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Hearing Mr.Lee's thoughts

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Anxin sighed internally, the sound trapped behind his teeth. Their marriage had been a whirlwind of maternal matchmaking and contract signings. They had skipped the honeymoon because Sangwon’s world tour had been moved up, leaving them in a state of perpetual polite distance. Anxin thought Sangwon was the most handsome man he had ever seen, but he also thought Sangwon found him incredibly boring. A quiet architect with a penchant for domesticity didn't exactly scream "rockstar’s muse.”

 

As Anxin turned to pour the coffee, a sudden, vibrating resonance echoed in the back of his skull. It wasn’t a sound, not exactly. It was a texture heavy, dark, and thick like honey.

Notes:

We shall not talk about this.

I wanted height difference just becuz its friction and I realized i have free will here.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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The morning light in Seoul filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows of their Gangnam penthouse, casting sharp, geometric shadows across the marble floors. Anxin stood at the kitchen island, his fingers moving with practiced grace as he sliced scallions for the morning’s omurice. At twenty-four, he possessed a delicate frame, his five-foot-seven height making him seem almost ethereal against the brutalist architecture of the apartment he had helped design. He was an architect by trade, a man of lines and logic, yet his heart often felt like a messy, unsketched blueprint.

 

 

Sangwon sat at the mahogany dining table, his lean, six-foot frame draped in a silk robe that cost more than Anxin’s first car. The singer, known to the world for his velvet voice and piercing stage presence, was currently the picture of silent indifference. He scrolled through his phone, his thumb flicking across the screen with rhythmic precision. To Anxin, Sangwon was a beautiful enigma, a man he had been married to for seven months, yet barely knew beyond the polite "good mornings" and the occasional shared meal.

 

 

"The coffee is ready, Mr lee," Anxin said, his voice soft, cutting through the hum of the high-end refrigerator. "Do you want cream today, or are you sticking to black for the comeback rehearsals?”

 

 

Sangwon didn't look up. "Black is fine, Anxin. Thank you.”

 

 

Anxin sighed internally, the sound trapped behind his teeth. Their marriage had been a whirlwind of maternal matchmaking and contract signings. They had skipped the honeymoon because Sangwon’s world tour had been moved up, leaving them in a state of perpetual polite distance. Anxin thought Sangwon was the most handsome man he had ever seen, but he also thought Sangwon found him incredibly boring. A quiet architect with a penchant for domesticity didn't exactly scream "rockstar’s muse.”

 

 

As Anxin turned to pour the coffee, a sudden, vibrating resonance echoed in the back of his skull. It wasn’t a sound, not exactly. It was a texture heavy, dark, and thick like honey.

 

 

*God, he looks so good in that oversized sweater. I want to see how his collarbones look when they’re flushed red. Just once. Just once I want to bite that spot where his neck meets his shoulder and hear him gasp my name.*

 

 

Anxin froze. The coffee pot tilted precariously in his hand, a few dark droplets splattering onto the white counter. He spun around, eyes wide, staring at Sangwon. Sangwon hadn't moved. His lips were pressed into a thin, neutral line. He was still looking at his phone.

 

 

"Did you say something?" Anxin asked, his heart hammering a frantic rhythm against his ribs.

 

 

Sangwon looked up, his expression one of mild confusion. "No. Why? Is something wrong?”

 

 

"No, I... I thought I heard..." Anxin trailed off, shaking his head. "Never mind. I haven't been sleeping well.”

 

 

*You haven't been sleeping because I keep you up with my silence,* the voice returned, clearer this time. It was Sangwon’s voice, but deeper, stripped of its public polish. *I want to take that coffee pot out of your hand and pin you against the island. I want to feel how light you are when I lift you up. You’re so small, baby. So perfect. I bet you’d fit perfectly in my lap while I eat.*

 

 

Anxin’s face went from pale to a vibrant, scorching crimson in three seconds flat. He gripped the edge of the counter, his knuckles turning white. He wasn't crazy. He was hearing Sangwon’s thoughts. And Sangwon the stoic, indifferent, polite Sangwon was currently thinking about manhandling him in the kitchen.

 

 

"Anxin? Your face is very red," Sangwon noted, standing up. He walked toward the island, his movements fluid and predatory, though he likely didn't realize it. "Are you coming down with a fever?” Sangwon reached out, his long, slender fingers hovering near Anxin’s forehead.

