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Grian was lying on his stomach on Scars bed kicking his feet behind him texting his feet occasionally kicking the pillow beside Scar who was sitting on the pillows working on an essay.
Scar only wore a pair of sweatpants resting low on his hips, his chest and neck covered in hickeys, some old and some new.
While Grian was wearing Scars t-shirt and his own underwear, much like Scar he had jickies scattered across him but unlike scar he also had a few bites scattered in between.
Scar was diligently typing away when Grian turned around lying on his back now facing Scar.
"How do you spell appeared?" Scar asked.
"a-p-p-e-a-r-e-d" Grian said.
"Oh I was close!" Scar muttered.
Grian shifted up to sit beside Scar, "where are you going for christmas break?" he asked, Scar saves his work and sets his computer down on the floor.
"You know what I'm doing Baby, I'm just going to stay here" Scar said pulling Grian into his lap.
"I'm going home for Christmas" Grian said as Scar leaned in for a kiss.
"Did you ask to rub it in my face!" Scar asked, pressing another kiss to Grians lips.
"No, Do you wanna come home with me?" Grian asked.
"Home as in…" Scar questioned.
"England Baby, meet my family and friends…as…" Grian bit his lip.
"As my… you know" he said.
Scar smiled "As your boyfriend?" Scar asked and cupped Grians cheek as he nodded pulling him in for another kiss.
"I thought you didn't want to put a label on us" Scar said, dropping his hands to slip them up Grians shirt.
Grian leaned forward to lean against Scars chest as Scar moved his arms around him.
"I didn't, but I don't know, I thought about it and um…" Grian rambled as Scar tipped his head back and leaned down for a kiss.
"I would love to go to England with you as your boyfriend," Scar said.
"Even though I can't say the damn word?" Grian asked, Scars eyes and smile softened and he stroked Grians face gently.
"Even though you can't say the damn word" Scar started resting his cheek on Grians hair.
"I'm sorry, It's so simple I should be able to say it" Grian said.
"I…Oh Grian, I love you!" Scar gushed happily, seemingly completely oblivious to the fact that he had for the first time ever in their relationship allowed that word to pass his lips.
Grain watched dumbfounded, his checks heating and a warmth steadily settling within him.
Scar was incredible, absolutely wonderful.
He was the best man Grian could've ever asked for and he found himself wanting to profess that back to said man.
But even just that thought shut his throat up and sent anxiety swirling through him.
Memories of constant fighting followed by I love yous that never lasted skimmed through his head.
His body remembered the feeling of walking on eggshells all the time of the sinking pit that swallowed him whole when another fight inevitably broke out.
Looking at the kind man before him, he knew that reasonably he would never allow such things.
Yet reasonably was not enough to fight the negativity that swarmed him.
"I... I" He tried to force the words, refusing to let his own pathetic feelings get in the way of what he was building Scar, but his throat only constricted further, choking him out of his response.
How could he not even give the man who gave him so much this one thing?
A sudden gentle touch to his face broke him from his spiralling thoughts, making him lock eyes with Scars warm brown ones.
"Hush, you don't need to force it." Scar comforted him, raising a finger to gently rest upon Grians lip to further indicate he did not need to hear what Grian was trying to choke out.
"I knew when I started dating you that things would not be typical for us. You were hurt Grian, badly by what happened. Of course it would not be easy for you to commit fully to a relationship when life has taught you that only brings hurt." Scar started his hands moving to cup Grians face instead, thumbs idly stroking at Grians cheeks.
"Even knowing this, I'll wait for an eternity if that's what it takes. I'll wait even if it never happens cause I adore you, Grian." He said earnestly, Grian turned his face into Scars neck.
"You're going to make me cry," Grian said.
"Yeah I'm sorry about that!" Scar chuckled, pressing a kiss to Grians hair.
"You're a good man Scar, and I'm sorry for everything that my siblings are going to put you through, they're already Planning" Grian said laughing wetly as Scar wipes tears from his cheeks before leaning forward to press a kiss to Scars lips.
"I will have to check my passport though," Scar said after a few minutes of silent cuddling.
