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Erwin is flipping through his seemingly endless collection of books and quietly organizing them. Despite losing his right arm, he’s still surprisingly delicately handling the books with care. Levi sits on the creaky wooden chair a few feet from Erwin, sipping his tea. The room is quiet. You’d think the atmosphere would be awkward and tense but for the commander and captain pair, it was normal—almost comforting—despite living in the hell of the world where watching your own comrades being eaten by ginormous titans is normal.

“Are you gazing at me?” Erwin asks in a soft voice with his back still turned towards Levi.

Levi scoffs and turns his head to the left. “Tch, why would I, Blondie. Think the world revolves around you?”

Erwin’s never wrong—his instincts are always right. As much as Levi wants to deny it, he was staring hard at his back. It would be strange for someone not to look. The way Erwin’s white dress shirt elegantly drapes over his muscular back with one hollow sleeve on the side…who wouldn’t be intrigued to stare? Deep down, both hoped this moment would last forever. The silent comfort of one another was what they needed the most, but they knew it wouldn't be permanent.

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It wasn’t noticeable by anyone besides him, but Levi has been on the edge ever since Erwin lost his arm. When Erwin was first bedridden and comatosed, Levi stayed by his side whenever he could on those seemingly endless nights. Sleeping on the chair for only 1 hour at max compared to his usual 2-3 and immediately waking up just to make sure Erwin is still there alive and not dead. Sure, in general, Levi still barely gets any sleep because of his insomnia, but unfortunately, on these days, it began taking a slight toll on him. The day Erwin woke up, Levi immediately bashed him for taking so long—it was his way of showing affection and Erwin knew. He obviously couldn’t show how drastically relieved he was when the commander woke up.

“You bastard, how long were you planning to stay asleep for? Might as well just sleep forever if you’re going to do it again.”

“Thanks for your care, Levi.”

Levi does his signature move—scoffing and turning his head away, but this time it was to hide a barely noticeable blush that of course, didn’t go unnoticed by Erwin.

“Have you had less sleep than usual? You have dark circles,” Erwin questions.

“Why would you affect my sleep. I don’t have dark circles and I’ve been sleeping normally,” Levi retorts.

So you admit I did affect your sleep, very slick Levi….which is what Erwin wanted to say, but it only came off as a small chuckle which was immediately cut off by Levi scolding him once more.

It was the middle of the night and on a rare occasion, Erwin woke up before Levi. The dimly lit candle periodically flickering on the nightstand to his left is where his freshly-awakened eyes bring him to first. Then his eyes bring him to an unimaginable sight. As unbelievable as the theories his father had, Levi wasn’t in his usual spot on the chair near the window. Rather, his chair was much closer to the bed. Specifically… Levi was hunched over with his head down on the bed. Levi only sleeps on chairs; all the scouts know this, but here he is with his head on the bed only a few inches from Erwin’s thigh. On an impulse like his left hand has a mind of its own, Erwin slowly parts Levi’s hair from his eyes, trying his best not to wake the sleeping captain while also admiring the peaceful expression on his face. Fully analyzing Levi’s face, Erwin never realized how beautiful Levi really was. His skin was porcelain white with a few healed scars. Scars are usually considered imperfections, but to Erwin, those scars only accentuated Levi’s beauty even further. His facial features also sharp and defined—almost like he was crafted and sculpted by god himself. Levi was petite but by no means scrawny. Despite his small frame, Captain Levi was extremely built and stronger than all of the scouts. Not as brawny as Reiner or Erwin, but muscles way stronger despite being smaller. Must be nice to be an Ackerman.

Erwin thinks to himself.

A malnourish child from the underground city to humanity’s strongest. How did I manage to find you, Levi.

Erwin’s hand gravitated like a magnet to caress his “sleeping beauty’s” face, but was instantly stopped by a small hand that gripped his wrist tightly.

“What are you doing?” 

“Oh, I—“

That usual intimidating, husky voice freezes Erwin in his place. Caressing humanity’s strongest soldier as he sleeps? What on earth were you thinking Erwin Smith? He could kill you in a heartbeat, and Levi’s vow to kill Erwin during their first few interactions replayed in the commander’s head. 

Fuck this might be my resting spot.

Levi turns his head to look at Erwin with his head comfortably still on the bed. Erwin was expecting the usual stone-cold and intimidating glare Levi displays on his face plus a punch to the face, but to his surprise, he was met with a gentle stare. A stare similar to someone lovingly gazing at their partner.

Levi must have realized how long Erwin was staring at him and re-tensed his face to his more usual intimidating look while loosening his grip on his only remaining hand. Didn’t want to break that arm; it was his last one.

“I’ve never seen you seem…gentle before. Sort of scary,” Erwin exclaims with a shocked expression still lingering on his face.

“What are you talking about. I didn’t do that.”

“But I just saw—“

“No. And you didn’t explain what you were doing. Explain.”

“I couldn’t help it, you were sleeping so peac—“

“Shut up. Don’t touch me when you look disgusting and unhygienic. Shave that beard too. You look like a mess.”

“Levi….I have one arm. It’ll be a tad difficult to shave myself...”

“Tch…later.”

Levi quickly stands up and walks out of the room, while Erwin is still trying to comprehend and memorize the sight he just saw.  The door slams, followed by fast footsteps echoing away, and Erwin begins laughing at the captain’s almost childlike behavior. Little did they know, the commander and captain had obvious blushes plastered across their faces now. Even the two toughest soldiers still have feelings despite witnessing the horrors and hell of their world and believing they were incapable of feeling anything anymore—especially the childish feelings of love.

—————(back to Erwin’s room)—————

“How many god damn books do you even have?”

“Does me reading bother you?”

“I didn’t say that. It’s just freaky.”