 

 

*His skin looks so pale. Like porcelain. I want to leave marks on it. I want to see my handprints on those narrow hips. I wonder if he’d cry if I was too rough, or if he’d ask for more. He looks so innocent, but I bet he tastes like sin.*

 

 

Anxin flinched back as if he’d been burned, nearly tripping over his own feet. "I’m fine! I just... I forgot I have an early meeting at the firm. I have to go.”

 

 

"You haven't eaten," Sangwon said, his brow furrowing. "You spent twenty minutes on those eggs.”

 

 

"I’m not hungry," Anxin squeaked, grabbing his messenger bag and bolting for the door.

 

 

*cute, but why are you running sweetheart* the voice echoed in his mind, carrying a hint of dark amusement.  Anxin didn't stop running until he was safely inside the elevator, his lungs burning. He leaned against the mirrored wall, staring at his reflection. He looked disheveled. He looked terrified. But mostly, he looked like a man who had just realized his "indifferent" husband was a massive, closeted pervert who was obsessed with him.

 

 

 

 

The day at the architecture firm was a blur of missed deadlines and crooked lines. Anxin couldn't focus. Every time he closed his eyes, he heard Sangwon’s voice, not the thoughts, but the memory of them. The way Sangwon had described his collarbones. The way he’d wondered about Anxin’s taste. 

 

 

"Is this a window or a door, Anxin?" his supervisor asked, pointing to a smudge on the blueprint.

 

 

"It’s a... it’s a portal," Anxin muttered, his mind miles away.

 

 

"A portal? To where?”

 

 

"To my impending doom," Anxin sighed, rubbing his temples.

 

 

By the time evening rolled around, Anxin was a nervous wreck. He lingered in the lobby of their building, watching the rain lash against the glass. He didn't want to go up. But he was married. This was his home. He took a deep breath, straightened his coat, and pressed the button for the penthouse.

 

 

The apartment was dim when he entered, the only light coming from the amber glow of the living room lamps. Sangwon was sitting on the sofa, a glass of whiskey in his hand. He had changed into a black turtleneck that hugged his lean muscles, looking every bit the brooding idol.

 

 

"You’re late," Sangwon said, his voice low.

 

 

*Finally. I’ve been sitting here imagining how your hair would look all messed up from the wind. You look exhausted. I want to strip those clothes off you and put you in a warm bath. And then I want to join you.*

 

 

Anxin dropped his keys. They clattered loudly on the floor. "Stop it," Anxin whispered.

 

 

Sangwon tilted his head. "Stop what? I haven't said a word since you walked in.”

 

 

"I know you haven't! That’s the problem!" Anxin practically shouted, his frustration finally boiling over. He marched into the living room, standing in front of the sofa. "I can hear you, Mr lee. I can hear everything you’re thinking.”

 

 

Sangwon froze, the glass of whiskey halfway to his lips. He lowered it slowly, setting it on the glass coffee table. The silence in the room became heavy, suffocating.  "You can hear my thoughts?" Sangwon asked, his voice devoid of emotion.

 

 

*No way. That’s impossible. He’s joking. He’s trying to get a rise out of me because I’ve been so distant. But if he can... oh god, if he can, then he knows. He knows I want to devour him.*

 

 

"Yes!" Anxin cried, throwing his hands up. "I know you want to devour me! I know you think I look like porcelain! I know you want to bite my neck! You’ve been thinking about it all day! You think I’m cute!"

 

 

Sangwon’s expression shifted. The indifference cracked, shattering like glass to reveal something raw and hungry underneath. A slow, wicked smirk spread across his lips, a look that Anxin had never seen on him before. It wasn't the polite smile he gave fans. It was the look of a man who had been caught and decided he didn't care. "So," Sangwon said, standing up. He was several inches taller than Anxin, and in the dim light, he looked incredibly imposing. "You’ve been eavesdropping on my private desires all day, have you?”

 

 

Anxin stepped back, his heart racing. "I didn't mean to! It just... it started this morning! I thought I was going crazy!”

 

 

Sangwon took a step forward, closing the distance. "And what did you think, Anxin? Hearing how much I want you? Hearing how I’ve been obsessed with you since the moment our mothers introduced us?”

 

 

"I thought... I thought you hated me," Anxin stammered. "You never talk to me. You’re always so cold.”

 

 

"I was terrified," Sangwon admitted, his voice dropping to a husky growl. 

