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“Buck, you wanna tell me what’s going on with you?” Chimney asked in the locker room of the station as they got ready for their shift. Hen was already in her office working, meanwhile Eddie and Ravi had yet to arrive. “You’ve basically been bouncing off the walls and spinning in circles all week. It’s making me dizzy.”
Buck bit his lip. The truth was he was pent up. Sexually. To the point that his left hand really wasn’t helping at all anymore. He’d been trying to not let it get to him and keep it to himself, but the longer it went on the worse it got. And it was getting bad.
Buck and Tommy had always had a very healthy sex life- the first time they were dating, the second time they were dating, while engaged and since getting married, hell they’d even had a decent sex life with each other in the time they hadn’t been dating. Right up until shortly before finding out Tommy was pregnant. Before they’d found out they’d still had some sex when Tommy was feeling up to it but a lot of times he’d been having what they later found out to be early pregnancy symptoms that had been mood-killers for Tommy most nights. And then twelve weeks ago they found out Tommy was eleven weeks pregnant and it was like a switch had been flipped and they hadn’t had any kind of sex at all since.
Buck knew that Tommy was feeling insecure over his rapidly changing body, and was still at times freaked out at the fact that he was pregnant at all, so Buck understood why Tommy wasn’t interested in having sex and he’d never push Tommy to do something he didn’t want to. But that didn’t change the fact that going from sex multiple times a week every week to nothing for almost four months was doing a number on Buck.
“I’m not sure you wanna know.” Buck warned Chimney.
“If anything you saying that makes me more curious, Buckaroo.” Chimney decided.
Buck considered for a moment while chewing on his lip before deciding ‘fuck it’- he needed to talk to someone about this and he didn’t have many great options. Buck hadn’t had that kind of friendship with Eddie in a long time, and he absolutely was not going to talk about anything sex-related with Maddie or Athena for different yet similar reasons. Hen had made a very clear boundary about not wanting to know anything about Buck and Tommy’s sex life which was understandable given she was Buck’s Captain and a lesbian. Ravi would probably listen if Buck talked with him about it, but Ravi had no way he could possibly relate to it and would end up wishing he hadn’t heard about it. Which meant Chimney seemed to be the best option Buck had- at least Chim had experienced what it was like to be at the mercy of one’s pregnant significant other’s every whim.
“Ever since finding out about the pregnancy Tommy and I haven’t done anything , if you get what I’m saying.” Buck confessed.
Chimney’s eyes went wide with what could’ve been shock or horror.
Buck turned his attention back to what he’d been doing before. “Told you you didn’t wanna know.” He sighed. He should’ve known Chimney wouldn’t discuss this with him. It was too weird being brothers-in-law.
Chimney cleared his throat before speaking. “I’d rather not get specific details here, so watch it or I’ll walk out- but nothing like nothing at all, or just not the main event?” He asked delicately.
“ Nothing . I’m lucky if our goodnight kiss lasts longer than five seconds.” Buck huffed.
“Damn, no wonder you’re climbing the walls.” Chimney frowned. “Why haven’t you two…? I mean, is there like a medical reason or something? You two have always been pretty strong in that department- hell sometimes a little too strong.”
“I mean at first- even before we found out- things cooled off just because Tommy hadn’t been feeling up to it very often. And then once we found out it stopped entirely.” Buck explained. “Tommy’s just been feeling insecure, about his body, about the fact that he’s pregnant at all, all of it.”
Chimney nodded slowly. He knew now for the entire time he’d known Tommy, Tommy had possessed some deep insecurities but at the same time it still surprised him because in Chimney’s mind Tommy Kinard had nothing to be insecure about. And of course Chimney knew that wasn’t how insecurities worked, but still. Chimney didn’t know as much about Tommy’s childhood as say Buck would, but Chim did know Tommy’s dad had been abusive and very homophobic, so it wasn’t all that hard to guess that at least some of Tommy’s insecurities surrounding his pregnancy stemmed from that. “That’s rough.” He wasn’t sure what else to say to Buck.
