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The first thing I felt was cold. Not a polite chill or a draft slipping down a corridor, but a hard snap of cold that bit into my lungs and reminded me I was alive and falling. My eyes opened just in time to see the world tilt, smear, and drop away beneath me. Then the cold vanished as fast as it had come. Heat surged up from below, thick and almost alive, like something waiting at the bottom of a well.
A moment later, the ground slammed into me. My shoulder hit first. My head followed. For a second I honestly thought the damned hole wanted payment before it let me through. The breath rushed out of me. The air tasted metallic and stale, the kind of air that had already been passed around too many desperate people.
The noise came next. Machinery groaned somewhere above me, or maybe it was just the building’s version of breathing. Footsteps dragged. Someone laughed in that broken way people laugh when they’ve forgotten how else to sound. Eyes glinted in the dim light. Shapes sharpened. Faces leaned in.
Akritirians.
The prison.
So the plan had worked. That was something, although lying on the floor with a ringing head wasn’t quite the triumphant entrance I’d hoped for.
I remembered the ninety-second trial, the guard’s hand clamping down on my arm, the sting at my neck. Darkness swallowing me whole.
Then nothing until now.
The men around me shifted enough to let one of them step forward. Broad shoulders. Broken teeth. Forehead like a map of bad decisions. Eyes too bright. He grabbed my collar and hauled me upright before my vision had settled.
The first punch landed before I could brace. Pain bloomed behind my eyes. Another hit came from the left. A knee drove into my ribs. Hands shoved me back into the circle. Someone’s fist split my lip. I threw one punch of my own and felt my knuckles hit a jaw, but it didn’t matter. The assault had its own momentum now, a thing the crowd was feeding.
The floor scraped my cheek. My mouth filled with blood. Laughter echoed overhead. A blow turned the world thin and white.
“Kill him,” someone shouted. More voices followed, eager and ugly.
I rolled on instinct. When death starts calling your name, it’s smart not to stay still. Somehow I got a knee under me. Then a foot.
“Get your hands off me,” I said. It didn’t stop them, but it bought me half a second.
Then a new voice cut through everything.
“Back off.”
It wasn’t loud. It didn’t need to be. It carried enough sharpness to make the room listen.
The sound went through me like a jolt. Hoarse. Scraped thin. Damaged. But underneath the ruin there was a cadence my body recognized before my mind could catch up.
“Nobody touch him,” she rasped. Her voice broke on the last word. “He’s mine.”
The men hesitated. Even in a place like this they recognized a threat when they heard one.
She stepped forward. A small figure. Barefoot. Thinner than she’d ever been. She was wearing a dirty, torn tunic that hung crooked and stopped at mid-thigh, exposing legs streaked with bruises and grime. Her hair had been hacked short, uneven, the kind of cut done by someone who didn’t care if it hurt. Her feet were blackened and grimy. And she held up a knife made from scrap, ugly and stained.
Captain Janeway.
I’d expected to find her; that was the whole point of coming. I hadn’t expected this. She looked pared down to bone and stubbornness, the kind that only grows after seven days of refusing to die. Too thin. Too tired. But still standing.
I should’ve gotten here sooner.
The broad man glanced at her. “Yours? You belong to Karn. That right, Beauty?”
He reached for her face.
She flinched. Small, but real. That tiny movement told me more about her time here than anything she could’ve said.
“No one owns me, Pit,” she said. Her voice was rough, the roughness that comes from fingers around a throat. “Not anymore.”
Only then did I see the bruises circling her neck. Dark. Uneven. A map of someone else’s entitlement.
“He’s dead,” she said.
The room shifted. Anger spreads outward. Fear condenses.
Pit swallowed. “You killed Karn?”
Her knuckles whitened around the knife. “Don’t make me prove it.”
This wasn’t the captain who reminded me to tuck in my shirt or lectured me about the Prime Directive. This was a woman stripped down to survival with one thing left to defend. Somehow that thing was me.
She stepped between me and the others. Her knife stayed up. Her other hand found my sleeve.
“Tom. Come on,” she murmured. “Not here.”
She kept moving, guiding me out of the circle, until the angle of the light forced her to look at me fully. Her gaze landed on my altered face, and everything inside her stuttered. The shape she saw did not match the voice she had just trusted.
Something flickered in her eyes. Not fear of me. Fear of being wrong. Fear of hoping too fast after too many days without anything to hope for.
“Tom?” she whispered, the word thin and scraped raw.
“It’s me, Captain,” I said quietly. I stayed still, letting the sound of my voice carry what my face no longer could. “I just look different. That’s all.”
Her fingers tightened on my sleeve, sharp with need, and then she pulled back as if burned.
“If you’re not him,” she said softly, “please don’t tell me.”
Nothing in the prison had hit as hard as that.
“Captain…”
“Not now,” she whispered. “Move.”
I didn’t argue. She pulled me through the circle. No one tried to stop her. If anything, they stepped back as if she carried something dangerous and ancient.
The corridors beyond smelled of metal and sweat. Prisoners paced in restless loops. Others muttered to themselves. The walls hummed with a frequency that crawled into my skull.
Janeway walked ahead with careful precision. Anyone who drifted too close found her knife angled toward them. And when someone stared too long at me, her hand touched my arm again. Not for support. For protection.
“Eyes forward,” she murmured. Not just to me. It sounded like something she’d carved into herself to stay alive.
I watched her move. Not the bruises or the grime. The way she listened with her whole body. The way she paused at intersections, checking a map that lived inside her now. She’d survived this place by reading it as closely as she read people.
I kept quiet. Talking felt wrong here.
We turned one last corner. The roar of the chute faded behind us.
And that was when it hit me.
All my worst days had been rehearsals. The universe had saved the real performance for this one.
Captain Janeway had come down the chute seven days ahead of me. Nothing I knew about pain or prisons or the ways people break prepared me for the look in her eyes.
Not even close.