Erwin lets out a lighthearted chuckle that prompts Levi to just stare at him. Erwin turns his head to look at Levi.

“I’m just reorganizing. Some of these books are dusty, why don’t you do me a favor and help your commander out?”

“Why would I do that.”

“What if I were to say it’s an order? You also like cleaning. I already know you had the urge to clean the moment you set foot in here.

“Fine, you one-armed bastard.”

Erwin was right. The second Levi walked into the commander’s room, the intense urge to dust and clean everything struck him. Erwin also knew Levi wouldn’t disobey his orders. His room was extremely plain: a bed, bookshelf, table and two chairs, and books…and more books. Everything had a thin layer of dust besides the bed, which was what prompted Levi’s compulsion.

“The hell’s wrong with you. All these books are dusty and gross,” Levi hissed with a disgusted look.

“Sorry, haven’t touched these in a while.”

As the pair cleans the commander’s room, Levi crouches down and discovers two books under the bed. One book was a royal purple color while the other was a forest green color, but the colors were only revealed after Levi wiped the thick layer of dust off it with his handkerchief. Just as Levi was about to ask why the hell there are two out-of-place books under Erwin’s bed, he hears a loud thud in Erwin’s direction. Levi swiftly whips his head around and immediately furrows his eyebrows at the sight before him. A pile of around 10 fallen books is now scattered on the floor.

“Are you fucking serious?”

“I have one hand Levi. I tried to move the stack, but it didn’t work. Clearly,” Erwin pitifully explained which lightly tugged at Levi’s heartstrings.

“You should’ve asked me, but now I have to clean this damn mess of yours.” 

“Thought you’d say no.”

“Shut up, move it. Sit on the bed or something and get out of my way,” Levi orders and funny enough the commander follows.

Levi placed down the purple and green book he found under the bed on the slightly wrinkled bedsheet and began hastily and begrudgingly restacking the fallen tower of books. Initially, he thought Erwin collapsed, but to his quiet relief, thank god he didn’t. Although he could easily lift the 6’2 giant commander, he really didn’t want to at this time of night; it’s supposed to be his tea or sleep time depending on whether he was tired or not. The room was now filled with silence with the only sound interrupting it being the books that Levi was handling.

A few seconds later, Erwin breaks the silence:

“I haven’t seen these two books in a while. They were my favorite to read in my youth.”

“You have me to thank. I did them a favor by dusting them off.”

Levi turns to Erwin after stacking the books and sees the commander quietly flipping through the green book. Levi is honestly taken aback for a split second. The sight of Erwin reading was simply….ethereal. 

How the hell do you look good while reading a damn book? 

Levi’s gaze and thoughts are suddenly interrupted by Erwin’s soft, deep voice echoing through the small room.  

“Come see this book.”

“Hah? What could possibly be in there that’ll interest me?”

“It’s just an old book about the titans. Although it’s outdated, it always fascinated me.”

“What is there to learn about those gross titans? All we do is kill them or experiment on them like the four-eyed freak does or shift into one like that brat Eren.”

Unconsciously, Levi is already walking toward Erwin who is sitting on the bed.

“Do you believe titans are humans?” Erwin asks in a soft tone, similar to a child asking his parents for permission to play outside.

“Don’t know. That’ll just mean I’ve been killing even more human beings the whole time.”

By now, Levi is standing right next to Erwin and gazes at the pages alongside him. He’s stuck wondering if he should sit or not, but Erwin answers his dilemma for him.

“You can sit, Levi. I’m no stranger.”

Levi immediately sits, crossing his legs and arms. The air feels tense and awkward; the pair is sitting only a few inches away from each other. Though this small distance is usual for them, something about this moment feels different. Erwin shuts the book and turns toward Levi, about to say something but hesitates. The two sit and stare at each other, unsure of what the other is thinking. Those damn blue eyes feel like they’re piercing Levi’s heart, and those sharp, dark brown eyes feel like they’re stabbing Erwin’s soul. 

“Do I have something on my face or what?” Levi finally mustered after a tense 5 seconds of silence. 

Erwin thought for a second.

“Thank you for keeping me company, Levi.”

Completely caught off guard, Levi accidentally lets out “Hah..?” without even realizing his face is slowly flushing pink. The captain was obviously not expecting those words to come out of his commander's mouth at all, if not ever. Erwin finally breaks their prolonged eye contact by looking down and laughing.

“Haha…you still act like a kid.”

“Oi. Do you want to die?”

“Your face is red Levi. (Chuckles) This is a new expression I’ve never seen before. It’s a nice one.” 

Now both soldiers were acting completely out of character, their cheeks flushing red like two teenagers confessing to each other. Where is the usual stone-cold, intimidating captain and commander everyone fears? Apparently not present in this room. This version of them, which was long buried away suddenly made a dramatic return. In that moment, the two felt their hearts jump, and Erwin suddenly spoke:

“Forgive me if this isn’t what you want.” 

In a heartbeat, Erwin lightly cups Levi’s face with his left hand and gently kisses him. Erwin was no doubt expecting to be tackled to the ground and beaten up as he pulled away. He slowly opens his eyes and to his shock, his lips are immediately in contact with Levi’s again. The two share a tender kiss; they don’t know what they’re honestly doing, but their instincts just took over. Levi breaks the kiss with a strand of saliva connecting their lips for a short second, and both men gasp for air.

“(huff) Tch, you started it.”

“I wasn’t expecting you to reciprocate, you (breath) always wanted to kill me. I thought I was being selfish.”

“Was me staying by your side constantly not enough to show I practically (breath) gave up on that you idiot..?”

“That is true, but you’re unpredictable and you’re always guarded. (Huff) It’s hard for any soldier to be close to you.”

