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“You sure you don't want me to carry your bags, old man? I hear arthritis really kicks in at ninety” Tony asked, his voice echoing slightly as he stepped out of the elevator. He didn't stop moving, tossing the question back over his shoulder with a smirk that Steve could hear even if he couldn't see it.
Steve followed, his own boots making a dull thud against the polished, sterile floor of Stark Tower. “I'm a super soldier, Tony. I can manage just fine,” Steve replied, his tone flat.
He gripped the handles of his two duffel bags, the only things he felt were worth bringing into his new place, and squared his shoulders. He had no trouble with the weight, but he was having a great deal of trouble with the space itself.
“Suit yourself,” Tony shrugged. He slowed his pace, eventually coming to a stop and turning on his heel to face Steve. He spread his arms wide, a gesture of unnecessary, theatrical grandiosity that seemed to encompass the entire hallway.
“This is your wing,” Tony announced, as if he were pointing out the weather rather than offering Steve enough square footage to house a small platoon.
Steve felt a prickle of discomfort at the base of his neck. His memories were still sharp—the cramped, two-room tenement in Brooklyn, the damp smell of laundry drying in the kitchen, the way the ceiling had wept every time it rained. This place felt like a different planet.
“It includes your bedroom, a bathroom, a guest room for, well, if you actually have any guests—and there’s a personal gym, if the one on the common floor is too crowded with muscle-heads for your taste,” Tony continued, ticking them off on his fingers. “I’ve also had a private study area installed, a small kitchenette so you don’t have to trek to the main kitchen for a midnight snack,” He paused, looking around as if verifying the layout.
“And oh. There's a lounge, sort of thing. I stocked it with some stuff. Old records, books on the era I thought you'd appreciate..I wasn’t sure if you’d have a preference, so feel free to toss it all in the incinerator if it’s not to your liking.” Tony gestured towards the suite behind him, his gaze flitting away for a split second before returning to his usual, polished ease. “JARVIS runs the Tower, obviously. If you need anything, just shout into the void. He’ll hear you.”
Steve blinked, his brow furrowing. He felt unmoored. What was Tony doing? Why was he doing it? Was this some convoluted joke, a test of his resolve, or just a heavy-handed way of throwing wealth into the face of a man who had nothing?
Stop it, he chided himself, his jaw tightening. That’s not him.
He forced himself to actually look at Tony, past the impeccably tailored deep-blue suit that Steve hadn't truly registered until now. Though, he had to admit, Tony cleaned up remarkably well.
He made himself look past the show, trying to find the real person underneath all that flash.
This was the man who had dragged a nuclear warhead into the throat of a wormhole, the man who had stared death in the face for a city that hadn't even asked him to.
“You're not the guy to make the sacrifice play.”
Steve had said those words to him in the heat of an argument, and Tony had, quite effectively, proved him wrong. Watching him do it, seeing the aftermath of that choice, had left a mark on Steve. He felt a quiet, persistent sense of gratitude (and shame) that he had been so quick to judge the man by his ego rather than his actions.
Beyond that single, monumental act of selflessness, there was a steady, quiet pattern of generosity that Tony seemed almost embarrassed to display. It had been obvious when he insisted the entire team move into the Tower. He’d spun a narrative about team bonding and training logistics, but it had become clear to Steve that Tony simply wanted the team nearby. He’d pushed, teased, and nagged until they all finally agreed.
Thor, currently in Asgard dealing with the aftermath of Loki’s machinations, was the only outlier. Natasha had been the first to accept; Steve had since learned that she and Tony had a history, and she wasn't remotely fazed by his erratic behavior. Barton had followed, and then Bruce, who had been profoundly hesitant about his "other guy" issues. Tony had brushed those concerns aside like they were trivial, immediately providing Bruce with a containment-ready floor that offered both absolute safety and total privacy.
Steve, perhaps predictably, had been the last to yield. He’d insisted he was fine in his own apartment, arguing that he’d show up for training as needed, but Tony’s persistence had been relentless. Eventually, the walls Steve had built around his independence had worn thin, and he had given in.
It was an act of genuine generosity. That was who Tony was, even if Steve was too stubborn and prideful to acknowledge it out loud. Tony was a good man, even if he worked incredibly hard to make it difficult to like him.
Yet, despite this knowledge, Steve still felt fundamentally unmoored around him. He felt like he was failing to reconcile the man who played the billionaire playboy with the man who would willingly die for a city that never appreciated him.
Steve had always prided himself on seeing the good in people, but that was before the war, before the ice, before the world became a place he barely recognized. Now, he wasn't so sure of his own instincts anymore.