 

 

*I was terrified that if I spoke, I wouldn't be able to stop myself from saying something obscene. I was terrified that if I touched you, I’d never let go. I fell for you the second I saw you in that suit at the engagement dinner. You looked so good.*

 

 

Anxin’s breath hitched. "You fell for me at first sight?”

 

 

"I did," Sangwon said, reaching out to cup Anxin’s face. This time, Anxin didn't flinch. Sangwon’s palm was warm, his skin slightly rough. "And now that the secret is out... now that you know exactly how much your husband desires you... what are we going to do about it?”

 

 

*I want to pin him to the bed. I want to hear him scream. I want to be so deep inside him that he forgets his own name.*

 

 

Anxin’s legs felt like jelly. The sheer intensity of Sangwon’s thoughts, combined with the heat in his eyes, was overwhelming. "I... I think you should show me.”

 

 

Sangwon’s eyes darkened. "Are you sure, Anxin? Because once I start, I’m not going to be 'kind' or 'indifferent.' I’m going to be everything you heard in your head.”

 

 

"Show me," Anxin repeated, his voice gaining strength. "I love you, Mr lee. I’ve loved you for months, even when I thought you didn't see me.”

 

 

Sangwon didn't wait. He lunged, his mouth crashing against Anxin’s in a bruising, desperate kiss. It wasn't a gentle exploration; it was a reclamation. His tongue swept into Anxin’s mouth, tasting of whiskey and longing. Anxin groaned, his hands flying up to tangle in Sangwon’s dark hair, pulling him closer.

 

 

Sangwon swept Anxin off his feet, lifting him as easily as if he weighed nothing. 

 

 

*So light. So perfect. My little husband.*

 

 

He carried Anxin into the master bedroom, kicking the door shut behind them. He dropped Anxin onto the center of the plush, king-sized bed, hovering over him like a predator over its prey. The silk sheets felt cool against Anxin’s heated skin as Sangwon began to strip, his movements frantic and fueled by months of repressed lust.

 

 

"You’re so beautiful," Sangwon whispered, his voice trembling. "I’ve spent seven months imagining this.”

 

 

He pulled Anxin’s sweater over his head, tossing it aside. Anxin shivered as the cool air hit his skin, but Sangwon was there a second later, his hands roaming over Anxin’s chest and ribs. 

 

 

*His skin is even softer than I imagined. I’m going to ruin him. I’m going to mark every inch of this.*

 

 

Sangwon’s hands moved to the waistband of Anxin’s trousers, flipping the button and sliding the zipper down with a sharp *zip*. He shoved the fabric down, along with Anxin’s underwear, leaving him completely exposed. Anxin felt a surge of vulnerability, his legs trembling as Sangwon stared at him with unbridled hunger.

 

 

"Mr lee..." Anxin breathed, his face flushed.

 

 

"Don't stop me," Sangwon muttered, shedding his own clothes until he stood naked before Anxin. He was lean and muscular, his skin bronzed and glowing in the moonlight. His cock was already hard, a thick, pulsing length that made Anxin’s eyes widen. Sangwon crawled onto the bed, positioning himself between Anxin’s legs. He leaned down, his lips trailing fire along Anxin’s collarbone before settling on that sensitive spot where his neck met his shoulder. He bit down not enough to break the skin, but enough to leave a mark.

 

 

Anxin cried out, his back arching off the bed. "Oh god, Mr lee!”

 

 

*Yes, like that. Make that sound for me.*

 

 

Sangwon moved lower, his tongue lashing at Anxin’s nipples, sucking them into his mouth until they were peaked and aching. His hands were everywhere, kneading Anxin’s thighs, bruising the soft skin of his hips. Anxin was a mess of sensations, his mind reeling from the physical touch and the telepathic onslaught of Sangwon’s desire. Sangwon reached for a bottle of lubricant on the nightstand, something he’d apparently kept ready just in case. He poured a generous amount into his palm, the liquid clear and viscous. 

 

 

"I’m going to be careful, but I’m going to be thorough," Sangwon promised, his eyes locked on Anxin’s.

 

 

He reached down, his fingers slick with lube, and began to work them into Anxin’s entrance. Anxin gasped, his fingers clutching at the sheets. The sensation was foreign and overwhelming. Sangwon’s fingers were long and skilled, stretching him slowly, moving in and out with a rhythmic pressure that made Anxin’s toes curl.

