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Rosalie moved through the crowd with precise steps, the echo of Bella's body-heat still staining her skin with invisible Bella ink. The human's scent dug in deep, burned into her senses like a brand - green apple, cypress, and beneath it all, the maddening sweetness of her blood. Rosalie's muscles coiled tight as she approached her family, their golden eyes tracking her return with varying degrees of alarm. She refused to acknowledge the word hovering at the edges of her consciousness.
Not mate. Not possible. Not now.
The girl's heartbeat echoed in Rosalie's ears even from across the room, a rapid staccato of fear and fascination. The party continued around her, oblivious to the predators in their midst, to the way Edward's pupils had dilated to pinpricks, to the danger gathering like storm clouds.
Emmett stood at Edward's shoulder, one massive hand resting on the back of his neck - casual to human eyes, but Rosalie recognized the restraint in that touch, the readiness to haul Edward backward if necessary. Alice hovered nearby, her petite frame vibrating with tension as she spoke in rapid, hushed tones to Edward, her eyes flicking to Rosalie and back without pausing in her stream of distracting chatter. Jasper prowled the edges of their little formation, jaw clenched so tight that the tendons stood out beneath his pale skin.
The party's bass thumped through the floorboards, matching the rhythm of dozens of human hearts, each one a temptation. Each one a reminder of what they were, what they shouldn't be. What they couldn't have.
Edward's eyes locked onto Rosalie the moment she joined them, burning with an accusatory intensity that made her want to bare her teeth. She kept her face blank, her posture relaxed despite the tension humming through her dead veins. His gaze penetrated beyond her composed exterior, and she sensed him piecing together something that even she hadn't fully acknowledged yet.
"You touched her," Edward said, his voice pitched too low for human ears.
Rosalie lifted one shoulder in an elegant shrug. "She was about to break her neck. Would you rather I let her die?"
The lie rolled smoothly from her tongue, but the truth burned in her chest. She hadn't saved Bella to maintain their cover or protect human life. She'd reacted on pure instinct, her body moving before her mind could catch up.
Edward's nostrils flared, and she knew he smelled Bella on her clothes, could detect the changes in Rosalie's normally perfect control. His voice dropped to a venomous whisper. "You're affected too."
Ice slid down Rosalie's spine.
"What I'm affected by is your lack of control," she replied, her tone arctic. "You're going to make a scene. We need to leave."
Emmett's grip on Edward tightened fractionally. "Ed's right, though. That was quite the save, Rosie. The way you shot across the room?" He whistled low. "Could have gone pro, girl."
Rosalie dismissed his attempt at humor with an irritated wave. "Humans are unobservant, especially drunk ones. No one noticed."
Except Bella had noticed. Rosalie had seen the questions forming behind those wide brown eyes, the connections being made. The human was dangerously perceptive.
"We need to leave," Rosalie repeated, her voice hardening into command. "Now."
None of them argued. The family closed ranks, forming a protective diamond around Edward - Emmett and Jasper flanking him, Alice leading the way, Rosalie bringing up the rear. The crowd parted for them unconsciously, human instinct recognizing predators even if human minds refused to acknowledge the danger.
Rosalie kept her eyes forward, refusing to search the room for a glimpse of mahogany hair and pale skin. She didn't need to look. She knew exactly where Bella stood, could pinpoint her location by scent and sound alone. The girl watched from near the door, her heart rate still elevated, her friend's arm wrapped protectively around her shoulders. Jessica Stanley, Rosalie's mind supplied. The chatty blonde from the Athena sorority. The girl who'd been telling Bella all about them.
The cool night air hit Rosalie's face as they exited, washing away some of the party's claustrophobic atmosphere. She breathed deeply, trying to clear her head of Bella's intoxicating scent. It didn't work. The smell of cypress and apple clung to her sweater where Bella had pressed against her, a sensory shadow she couldn't shake.
"Edward rides with us," Jasper said, his voice clipped with tension. Not a request.
