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ryusae ahahaha
haahahhahahhahahaha
'Crush' wasn’t the word that Sae would use—it was a childish sounding word.
But how else was he supposed to describe his feelings for Ryusei? Obsession?
No, that word was too strong. He wasn’t.. in love love, just in .. a little love.
Ryusei, on the other hand would fully call it obsession. He was in LOVE with Sae.
Shidou already masturbated almost every day, and it only got worse when Sae sauntered into his life.
He couldn’t go a day without thinking about Sae, thinking about his clenching around him while speared on his cock.
Ah, that made him grip his dick even tighter. He was going to have bruises on it at this rate.
He couldn’t help but wonder if Sae was thinking the same thing about him—Did he jerk off to Ryusei? Did he make up fake scenarios between the two in his head?
Well, Sae couldn’t really jerk off at all. He was actually trans, but he didn’t tell Shidou that.
He didn’t think they were close enough yet.. what if Shidou judged him for it?
The only person he ever told was Rin, which he was forced to do since it would get out one way or another.
Sae felt too sick to masturbate anyway. He was too scared about what Ryusei’s reaction might be.
In fact, he was debating even telling him in the first place.
However, he felt like he kind of had to. Say Ryusei did ask him out and the date went good. Then he would end up going back to Shidou’s place or vise versa.
Then they would fuck, but Shidou would see Sae’s panties, question him and Sae would be forced to tell him anyway.
That was a no.
So, whenever Ryusei attempted to get closer to Sae, he was pushed away.
But being the pervert he was, Shidou found Sae’s cold attitude attractive and ended up cumming at the thought of icy rejection.
Sae finally got his mind to calm down and rest. He went to sleep peacefully.. well, kind of peacefully.
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The morning light seeped through the white curtains and woke Sae up. He groggily made a mental note to buy blackout curtains later.
He picked up his phone and checked the time—8:00 AM.
It was a little later than he usually woke up. Then, the cold air hit him as he realized he had kicked his sheet off when he was asleep.
Another reason he was scared to sleep with Ryusei. He kicked and stirred a lot in his sleep.
He needed to get dressed and go shopping for groceries, but fuck, he was still so sleepy.
Another hour of sleep wouldn’t hurt anyone, right?
Just as he laid back down, 5 notifications suddenly popped up with what sounded like the loudest ring due to the quietness of the room.
**5 messages from 'Ryusei😈'**
Ryusei: gm lashesssss! 7:29 AM
Ryusei: do u even know what gm means?
Ryusei: it means good morning 😎
Ryusei: r u still asleep, angel?
Ryusei: i’ll take that as a yes and leave u alone (4 now) 7:56 AM
Sae groaned at the spam messages. He always had at least 4 notifications from Ryusei at all times.
He opened the message app and replied: " Yes, I’m awake now."
Then, he shut off his phone. He was already wide awake now so going to sleep was out of the question.
“Ah, damnit!” he felt a sharp leg cramp. Limping to his wardrobe to grab something, he almost fell.
Once he threw on some clothes, he quickly unlocked his car and began driving. Unfortunately, he ended up seeing Ryusei at the market.
"Hey, lashes!" Sae winced at the obnoxious voice. “You’re loud as hell." he scolded.
“And you act like you’re deaf, the way you ignore my calls! But it’s okay, angel! At least we met up here right? Fate brought us together,”
“Or you stalked me,” Sae accused.
He grabbed his groceries, when suddenly he felt like he had to pee while in the aisle. "Ryusei." he got a confused ‘ yeah? ‘ as a reply. “Watch my cart. I’ll be back.”
Sae scurried off to the bathroom. He would go into the male bathroom, however he didn’t exactly feel comfortable in there yet. And it was always dirtier in there too.
Seeing Sae walk into the women’s bathroom, Shidou was confused. “Eh?”
He walked over and peeked through the door. He wasn’t THAT perverted, he just wanted to warn Sae-Chan he was in the wrong bathroom.
Fortunately, he got all that he wanted and more.
He was met with the sight of Sae, sitting there with his pants pulled down to the his ankles, and white panties slid down too.
“Oh my,” Ryusei whistled. Sae looked up and started freaking out. “No, no, shhh…” Shidou shushed.
His hand moved to Sae’s crotch, feeling for a cock.. or a lack thereof. Instead of a hard length, he felt pink, bare, and chubby folds.
“Oh, you didnt tell me you had a-“ “Don’t say it!” Sae interrupted.
Shidou’s thumb started to circle Sae’s swollen clit. “You’re so cute, Sae-Chan. Your pussy is almost just as cute as you,”
Sae couldn’t help but shiver and tremble. Well, Shidou wasn’t absolutely disgusted by him like he expected. Instead, it seemed to fuel the man’s desire even more.
And it felt so good, but Sae was still scared—What if they were caught?
He let out a tiny whimper. “Ah, you like that, dont you?” Sae quickly nodded in reply.
Then, Ryusei pushed a finger into Sae. Sae was so wet that his finger slid in so easily, but it was so tight. It was like Sae was holding his fingers hostage.
He used his thumb to play with Sae’s clit, while the other two pumped in and out of him.
Eventually, after a while of playing with Sae’s pussy, the boy finally squirted all over his fingers, which made Shidou smile.