“I don’t have to be…guarded today.”

The moment Levi uttered those words, Erwin pushed his back onto the bed and kissed him again. This time, his tongue intrudes into Levi’s mouth and is quickly reciprocated. The two are basically making out sloppily right now, tongues fighting and way too into it to stop. It’s practically midnight, and the two most feared scouts are currently making out like there’s no tomorrow as everyone else is fast asleep. Levi grabs Erwin’s collar to pull the man deeper into their kiss. Deep groans, lip smacking, biting, and kisses fill the tiny wooded room as the two desperately fight for control over the other. Unwilling to give up, Erwin gets bolder and begins kissing and biting the captain's neck and ears while his hand is caressing everywhere from his face down to his hips. Levi’s ear getting bitten elicits the first real moan from him which stops both men dead in their tracks. The embarrassing moan turns Levi bright red as he looks away from Erwin.

“I’m pent up,” Levi shyly mutters.

“….I’m aware.”

Due to the constant missions and tasks, the two honestly haven’t been able to even rub one out. In all seriousness, there’s no time to think about jacking off when your life is constantly on the line. Captain Levi and Commander Erwin both knew this very well—it’s been almost over a year or longer for the pair.

Refusing to let Erwin take the lead, Levi grabs Erwin by the shoulders and swaps their positions in a swift motion. Levi is now straddling Erwin, throwing his black blazer (that he stole from Erwin) off on the floor, and quickly unbuttoning his commander’s shirt to decorate his chest with light pecks and hickeys. Both men were now a hot mess, the opposite of their usual appearances: sweat beading all over, hair messy, and breathing winded and rapid. At this state, their hard-ons were no joke. To get some stimulation and pleasure in, the impatient pair began rolling and thrusting their hips—dry humping each other with Levi mostly taking the lead. Their dicks were practically begging and screaming to be released from the constraints of their pants and underwear. Erwin finally noticed this and swiftly began unzipping his and Levi’s pants as the captain was still attacking his chest.

“Oi, hold it hold it,” Levi stops his motions and pleads with a slightly shaking voice.

“You hold it, my nipples aren’t going anywhere. You’re dick’s about to burst, and I’m also about to burst.”

“I know but wait wai—“

Before Levi could finish his pleas, Erwin successfully finished his mission of getting both their dicks out.

“The fuck is that?” 

Levi is now sitting up, stopped in his tracks to blankly stare at the monstrosity standing up next to his own dick. 

“Going to back out now?”

“….No. Just jack us off and get it over with.”

Levi didn’t even need to finish his sentence, as Erwin already grabbed both their dicks and began stroking at a leisurely pace. Both men are grunting and moaning while still kissing each other, and leaving hickeys in every spot possible. Erwin speeds up his stroking, which sends Levi over the edge with his voice slowly getting higher-pitched with every moan. “K-keep going..” Levi pants while about to orgasm, but with a smirk on his face, Erwin completely halts his stroking to the dismay of Levi and places his thumb over the head of his cock.

“You fucking dick!” Levi whined while instinctively rolling his hips to try to continue the stream of pleasure. Erwin obviously wanted to tease the captain just to see how desperate he’d really get. Oh boy, did Erwin get the sight he wanted to see. Humanity’s strongest desperately thrusting into his hand trying to orgasm while desperate groans leave his mouth. 

“What a turn on,” Erwin teasingly comments.

Levi angrily retorts. “You’re close too you damned beast, you’re just making both of us suffer! If you’re gonna start this, at least keep going you fucking bas—oh-!”

Levi’s insults were immediately thrown back down his throat and replaced with moans as Erwin finally began stroking at a faster pace than before. Both men are now moaning loudly without a care in the world. In their favor, Erwin’s quarter is more isolated from the other quarters, so the inappropriate sounds spewing from his room shouldn’t be heard unless someone is approaching.

“Fucking..s-shit…faster..” Levi grows whinier and is visibly losing control. Only Erwin has been able to see Levi’s vulnerable side and vice versa. Definitely the only ones to see this side of each other moaning in pleasure.

Erwin speeds up his movements, which finally lead to both of them loudly grunting and reaching orgasm together. The ejaculated white liquid is now spewed all over Erwin’s hand and their unbuttoned shirts. Erwin finally fully sits up, wiping the cum off with a handkerchief to the best of his abilities considering he has one hand. Meanwhile, Levi is still sitting on his lap, hands over Erwin’s broad shoulders, trying to catch his breath after one of the best orgasms he has had.

“(huff) That’s a f-fucking gross mess..”

“You were the one humping and begging to cum.”

“Shut up, I’m aware. Doesn’t mean it still isn’t gross.”

The two men finish catching their breath after a minute or two of tiredly embracing each other, but they had no plans to end here. They were still extremely horny. Was it the fact that they were pent up? Or the fact that it was with each other? Or both? The answer was both, and there was no stopping the pair. They had all night to finish their business. The two gazed at each other for a moment and immediately began fully stripping from their now soiled clothes. Levi is definitely freaking out over his dirty clothes, but he had better things to worry about— (AKA) the hell of a man in front of him, naked in all his glory. Levi’s type was very simple: someone tall and strong. At a towering height of 6’2 with an incredibly built, muscular body, Erwin was perfect, if not TOO perfect for Levi; his libido is going crazy right now. After stripping, Erwin quickly turns to his nightstand and pulls two items out of the drawer: a bottle of oil and a condom.

“Levi, just wondering, is this your first time?”

“………”

“….”

“I’m guessing that’s a yes.”

“Well, so what Blondie? Your first time too or were you fucking others in your free time?”

“…..”

“First.”

“Why the hell is there oil and condoms prepared in the drawer already?”