Rosalie nodded once. Edward's control wavered on a knife's edge, and Jasper's experience with newborns made him better equipped to handle a potential break. Emmett's raw strength would be necessary if restraint failed.
The parking lot was blessedly empty, the nearest humans too far away to tempt Edward further. Jasper and Emmett guided him toward Emmett's modified Jeep, their movements casual to any watching eyes but purposeful to Rosalie's knowing gaze. Edward went without protest, his shoulders hunched, his face a mask of frustrated hunger and disgust.
"We'll meet you at home," Emmett called over his shoulder, his voice deliberately light.
Rosalie watched them go, then turned toward her sleek black Audi RS 7, the vehicle's aggressive lines matching her mood. Alice stood by the passenger door, waiting with unnatural stillness. The absence of her usual chatter felt more threatening than Edward's naked rage.
The car's interior welcomed Rosalie with familiar leather and metal, the custom dashboard gleaming under the parking lot's harsh fluorescents. She started the engine, the purr of German engineering a balm to her frayed nerves. Alice slid into the passenger seat without a word, her petite frame nearly swallowed by the seat.
Rosalie reversed with precise control, then accelerated onto the main road, pushing the car faster than human reflexes could safely manage. The speedometer climbed past eighty, the forest on either side of the road blurring into a dark smear. The familiar drive gave her hands something to do, her mind something to focus on besides the memory of Bella's warm body against hers, the soft gasp of surprise, the widening of those intelligent brown eyes.
Alice's silence stretched between them, a presence with its own gravity. Rosalie refused to break it first. She kept her eyes on the road, her hands at perfect ten and two on the steering wheel, her foot steady on the gas. The miles disappeared beneath the Audi's wheels, but the distance did nothing to ease the turmoil in Rosalie's chest.
"You know what she is to you," Alice finally said, her voice soft in the darkness of the car.
Rosalie's fingers tightened on the steering wheel, the leather creaking in protest. "She's a complication we don't need."
"The Bella girl will matter to all of us," Alice continued as if Rosalie hadn't spoken. Her eyes reflected the dashboard lights, giving her a spectral appearance. "But more to you than even Edward. I can see several possible outcomes, but that one variable is solid."
The words hung in the space between them, a truth Rosalie couldn't bring herself to acknowledge. She pressed harder on the accelerator, the car's engine snarling in response. The steering wheel would carry the imprints of her fingers tomorrow, permanent dents in the handcrafted leather.
"Edward wants to kill her," Rosalie said instead of addressing Alice's statement. "His singer. His perfect little drug. And she’s gorgeous. Petite, doe eyed. A naive Freshman which means… She pushes all his buttons - temptation, sin, his whole martyr complex. Fuck, he’s going to be playing so much broody piano over this."
"And what does she push in you, Rose?"
Everything. The answer rose unbidden in Rosalie's mind. Bella Swan pushed every button, triggered every instinct, awakened things Rosalie had thought died with her human body in that alley in 1980. Protection. Desire. Tenderness. The possibility of something beyond endless, empty years.
"Nothing," Rosalie lied. "She's just another human. I just saved her, okay? It was the right thing to do. I could save her, so I did. Fuck off with the rest of this nonsense. I’m not in the mood."
Alice's silence spoke volumes, but she mercifully let the subject drop. The car ate up the final miles to the Cullen house, its headlights cutting through the dense forest that surrounded their property. Ahead, the warm glow of home beckoned, but Rosalie felt only dread at what waited inside. Edward's accusations. Carlisle's concerned rationality. Esme's quiet understanding.
And beneath it all, the terrible knowledge that Bella Swan had ruined everything with her unassuming presence, her quiet intelligence, her complete lack of fear when she should have been terrified. Rosalie had spent decades perfecting her isolation, cultivating her ice queen persona, protecting herself from the pain of attachment. One touch had threatened to unravel it all.
She parked the Audi in its usual space beside Carlisle's Mercedes, turning off the engine but making no move to exit. Alice watched her with knowing eyes, patient in her stillness.
"I won't let him hurt her," Rosalie said quietly, the words escaping before she could stop them.
