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The world hadn't ended with a cinematic explosion or a grand, celestial roar. It had ended with a cough—a wet, rattling sound that started in the crowded subways of Seoul and spread like ink in a glass of water. They called it the Neuro-Degenerative Strain (NDS), a biological glitch that turned the human brain into a chaotic loop of primal hunger and aimless aggression. By the time the government labeled it an epidemic, the streets were already painted in shades of rust and panic.
For Han Jisung, the "Before" felt like a movie he’d watched a thousand times but could no longer remember the ending to. He remembered the heat of studio lights, the rhythmic click of a mechanical keyboard, and the smell of iced Americanos. Most of all, he remembered the two pillars of his existence: Bang Chan and Seo Changbin.
They had been a unit long before the world went quiet. In the early days of the collapse, when the electricity still flickered and the internet was a graveyard of frantic headlines, Chan had been the one to pack the bags. He was the strategist, the one who kept his eyes on the horizon while Jisung’s breath hitched in his chest. Changbin had been the muscle and the heart, the one who had physically hauled Jisung over a chain-link fence when the first wave of "shamblers" had breached their neighborhood.
"Three or none," Chan had promised, his hand heavy and grounding on Jisung’s shoulder. "We stay together, Sung. No matter what."
And they had. For months, they were a ghost story moving through the ruins of the suburbs. They had a rhythm. Chan scouted, Changbin cleared the path, and Jisung—with his sharp ears and nervous energy—was their early warning system. He was the one who could hear a snapping twig from fifty paces or the low, guttural hiss of an infected hiding in a ventilation shaft.
But the rhythm had broken forty-eight hours ago.
It happened in the Industrial District, a maze of rusted shipping containers and narrow alleys that smelled of salt and decay. They had been looking for medical supplies—Chan’s fever had been climbing, a standard infection from a rusted nail, but enough to slow him down. They got cornered. It wasn't a tactical error; it was just bad luck. A floorboard gave way, a sound echoed like a gunshot, and suddenly the shadows were moving.
"Go! Jisung, run!" Changbin had roared, shoving a heavy crate in front of a doorway to block the incoming tide.
"I'm not leaving you!" Jisung had screamed back, his voice cracking, lungs burning from the acrid air.
"Find the extraction point at the bridge!" Chan had commanded, his voice strained but commanding even through his sickness. "We'll circle around. Move, Han! That's an order!"
Jisung had run. He had run until his legs felt like lead, until the screams of the infected faded into the distance, and until the silence of the city became a physical weight against his eardrums. He had waited at the bridge for twelve hours. Then twenty-four.
Now, Jisung was limping through a desolate commercial strip, his left ankle throbbing with every step. He wasn't bitten—he had been too fast for that—but his own clumsiness had been his undoing. In a frantic scramble to avoid a pile of debris, he had tripped over a discarded, greasy pizza box, his foot catching a jagged piece of rebar hidden beneath the cardboard. The resulting tumble down a short flight of concrete stairs had left his ankle swollen to the size of a grapefruit and his pride shattered.
He was alone for the first time in his life. No Chan to tell him it would be okay. No Changbin to make a joke about how he was too "soft" for the wasteland.
The sun was dipping below the skyline, casting long, skeletal shadows across the cracked asphalt. Jisung gripped the strap of his backpack, his knuckles white. Every rustle of a plastic bag in the wind made him jump. He was a survivor of the NDS apocalypse, a veteran of a collapsed civilization, and yet, here he was: starving, limping, and terrified that the next thing he encountered would be the end of his story.
"I'm fine," he whispered to the empty street, his voice trembling. "I'm a pro. I've got this."
He took another step, his ankle gave a sickening pop, and Jisung promptly collapsed against a rusted mailbox, biting his lip to keep from crying out. He really, really didn't have this.
📎
While Jisung had been part of a tactical unit, Lee Minho had survived the start of the NDS outbreak through a combination of cold nerves and a terrifyingly sharp set of kitchen knives.