“It was a gift…from my earlier days of becoming a scout. I just never used it till now…”

These two are considered by most as some of the most intelligent scouts, yet they have no idea what exactly to do. They obviously know what sex is, but do either of them have the experience? Nope.

“Can’t be that hard, just follow our instincts,” Erwin says while opening the bottle of oil and pouring it on his fingers.

“Wait wait wait. You’re not planning to shove your fingers up my ass are you?”

“That’s exactly what I’m planning? Isn’t the first step of sex to prep before inserting?”

“Why am I the one getting penetrated? Hold your horses!” Levi says while internally panicking. All he’s done is clean his ass, and the same for Erwin—after Levi called him gross. Truthfully, Erwin’s dick was….on the bigger side. Yes, both men were intensely trained and developed high pain tolerances, but this is different. This is a dick-to-ass situation; there was no training given for that!

“If you’re worried about it hurting, this is why I’m prepping you first.”

“Why am I receiving hold on!” 

“Let’s make a deal then. I’ll do it first then if you’re still upset, we can switch.”

“…..”

“Fine.”

Levi refused to admit it, but he had no complaints about taking Erwin considering how he’s horny he still is. Same with Erwin. The two just wanted each other desperately; it didn’t matter who was receiving or fucking.

“Levi, you’re going to have to turn around.”

“…..”

“……..”

“Or do I have to move you myself? Just lie on your stomach.”

“Tch….you dick.”

Levi flips himself around and is now awkwardly lying on his stomach, waiting for Erwin to begin. 

“Grab the pillow, I have a feeling you’ll need it,” Erwin orders.

Levi listens, now hugging the pillow and letting his face sink into it comfortably. He’s definitely nervous but makes sure not to show it so he doesn’t get embarrassed, which is funny considering he was a moaning mess 10 minutes ago.

“Relax, you’re too tense.”

“Of course I’m fucking tense. Your finger is going up my ass!”

“Relax,” Erwin sternly orders.

Slowly, Erwin’s pointer and then index finger enter Levi, slowly stretching, rubbing around, and penetrating him deeper to find something.

“Shit doesn’t feel right. Am I even supposed to feel anything?” Levi mutters uncomfortably as Erwin slowly caresses around with his two slender fingers.

“….Erwin this shit just feels gross, I don’t th—oh—shi—Erwin wait—”  

Finally after a bit of wiggling and searching around, Erwin’s slender finger finally made contact with a small, hard lump. A weird sensation and then a surge of pleasure hit Levi like a tsunami after a few seconds of Erwin rubbing it. An embarrassingly lewd moan slipped from Levi’s mouth, prompting him to immediately push his face into the pillow to muffle his sounds.

“Ah, I found it. You must really enjoy this, you’re raising your hips.”

“(Muffled)…N-no I’m not bastard.”  

Levi was indeed shaking and lifting his hips up, trying to fuck Erwin’s fingers at this rate.

“Levi, did you know? This spot is called the prostate. I read about this a while ago in an anatomy book. It was that magenta book you found.”

“I fucking wish I had found and burned that book earlier!” Levi cries as Erwin now has a third finger curling and pressing over that damn spot that’s sending Levi over the edge. His moans continue to slip out despite his best efforts to conceal them, and the thin pillow isn’t doing the best job at covering the incoherent moans and curses Levi’s spewing. He’s currently being sent to paradise; meanwhile, Erwin is getting the scene of a lifetime. Erwin is one lucky ass bastard; born at the perfect time and place which eventually led him to finger-fucking the strongest soldier of humanity. Where would the two be if they had never met in the Underground city? By now, Erwin was painfully hard watching the scene of the captain moaning and melting into his fingers, and ever so tempted to jack off with his other hand to just remember it’s in a dead titan’s stomach now. The sight of the slender, tiny but extremely built man completely at mercy below him is just mouth-watering. 

By now, Levi’s hips are completely in the air, and his back is arched like a cat stretching. Erwin continues to probe at Levi’s spot as drool and tears from Levi begin to drench the commander's pillow. It’s no exaggeration Levi is seeing stars at this point. It’s definitely a foreign feeling for Levi who has only felt pain, sorrow, and guilt. This feeling of pure bliss was exactly what he needed to relieve and forget the negative emotions that constantly consumed him—even if it was for a short moment. 

“Kke-goin-gg..” Levi’s sentences are now just slurred messes, but thankfully, Erwin understands and speeds up his fingers. A few seconds later, Levi climaxes and cums a second time onto the bedsheet while his moans simultaneously echo through the room. Ass still up in the air, Levi lifts his face from the now drool and tear-soaked pillow to gasp for air.

The hell did that feel so good for?!  Levi thinks as he begins to come back to reality. It started dawning on him how much he really was moaning and how pathetic he was acting. Levi regains his composure and sits back up while feeling the rush of humiliation fill him. The feeling didn’t last long as it was cut short and interrupted by Erwin’s voice:

“Are you ready now?” 

“What?”

Levi’s confusion was immediately answered as he looked at Erwin and straight down at his crotch. Despite his insane endurance, Levi was already feeling spent after cumming twice. They weren’t even at the main event yet! Levi, this was just the beginning, of course it wasn’t over yet! Now, he's dreading having a humongous dick up his ass, but the sight of Erwin with his hard on did turn Levi back on. Erwin grabbed the condom he had taken out from earlier, freeing it from its packaging, then sliding it onto his cock. Levi was obviously watching this whole process with a look of neediness…and some horror considering he’s literally going to take it up his ass in a few minutes.

“Do you want more oil?” Erwin oh so kindly asks.

“What the hell do you think?”

“No?”

“You dipshit, yes I want more oil. Nobody told you to have that hell of a monster as a dick.”