 

 

*He’s so tight. Like a vice. I can feel him pulsing around my fingers. I want to feel that heat around my cock. I want to slide in and never leave.*

 

 

"More," Anxin urged, his voice a broken whisper. "Please, Mr lee. I want you.”

 

 

Sangwon added a second finger, then a third, his thumb rubbing against Anxin’s clitoris- no, Anxin was male, his thumb pressing against the base of Anxin’s cock, making him whine. The sound of the friction was audible in the quiet room a wet noise that punctuated Anxin’s heavy breathing.

 

 

"You’re ready," Sangwon groaned, his voice thick with need.

 

 

He positioned himself, the head of his cock pressing against Anxin’s opening. He paused, looking Anxin in the eye. "I love you, Anxin. I’ve wanted this since the day I met you. I wanted to hold you to love you openly.”

 

 

"I love you too," Anxin sobbed, his legs wrapping around Sangwon’s waist. "Do it. Please.”

 

 

Sangwon pushed forward. He entered Anxin in one slow, agonizingly perfect thrust.  Anxin’s eyes blew wide, a high-pitched keen escaping his throat as his body stretched to accommodate the intrusion. He felt full, stretched to the limit, his internal muscles clenching instinctively around Sangwon’s girth.

 

 

*Oh god. Oh fuck. He’s so warm. It’s better than I thought. It’s a thousand times better. I’m going to come just from the feeling of being inside him.*

 

 

Sangwon stayed still for a moment, letting Anxin adjust. He leaned down, kissing away the tears that pricked at the corners of Anxin’s eyes. "Are you okay? Do I need to stop?”

 

 

"Don't you dare stop," Anxin gasped, his hands gripping Sangwon’s biceps. "Move. Please, move.”

 

 

Sangwon began to thrust. It started slow, a steady, grinding rhythm that allowed Anxin to feel every inch of him. But as the friction built, so did Sangwon’s desperation. The pace quickened, his hips slamming against Anxin’s with a wet, slapping sound. Anxin’s head thrashed against the pillows, his mouth open in a silent scream of pleasure. Sangwon found the angle, his cock hooking upward and hitting Anxin’s prostate with every lunge. Anxin’s world exploded into white light. He felt a sharp, electric jolt shoot through his spine. 

 

 

"There!" Anxin cried, his voice breaking. "Right there, Mr lee! Don't stop!”

 

 

Sangwon growled, his movements becoming primal. He wasn't the distant husband anymore; he was a man possessed. He grabbed Anxin’s legs, hiking them onto his shoulders to go even deeper. The sound of their bodies colliding filled the room a frantic, rhythmic *thwack* that was accompanied by the *squelch* of the lubricant and their shared sweat.

 

 

Anxin felt his own climax building, a pressure in his gut that was becoming unbearable. He reached down, his hand wrapping around his own cock, but Sangwon slapped his hand away.

 

 

"No," Sangwon panted. "Don't touch yourself. I want to see you come from just me. I want to know I can do that to you.”

 

 

*I want to break you. I want to be the only thing you feel. I want my name to be the only word you knows.*

 

 

Sangwon redoubled his efforts, his thrusts becoming rapid and shallow, targeting that one sensitive spot with relentless precision. Anxin was shaking, his entire body vibrating with the force of the pleasure. He felt the air being pushed out of his lungs with every hit, his breath coming in short, jagged hitches.

 

 

"Mr lee! I’m—I’m going to—!”

 

 

"Do it, Anxin! Come for me!”

 

 

Anxin let out a guttural cry as his climax hit him like a tidal wave. His muscles seized, his internal walls clenching desperately around Sangwon as he spilled across his own stomach and Sangwon’s chest. The sensation was so intense it was almost painful, a cascading release that left him sobbing. Sangwon wasn't far behind. With a final, deep lunge that buried him to the hilt, he groaned, his body stiffening as he came deep inside Anxin. He stayed there, buried inside, his forehead resting against Anxin’s as they both tried to catch their breath.

 

 

*I love him. I love him so much. I’m never letting him go. He’s mine. He’s finally mine.*

 

 

Anxin reached up, his fingers stroking Sangwon’s sweat-dampened hair. "You’re a real pervert, you know that?”

 

 

Sangwon chuckled, the sound vibrating through their joined bodies. He pulled out slowly, the sound of the friction a wet *pop*. "You’re the one who wanted me to show you.”