When the "coughing" began, Minho was in the middle of a high-end culinary shift. While others had frozen in horror as a sous-chef collapsed and then lunged at the head waiter, Minho had simply grabbed his professional blade roll and exited through the service door. He didn't panic; he calculated. He didn't seek out a crowd; he sought out the high ground.
He had found Hyunjin first—dramatically trapped on top of a bus stop, surrounded by a sea of gray, snapping teeth. Minho had cleared a path with the clinical precision of someone filleting a fish. Felix had come later, discovered in a kindergarten basement where he had been keeping ten terrified children quiet by teaching them silent dance moves in the dark.
For the last year, Minho had acted as the cynical shepherd to his two "idiots." He had secured the Starlight Multisala, an old cinema complex. It was perfect: thick doors, no ground-floor windows, and a projection booth that gave them a 360-degree view of the street.
The evening air was biting as Minho stood on the cinema’s marquee, his eyes scanning the commercial strip below. He was bored. Boredom was a luxury in the apocalypse, but Minho wore it like a heavy coat.
"Hyunjin, if you keep sighing like that, I’m going to throw you to the walkers just for the silence," Minho said without turning around.
"I'm not sighing! I'm breathing with intent," Hyunjin replied, leaning against the neon 'S' of the cinema sign. "It’s depressing out there. Everything is so... gray. No aesthetic."
"Survival isn't an aesthetic, it's a chore," Minho muttered. He adjusted his grip on the heavy flashlight in his hand. "Felix! Is the perimeter gate locked?"
"Double-checked!" Felix’s muffled voice echoed from the lobby below. "And I found a tin of peaches! We can have a party!"
Minho rolled his eyes. A party. They were living in a tomb that smelled of butter-substitute, and Felix wanted a party.
He was about to head back inside when something caught his eye. A movement near the rusted mailbox across the street. It wasn't the jerky, mechanical twitch of an infected. It was too fluid, too... pathetic.
Minho squinted. A figure had just collapsed. It was a boy—roughly their age—clutching his leg and looking at a pizza box as if it were a mortal enemy.
"Is that a person?" Hyunjin asked, suddenly alert, peering over Minho’s shoulder. "Oh, he looks like a mess. Is he bitten?"
Minho watched the stranger for a moment. The boy was whispering to himself, shaking his head, and trying to stand up only to fall back down with a muffled whimper. He looked like a stray cat that had tried to fight a car and lost.
"He’s not bitten," Minho said, his voice laced with an immediate, sharp judgment. "He’s just incompetent. He tripped over trash, Hyunjin. Look at him."
"We have to help him, Minho!" Felix appeared at the door leading to the marquee, his freckled face pale with concern. "It’s getting dark. The runners will be out soon."
Minho let out a long, theatrical groan. "He’s going to be a liability. Look at those cheeks—he clearly hasn't missed many meals until recently. He'll eat all our peaches and probably trip over his own shadow and break a theater seat."
"Minho-hyung..." Felix used the tone that usually got him what he wanted.
Minho sighed, sliding his combat knife into its sheath with a metallic click. "Fine. But if he dies on the way across the street, I’m not carrying the body. I just polished the lobby floor."
He hopped down from the ledge with the grace of a predator, heading toward the side exit.
Jisung was still sitting by the mailbox, eyes squeezed shut, bracing for the end, when he heard a voice that didn't sound like a monster, but definitely didn't sound like a friend.
"Are you planning on dying there, or are you just waiting for the pizza that came in that box?"
Jisung snapped his eyes open. Standing over him was a man with cat-like eyes and a look of such profound disappointment that Jisung momentarily forgot he was in an apocalypse.
"I—I have a weapon!" Jisung stammered, reaching for a pocket knife that was definitely stuck in his pocket.
Minho didn't even flinch. He just leaned down, hoisted Jisung’s arm over his shoulder with a grunt, and began dragging him toward the cinema.
"Great," Minho muttered, ignoring Jisung’s startled yelp. "A weapon. Maybe you can use it to peel the peaches. Welcome to the cinema, kid. Try not to trip on the carpet—it’s the only thing I have left that's still nice."