“Roughly 8 inches.”

“God...”

So apparently Erwin was blessed with every possible trait possible: intelligence, height, perfectly shaped eyebrows, looks, and a big dick too. Never mind that, Levi is now currently lying back on the bed with his head resting on the cleaner side of the pillow, currently dreading this (he in reality is horny as hell for this, but he doesn’t want to admit that). Erwin pours more oil right on his dick and rubs it all over. Levi watches and silently gulps. 

“I’m going to need you to spread your legs.”

“Fucking dick….”

“Why still so reluctant? You’re practically salivating over my dick right now, I can tell Levi.” Erwin’s observations and instincts were never wrong.

“This position is horrendous,” Levi quietly murmurs while looking away with his hands covering his eyes. His legs are spread wide open, basically inviting Erwin in. Erwin slowly slides himself in, trying to restrain himself from immediately thrusting in because his horniness is at its maximum right now. A shiver runs down Levi’s back the moment he feels Erwin at his entrance. He’s being extra cautious not to hurt the captain, but the slowness is driving Levi crazy. It was almost painful waiting and anticipating Erwin to just start thrusting into him like there’s no tomorrow.

Through his gasps and heavy breathing, Levi managed to scold Erwin on his speed.

“God damnit Erwin…(gasp)… Just start moving your damn hips, I don’t need you going extra slow for me..” 

“How desperately do you want it?”

Erwin you damned bastard. While it’s true Erwin was going extra slow in fear of hurting Levi, it was also to tease and drive him crazy. He knew how badly Levi wanted him to just fuck him hard and rough.

“….”

“I won’t move until I have a good answer.”

“You prick...”

“….?”

“You absolute asshole….just give me it..”

“Still didn’t answer.”

“……fucking hell..” 

Honestly, Levi would rather get eaten by a titan right now than to show his pathetic desperation for the commander's cock right now. But again, he desperately wants this.

“I….desperately want it….P-please just hurry and fuck me like there’s no tomorrow you….(gasp)…asshole.”

Through his gritted teeth, Levi finally was able to muster up the answer Erwin was delighted to hear, and with a satisfied smirk, he rewards Levi with a hard, deep thrust. An embarrassingly loud moan escaped Levi’s mouth due to the sudden change from Erwin's dick being only halfway in him to now suddenly ball deep. Erwin didn’t waste any time and began thrusting at a nonsensical speed to satisfy both his and Levi’s overwhelming horniness. Levi’s much louder moans and Erwin’s low grunts instantly flood the room. Levi realized how loud he’d let himself moan and immediately threw his hand over his mouth in an attempt to lower his volume because he definitely couldn’t stop his moaning altogether.

There’s no way the other quarters can’t hear me now. Levi thought, but the pleasure had him on cloud 9, so it was hard for him to care anymore. Erwin noticed Levi holding his moans back and, with his only hand, he pulled Levi’s hands away from his mouth by his thin wrists. His hands were now restrained above him while Erwin continued his thrusts.

“T-the hell….mmgh….let m-my…han-s go..” Tears begin to fall from Levi’s eyes as stars start refilling his vision. While Levi could easily free himself, Erwin is attacking his prostrate hard at an insane speed, making it much harder to do so. He’s also periodically slowing and rolling his hips to make the captain squirm under him, increasing his desperation and pleasure by threefold.

“Don’t restrain yourself,” Erwin orders, and of course Levi obeys. He has never once disobeyed. It’s really no exaggeration to say Levi is a complete hell of a mess now: tear stains, hair in disarray, drool from the constant moaning, and his eyes are almost rolling back.  

“Fuck Levi…I’m close..”

Erwin continues his fast pace to chase his orgasm while Levi cannot even respond properly right now, only with whiny moans. The rather observant, alert, and scary captain has been dwindled into a moaning mess. He can only think about Erwin’s dick right now. The commander releases his grasp on Levi’s wrists and grabs Levi’s left leg instead and raises it, causing him to penetrate Levi even deeper. Levi’s lower back is now pathetically suspended in the air, his leg is almost to his head, and his deepest parts are getting relentlessly attacked by Erwin’s hell-of-a-monster cock. His head and back fully arches and with a pathetic shriek, Levi cums a third time all over his chest. Despite him freshly cumming, Erwin does everything but slow down and rather speeds up. He readjusts his grip onto Levi’s waist so he could pound him the fastest he’s humanly able to. Levi is practically a ragdoll right now based on the way he’s being manhandled so easily and flailing on the bed. The overstimulation is too much for Levi; he’s on cloud 12 right now.

“Y..y-ou dick! S-slow it down a-asshole…mgh..! Fuck!” Levi shrills while grasping and clawing at Erwin’s back for dear life. At this rate, his back is going to be entirely red from scratch marks, maybe with a little blood drawn too. Levi’s muscular legs are tightly wrapped around Erwin’s surprisingly thin waist—so tight it’s almost restricting his breathing.

“L-Levi…(huff) can you loosen…your grip around my waist…? You’re squeezing the hell out of me..!”

Levi doesn’t even listen—more like he didn’t even hear him. He was stuck in his own world of intense pleasure and almost painful overstimulation, drawing tears down his face. Regardless, Erwin kept his pace until he came with a final hard, balls-deep thrust. Levi’s loud moans and Erwin’s loud grunts peaked, then finally faded into only pants and gasps for air. The two remain frozen in their spots for a minute to regain their composure. Erwin pulled out and threw the now cum-filled condom away before returning to wrap Levi in a hug. The two notorious "emotionless" scouts are now cuddling together without a care in the world, despite fucking like animals a few minutes ago.

“Are you okay?” Erwin asks and gives a light peck on Levi’s forehead.

“….I could be better.”