 

 

"I’m not complaining," Anxin whispered, a tired smile playing on his lips.

 

 

But Sangwon wasn't done. He looked down at Anxin, his eyes still dark with lingering hunger. "That was only the first round, Anxin. I have seven months of missed opportunities to make up for.”

 

 

Anxin’s eyes widened. "Wait, really? Already?”

 

 

*I could go all night. I want to see him under me again. I want to see him in the shower. I want to see how the water runs down his back while I take him from behind.*

 

 

"The shower?" Anxin asked, his face heating up again.

 

 

Sangwon smirked. "You really are getting good at that, aren't you?”

 

 

He scooped Anxin up again, ignoring his playful protests, and carried him into the en-suite bathroom. The bathroom was a masterpiece of black slate and chrome, with a rainfall showerhead large enough for four people. Sangwon turned the water on, waiting until it was steaming before stepping inside with Anxin. The warm water cascaded over them, washing away the sweat and spent fluids. Sangwon pinned Anxin against the slate wall, his hands roaming over Anxin’s wet skin. 

 

 

"You look even better like this," Sangwon murmured, his voice echoing in the tiled space.

 

 

*The way the water clings to his eyelashes. The way his skin glows under the lights. I want to taste the water off his skin. I want to feel him against the cold stone.*

 

 

Sangwon turned Anxin around, pressing his chest against Anxin’s back. He leaned down, biting at the nape of Anxin’s neck while his hands reached around to fondle Anxin’s chest. Anxin groaned, leaning his head back against Sangwon’s shoulder. 

 

 

"Mr lee... we just... we just did it.”

 

 

"And we’re doing it again," Sangwon said firmly.

 

 

He reached for the soap, lathering Anxin’s body with slow, deliberate strokes. The soap made everything slick, the bubbles sliding over Anxin’s body. Sangwon’s hands moved lower, his fingers finding Anxin’s entrance again, which was still loose and sensitive from their first encounter.

 

 

*He’s so soft. My little husband. I’m going to cherish him forever.*

 

 

Sangwon didn't bother with more lube; the soap and water provided enough slickness. He lifted one of Anxin’s legs, bracing it against the built-in stone bench. He entered him from behind, the sensation different this time sharper, more urgent. Anxin cried out, his hands slapping against the wet slate wall for purchase. The rhythm in the shower was frantic. The sound of the falling water muffled their groans, but the physical sensation was heightened. Sangwon’s cock felt massive as it slid in and out, the soap occasionally causing it to slip out with a wet sound before he thrust back in with renewed vigor. 

 

 

"Oh god, Mr lee! It’s too much!" Anxin sobbed, his head hanging low as the water beat down on him.

 

 

"It’s not enough," Sangwon countered, his teeth grazing Anxin’s ear. "It’ll never be enough.”

 

 

They finished there, in the steam and the spray, Anxin’s legs giving out as he came a second time, his cries lost to the roar of the water. Sangwon followed shortly after, his hands gripping Anxin’s hips so hard he knew there would be bruises in the morning.

 

 

By the time they made it back to the bed, Anxin was practically a ghost. He collapsed onto the dry side of the mattress, his limbs feeling like lead. Sangwon crawled in beside him, pulling him into his arms.

 

 

"I love you," Sangwon whispered, kissing Anxin’s forehead.

 

 

"I love you too," Anxin mumbled, his eyes fluttering shut. "But if you think about sex one more time tonight, I’m going to hit you.”

 

 

Sangwon laughed, but as he pulled Anxin closer, Anxin heard it again. That low, honeyed hum of a thought. *I wonder if he’s too tired for a third round. He looks so cute when he’s sleepy. Maybe I could just wake him up slowly... a little tongue here, a little touch there…*

 

 

Anxin’s eyes snapped open. He mustered the last of his strength and swung a fist, thumping Sangwon squarely in the chest. "I heard that!”

 

 

Sangwon caught his hand, laughing as he pinned Anxin’s wrist to the pillow. He leaned down, his eyes soft and full of genuine affection. "I can't help it, Anxin. You’re my husband. You’re beautiful. And I’ve been waiting a long time for this.”

 

 

Anxin looked at him, really looked at him. The indifference was gone, replaced by a warmth and a playfulness that Anxin hadn't known existed. He saw the love in Sangwon’s eyes, and he felt it in the way Sangwon’s thoughts were now focused entirely on Anxin’s comfort and happiness.