Alice nodded once, a small smile playing at the corners of her mouth. "I know. That's what I'm counting on. That’s the best outcome I can see. It’s a good choice, Rosalie."
Rosalie wanted to demand an explanation, to force Alice to share whatever information she was hoarding behind that enigmatic smile and crazy mathematical genius brain of hers. But Emmett's Jeep pulled in beside them, its oversized tires crunching on the gravel, and the moment passed. The real battle was about to begin, and Rosalie needed all her defenses intact.
She stepped out of the car, her face once again the perfect mask of cold indifference, her posture radiating boredom and disdain. Only Alice would have noticed the slight tremor in her hands as she slammed the car door with more force than necessary.
Inside the house, Edward paced like a caged animal, and Rosalie braced herself for the confrontation to come. But beneath her iron control, beneath the layers of protection she'd built around herself, one thought circled like a prayer or a curse:
Her name is Bella Swan.
The Cullen house erupted into chaos the moment the door shut on the whole circus. Edward stalked the polished floors of the high-ceilinged foyer like a tightrope walker, balancing between life and death. His footsteps echoed against the stone as he battled between restraint and desire. His hands clenched and unclenched at his sides, tendons standing out like cords. The bronze hair he spent so much time perfecting now stood in disarray where he'd raked his fingers through it repeatedly.
Rosalie leaned against the doorframe, watching his display with cold calculation while the scent of Bella Swan still drifted faintly from her clothes. A secret thrill and torment that she refused to acknowledge.
He couldn’t have that too.
"Her blood," Edward hissed, turning on his heel to pace back in the other direction. "You don't understand. It's unlike anything—" He broke off, pressing his knuckles against his teeth.
"A singer," Emmett said, perching on the arm of one of Esme's carefully selected couches. The furniture creaked under his muscular frame. "Been a while since we've encountered one of those. A sweet, sultry siren, singing just for you."
Jasper kept his distance, positioning himself near the large windows that dominated the eastern wall. His military bearing remained rigid, his scars more pronounced in the soft lighting of the house. "It's more than that. It’s not just a siren call, a fleeting desire that can be deflected eventually. It's obsession. A craving awakened. It shifts everything."
"Of course it's obsession," Alice chimed in, her voice tight with uncharacteristic tension. "His perfect torment in human form. If Bella Swan were designed specifically to test Edward's control, she couldn't be more effective."
Edward stopped his pacing to glare at Alice. "This isn’t a joke at my expense."
"Isn't it?" Rosalie pushed off from the doorframe, her movements fluid with predatory grace. "The universe drops the perfect blood type right into your lap, wrapped in a package you can't seem to decide whether to eat, fuck, or condemn. Very Old Testament, Edward."
Edward's eyes darkened, the gold giving way to something closer to black. "You have no idea what you're talking about."
"No?" Rosalie raised a perfectly arched eyebrow. "Then why don't you tell us exactly what you're thinking? What you wanted to do to her? The precise way you imagined draining her dry in that crowded room?"
"Rosalie," Alice warned.
"What? We're all thinking it. We all saw him ready to pounce the moment she walked in." Rosalie took a deliberate step forward, her heels clicking against the stone floor. "Or was it something else, Edward? Did little Miss Swan offend your delicate sensibilities? Not pure enough for your tastes?"
Like me?
A sound between a growl and a groan tore from Edward's throat. "Am I not in enough pain for you, Rosalie? I didn't ask for this. I don't want it."
The front door opened before Rosalie could respond, Carlisle stepping through with a medical bag in hand. His expression shifted from tired contentment to alert concern in a fraction of a second. At the same moment, Esme appeared at the top of the grand staircase, her caramel hair loose around her shoulders, her eyes sharp.
The family tableau froze at their entrance, the chaos momentarily suspended. The clown in the spotlight while the lions prowled at the edges.
"Guess I should have eavesdropped after all," Carlisle said mildly, setting his bag down on a side table. His pale hands, capable of such surgical precision, now spread in a calming gesture. "Anyone want to clue me in? Why don't we discuss this rationally?"