“It was good wasn’t it (chuckles)”

“Better than I’d admit, but my ass and legs are sore, dipshit.”

“I’ll massage it if you’d like?”

“Don’t need it...”

“Shall we head to the baths? Don’t think you’d like to sleep in this state.” Erwin was right once more. Returning to reality, Levi felt gross and dirty and not to mention the bedsheets were soiled as well.

“Bath AND replacing your sheets.”

“I have extras in storage, don’t worry.”

The two began cleaning their mess and got dressed back up before heading to the baths. What a relief Levi had an extra set of clothes and underwear from a previous all-nighter in Erwin’s room about a mission plan. Quietly, the two leave Erwin’s quarters with a candle in hand. After a short distance, the two unlocked the empty and eerily quiet bathhouse. Luckily, no one was there to see the pair; no one frequents the bathhouse at 1 AM unless they returned late from a mission. Even if there was, they would’ve thankfully assumed the captain and commander’s late bath was because of their heavy workloads—not because of the sex they just had, but that's if they don't see the sort of obvious hickeys all over them. They begin stripping their clothes, and instinctively, Levi heads to the showers out of habit, but Erwin pulls Levi back over by the waist. 

“Why don’t we sit in the baths this time? Relax a little, you don’t need to constantly take your short showers.”

“Tch, whatever.”

A 3-minute combat shower was Levi’s norm because of the constant stress, work, and missions. Only every once in a while he truly gets to relax in the bathhouse. Sometimes, he’d let himself relax there for 1 to 2 hours at most if he had the time. It was one of his favorite things to do—besides cleaning and besides having sex with Erwin now—but admitting that to Erwin would be too embarrassing. The second Levi stepped into the bath, he melted into it, and Erwin slowly followed, but only sat on the ledge of the bath with only his feet in the water.

“You must enjoy the bathhouse a lot, I presume?”

“...I do when I can.”

“Haha, I can see. You got comfortable immediately like it was your own home.” Erwin was the only one who was truly observant enough to read Levi, god damn you Erwin. In embarrassment, Levi slowly sank himself further into the water, only having his eyes above the water now. He still wasn’t used to the feeling of being vulnerable towards someone. Levi sat back up, and his head was met with a loving pat from Erwin.

“Hey Levi.” Erwin suddenly mutters, almost in an awkward tone.

“What?”

“Be honest, how….horny are you if you are at all right now..?”

Oh.

An almost deafening silence filled the bath house. Truthfully, the second they saw each other strip naked to bathe, the horniness from earlier returned. Neither wanted to admit that the sight of each other's naked bodies turned them on once again, though. The two just stared at each other in shock without even realizing they were both half hard.

“It must just be me…sorry Levi. This is a bit embarras—“

Mid-sentence the commander was silenced by a swift kiss. Were they considering a round 2? Yes, but in the bathhouse? No. Funnily enough, Erwin locked the bathhouse door after walking in as if their round of sex in the baths was predetermined. In their passionate kiss, their tongues are swirling and exploring each other once more; a kiss so rough and passionate you could imagine they’re trying to devour the other. This time, Erwin disrupts their kiss:

“(Huff) I don’t have condoms or oil here,” Erwin lazily mutters while a string of saliva is still connected to their lips.

“Tch….its fine. We’re in the bathhouse anyway, I feel cleaner here than in the bed.”

“If you insist, Levi.”

Rather than getting straight to business, Levi lowers himself and spreads Erwin’s legs to the commander’s shock. His face was now right next to Erwin’s monstrous dick.

“For fucks sake…” Levi scoffs under his breath. 

How the hell do I even fit this in my mouth?!

“L-levi, you don’t have to do that…it’s probably too much... How about I do it for you inste—!” Ignoring Erwin’s plea for him to stop, Levi begins licking the tip of his cock. His hands are around the base of Erwin’s dick as he starts leaving small pecks all around it too. After lathering Erwin’s dick with enough saliva, Levi slowly takes it in his mouth. His jaw is open to its max, but he was able to almost “comfortably” fit it halfway into his mouth. Erwin lets out surprisingly whiny moans rather than his low grunts from earlier—who honestly wouldn’t with the captain swirling his tongue around and bobbing his head on their dick?

“I’m s-sorry Levi (huff)…”

Erwin suddenly grabs a handful of Levi’s hair and pushes his head fully down into his cock. Levi lets out a muffled squeal as he hits Erwin’s stomach in retaliation, but he slowly eases into it. The two make eye contact: Levi teary-eyed and Erwin’s eyes filled with lust. Levi’s lips are practically kissing his groin, until Erwin starts moving Levi’s head for him. The warmth and tightness of his throat was sending Erwin over the edge, and the feeling of having humanity’s strongest crying and completely at his mercy once again had him even more horny. He gradually began speeding up his pace while lightly thrusting into Levi’s throat. He was being extremely cautious like usual; he didn’t want to hurt Levi or basically suffocate him with his cock. He only continued if he could see that Levi could continue, which he was good at reading, thankfully. Levi was just allowing Erwin to bob his head to his liking like a sex toy—embarrassingly enough, it turned him on even more too. Levi couldn’t resist and began stroking his dick in synchronization with Erwin’s pace. The bathhouse was now filled with sounds of slurping, slobbering, grunts, and moans from the pair. To get back at Erwin, Levi hums to stimulate Erwin’s cock further. Erwin’s eyes shot towards Levi’s in surprise with the sudden vibrations. Levi attempted to give a smug look back, but his mouth was filled with dick, so he couldn’t really send the message. With a hard push and thrust into Levi’s mouth, the two cum together: the warm liquid squirting down Levi’s throat, while his cum lands in the palm of his hand with only some unfortunately seeping into the water. Levi would’ve never came in the bath—it’s unhygienic and gross—but to his relief, good thing the bath water is changed in the early mornings daily. The captain finally slides his mouth off his commander's cock and immediately coughs after the splurge of hot cum just ran down his throat. 

