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Three weeks of summer drifted by in a haze of silence and shadows. Harry felt himself fraying at the edges, inching closer to the brink with each passing day. He longed for Hogwarts—anywhere but here. The chaos, the homework, even Snape’s biting comments—at least they kept him busy. Here, at Privet Drive, the silence was oppressive, and his mind was starting to crack.
But no one noticed. No one cared. The Dursleys ignored him unless he was in their way or causing trouble. As long as he stayed silent, stayed invisible, he was safe… kind of. But silence came at a cost, and Harry’s mind was beginning to feel the weight of it.
Sometimes, at night, he pressed his forehead to the cold glass of his window and watched the distant stars, wondering if anyone would miss him if he disappeared. Deep down, he knew they wouldn’t. Maybe they’d be surprised, maybe even sad—briefly. But then life would go on, and he’d fade into the back of everyone’s memory.
People always moved on. That was what they did.
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Harry looked out the window to the night sky. He had just woken up from another nightmare. Soon the sun would rise, and another day filled with endless chores would begin.
He lay back down on the thin mattress, eyes fixed on the cracks in the ceiling, waiting. Waiting for the sound of Uncle Vernon’s footsteps. Waiting for Dudley to stomp past his door. Waiting for the moment he’d have to get up and pretend he was fine.
There was nothing else to do but wait.
His body felt heavy, his thoughts even more so. Sometimes, he wondered how many more mornings like this he could take before he broke for good. But even that felt dramatic. He wasn’t important enough to break. He was just… tired.
The faint creak of floorboards above signaled that the house was waking. Harry sat up slowly, his back aching slightly from the awkward position he’d slept in. He rubbed his eyes, threw on the first clean shirt he could find, and slipped quietly downstairs.
The kitchen was cold and silent. He moved on instinct now: open the fridge, take out the eggs, bread, and bacon. He didn’t need to think about it anymore. Breakfast wasn’t for him—it never had been.
By the time Vernon’s heavy footsteps reached the bottom of the stairs, the smell of frying bacon filled the air. Dudley followed soon after, complaining loudly about a dream he barely remembered. Harry didn’t speak. He just kept cooking.
When Petunia finally swept into the kitchen, she didn’t acknowledge him. Not even a glance. As if the breakfast had made itself. As if he wasn’t even there.
“Don’t burn the toast,” she snapped, eyes on the counter. “And clean up properly this time.”
Harry didn’t answer. He knew better than to respond.
The day passed like any other.
Making breakfast.
Cleaning.
Preparing lunch.
Taking care of the garden.
A few threats thrown his way, a slap or two across the face—nothing new.
And then, it was night.
Harry sat on the edge of his bed, the silence pressing against him like a weight. The night was thick and unmoving outside his window, the stars distant and cold. He stared at the floor, fingers curling tightly around the corner of the thin mattress.
It had been three weeks. Three weeks without a single letter. No owl from Ron. No note from Hermione.
At first, he’d tried to make excuses. Maybe something had gone wrong with the post. Maybe Dumbledore was interfering again. Maybe… maybe they were just busy. But deep down, he knew the truth.
They didn't actually care for him.
Just like everyone else never did.
His throat tightened, but no tears came. He was past that. Past hoping someone would come rescue him, or check in, or even ask if he was okay.
The loneliness clawed at him, louder than the beatings, louder than Petunia’s sharp words or Vernon’s threats. The silence hurt more than bruises ever could.
He couldn’t take it anymore. If they weren’t going to come for him, he’d leave on his own. He stood slowly, grabbing his rucksack from the corner of the room. His hands moved automatically—he’d packed it in his head a hundred times already. Wand, a few spare clothes, the little money he had hidden away, his Invisibility Cloak. That was all he needed.
No one would notice he was gone. No one had noticed he was here. He crept downstairs, careful not to wake anyone. The front door clicked softly behind him.
And for the first time in weeks, he could breathe.