“Yeah. And obviously I’m not gonna push him to do anything if he’s not up for it. But just because I understand why it’s not happening doesn’t fix the fact that it’s not happening.” Buck pointed out. His head understood, his dick didn't.
“I wish I had some kind of advice to offer you, but I don’t.” Chimney admitted. “I’ll spare you the details- so let’s just say for the most part things never cooled off like that with me and Maddie during her pregnancies, at least not for those reasons- the kidnapping when she was pregnant with Nash was obviously different.” Chim muttered the last part. “Actually it was almost like things heated up even more for us- if you had troubles with that then I could relate.”
“There’s actually another element to my problem and I don’t know if I’m crazy or not for it.” Buck admitted.
“What’s that?” Chimney asked, even if he was a little afraid of the answer.
Buck looked at his boot as he laced it up and spoke. “Well- if this is like, way too much feel free to walk about, but did you ever feel like- like I dunno, seeing her pregnant did a little extra something for you?” Buck wondered. “Like knowing you did that?”
“You’re walking the line there Buck,” Chimney warned. “But, I do think what you’re describing is normal, if that helps.”
“Yeah.” Buck confirmed. “Sorry if this is weird, I just don’t know who else to talk to about it, you know?”
“As long as we don’t make a habit of it.” Chimney chuckled.
“Agreed.” Buck promised and left it at that.
Over the coming weeks the rest of the 118 watched Buck get more and more restless. Eventually they began assigning him the most obscure chores they could, anything to occupy him for a little extra time, and keep him out of their hair.
Chimney and Hen were at the dining table in the loft working on some paper work while Buck was cleaning the gutters and sweeping the roof, and Eddie and Ravi were in the apparatus bay mopping- their conversation loud enough for Hen and Chim to hear.
“Any idea what is going on with Buck recently? I mean it’s weird, right?” Ravi asked.
“No idea.” Eddie shrugged. “Your guess is as good as mine.”
“Do you think it’s like nerves or something? About the baby and all?” Ravi guessed.
“I mean I suppose it could be. I’m sure I was a wreck the entire time Christopher’s mother was expecting.” Eddie confessed.
Chimney set his pen down and looked at Hen. “I’m gonna tell ‘em.” He decided.
Hen had figured out what was going on with Buck a week or two ago on her own. She knew Tommy was dealing with some internalized-homophobia-esque insecurities since getting pregnant, and it had seemed obvious to her that all the physical changes happening to his body would be a tough pill for Tommy to swallow too. Combine that with all Buck’s pent up energy, it wasn’t hard to guess they hadn’t been having sex. And she and Chimney had both realized that one another knew what Buck’s problem was and had taken relief in the fact that they weren’t the only ones burdened with the knowledge of what was really wrong with Buck.
Hen hardly looked up from her paperwork. “Don’t you dare.”
“It’s not fair that we have to suffer knowing the truth while they get to be so oblivious to it!” Chimney huffed.
“Chim, let them live in peace, they don’t need this. Not to say we do but,” Hen signed the bottom of the form she'd been working on with a flourish and flipped the page over to her ‘done’ pile.
“If we have to suffer, so should they.” Chimney crossed his arms.
“Do you think they would appreciate you telling them?” Hen looked up at him. “Would Buck? Would Tommy?” She stared pointedly at Chimney.
Chimney sighed and grabbed his pen again. “I hate it when you’re right, you know that?”
Hen just chuckled at that and turned back to her paperwork.
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A couple weeks had passed since Buck had vented to Chimney about the lack of sex he and Tommy were having and the situation hadn’t gotten any better since. In fact it was getting worse- not just because of the length of time since they’d last done anything, but because some possessive animalistic thing in Buck’s brain was being driven insane watching Tommy’s body change and grow as the pregnancy progressed.