“(Coughs) That…shit was disgusting..”

“You could’ve spat it out. I moved my hand so you could.”

“Tch…”

“Now let it be my turn.”

“..!!”

In a swift motion, Erwin lifts Levi with ease like he was a feather, and swaps their positions. Now, Erwin was the one between his legs while Levi sat on the ledge of the bath. Due to his towering height, Erwin was uncomfortably lying on his knees while hunched over in order to be leveled with Levi's dick. Levi noticed the awfully weird position Erwin was in and immediately thought of a better position. “Oi, get up.” Levi orders as he grips and pulls Erwin up by his hair. In this new position, Levi’s now standing up, and Erwin’s kneeling upright in the bath still, making the height perfect for Erwin to comfortably suck his dick. With a smile of gratitude, Erwin quickly gets to work by slowly stroking Levi’s dick in an almost teasingly way, and then swirling his tongue around Levi’s tip. His actions result in breathier moans escaping Levi’s mouth while he himself is slowly working on getting the captain’s entire cock in his mouth. It wasn’t too much of a struggle for the commander as Levi didn’t have a monstrous cock like him, but it still took some adjusting to comfortably fit his entire cock in his mouth. At a leisurely pace, Erwin moves his head back and forth while his hand fondles Levi’s ass. He tries his best not to let his teeth interfere, but it does once in a few bobs which results in Levi hissing and grabbing a fist full of his blond hair.

“Hey...(huff) relax on the teeth.”

“Ssry….im..try..m-bbess—“

“S-stop talking with it in your mouth fuck..” The vibrations from Erwin attempting to speak with a mouthful of dick are adding even more pleasure and progress to Levi’s orgasm. Erwin quickly took notice and began humming just like Levi did earlier, causing Levi’s head to fly back as he conceals a loud moan by biting his lip. His grip on Erwin’s head loosens, signaling he’s getting close to cumming, and daringly, Erwin moves his fingers to Levi’s entrance.

“H-hey…what the hell are you trying to do..”

Erwin’s fingers slide in with ease—he’s thankful he prepped Levi well earlier. His 3 fingers quickly made their way to that familiar spot, and the pleasure instantly attacked Levi. He’s desperately trying to keep his shaking legs from collapsing, so instinctively he grabs the back of Erwin’s head with both hands, accidentally pushing his head fully down on his cock. The sudden motion startles Erwin as Levi’s dick is now deep in his throat. Tears are forming in Erwin’s eyes, and he’s honestly struggling to breathe, while Levi’s dick is in the tight, warm walls of Erwin’s throat, and his ass is getting fingered at the same time. The two are both in bliss—especially Levi—who finally cums straight into Erwin’s mouth without warning. Instinctively, Erwin tries to move his head back, but Levi holds his head in place. He pulls out his fingers from Levi, attempting to brute force his way off by pushing him, but it was to no avail. His mouth is filled with cum, he’s barely getting air, and tears are falling down his face now. Levi slowly recovers from his orgasm and finally realizes he’s been restraining Erwin’s head on his cock for the past few seconds. He finally moves his hands, and Erwin quickly frees his mouth from Levi’s still semi-hard cock. Erwin’s coughing like there’s no tomorrow with his tears streaming down his face; Levi just stares at the unusual sight and honestly tries to memorize it. All of a sudden, Erwin cums without warning, and it lands right on the bathhouse floor.

“What the hell? Did you just cum from choking?”

“(Cough) Shit….”

“You’re a pervert, what the hell?”

“I…was close anyway (cough) it wasn’t related…” Erwin’s lying: he knew damn well Levi choking him with his dick turned him on a LOT. He discovered many things today: Levi’s sensitive, the location of Levi’s sweet spot, and just found out he himself has a choking kink. Levi’s now laughing his ass off at Erwin because he came so suddenly in a ridiculous way, practically like a dry orgasm. 

So we’re forgetting who was the moaning mess earlier, huh? Erwin internally pouts. After recovering from his orgasm, Erwin steps out of the water and swoops Levi up with his one arm. 

“Hey bastard (chuckle), I’m not done laughing yet.”

“……”

Erwin’s rightfully embarrassed, but Levi’s forgetting who has the upper hand in this situation. They make their way to the showers and while still holding him, Erwin shoves Levi’s back against the shower walls. His leg is pathetically dangling over Erwin’s arm while his other is trying to find flooring to no avail since Erwin’s grip around his waist keeps him up in place. Levi was startled from the sudden motion and was about to retaliate until he felt Erwin’s dick already about to penetrate him.

“O-oi, oi, wait…too fast!”