The smell of the lobby was the first thing that hit Jisung—a nostalgic, dusty mix of synthetic popcorn butter and industrial floor wax. It was shockingly domestic compared to the metallic tang of the streets. Minho didn't slow down, dragging Jisung past the ticket booth with the casual indifference of someone hauling a sack of potatoes.
"Felix! Clear the 'VIP' lounge," Minho called out, his voice echoing off the high ceilings. "And get the first aid kit. The one with the real bandages, not the ones Hyunjin tried to bedazzle."
"Coming!" a bright voice chirped from the darkness of the concessions stand.
Minho dropped Jisung onto a plush, slightly stained velvet sofa in a corner alcove. Jisung let out a sharp hiss of pain, clutching his ankle, his eyes wide and darting around the shadows. He looked like a cornered squirrel, twitching at every creak of the building.
"Relax, Squirrel. If I wanted you dead, I would have left you to cuddle with that mailbox," Minho said, wiping his hands on his cargo pants as if trying to rub off the "clumsiness" he might have caught from touching Jisung. He clicked on a high-powered lantern, bathing the small area in a harsh, clinical white light.
"I have a name," Jisung managed to grit out through clenched teeth, trying to regain some semblance of dignity while slumped against a dusty pillow. "It’s Han. Han Jisung."
Minho arched a perfectly groomed eyebrow. "Is that so? Well, Han Jisung, I'm Minho. The one who just saved your life. That's Hyunjin," he pointed a thumb toward the tall, ethereal-looking boy leaning against a pillar with a sketchbook tucked under his arm, "and the one currently sprinting toward us with a bag of gauze is Felix."
Felix skidded to a halt, his blonde hair messy and his face glowing with a warmth that seemed impossible in this world. "Hi! Oh wow, you’re really pale. Minho, did you scare him? You have your 'I'm judging your entire bloodline' face on."
"That’s just his face, Lix," Hyunjin chimed in, stepping into the light. He looked Jisung up and down with a dramatic pout. "You’re quite messy, aren't you? And your jacket... is that a tear in the seam? Tragic."
Jisung blinked, looking completely overwhelmed. He looked at Minho, who was now looming over him, arms crossed. "Where am I? Is this... a cult?"
Minho let out a short, sharp bark of a laugh. "A cult? Please. Cults have better outfits and a sense of purpose. This is just a movie theater where we try not to die of boredom or NDS. Now, show me the leg. If it's a bite, you’re going back to the mailbox."
"It's not a bite!" Jisung insisted, frantically rolling up his pant leg to reveal a purple, angry-looking swelling. "I told you, I tripped. There was a... a structural hazard."
Minho leaned in, his fingers—calloused but surprisingly gentle—probing the injury. He felt the heat radiating from the skin and the way the bone sat. He didn't look up as he spoke, his voice dropping into that low, rhythmic tone he used when he was actually focused. "A structural hazard. Right. Most people fear the runners, the screamers, the sheer collapse of society. Han Jisung, however, is brought down by a greasy 12-inch cardboard box."
"It was a large!" Jisung corrected indignantly, then immediately winced as Minho applied pressure.
"He's not bitten, Felix. Just exceptionally bad at walking," Minho announced, standing back up. He looked at Jisung, his gaze softening by perhaps a fraction of a millimeter—though to anyone else, it still looked like a glare. "So, Han. You mentioned a group. People like you don't survive a year out there solo. Where are the others? Did they get tired of carrying you?"
The spark of defiance in Jisung’s eyes flickered and went out. He looked down at his hands, his knuckles raw and dirty. "Chan and Changbin. We got separated in the industrial zone two days ago. They told me to run. I was supposed to meet them at the bridge, but they never..." He swallowed hard, the silence of the theater suddenly feeling a lot heavier.
Felix made a small, pained noise and immediately knelt beside Jisung, handing him a juice box with a straw already poked in. "They'll find you. Everyone comes to the city eventually."
