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Summary:

When failure is not only the norm, but the expectation for Kaveh, he returns to the safety of things that he knows will fall apart, destined to make the same mistakes over and over again. After all, they say that people accept the love they think they deserve.

- Update postponed until June 17, haven't been feeling great -

Notes:

This fic is going to be raw and uncensored, so please re-read the tags and determine whether you are in the right headspace to read this. Warnings of the more graphic depictions of the abuse will be placed at the beginning of those chapters. If at any point you find the topics negatively affecting you, prioritize yourself and click off.

Here is a link to a domestic and sexual violence website where you can search for resources by country. If you or someone you know is in a violent and abusive relationship, please don't be afraid to seek support and help. Nobody deserves to be in a relationship or situation that puts their safety at risk, and that includes you. Please take care.

Chapter 1: Prologue

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Prologue


 

He was from Fontaine.

That was how they first began talking, at Lambad’s on a warm April night. Kaveh had just finished a project, but at the end of it all had ended up losing more money than he’d made—again—which as always led him to the tavern to drink away even more mora.

Alone at the bar, head resting against a limp wrist as he stirred the melting ice in his empty cup, the dark haired stranger had caught him. Sitting down with an air of confidence, he lifted a hand and requested two drinks. Kaveh had slid his eyes over, unamused by the approach and wanting nothing more than to just be left alone with his sorrows.

“The name’s Clement,” the man had said, holding out a hand.

Kaveh didn’t shake it. “Kaveh,” he’d responded simply.

There wasn’t so much as a spark.

“Are you from Fontaine?” Kaveh had asked, accepting the free drink that was slid over to him and taking a sip.

Clement nodded. “Born and raised. Have you ever been?”

The alcohol was bitter on Kaveh’s tongue as he said, “My mom lives out there. I went out for her wedding, but that’s the only time I’ve been.”

And after that, as the alcohol loosened his lips, he ended up talking with Clement all night. He didn’t realize how drunk he’d gotten, accepting free drink after free drink. He didn’t remember going home, giggling and flushed, with Clement.

He did remember waking up in the morning, head laying on Clement’s arm, as the sun slipped through the shades. He thought about how long it had been since he had had something like this.

And they kept talking.

 

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