But that wasn't the point. The point was that he needed to try harder to change his perspective on Tony. He owed him at least that much.
"Capsicle? Hello? Anyone home in there?" Tony snapped his fingers inches from Steve’s nose, the sharp sound jerking Steve back to the present.
"Yes. Uh.. Right," Steve stammered, blinking rapidly to clear the haze. "Thank you, Tony. You really didn't have to… all of this."
Tony rolled his eyes, running a hand through his hair, leaving it even more disheveled than before. "Of course I did," he dismissed, waving a hand. "Unless you’d prefer to bunk in my room? There’s plenty of space, and I’m told I’m excellent company.”
“Wha—"
"Kidding," Tony laughed, a genuine, quick sound as he patted Steve’s shoulder, before turning towards the elevator. "Make yourself at home, Cap."
Steve remained rooted to the spot, his gaze fixed on the empty space Tony had occupied a second ago. His face felt inexplicably warm,and his stomach felt tight, a persistent, uncomfortable sensation that always bubbled up whenever Tony made one of his quick, suggestive jokes. Steve still hadn't gotten used to how flippant Tony was about everything. In truth, Steve hadn't really gotten used to Tony at all.
He let out a slow, steadying breath, trying to shake off the unease. It was exhausting, feeling like he was constantly missing the subtext of their conversations, and he wasn't sure why it mattered to him so much that he couldn't quite get a read on the man.
Steve adjusted his grip on his bags, deciding he’d had enough of the grand tour for one afternoon, and headed towards what he assumed was the bedroom.
When he pushed the door open, the size of the room didn't surprise him—he’d expected as much from Tony—but the choice of furniture did.
It looked like a room pulled from a different era, appearing entirely detached from the rest of the Tower.
Maybe that was the point.
Steve dropped his bags on the massive bed (a bed that felt absurdly wide for one person) and started to pace.It felt like he was walking through a museum exhibit of his own life. The mahogany, the leather chairs, the record player..it was all so thoughtful. Which was the real problem.
He wandered to the shelves. They were mostly empty, save for a few books and some stiff, plastic-looking fake plants. He ran a finger along the wood, feeling the smooth texture under his fingers.
It was a nice room. A better room than he needed, really.
He walked over to the nightstand beside the bed and clicked the heavy switch on the lamp. It was a sturdy, brass-based thing with a fabric shade, the kind that didn't hum or flicker. A warm, yellow glow bled across the walls, softening the room and making the dark wood paneling look honey-colored.
It was comfortable. It actually felt like a home. Steve found himself smiling.
That was when he spotted it: a pristine white box sitting on the nightstand. Stark Industries was embossed on the lid in subtle, silver lettering.
He frowned, picking it up. It felt impossibly light. Steve lifted the lid and found a tablet tucked inside, nestled in protective foam. He pulled it out, turning the sleek glass over in his hands. It was the same model he’d seen Tony and the others tapping away at with irritating, superhuman speed.
He let out a quiet breath, feeling that familiar pinch of annoyance. He barely had a handle on his smartphone, a device that felt more like a chore than a tool, and he still couldn't figure out why it needed a charge every few hours. Now he had this thing to figure out, too.
He knew why it was there, of course. Tony didn't do anything halfway. If Steve was going to be on the team, he had to be geared up like the rest of them. Still, it felt a bit like Tony was handing him a homework assignment on how to act like he belonged in this century.
Fine, he thought, setting it down with a firm thud. I’ll learn the damn thing.
Then he turned around and saw the back of the door.
An American flag was taped to the wood. Or, it was trying to be. Three corners were secure, but the fourth was curling off, dangling in the air like a taunt.
Steve stared at it for a long, slow second.
Of course.
He could picture Tony standing there, probably ten minutes ago, sweating over the leather chairs and the 'correct' lighting, and then suddenly panicking that he was being too nice. So he’d stuck this up here. A little jab. A way to say, 'Look, I'm making a home for the war hero, but I'm still going to make fun of the fact that he's a patriotic relic.’
It was a very childish, very Tony thing to do.
A few weeks ago, this would’ve set Steve off. He would’ve hunted Tony down, already drafting a lecture in his head about maturity, professional boundaries, and the fact that a man’s pride in his country wasn't a punchline to be used whenever Tony felt uncomfortable. He would’ve made it a whole thing.
But now, he just stood there. He looked at the peeling corner, then reached out and pressed the corner back against the door, holding his thumb there until the adhesive took hold. He didn't feel bothered by it. If anything, he felt a strange sense of relief.
Steve was still incredibly uncomfortable with the sheer amount of thought and effort that had been poured into the room—it was too much, too fast, and he had a feeling Tony felt just as awkward about the vulnerability of it all.
