle circles on his back.
Eddie's scent got sour too, tingled with regret. That was his biggest fear come true. Buck truly didn't want his knot, it was just his omegan side talking, now that they had both climaxed and Buck's head was clear, he regretted allowing Eddie to knot him. Eddie knew better, that's why he was so insistent in avoiding it, but he lost control. He is a weak alpha, and now he had hurt the omega he loved.
Once his knot went down, Eddie tried to apologize, but Buck just got dressed and left.
Eddie hoped Buck would come back on the next day.
He didn't.
Eddie was losing his mind.
Eddie wanted to give Buck space, so that he could process what had happen and then Eddie would grovel, beg for his forgiveness. But it has been 3 weeks and Buck was still actively ignoring him.
Eddie understood. Buck had trusted him and Eddie betrayed that trust, he saw Buck being completely vulnerable and took advantage of it. If Buck chose to never forgive him, it was his right. Eddie wasn't even sure if he could forgive himself.
But still, Eddie was going completely crazy. The last time he talked to Buck outside shift — and even then, Buck would only talk to him if absolutely necessary — was on the day after, when he went to the loft to give Buck the morning after pills. Buck did not reply to anything Eddie had said, though, he just grabbed the pills and threw them in Eddie's face before locking himself in the bathroom.
They had just finished a shift, and Eddie was walking to his truck when he noticed Buck just sitting in his jeep, talking in the phone with a lost look in his face. Eddie know he shouldn't approach, Buck had ignored him the whole day and it was mean to try to corner Buck after shift when they were both tired, but he couldn't help himself, before he knew his feet were dragging him closer and closer to the omega. Maybe, if Eddie was lucky, Buck would run him over with his jeep and end his suffering.
Buck did not run him over. Instead, he ended the call and waited for Eddie to get close enough before he spoke: "My car broke down."
"Oh." Eddie said dumbly. "I can take you home if you want."
Buck sighed, still not looking at Eddie, but he got out of the jeep grabbing his duffel bag and closing the door with more force than necessary. Eddie wanted to offer to take the omega's duffel bag, but opted to not do it, as it was clear that Buck was already annoyed and one wrong word away from snapping.
Having Buck in his passenger seat again was extremely uncomfortable, as there was a clear rift between them, that Eddie didn't know how to breach. He open his mouth and closed again a few times, trying to think about what to say, but his mind was blank and his heart thumped so hard on his chest that he worried maybe Buck could hear it.
"I'm sorry." Buck said so softly, Eddie thought he imagined it.
Eddie stole a quick glance at the omega. Buck was looking out the window, fingers playing with the scent patch in his neck, and even hiding his face, Eddie could tell he was trying not to cry. Eddie's heart twisted in his chest, leaving him breathless with pain. Buck shouldn't have to apologize for something that Eddie did, that was Eddie's burden to carry and he would gladly spend the rest of his life suffering whichever punishment the omega saw fit and still he would not be able to erase his wrong doings.
"Buck, no. This is my fault, I'm the one who's sorry." Eddie instinctively tried to reach out to Buck, but held himself back by squeezing the steering wheel. He glanced at Buck again, and this time, the omega was looking back at him, fingers still mindlessly playing with the scent patch in his neck. "Take that off, you'll feel better."
Buck kept looking at Eddie for a few moments, hesitating and then he slowly started to remove all his scent patches. It did not take long for Eddie to catch a whiff of that familiar smell, it was tinged with sadness, but still so familiar: peach pie, wild flowers and… milk?
Eddie steps on the breaks, making the car stop abruptly. Buck's body jerks forward, but it's catch by the seatbelt and he lets out a squeak, while the car behinds honks like crazy after almost hitting them.
"Eddie, what the fuck?!" Buck exclaim, visibly pissed.
"Sorry." Eddie starts driving again, ignoring the yells and honks of a few other drivers. His mind was spinning like crazy, was Buck pregnant? Apparently he was, and the baby was probably Eddie's. Buck loved kids, and would absolutely be a great mom, if he chooses to keep it. Eddie would love another child, especially one with Buck, but he would support him in whatever he chooses. Does Buck even know about it already? Should Eddie say something?
"Thank you for the ride." Buck says as Eddie parks in front of the loft. He opens the car door, but Eddie gently holds his wrist before Buck can get out.
"Can we talk?" Eddie asks softly.
Buck hesitates, but nods in agreement. He gets out of the car and Eddie follows him inside. The loft was a little messy, with a few empty take out containers on the table, and a pile of breads in every state of baked covering every counter space. But what got to Eddie was the smell, the air was heavy with the scent of a distraught omega. His throat burned with the acrid odor, and he hesitated on the doorstep for a few seconds, before going in. Eddie sat down in the couch, putting a respectable distance between him and Buck.
"I'm pregnant…" Buck said, breaking the uncomfortable silence between them. "I'm sorry."
"You don't need to apologize, Buck…"
"But is all my fault!" Buck cuts him and finally looks at Eddie, his blue eyes filled with unshed tears. "I took advantage of you, and then I forgot to take the pills you bought, and I know I've been acting like a jerk recently and that's not fair because you were just trying to help and is all my fault for making up stupid assumptions and…"
"Buck, calm down, breathe…" Eddie hesitantly reached to Buck's face, and whipped away a single tear in his cheek. "You did nothing wrong, this is not your fault, is mine. You didn't take advantage of me…"
"Yes, I did!" Buck sobbed. "You were trying to help me, and I kept pushing you to knot and mark me!"
"You…" Eddie blinks confused. "You wanted me to bite you?"
"Of course I did!" Buck looks at the floor, cheeks burning. "I love you, and with everything that happened I fooled myself into thinking you did too."
Buck loves him. Buck loves Eddie and wants his bite and is pregnant with his pup. Eddie's heart could burst at any moment, his whole body buzzed with the most pure happiness. Unable to contain himself, Eddie lurched forward, capturing Buck's mouth in an intense kiss, trying to show Buck how much he loved him. Buck kissed him back almost immediately, hands in Eddie's hair pulling him closer.
"I love you too!" Eddie said panting once they broke the kiss. "I love you so much, Buck! I didn't want to knot you because I would not be able to do it without claiming you and I didn't think you would want that!"
"I want that! I want it so much, Eddie!" Buck smile at him, the sourness in his scent finally starting to fade.
Eddie kissed his lips, and then his whole body, making sure to leave little marks all around Buck's white skin. Eddie worshiped him, until he came undone in his hands and mouth, and when his knot finally expanded inside Buck, Eddie allowed his fangs to drop and bit on his mating gland, marking the omega as his forever.