"That would require Edward to be rational," Rosalie muttered.
Esme descended the stairs with quiet authority, her silk robe flowing behind her. Unlike Carlisle's placating tone, hers held steel. "What happened?"
The question broke the temporary silence, everyone speaking at once. Emmett's booming voice described the party while Jasper offered strategic assessments of Edward's behavior. Alice tried to explain her observations while Edward himself defended his actions with theological justifications about temptation and sin. Their voices rose and tangled, creating a symphony of vampire concern.
Rosalie remained silent, watching Esme's face. Of all of them, Esme understood best. Her gaze met Rosalie's for a brief moment, and a current of understanding passed between them.
Carlisle moved to Edward's side, one hand settling on his shoulder. Esme mirrored the action on Edward's other side. Their positions formed a triangle of support, Carlisle and Esme creating an anchor for Edward's turmoil.
"Start from the beginning," Carlisle said, his voice the same one he used with frightened patients. "What exactly happened at the party?"
Edward inhaled deeply, unnecessarily. "There was a girl. Bella Swan. Her blood... it's like nothing I've encountered before. The moment she walked in, it was like a hook in my throat, pulling me toward her."
"A singer," Carlisle nodded. "I've experienced it once, many years ago. The call of a particular human's blood that seems designed specifically for one vampire."
"I nearly lost control," Edward admitted, his voice dropping to a whisper. "If the others hadn't been there..."
"But we were there," Alice interjected. "And you didn't lose control."
"This time," Jasper added ominously. "What about next time? The university isn't that large. Paths will cross. Classes share buildings."
We need her class schedule. I need her schedule.
Emmett leaned forward, his massive forearms resting on his knees. "We've dealt with worse. Remember that hiking group that stumbled onto our baseball game in Montana? Seven humans, just us, middle of nowhere?"
"This is different," Edward insisted. "She's different."
Rosalie scoffed loudly, the sound cutting through the tense atmosphere. All eyes turned to her, golden gazes of varying intensity. She pushed off from the wall, her movements precise, controlled, the opposite of Edward's desperate pacing.
"Different how, Edward? Because you want to kill her more than the average human? Because her blood smells extra special?" Rosalie's voice dripped with disdain. "Or is it the same old story? A human tempts you, and suddenly it's a cosmic tragedy, a test of your virtue, your cross to bear. What happens when you get to know her, Eddy? What if she’s that perfect doormat you’ve been searching for?"
"Rosie," Emmett cautioned, but she ignored him.
"Let's be honest about what will happen. Sooner or later, you'll slip. You'll give in. You'll drain her dry in some dark corner of campus, and then we'll all have to pack up and disappear again." She stepped closer to Edward, her words precise and cutting. "And when you do kill her, when you fail, will you call it God's will then? This trial of temptation that He’s putting you through, an innocent college girls life on the line, is this His plan?"
Edward flinched as if she'd struck him. "You don't understand what it's like."
"Don't I?" Rosalie's laugh held no humor. "You think you're the only one fighting instincts? The only one with demons? I just don’t whine about it, broadcast it for anyone and everyone to see. You’re not complex, you want attention for your suffering."
"That's enough," Carlisle said, his gentle tone belying the command in his words. "This helps no one, Rosalie."
She turned her glare to Carlisle. "What helps is honesty. Edward can barely handle being in the same room as this girl. He's a threat to her and to our security."
The truth of it burned in Rosalie's chest, alongside something she refused to name. Fear, perhaps. Concern. The terrible knowledge that Bella Swan's life now hung in the balance, dependent on Edward's shaky control. The memory of Bella's warmth against her, those wide brown eyes looking up in confusion and fascination rather than terror. The soft catch of her breath when Rosalie had growled.
So no, she didn’t need to be this big of a bitch to Edward, but she was struggling with her own problems surrounding the girl. Mainly the incredibly urge to rip Edward apart to keep Bella safe from him. She could restrain her physical urges. The verbal venom she was spitting would have to ease the pressure off so she didn’t actually rip his head off.