Minho watched the exchange, his mind already calculating the calories a fourth person would consume and the risk of someone so prone to accidents. He should be skeptical. He should be kicking him out the moment the ankle could support weight. But then he saw the way Jisung’s shoulders shook—just once—before he pulled himself together.
"Don't get your hopes up, Felix," Minho said, though the bite was gone from his tone. He looked at Jisung. "For now, you stay in the VIP lounge. You don't touch the projectors, you don't go near the emergency exits, and for the love of everything, stay away from the stairs. I don't want to have to carry you again; you’re surprisingly heavy for someone who looks like a malnourished bird."
"I'm not heavy, I'm... dense," Jisung muttered, sipping the juice tentatively.
Minho turned to walk away, a small, invisible smirk playing at the corner of his mouth. "Dense. Yeah, that sounds about right. Get some sleep, Jisung. Tomorrow, you can tell us exactly how many other pieces of trash are 'structural hazards' in this neighborhood. I need to know which streets to avoid if I want to keep my sanity."
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The darkness of the cinema wasn't the clean, quiet dark of a bedroom; it was a heavy, suffocating shroud that smelled of damp upholstery and the metallic tang of old blood. In Jisung’s dream, the Industrial District was a labyrinth of shifting walls. He could hear Chan’s voice, distorted and echoing, calling his name from behind a wall of fire. He saw Changbin’s silhouette being swallowed by a sea of reaching, gray hands, his brother’s frantic shout cut short by a sickening, wet crunch.
"No—wait! Chan! Hyung!"
Jisung bolted upright, his heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. Cold sweat turned his shirt into a second, shivering skin, and his breath came in jagged, desperate gasps. He reached out blindly for the familiar weight of his backpack, for the reassuring presence of his team, but his hand met only the rough, dusty velvet of the theater seat.
Then, he realized he wasn't alone.
A pair of sharp, unblinking eyes were hovering inches from his face. Jisung let out a strangled yelp, scrambling backward so abruptly that he aggravated his swollen ankle. The sharp spike of pain forced a groan from his throat as he realized it was Minho, crouching in the dim morning light filtered through the heavy lobby curtains.
"You scream in your sleep," Minho remarked dryly. He didn't move back, seemingly unaffected by personal space or the fact that he’d just scared a year of life out of his guest. "It’s a great way to let every runner within three blocks know exactly where to find breakfast."
Jisung wiped the sweat from his forehead with a trembling hand, his lungs still burning from the phantom smoke of his nightmare. "I... sorry. It was just a dream."
"Dreams don't get you killed. The noise you make because of them does," Minho said, finally straightening up. He was holding a small plastic cup filled with lukewarm water and a single, suspiciously colorful vitamin. "Drink. You look like you're about to pass out again, and I’ve already decided I’m not doing mouth-to-mouth on a squirrel."
Jisung took the cup, his fingers brushing against Minho’s. The older boy’s skin was cool and steady, a jarring contrast to Jisung’s own frantic heat. He swallowed the water in one gulp, the reality of the cinema—and the absence of his group—settling into his bones like lead.
"Any sign of them?" Jisung asked, his voice small and hopeful, though he already knew the answer.
Minho leaned back against a nearby popcorn machine, crossing his arms. The morning light caught the sharp angle of his jaw. "Hyunjin spent an hour on the roof with the binoculars. The only things moving out there are the usual walkers and a very confused pigeon. No 'pillars of strength' looking for a lost Han."
The bluntness hit Jisung like a physical blow. He looked down at his bandaged ankle, feeling the crushing weight of his own perceived uselessness. Without Chan and Changbin, he was just a boy who tripped over pizza boxes.
"Hey," Minho said, his voice dropping the caustic edge for a split second before he caught himself. He nudged Jisung’s good foot with his boot. "If they’re half as tough as you claim, they’re probably hunkered down somewhere waiting for the heat to die down. Or they realized how much quieter it is without you and decided to take a vacation."
Jisung looked up, a flicker of his usual indignation returning. "They wouldn't. They need me. I'm the... the ears. I hear things before they happen."
