Archive of Our Own

Summary:

Your head is spinning, scrambled, and beyond fogged. Ever since your sister Bella has come to live with you in forks its like you've been thrown off your axis and sent spinning towards an endless darkness- and you don't know what will meet you there. Or who is already waiting for your, open arms and sealed off heart.

"Please," he keens. His fingers reach up for you- and you can't breath, stomach sick.
"Stop," you shake your head. "Please, stop." Because if winter was cold, then his love was frigid and you wouldn't have that- wouldn't accept it. He whispers your name softly, and the torrents of rain cut through you.
"I love you."
You stumble backwards, and the iron tang of blood floods your mouth. "No you don't."

You're bella swans twin sister, and your childhood best friend is Jacob black. Suddenly in the blur or rain, cliff dives, coffee dates, car races, and kisses you don't know where the supernatural begins and where you end.