 

 

Anxin’s eyes softened, turning watery with relief and joy. He smiled, a small, genuine thing, and reached up to pull Sangwon down for one more kiss.  "Fine," Anxin whispered against his lips. "One more. But you’re doing all the work.”

 

 

Sangwon’s smirk returned, wider and more predatory than ever. “Deal."

 

 

The night in Seoul continued, the city lights twinkling outside the window, but inside the penthouse, the silence had finally been broken not just by voices, but by the shared, honest desires of two people who had finally found their way to each other. Anxin realized then that the thoughts weren't an intrusion; they were a gift. They were the bridge that had finally allowed him to see the man he had married, perversions and all. And as Sangwon moved over him once more, Anxin didn't just hear the love in his head he felt it in every touch, every breath, and every heartbeat. 

 

 

The next morning, the apartment was quiet again, but it was a different kind of silence. It was the silence of contentment. Anxin woke up to the smell of burning toast, a sign that Sangwon was attempting to cook. He smiled, stretching his sore muscles, and listened. 

 

 

*I hope he likes it. I probably burnt it. I’m a terrible cook. But he’s so sweet, he’ll probably eat it anyway. God, I love him. I want to take him on that honeymoon. Somewhere with a private beach where we can be alone all day.*

 

 

Anxin laughed softly, rolling out of bed. He grabbed his robe, heading toward the kitchen to save his husband from the toaster. "I’d love a private beach, Mr lee," Anxin called out as he entered the kitchen.

 

 

Sangwon jumped, nearly dropping a charred piece of bread. He looked at Anxin, a sheepish grin on his face. "I really need to learn how to turn that off, don't I?”

 

 

"Don't you dare," Anxin said, wrapping his arms around Sangwon’s waist. "I like knowing exactly what’s on your mind.”

 

 

Sangwon leaned down, pressing a sweet, slow kiss to Anxin’s lips. "Good. Because there’s a lot more where that came from.”

 

 

Anxin swatted his arm, but he didn't stop smiling. For the first time in seven months, he wasn't just an architect living in a rockstar’s house. He was home. And the rockstar was the his husband.

 

 

The days that followed were a revelation. The "indifferent" husband was replaced by a man who couldn't keep his hands off Anxin. They navigated their new reality with a mix of humor and heat. Sangwon’s rehearsals became a source of amusement for Anxin, who would sit in the back of the studio and listen to Sangwon’s mental commentary on his own choreography.

 

 

*Step, turn, kick. My knees hurt. I wonder what Anxin is thinking. He’s looking at my legs again. Yeah, look all you want, baby. They’re going to be wrapped around you later tonight.*

 

 

Anxin would often have to hide his face behind a sketchbook to keep from laughing out loud or turning bright red in front of the backup dancers and the choreographer. 

 

 

Their relationship, once a rigid structure of politeness, became something fluid and organic. They talked more real conversations about their childhoods, their fears, and their dreams. Sangwon spoke about the pressure of the idol life, the loneliness of the stage, and how Anxin had become his anchor. Anxin spoke about his passion for creating spaces where people felt safe, and how Sangwon was the first person who had ever made him feel truly seen.

 

 

But the telepathy remained the centerpiece of their intimacy. It allowed them to bypass the awkwardness of new lovers. Sangwon always knew exactly where Anxin wanted to be touched, and Anxin always knew when Sangwon needed reassurance or a bit of playful teasing.

 

 

One evening, as they lay tangled together after a particularly long session in the bedroom, Anxin propped himself up on his elbow.

 

 

"Do you think it will ever go away?" he asked, tracing the line of a new bruise on Sangwon’s chest.

 

 

Sangwon hummed, his eyes closed. "The voice? Or the way I feel about you?”

 

 

"The voice.”

 

 

"I don't know," Sangwon admitted. "Does it bother you?”

 

 

Anxin thought about it. He thought about the dirty thoughts, the sweet thoughts, and the constant stream of "I love you" and "he is mine" that echoed in the back of his mind even when they weren't speaking. "No," Anxin said, leaning down to kiss Sangwon’s jaw. "It’s like having a soundtrack to my life. A very... explicit soundtrack.”