Minho let out a skeptical hum, pushing himself off the machine. "Is that so? Well, 'Ears,' if you can hear your stomach growling, it’s because Felix is trying to make 'apocalypse pancakes' out of expired protein powder and powdered eggs in the employee lounge. Try not to fall down the three steps leading to the kitchen. I've already spent enough on your medical bills."
"I can walk fine," Jisung lied, attempting to stand. His ankle immediately gave way, and he began a slow, pathetic tilt toward the floor.
Minho sighed—a long, weary sound of a man burdened by the world's most incompetent survivor—and caught Jisung by the back of his jacket before he hit the carpet.
"Right. Perfectly fine," Minho muttered, hoisting Jisung up and practically carrying him toward the smell of burnt protein. "You’re lucky you’re cute, Han. If you were ugly and this clumsy, I’d have traded you for a can of tuna hours ago."
"You think I'm cute?" Jisung blurted out, his brain momentarily short-circuiting.
Minho didn't skip a beat, dragging him through the swinging doors. "I think you’re a disaster. Now shut up and eat your pancake before Felix tries to garnish it with glitter."
🖇️
The "employee lounge" was a cramped room filled with lockers and a flickering fluorescent light that buzzed like a trapped hornet. Felix was standing over a camping stove, humming a tune as he flipped a dense, greyish disc in a pan.
"Morning, sunshine!" Felix beamed, sliding a plate toward Jisung. "Eat up. It’s got... character."
Jisung took a bite. It tasted like chalk and cardboard, but after forty-eight hours of nothing but adrenaline and a juice box, it was the best thing he’d ever eaten. As he chewed, he looked around. The room was stacked with crates. Not just snacks from the concessions stand, but actual canned goods, gallons of bottled water, and even a row of neatly organized medical supplies.
"How?" Jisung asked, his voice muffled by the 'pancake.' He swallowed and looked at Minho, who was meticulously peeling a label off a water bottle. "How do you have all this? Most places were picked clean months ago. We struggled just to find a pack of ramen last week."
Minho didn't look up, his fingers moving with surgical precision. "Most people are idiots, Han. They go for the supermarkets and the pharmacies—the obvious targets. They get themselves trapped in aisles like rats in a maze."
"Minho is a genius scavenger," Hyunjin added, lounging in a plastic chair while nursing a cup of tea. "He doesn't look for food. He looks for logistics."
Minho finally looked at Jisung, a faint, arrogant tilt to his lips. "This cinema is located directly above a basement-level distribution hub for the local mall’s vending machines and small kiosks. People fought over the food court upstairs while we were down in the dark, loading up the freight elevator with everything they missed."
"And the medical stuff?" Jisung asked.
"Nursing home two blocks over," Minho said flatly. "Abandoned in the first week. Everyone assumed it was a death trap of infected. It was, for them. But if you know how to use the vents and the laundry chutes, you don't have to fight your way through the front door."
Jisung stared at him, genuinely impressed despite the older boy's prickliness. "You did that alone?"
"I did the scouting," Minho corrected. "Felix and Hyunjin helped with the heavy lifting. Well, Felix did. Hyunjin mostly complained about the dust and the 'ghastly' lighting in the basement."
"It was very traumatic for my skin," Hyunjin whispered dramatically.
"We have enough to last us a few months if we’re careful," Felix said, leaning his chin on his hand. "Minho even figured out how to hook up the solar panels on the roof to a couple of car batteries. That’s why we have the lights and the stove."
Jisung looked at the three of them—the cook, the artist, and the cold-eyed strategist. They weren't just surviving; they were living. It made the absence of Chan and Changbin ache even more. His group had been strong, but they were always on the move, always looking over their shoulders. Here, there was a sense of permanence that felt like a dream.
"So," Minho said, breaking Jisung’s train of thought as he tossed a small, foil-wrapped chocolate square at him. "Now that you know our secrets, you have two options. You can heal up and go back to your 'structural hazards' in the street... or you can make yourself useful."