The flag was a distraction, and honestly, it was a welcome one. It was a way to ground the room, to make it feel less like a grand, suffocating gesture and more like… well, like a Stark move.
He shook his head, a small, quiet smile tugging at his mouth. It was a hell of a lot of trouble to go to just to make a point. But he figured if this was how Tony needed to handle the situation, by making it a joke so he wouldn't have to admit he’d put any thought into it at all, then he’d let him have it. It was better than having to talk about it.
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The sun was setting, casting a long, golden wash across the common floor kitchen when Steve walked in. He’d showered in the absurdly large bathroom (which contained both a walk-in shower and a bathtub, for reasons that still baffled him) and had changed into a plain blue shirt and sweatpants. His hair was still damp, dark strands clinging to his forehead.
He found Natasha perched on one of the stools by the kitchen island, her eyes glued to a file while she expertly blew a bubble with her chewing gum. She looked up as he approached, the bubble popping with a sharp *snap* before she spoke.
“Hey, Rogers,” she said, offering a small, knowing smile. “Welcome to Avengers Tower.”
“Sure you don't mean Stark Tower?” Steve countered, drifting towards the coffee machine. He stared at the interface, which looked less like a kitchen appliance and more like a flight deck. He could already tell this was going to be a losing battle.
“No, actually,” she said with a huff of amusement. “Tony’s been weirdly insistent on calling it Avengers Tower now.”
Steve raised a brow as he reached for a ceramic mug. He had to admit, the name change made the idea of living here a much easier pill to swallow than simply being a guest in Stark’s big, shiny building. It made it feel like a base, not a favor.
“That… seems about right,” Steve finally said, though he was frowning again as he tapped a series of increasingly confusing icons on the display.
That was when he heard the rhythmic, clipped sound of footsteps behind him. He didn't need to turn around to know who it was. He just sighed.
“Seriously, Tony. This machine is broken,” Steve said, still staring at the blinking display.
“Um, firstly, it's kind of creepy that you can identify my walk, and secondly? The only thing broken in this building is your brain, I think,” Tony said. He drifted into Steve’s peripheral vision, arms crossed over his chest. “That is the oldest, most primitive model of a coffee machine I could find. And believe me, I really didn't want to find it. But I had to hunt it down for your ancient, obsolete ass.”
“Language,” Steve muttered, turning around.
Tony had traded the suit for what Steve assumed were his workshop clothes: a black hoodie, unzipped just enough to show the blue glow of that thing on his chest, and a pair of grey sweatpants. A smear of grease traced a line across his cheek, and he wore that look he always had;partly amused, partly bored.
“‘Ass’ is not a bad word, just so you know,” Tony said, rolling his eyes. “Here—let me.”
He stepped into Steve’s personal space, pushing his hand away from the machine. Tony tapped a rapid sequence of buttons with practiced ease, and..just like that, steam hissed as dark, rich coffee began to pour.
Steve huffed, looking away to hide his annoyance. “Well, maybe next time you could leave a manual.”
“Or,” Tony said, handing the steaming cup to Steve, “I'll just do it for you again.”
Steve stared at the mug for a moment before taking it. His fingers brushed against Tony’s, and he met those sharp, brown eyes for a split second before mumbling, “Thank you.”
Tony just shrugged, already turning his back on him to head towards Natasha.
“Whatcha got there?” Tony asked, snatching the file straight off the table.
“Tony,” Natasha sighed, not even flinching. “That’s confidential.”
“Obviously,” he muttered, flipping through the pages with the distracted air of a man bored by anything not currently glowing or blowing up. He let out an exaggerated, flat sound of disgust. “This,” he said, sliding the file back across the table, “is so painfully boring.”
“That’s just because it doesn't concern you,” Natasha said, rolling her eyes. “And for the record, when I say confidential, I mean it. Keep it to yourself.”
“Damn. There goes my Friday night plans,” Tony joked. His gaze flicked over Natasha’s shoulder, landing on Steve.
Steve had just taken a sip of the coffee but the second he felt that familiar weight of Tony’s stare, he turned and drifted towards the corner of the kitchen. He didn't know why, exactly, but he had a sudden, sharp need to be out of Tony’s direct line of sight.
“Why is it just me, the spy, and the fossil here?” Tony asked, his voice echoing slightly in the sudden space. “Where are the fun people?”
Steve kept his expression neutral, but he couldn't help the thought that Tony’s version of ‘fun’ probably just meant someone to talk over.