"We will handle this as a family," Esme said firmly. "Edward will not be alone in his struggle."
Rosalie crossed her arms, her nails digging into her biceps with enough force to leave marks on human skin. The family continued to discuss options - Edward taking a leave from classes, hunting more frequently, avoiding spaces where Bella might be. Strategies and contingencies, all revolving around managing Edward's weakness.
None of them addressed the elephant in the room: the simplest solution would be for Edward to leave Rainier entirely. But that would mean admitting defeat, admitting that a mere human girl had driven him away. His pride wouldn't allow it, and the family's devotion to him meant they'd rearrange their lives to accommodate his struggle instead.
And Rosalie would watch him. She would be honest and realistic and she would make sure that Edward didn’t harm a hair on Bella’s head. If he so much as annoyed her…
As the conversation circled, Rosalie felt the walls closing in. The stubborn scent of Bella remained soaked into her clothes, commingled with her own scent now in a horrifically pleasing way, tormenting her with each unnecessary breath. She needed space, needed the comfort of cold metal and engine grease, the meditative routine of disassembling and rebuilding. She needed her tools, her garage, her music blasting loud enough to drown out her own thoughts.
Most of all, she needed distance from Edward's melodrama and her own conflicted reactions to Bella Swan.
"I'm going to my apartment," she announced abruptly, cutting through Carlisle's measured suggestions. "I don't need to hear him moan about sin and his righteousness while he whines about struggling over not killing a girl. At least it's not a man, right? Can you imagine. That would be a sin too far."
The cruelty of the words hung in the air. Edward's jaw tightened, but he said nothing. She'd hit her mark, as she'd intended. Make him angry enough, and he might focus on his hatred of her instead of his obsession with Bella.
Alice had her distraction techniques, Rosalie had hers.
"Rosalie," Esme called after her as she strode toward the door.
She didn't turn around. Her hand closed around the ornate brass doorknob, applying too much pressure in her haste to escape. The metal groaned beneath her grip.
"Let her go," she heard Carlisle say quietly. "She needs time."
Rosalie yanked the door open with enough force to send a crack spiderwebbing through the wooden frame. She didn't look back as she stepped into the cool night air, didn't acknowledge the concerned gazes boring into her back. The door slammed behind her with a satisfying bang that would have Esme frowning over repair costs tomorrow.
The night embraced her, dark and quiet and mercifully empty of family drama. Rosalie moved to her car with vampire speed, no human eyes present to witness her unnatural grace. The Audi welcomed her with the familiar scent of leather and metal, the key sliding home with a perfect click.
As she peeled away from the Cullen property, gravel spraying from beneath her tires, Rosalie allowed herself to acknowledge the storm brewing inside her. Fury at Edward's weakness. Disdain for his self-pitying justifications. Fear for Bella Swan's life.
And beneath it all, a terrible, unwanted longing that had sparked the moment she'd caught that fragile human body against her own.
She would be better than Edward.
Rosalie pressed harder on the accelerator, the engine's growl echoing her internal turmoil. Her apartment waited, with its workshop full of tools, its solitude, its blessed absence of judging golden eyes. She would lose herself in the mechanical precision of an engine rebuild, blast Deftones or TOOL until the neighbors complained, and pretend that nothing had changed.
But even as she mapped this retreat, her mind was already calculating a different route. The path to RSU, where Bella Swan would be sleeping in her dorm room. She could find her, follow the scent that called to her just a little differently than it did to Edward.
The necessary precautions she would need to take to ensure Edward didn't detect her presence. Because she knew for fact, even without Alice’s spooky brilliance, that Edward would be haunting Bella at every opportunity.
Rosalie might not be able to acknowledge what Bella Swan was becoming to her, might not be able to name the pull she felt toward the human girl with the perceptive eyes and quiet strength. But she could ensure Bella survived Edward's obsession.
Even if it meant protecting Bella from the monster Rosalie herself had become.