 

 

Sangwon laughed, pulling Anxin down for a deep, lingering kiss. *I love you, Anxin. More than the music. More than the fame. Just you.*

 

 

Anxin smiled against his lips. "I love you too, Sangwon. Now, about that honeymoon…"

 

 

"Pack your bags," Sangwon murmured. "The beach is waiting. And I have some very specific ideas about what we’re going to do on the sand.”

 

 

Anxin groaned, but he was already smiling. He knew exactly what those ideas were, and he couldn't wait to hear every single one of them.

 

 

The honeymoon was everything Sangwon had promised. They flew to a secluded island in the Maldives, staying in a villa that sat directly over the turquoise water. There were no cameras, no fans, no deadlines, no blueprints and no schedules. Just the two of them and the endless horizon.

 

 

On their first night, they sat on the deck, watching the stars. The air was warm and heavy with the scent of salt and tropical flowers.

 

 

*He looks like a god in the moonlight,* Sangwon thought, his gaze fixed on Anxin. *I want to take him right here, under the stars, with the sound of the ocean as our only witness.*

 

 

Anxin turned to him, his eyes sparkling with mischief. "The deck, Sangwon? Really? What if a boat goes by?”

 

 

Sangwon smirked, standing up and reaching for the tie of Anxin’s linen robe. "Then they’ll get the best show of their lives.”

 

 

They made love that night with a slow, languid intensity that matched the rhythm of the waves. Every touch was magnified by the silence of the island, and every thought was a testament to the depth of their connection. Sangwon was right, the sand was a bit messy, and the salt stung a little, but it was perfect. It was real.

 

 

As the days passed, Anxin realized that the "voice" was beginning to fade. It wasn't a sudden disappearance, but a gradual softening. The thoughts became less like a broadcast and more like a feeling, an intuition that he didn't need to hear to understand.

 

 

He mentioned it to Sangwon on their last night on the island.

 

 

"I think it’s going away," Anxin said, his head resting on Sangwon’s chest.

 

 

Sangwon was silent for a long time. Then, he spoke, his voice a low rumble. "I think it served its purpose, Anxin. We don't need it anymore.”

 

 

Anxin looked up at him. "You’re not sad?”

 

 

Sangwon shook his head, a soft smile on his lips. "I don't need you to hear my thoughts to know that I love you. I can show you. I can tell you. Every single day for the rest of our lives.”

 

 

Anxin felt a lump in his throat. He realized Sangwon was right. The telepathy had been the bridge, but they had already crossed it. They were standing on solid ground now, built on honesty and mutual desire.

 

 

"Tell me anyway," Anxin whispered.

 

 

Sangwon leaned down, his lips brushing against Anxin’s ear. "I love you, Anxin. I love your mind, I love your heart, and I especially love the way you scream when I hit that spot behind your prostate.”

 

 

Anxin laughed, a bright, clear sound that echoed over the water. "You’re still a pervert.”

 

 

"Guilty as charged," Sangwon said, pulling Anxin closer.

 

 

*And I’m never going to stop being one for you.*

 

 

The thought was a faint, fading whisper the last one Anxin ever heard. But as Sangwon’s mouth found his, Anxin didn't mind. He didn't need to hear the words anymore. He could feel them in the heat of Sangwon’s skin, the strength of his embrace, and the steady, unwavering beat of his heart.

 

 

They returned to Seoul as a different couple. The "arranged marriage" was now a love match that was the talk of the city, though they kept the details of their private life strictly to themselves. Sangwon continued his career, his music gaining a new, soulful depth that critics attributed to his "newfound happiness." Anxin became one of the most sought-after architects in the city, his designs reflecting a warmth and humanity that had been missing before.

 

 

They still had their moments the occasional slip-up, the messy arguments, the times when life got too busy. But they always found their way back to each other. They made a point to spend every morning in the kitchen together, Anxin cooking and Sangwon attempting to help.

 

 

And every now and then, when Anxin would catch Sangwon looking at him with that certain hunger in his eyes, he’d just wink and say, "I know exactly what you’re thinking, Mr lee.”

 

 

Sangwon would just laugh and pull him into a kiss. "I certainly hope so, Anxin. I certainly hope so.”

 

 

In the end, it wasn't the telepathy that saved them. It was the willingness to listen not just to the thoughts in their heads, but to the desires of their hearts. And in a world full of noise, that was the most beautiful sound of all.

Notes:

it tried to write a long story and it got rushed I should redo.

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