Natasha didn't even look up as she started gathering her things. She’d heard it all before. “If by ‘fun’ you mean Bruce, he’s still buried in his lab,” she said, her tone as steady as ever. She gestured vaguely at herself. “And seeing as I’m the spy, I’ve got work to get back to as well. Barton’s still out on assignment, obviously.”
Tony groaned, the sound dragging out as he ran a hand through his hair. “Right. Everyone here is busy except for me. I get it.”
“I’d say you’re plenty busy, too,” Natasha noted, already moving towards the door, her red hair catching the light. She paused just long enough to glance back at him with a smirk. “Busy being annoying.”
“Haha. Very funny. I can’t breathe,” Tony deadpanned at her back as she vanished around the corner, her footsteps fading down the hall.
The silence that followed was heavy and immediate. Now, it was just the two of them. Steve stared intently into his mug, acutely aware of the humming of the high-tech fridge and the fact that Tony hadn't moved to leave yet.
"Sooo," Tony drawled, dragging the word out like it was a chore.
"So?" Steve said, finally risking a glance at him. Tony wasn't smirking or firing off a quip, he was just looking at Steve, his gaze uncharacteristically thoughtful.
"So nothing. I'm bored." Tony shifted his weight, his expression settling into something flatter. "You're probably going to leave and do your own thing, which means it’s my cue to also leave and go pretend I have some actual work to do in the workshop." He gave a half-shrug, turned on his heel, and started walking away.
Steve stared at his back. He kept staring at the space where Tony had been long after the man had rounded the corner and disappeared.
He walked the cup over to the sink and began to wash it, moving with a deliberate, painstaking slowness. It wasn't like he actually had somewhere to be—he didn't have his own thing to do, despite what Tony had assumed.
At first, Steve had pegged Tony as nothing more than a very arrogant lone wolf. The type who kept to himself and didn't have a team-player bone in his body. But after the meetings leading up to the move-in, he was starting to see that wasn't the case at all. Truth be told, Tony seemed to thrive on having the group around. He was always poking and prodding, looking for a reaction, even when it was clear the rest of them didn’t appreciate the eccentricities.
The way Tony had mentioned pretending to work hit a nerve. It hadn't sounded like the usual Stark bravado; it sounded almost deflated. Like he was isolated in his own tower, surrounded by people who were constantly moving to the next mission or the next crisis. It was Steve's first day, but he could already see the pattern. Everyone was busy, and no one stopped to just breathe.
Steve rinsed the mug and set it in the rack, his reflection ghosting in the chrome of the faucet. He felt a sharp, uncomfortable tightness in his chest. Was he being a bad teammate? Should he have just… asked him to stay?
No. His brain instantly countered. That would have been awkward. They would have just ended up bickering about something stupid within five minutes.They didn't exactly have a history of peaceful conversations.
Still, he felt a prickle of guilt for just standing there like a statue while Tony walked away.
Steve sighed. He could be thick-headed when it came to people. Social cues were like a foreign language he was still struggling to decode, but he understood loneliness. Knew it like the back of his hand. That specific, crushing weight of being in a room full of people and yet feeling like he was a million miles away.
He had a hard time picturing Tony, of all people, knowing that same feeling. It just didn't fit.
He was confused. He was always confused when it came to Tony Stark. He rubbed the back of his neck, suddenly feeling restless. Just go find him, a voice in his head suggested.
And say what? He asked that voice internally. When he found no reply, he just let his shoulders slump. Him and Tony weren't friends. Not really. Not yet, at least. He didn't have any grudges against the man (at least, he didn't think he did) but he wasn't exactly extending a hand of friendship, either.
It was ironic, he knew, considering how much he preached about team effort and unity. But he still couldn't just be normal around Tony. It felt wrong to have any interaction with him that wasn't an argument or a briefing. Anything else felt like stepping onto thin ice without knowing if it would hold.
Steve dried his hands on the towel and leaned back against the cool steel of the sink, the kitchen suddenly feeling too quiet.
He wasn’t going to go find him. Not tonight. It was still too soon, and the air between them was still too charged with all the things they hadn't said (or rather, they had said, back on the helicarier.) Besides, he didn't even know if Tony wanted to be found. That was the core of the problem: he never knew where he stood with the man. Whether they were on a mission or just standing in a kitchen, whatever Steve did or said seemed to miss the mark, somehow failing to be the thing Tony was looking for. It was maddening.
He stared at the blank doorway, his jaw tight.
He knew, with a weary sort of clarity, that it was going to be like this for a long time. They were going to keep bumping into these jagged edges until they finally learned how to exist around each other as just Tony Stark and Steve Rogers, rather than Iron Man and Captain America. He just wasn't sure yet if they’d ever be able to put the masks down long enough to find out who was left underneath.