"We should probably look into getting you a visa then since you're coming" Grian said.
"I don't need one, my Mom is British, remember I've got a British passport" Scar said, running his fingers through Grians curls when there was a knock on the door.
"There's our pizza" Scar said shifting so he had a better grip on Grian as he sat up.
"What are you doing?" Grian yelped as Scar stood and carried him into the living room and depositing him onto the couch before he opened the door to get their pizza.
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One exhausting flight later and navigating through surprisingly light traffic, they arrive at Grians home.
"You have no right yelling at me about my driving when that's how you drive" Scar said as he got out of the car slamming the door a little louder than he had meant considering the late time.
"I have no idea what you're talking about. I drive perfectly fine!" Grian said, opening the boot of the car.
"No Baby you drive like a mad man!" Scar said, grabbing the suitcases.
"This coming from the man that did ninety in a fifty" Grian said, slinging his bag over his shoulder and slamming the boot shut and walking up the drive.
"I did that once and you scolded me for it!" Scar countered, Grian laughed, shaking his head as he pulled his keys out of his pocket and starting messing about trying to get to the key he needed to unlock the front door. It was not as easy a task as one may think it was with the sheer amount of keychains he has on his keys.
"Seven times Scar and that's only when I called you on it!" Grian corrected, with a roll of his eyes and a yawn.
"Okay fine I speed, I have no idea how to describe what you just did" Scar said.
"Key, give me, I'll drive" he added, holding his hand out expectantly.
"No you'll just speed!" Grian denies and then adds "and drive on the wrong side of the road!" with a chuckle.
Scar lets out an exaggerated gasp.
"That is both true and untrue I'm dumb not stupid I know what side of the road you drive on" he said.
"Oh and what side of the road is it then?" Grian questioned as they got to the front door.
"The one opposite to the side at home," Scar said.
"Left or right," Grian teased a grin spreading on his lips as he turned to face his boyfriend.
"Pft one of them" Scar said leaning down to press a kiss to Grians lips.
"Kissing me will not get you out of this!" Grian chastised pushing Scar back.
Scar laughed "lllllll-eeft" he said, running a hand through his hair, it was falling from the low bun he had pulled it into when they'd gotten off the plane.
It made him annoyingly attractive in the moonlight.
"I know that was a guess but you're right!" Grian said, going up on his tip toes to Kiss him humming apprehensively as Scar pulled him closer and deepened the kiss.
"Of course it was a guess baby I'm right handed and I still can't tell the difference between my left and right!" Scar said when they parted, pressing one last kiss so Grian could stick his key in the keyhole.
Grian rolls his eyes as he gets the door open and takes his suitcase to enter, "I know, I've seen you do the L thing with your hands" He teased.
"I'm dyslexic, shut up" Scar giggled, following him in the house.
Grian locked the door behind them and automatically put his keys on a hook hung on the wall by a red paint chipped G.
It made Scar smile. "What?" Grian asked, seeing the fond look on Scar's face, "Nothing it's just nice to see a house that's lived in and not just for show" Scar said.
"That sounds like something we should unpack" Grian said stepping into his space, "My parents are divorced, nothing more to it really, Can we shower before we go to sleep" Scar asked pecking Grain's forehead,
"We can use that bathroom if you really want a shower!" Grian said pointing to a door on the right helpfully labelled Bathroom with a fading paper sign.
"Oh please 12 hours on a plane is just awful!" Scar said quietly, Grian hummed in confirmation and opened his suitcase to pull out his toiletries and pyjamas and Scar did the same.
"I've never seen a downstairs bathroom have a shower," Scar said as Grian started the water.
"Yeah, my grandparents sometimes stay with us, Gran is in a wheelchair so it was just easier, plus there's five of us including Mum the more Bathrooms the better" Grian explained, pulling off his shirt. "Seven if you include you and my sisters boyfriend" He added
"Is it better for the five of you?" Scar asked pulling Grian to him by his waist.
"Sorta, Mum always got peace using this once cause none of us wanted to tred up or down stairs to take a shower, especially me, My room's in the attic!" Grian answered wrapping his arms around Scars neck to pull him into a kiss.
