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The clear blue sky with sparse cotton white clouds…
…contrasting with the rotten smell of war corpses.
Including mine.
It burned while battling against what was supposed to be a meek goblin camp. Now, only an empty cold remained inside.
A goblin's repulsive head cuts short what could've been the little peace after such a blunder. Drool drips down his dangling tongue as he stares into my eyes. If only I had a last breath to thrust my sword into his perverse face.
It doesn't take long for his body to begin moving back and forth. The clouds behind him rock back and forth to the same rhythm.
I might've been fool enough to fall into their trap, but it doesn't take a fool to understand I'm being raped while my body's still warm.
The edges of my vision darken as the colors grow black and white.
Soon enough, only darkness remains.
I couldn't even have a honorable death.
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A redheaded elf woman appears before me. The white reflection on her glasses conceals her eyes, but I can see her smirk widen into a wicked grin.
She vanishes.
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Muffled sounds reach my ears amid the vast blackness. They slowly get louder and clearer as if my ears unclogged after coming out from underwater.
A white speck of light emerges at the same time, shaped like a rotated eye. It grows bigger and bigger, or is it getting closer? Whatever it is, its intensity gets so strong that it blinds me.
I cannot close my eyes despite the numbing pain, but that matters no more when the light weakens. It still hurts, but now I can see a… masked man?
He inspects me from top to bottom before handing me to a masked woman.
Wait. He 'handed' me?
The woman wipes me completely with a cloth. I try to stop her from touching me as she pleases, but my arms vaguely respond to my commands. More importantly, why are they so tiny compared to her?! Is she a giant? Or…?
Once again, I'm handed to somebody else, though a pretty brunette woman holds me this time. I can see her sweaty smile thanks to the lack of a mask. Tears also roll down her cheeks, yet she seems the happiest person I've ever seen.
She exhales. "He looks beautiful."
'He'?
A rather handsome man leans into the corner of my eye.
"Matthew will grow into a strong, healthy man," he smiles.
'Matthew'? That sounds like a male name.
Hold on a minute.
"Definitely," the woman says. "But shouldn't he be crying?"
I came through an eye-shaped light, was handed between giant people as if I was nothing, and a man and a woman treat me as if they are my… parents?
An immense pressure crushes my chest.
No, it can't be…
I have no choice but to let the tears burst out.
I was born again?!
Time jumps each time I blink. Who knows for how long I've been bawling the pain out, but it's enough to finally calm down and process the situation.
I died foolishly at a trap set by goblins and orcs, and was raped just as my soul left my body. I didn't feel anything, thankfully, but I hate that the last thing I saw was a disgusting goblin.
No, that wasn't the last thing I saw, was it? I swear I saw a redheaded woman with glasses—
A giant brownish nipple jiggles right before my eyes.
Huh?!
The woman—Mother—keeps moving it around.
"C'mon, you must be hungry."
What does that have to do with…?!
My stomach burns a little. It's not growling, but maybe I am hungry. I just can't believe…
The nipple gets closer and closer to my mouth.
"Choo-choo~, here comes your mommy's nipple ready to have her milk sucked dry by her little baby~."
I know, dammit! Why does she have to make it sound… weirdly dirty?
Sigh…. Whatever, I'll just get it over with.
My opening mouth trembles at the thought of sucking another woman's nipple. And she's my mother, to make matters worse. I know she's just innocently breastfeeding her newborn daughter… well, son… but doing it consciously is—
The nipple penetrates my mouth before I realize it, sending a shock down my newborn spine.
"There you go. Now suck on it."
My insides boil.
Because of rage! …Right?
I close my eyes and swallow my pride in. I suck on it and, soon enough, I'm swallowing my mother's breast milk.
Its warmth tickles my mouth and gives me goosebumps.
How can it taste so… pure?
My stomach craves for more, so I suck harder to fulfill its wish. My hands even coordinate to adjust the breast into a better angle and squeeze more milk out.
Mother giggles.
"I can't believe how long I had to wait for this view. To feel this fulfilled. To be this… aroused."
Yeah, yeah. You're the happiest woman alive after giving birth, and you couldn't be more…. What did she just whisper?
"Babe, are you really not gonna feed me your cock today?"
Milk goes down the wrong hole, making me cough a few times.
"Oh honey, are you okay?"
She dares look down at me with the purest of smiles after what she just said.
The shock stops me from choking. That's enough for her to push her nipple back into my mouth.
"Go on, keep sucking. And you Babe, get that cock of yours over here so I can suck your thick milk out."
N-No, this is a nightmare.
Father says, "A nurse might come in any second."
"Exactly, that's what makes it so hot."
After a long pause, he sighs.
"Will you shut up if I do it?"
"I can't talk with a cock stuffing my mouth, can I?"
I must be hearing things wrong. Yes, the language's definitely different and I'm misunderstanding—
A grotesque phallus slides into view above me, right beside mother's wicked face.
T-That's my father's… p-penis?
"Oh yes."
Without hesitation, mother devours the entire member in one go and starts moving her head back and forth vigorously. She might not be able to talk, but her muffled chuckles are still loud.
My body is about to burst in flames.
God, if you're there…. If you exist after everything you've made me go through in the last day…. Why?
And yet, my toothless mouth keeps sucking on mother's nipple to drink more of her breast milk while she sucks on… another kind of nipple to drink… another kind of milk.
Even more disturbing is the fact that her breast milk became tastier when she started doing that.
W-Whatever, I'll ignore it for now. They must be assuming I won't remember a thing and won't do it anymore as I grow. Surely.
I tell myself that, but how am I supposed to ignore the drops falling down her slurping mouth onto the breast I'm sucking?! They are sliding down toward my mouth! I don't even want to know what—!
They both jolt and snap their heads toward the same direction, father's penis instantly disappearing from my sight.
"Oh my god!" a male voice exclaimed out of my view.
"Wait, it's not what it looks like!" Mother screams.
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God…
…I hate you.