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Three loud knocks at the door was all Pik needed to hear before rushing to open the door.
He already knew who it was. If anything, he was waiting for him.
Jai went on a date an hour earlier, Piks heart ached as Jai walked out his front door looking genuinely excited for this date.
“is this it? is this the one whos gonna make Jai settle down and stop dating so much” Pik wondered to himself. A little bit of him wished Jai happiness. The rest wished he could just yell it in his face, “I LOVE YOU IDIOT”. Pik decided to stay on the safe route and continue being his fuck buddy until he got the balls to be upfront about it. To be honest, Pik would do anything to feel close to Jai even if that meant just as someone he fucked on the down low when his dates went wrong.
Once pik opened the door he already knew what was coming.
jai almost threw himself onto pik already trying to find a rhythm in the kiss he had initiated when he first stepped in the door.
he pulled jai into his apartment and started walking backwards to the bedroom, different pieces of clothing dropping around them.
pik moaned lightly into jais mouth now wrapping his legs around jais waist.
pik would never admit it but he loved the feeling of being helpless under jai. He never felt closer to him than in moments like those.
Jai flung him onto the bed gently laying himself on top of pik.
“Im assuming the date didnt go well” pik said in between moans as jai left soft marks along his neck and torso. pik loved being marked by him.
jai looked up cupping his face softly looking into his eyes, “she just…” he took a pause,kissing piks forehead softly “wasnt you.” he continued still trailing kisses down piks torso stopping right at his erection growing with each harsh breath left by jai.
“dont say shit you dont mean jai” pik huffed waiting for jai to stop messing
he reached over the bed grabbing the lube out of the drawer, “who said i didnt mean it?” jai looked at pik sincerely winking at him while pumping his finger in and out of pik.
“i’ll kick you out right now if you dont hurry” he moaned into jais neck
“you would never” he said pushing a few more times before pulling his fingers out of pik.
pik whined at the loss of sensation but it was immediately restored by jais hard on thrusting into piks aching hole perfectly hitting his prostate. Jai always knew how to please Pik.
As pik was feelong jai shoving deeper into him, pik started thinking about how this was the only way he could get close to jai. He had pushed down his feelings for three years and the only time he could slightly forget about the feeling was when they did this.
Excelt today was different, Pik couldnt hold it back anymore.
Jai had already been using every ounce of strength to push deep into pik
“harder” pik moaned in his ear, lips brushing against the sensitive spot in jais neck only he knew about.
Jai smiled not thinking anything of it and pushed harder.
Pik could feel everything, not only in his twitching dick leaking with precum but also the deep love for jai he felt everytime they did this.
Tears started swelling in his eyes as he started grinding his hips into jai to feel him as deep as he could.
Jai immediately noticed the tears and stopped, cupping his cheeks wiping the tears.
“Whats wrong baby, tell me. Did i hurt you?” Jai asked as Pik sobbed in his chest
“Keep going please.” Pik begged not caring about the tears, just wanting to feel jai close to him.
he wanted to know jai was there with him and wasnt leaving. not yet at least.
“No not until you tell me whats wrong.” Jai said firmly pulling out leaving pik with hungering desire to finish and a longing heart.
“why do you do this to me.” pik sobbed in jais chest hitting him with little force.
“i cant let you go. im inlove with you” he cried softly, now holding onto jais neck pulling him closer, scared he would be ripped away from him in seconds.
jai was speechless. he kept his arms around piks waist laying next to him rocking him back and forth to calm him, jai knew this always helped calm him.
“how long” he whispered in the dark room only being lit by the streetlights of bangkok.
“three years”
“THREE YEARS?” Jai shot up immediately. “YOUVE KEPT THIS FOR THREE YEARS?”
he sounded genuinely shocked like he had no idea. He did have no idea.
“completely oblivious” Pik thought pushing jai away from him turning his back towards jai.
“Pik, why didnt you tell me sooner. Why keep it to yourself and let it hurt you?” he whispered scooting back to pik wrapping his arms around his waist and pulling him in.
“I didnt want to ruin what we have. I was okay with having you close like this because its the only way i can have you to myself. The only way youre mine, truly mine.” pik said whispering back to him.
“I dont know when i started to feel like this for you but, I know that when I go on dates I always find myself having the same problem. They dont make me feel what you make me feel. When im with you, I feel so seen like youre the only thing in my world and im the only thing in yours. I love you Pik.”
“Why the fuck do you test my patience.” pik said turning around smiling at jai.
“I wouldve spent my whole life waiting.” he said letting himself melt into jais arms, still wrapped around his waist.
Jai kissed the top of his forehead warmly. “can we try this? can we try us?” he looked down at piks beaming eyes already looking at his.
“Yea” his smile grew ear to ear “we can try it”
“i feel so at ease with you” he stated it like a fact. a fact for only for pik to hear.
“thats the feeling tonight huh?” pik said jokingly.
“its how im feeling tonight.” he spoke honestly.