Scar pulled Grian closer with one hand cupping his chin to deepen the kiss as much as he could without making the angle awkward for Grians shorter stature.
"The Water's going to get cold right" Scar mumbled, reluctantly breaking the kiss
"Well you better hurry on then" Grian teased pulling away as he shoved his trousers and underwear down before getting into the shower leaving Scar scrambling to get undressed to follow him in.
When they got in the shower Scar tried his luck kissing along Grians neck sliding his hands along his boyfriends tempting body.
"Scar" Grian whispered, "hmm" Scar hummed.
"We can't, my mum'll be up soon" Grian protested.
"We'll just have to be quiet then" Scar whispered, chuckling as his hard-on pressed against Grians back.
Grian bit his lip, his eyes fluttering as one of Scars hands snuck lower, "Yeah, Yeah we will" He spun, before Scar could touch him there.
He wrapped his arms around Scars neck as his boyfriend lifted him up, holding him up against the wall, bringing his fingers to Grians folds.
He was wet.
Scar pulled back raising an eyebrow, "What, you are unfortunately and kinda annoyingly attractive, Shut up Scar" Grian hissed pulling Scar for a kiss fucking himself down on Scars fingers.
"You're just as desperate as I am" Scar laughed quietly, running his hand along his dick for a second before lining himself up with Grians hole.
"Of course I am, 12 hours is far too long" Grian whispered, covering his mouth to muffle a moan as Scar slipped in.
"Hmm… we're sluts" Scar whispered, Grian rolled his eyes letting out a startled laughed, "Just fuck me" He demanded before adding a quiet "Slut" that had Scars hips stuttering as he began his movements
Oh! They are so revisiting that.
Scar kept moving his hips, in and out swallowing every moan Grian made, Scar smiled against Grians lips when he felt him clench.
Scar slipped his hand down to play with Grians clit "almost there" Scar grinned.
Grian nodded leaning forward to kiss Scar clenching around him with a muffled moan.
Scar pulled out after Grian came and got himself off using his hand.
"You coulda came in me were in the shower anyway" Grian whispered his head tucked in Scars shoulder.
"You said it made you uncomfortable, I'm not doing anything unless you say so before we even start." Scar said quietly, kissing Grians speechless form.
"So if I said come in me while we were getting undressed" Grian asked, shyly, his cheeks blushing red. "Then I woulda come in you after I made sure you didn't change your mind" Scar said moving Grians hair from his face.
Grian didn't say anything to that, He didn't know what to say to that and Scar didn't seem in need of an answer as he Scar manoeuvred Grian under the water and continued on with the shower normally, taking very special care of him while cleaning him down.
Once the water shuts off, Grian steps out of the shower and grabs some towels for the both of them.
"I…. you know" Grian said, handing Scar a towel.
"I love you too Baby"
As they dried off, Scar started kissing at his neck, Grian sighed, moving his head to the side so Scar had better access, until Grians stomach growled.
"We should get dressed and put something in your stomach before we crash for the night!" Scar said, pulling away from him.
Grian whined but pulled on his pyjamas as did Scar.
"I'm so tired. Can we just go to bed, I'll eat in the morning" Grian said as they walked down the hallway further into the house.
Scar frowned but seeing as he was as familiar with the layout of the house to know where the kitchen was, he just let Grian pull him two flights of stairs and into an oddly neat room.
Too neat for it to be Grians, "i've been gone like five months, okay trust me with the two of us, my rooms gonna look like a tornado hit it by the time we have to fly back to school" Grian said pulling down the quilt cover.
Scar laughed, "How'd you know what I was thinking?" Scar asked climbing onto the mattress, "The look on your face!" Grian muttered climbing in next to him, pulling the quilt over them
As soon as their heads hit the pillows they were out like a light, and slept relatively undisturbed, until later that morning when Grians younger siblings found their bags still left by the door and ran up waking them both.
Well his younger sister did, Grians younger brother trailed in after swearing up and down he had tried to stop Pearl before she got to the stairs. Either way they got a pillow thrown at them and told to go away until Grian was more awake to deal with their bullshit.