Erwin doesn’t listen to his pleas and immediately begins thrusting into him. Levi had to cling his arms around Erwin’s neck and shoulders for dear life because without his other arm, Erwin unfortunately couldn’t support Levi, and he could literally fall. Cries, curses, moans, and every sound possible leave his mouth and echo through the shower room. The position Erwin had Levi trapped in was hitting far deeper than their sex in the room did. Levi’s lewd moans grow louder as the thrusts get sloppier and harder, prompting him to chomp down on Erwin’s shoulder to try and preserve a bit of his remaining dignity. Erwin winced at the sudden bite and once Levi lifted his head back to moan, Erwin took the opportunity to return the favor at the crook of his neck. As a response, a shriek came from Levi—guess he really enjoyed that as his ass tightened in response too. Around the fresh bite mark, Erwin kissed and left bright hickeys all over Levi’s neck, almost like he was marking his own territory. Through his thrusts, Erwin suddenly sets down Levi and pulls out. Levi’s eyes quickly meet Erwin’s as he gives a dissatisfied grunt. With a devious plan in mind, Erwin spins Levi around in a single motion and pushes his back over. Levi catches himself on the shower wall right before he could fall face-first into it, and irritated, he turned his head around to scold Erwin for his brash behavior just for him to be interrupted for the 100th time with a deep thrust. At this point, Levi was bent over basically 90 degrees with one hand on the wall for support and the other jacking himself off. Only incoherent sentences—and some drool—could leave his mouth right now as the constant thrusting took over his mind. Erwin’s endurance was also ridiculously insane; he was still going at the nonsensical speed he went during their first round of sex. As he continued to pound Levi like there’s no tomorrow, a light bulb suddenly appeared over his head. He released his grip from Levi’s waist and raised his hand. With a swift motion, his hand comes down fast—slapping Levi’s ass. A surprised yelp came from the captain, and he managed to piece together a coherent-ish sentence:

“A-ah!…fuck w—thhee…hell…E-erwin!?” 

Mid thrust, Levi suddenly felt something strange. The commander’s dick somehow grew slightly bigger than it already was?! It was a clear giveaway that Levi’s pathetic reaction to his ass getting slapped turned some gears in Erwin. A few seconds later, Levi’s ass was met with a few more slaps, turning his cheek a rosy red and filling the room with a couple more yelps. The last slap was followed by Levi’s 4th orgasm today as it splattered on the shower wall and floor. Erwin’s thrusts also slow down, and with a last deep thrust, he cums inside Levi. The warm feeling filling his ass irked Levi, but thankfully for him, it was an easy clean since they were in the shower already. With his cock still filling Levi, Erwin pulls the captain by his hair, tilting his head, and whispers in his ear.

“You like getting spanked? Who would’ve thought?” Erwin let out a light chuckle. 

In retaliation, Levi also grabs the commander’s hair and lightly tugs. “Hah? Didn’t you cum from choking on my dick? And stop whispering in my ear like a pervert.”

“Well, I guess we learned a thing or two about each other.”

“Pull out of my ass, asshole! Cum is dripping out, and it’s gross.”

“I’ll help you clean up.”

“Hmph.”

The water continued to run for another hour.

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“Shit….its about 3 AM now…” Levi says as the captain and commander pair finally leave the bathhouse. They traverse back through the dark hallways with their now half-melted candle to Erwin’s room. Suddenly, as they approached Erwin’s door, they were interrupted by a sudden shout.

“Captain! Commander!”

Shit. The candle is barely lighting up anything, but the aftermath of the multiple rounds of sex is most definitely visible. Their loose clothing shows all their hickeys from their necks to their chests. 

Why is this scout awake at 3 AM?!!! Both internally panic. “Um..we just returned from our mission, and here are some documents…! G-Goodnight!” The scout frantically spews and hurriedly rushes away, obviously flustered upon discovering something he was NOT meant to see. Everyone knew about the captain and commander’s almost suspicious dynamic, but no one ever wanted to assume because this is THE Levi Ackerman and THE Erwin Smith. There were only a few rumors and banter about the duo within the scouts, but no one ever wanted to step too far in fear of Levi probably murdering them. Snapping out of their internal panic, Levi shouts down the hall:

“Say something, I’ll kill you!” 

A faint voice echoes back. “Y-yes sir! N-not a word..!” Luckily for them, chances were low the scout would spread the word on what he saw—Levi would beat the hell out of him and Erwin? Probably would’ve done something worse without even needing to lay a hand on the poor scout. The two finally enter Erwin’s room, and Levi immediately sits down on Erwin’s bed. 

“When was the last time you slept on a bed, Levi?”

“…..It’s been a while,” Levi says in an almost sullen tone. Ever since Isabel and Furlan were killed, Levi refused to sleep on a bed. Not even he knows exactly why, but sleeping on a chair became his routine. 

“Just try sleeping here. It’ll be a nice change and more comfortable than a chair.”

“Sleeping with you?”

“Yes..? We just had sex, what’s the problem?”

“Tch, fine…”

Levi hesitantly lies down on the new pillow Erwin grabbed from storage since the original one…needed to be washed. He sinks into the freshly made bed Erwin set up prior to showering. He lies on his back and stares blankly at the ceiling.

“What are you thinking about, Levi?”

“It’s comfortable.”

“Haha, it is.” Erwin chuckles, then with a new blanket in his hand, he gets into bed with Levi and covers them. A muffled voice suddenly comes from under the blanket, “I can’t breath you dick.” Without thinking, Erwin forgot about their size difference and threw the blanket completely over him. Erwin apologizes and uncovers the captain. He then turns towards Levi, pulling him closer and embracing him in a warm hug. Levi stays tense due to the unfamiliar feeling, but quickly eases into Erwin’s arms. It’s tough to get someone like Levi to relax—this is a job only Erwin is capable of. The two are now facing each other, and Erwin gives Levi a small kiss on the forehead. A light blush spreads across Levi’s face, and he hides his face by burying his head further into Erwin’s chest. When was the last time the two ever hugged anyone? They can’t even remember, but the last time must have been in their childhood. Erwin has a tight embrace over the captain, almost like he’s clinging to life itself—begging death not to take him away from Levi. This feeling of safety and peace was exactly what the two needed after living in a facade of resilience and fearlessness their whole lives. Deep down, they were scared. Erwin and Levi close their eyes, wishing they could live the rest of their lives like this, but they knew their stories wouldn’t have this happy ending. They could at least cherish this moment without thinking of the future where they lose each other. Even if one of them died—or both—they die with no regrets knowing their feelings weren’t kept secret from each other.