Jisung caught the chocolate, blinking. "Doing what? I can't even walk."
"You said you were the 'Ears,' didn't you?" Minho leaned in, his gaze intensifying. "Felix is too nice to hear the bad stuff coming, and Hyunjin is too busy looking at his own reflection. I need someone who can sit in the projection booth and monitor the radio and the perimeter sensors without falling asleep or... tripping over a pizza box."
Minho’s expression turned into a smirk. "Think you can handle sitting still, Squirrel? Or is that too much of a physical challenge for you?"
Jisung froze with the chocolate square halfway to his mouth. The offer was tempting—safety, "pancakes," and a roof that didn't leak—but the image of the bridge flashed in his mind. The cold wind, the sound of the river, and the empty space where his brothers should have been.
"I can't just sit in a booth," Jisung said, his voice stronger than he expected. He looked Minho straight in the eye, ignoring the way his heart hammered against his ribs. "I have to find them. Chan and Changbin... they’re out there. If they didn’t make it to the bridge, they might be circled back or trapped in the Industrial District. I’m not just going to wait for them to become part of the 'scenery'."
Minho’s expression didn't soften. If anything, it turned even more clinical. He leaned back, tapping a rhythmic beat against the metal table.
"You’re going to find them?" Minho repeated, his tone dripping with that familiar, sharp-edged sarcasm. "How? Are you going to hop toward the district on one leg? Or maybe you’ll find a fresh pizza box to sled down the road on?"
"Minho, stop," Felix murmured, placing a hand on Minho’s arm, but Minho didn't look away from Jisung.
"No, Felix, let’s be realistic," Minho continued. "The Industrial District is a 'Red Zone.' It’s a maze of metal containers and narrow corridors. It’s the favorite playground for the 'Jumpers'—the NDS cases that kept enough motor function to climb. You wouldn’t make it past the first warehouse."
"I survived a year with them!" Jisung snapped, his frustration boiling over. "I know how they think. I know our signals. If I’m not there, they’ll keep looking for me and they’ll get themselves killed because they’re too busy worrying about where I went!"
Minho went quiet. For a second, a shadow of something unreadable passed over his face—a flicker of a memory, perhaps, of a time before he had a cinema and a stash of peaches. He stood up abruptly, the legs of his chair screeching against the linoleum.
"Fine," Minho said, his voice cold. "Go. The exit is that way. I'll even give you a crutch made from an old mop handle. You'll be dead by sunset, and I’ll have wasted a perfectly good bandage and a juice box on a ghost."
Jisung flinched. He looked at the door, then back at his swollen ankle. The reality of his situation was a physical weight. He couldn't even reach the bathroom without help, let alone trek three miles through a Red Zone.
"I didn't say I was going now," Jisung muttered, his bravado crumbling into a pout. "I just said I have to find them."
Minho let out a long, theatrical sigh, rubbing the bridge of his nose. "Listen to me, Han. You stay here. You heal. You use those 'Ears' of yours to make sure no one sneaks up on my home. In exchange, I’ll keep an eye out when I go on my supply runs. I know the district better than you do. If I see a guy with a 'leader' complex and a guy who looks like he breathes iron for breakfast, I’ll let you know."
Jisung perked up, his eyes widening. "You’d look for them?"
"I’d look for signs that they aren't turning into shadows," Minho corrected, already heading for the door. "Don't get sentimental. It’s just easier to have you focused on the monitors than crying into your protein pancakes because you feel guilty."
As Minho reached the door, he paused, looking back over his shoulder.
"But if I find them, and they’re as clumsy as you are? I’m leaving them there. I only have room for one disaster at a time in this theater."
He disappeared into the hallway, leaving Jisung staring at the empty doorway.
"That’s Minho-speak for 'I'll help you'," Felix whispered, leaning in with a conspiratorial wink. "He actually really likes that you didn't just give up on them. He just has a very... unique way of showing it."
"Unique is one word for it," Jisung sighed, finally unwrapping the chocolate. "I think 'terrifying' is another."