Work Text:
i want everyone to smile and i will keep trying the best i could in order to see it. i alone cannot do lot but i still give all my power.
...Even then...i...
I wanna be by your side but the idea of being not enough to protect you from what's out there in this world makes me feel worthless. I promised many that I will not cry anymore, but still, even then I cant help but to feel this way.
I've been alone for a while now. At home i speak casually, at school i try to be uplifting, and in Wonder stage im the only one there so i talk loudly, dance and sing but i know its not really me within.
Its been long since I felt such embrace. My sister holds me when she knows things are getting bad and I do appreciate that yet the way Tsukasa held me was different. Even in school 1 pretend and act as if l'm still on the stage...however, I shall not lose hope cause I know, I know now I have people who will care for me, the ones that try to look over my smiley mask to ask me if l'm doina fine, yes I have friends who will look at me worryngly. They're the exception, they wont force me to laugh if l'm uncomfortable, willwait to hear my opinion, and when 1 choke up on my words they'll tell me its okay and will comfort me. Yes I am loved now, so why, why is it hard to love them back? why does he not want my or Nene s help? Nevertheless it wont be a lie to say I've been trying, After all I love him...? Right?
I dont ever want you to leave. You looked for me jusr to see me smile.
Emu knows what she was suggesting. And of course she was expecting pills and medicine. She knows now that his mental health was bad enough and it has started affecting his physical well being, of course she was worried sick