Tommy was 25 weeks along and his belly was big enough now that there was absolutely no denying the fact that he was pregnant and no amount of baggy clothing was hiding it anymore- Tommy was definitely pregnant with Buck’s daughter. Tommy’s pecs had gotten a bit bigger too, and on account of the pregnancy changing some of Tommy’s work out routines, he’d been doing more leg and arm work and less chest/abs/back or cardio. Tommy’s hair had gotten even thicker than it normally was and despite how insecure Tommy was about it all, in Buck’s option Tommy really was glowing. And even though Buck knew Tommy was insecure about it all and it made him feel guilty for loving it so much and being so turned on by it, he couldn’t help it.
“Tommy? I’m home!” Buck called out as he entered the house, arriving home from a twenty-four hour shift.
Tommy appeared a moment later and quickly wrapped his arms around his husband in the tightest hug he could, his face buried in Evan’s neck.
Buck was a little caught off guard but hugged Tommy back. “Is everything okay? Are you alright? Is she?” Buck asked worriedly.
“I’m fine, she’s fine. We’re good.” Tommy was quick to reassure. “And I’m sorry.” He added.
“Hun, what are you sorry for?” Buck wondered what Tommy could possibly feel he needed to apologize for.
“For how long it’s been since we’ve had sex.” Tommy mumbled into Evan’s neck.
“I get it Tommy, okay? You don’t have to apologize-” Buck started.
Tommy disrupted Evan’s train of thought with a kiss to Evan's neck. “Think we could try and make up for some lost time?”
Buck gasped a little at the sensation because of course his husband knew the exact right spot to get the most reaction from Buck. “Are- are you sure? Because I don’t want to if you’re only doing it because you think it’ll make me happy, Tommy.” Buck warned.
Tommy shook his head. “Want it.” He kissed Evan’s neck again. “Tried helping myself but my belly got in the way.” He sucked at another spot on Evan’s neck, knowing exactly how much pressure he could use and how long he could go for before risking leaving a hickey that would last til Evan’s next shift. “Please touch me baby.”
And Buck absolutely did not need to be told twice. He pulled Tommy’s face up towards his and their lips crashed together with messy desperation as Buck guided them down the hallway and towards their bedroom. Clothes were quickly shed as both Buck and Tommy grabbed and groped at whatever piece of each other they could get their hands on. Eventually Buck managed to pull away from the kiss to ask, “What do you want?” He panted.
“Anything,” Tommy said breathlessly. “Your hands, your mouth, your dick, all of it.”
“Don’t gotta tell me twice.” Buck said and was quick to resume kissing his husband as he took hold of Tommy’s hardening cock and began stroking. He guided Tommy towards the bed, hardly breaking the kiss until the last moment before Tommy got onto the bed on his hands and knees. Buck grabbed a bottle of lube from the bedside table. “How much prep do you need?” He asked breathlessly between kisses.
“None. Already did it.” Tommy panted. “Just fuck me, please.” His back was arched, his ass perfectly on display for Evan.
Buck nodded and coated his aching hard-on in lube, then used the extra lube left on his fingers to test that Tommy was stretched enough.
Tommy clenched down tightly around Evan's fingers. “Ev, your dick, now. Please.” He begged. The pregnancy hormones had hit him like a semi-truck, fast and hard, and he almost felt like he'd been possessed by some sex-addicted monster. He was so needy and desperate for his husband that Tommy honestly didn't know how he'd managed to wait for Evan to get home from work.
“Okay, hang on.” Buck removed his fingers and lined up the tip of his dick with Tommy’s entrance.
“Please.” Tommy whined, having what he needed right there but not quite satisfying his needs yet may as well have been torture right now for Tommy.
“I got you.” Buck promised and pushed in until he nearly bottomed out, just enough space left to get his hand around the base of his cock and squeeze to keep himself from cumming right then. His husband needed to be fucked and Buck planned on delivering what Tommy needed, his own pleasure an afterthought at best.
Tommy moaned as Evan finally slid home, providing the relief Tommy so desperately needed.
“Fuck you feel so good Tommy.” Buck panted as he began establishing a rhythm. His mind was still spinning over how in what had to be less than ten minutes he'd gone from driving home to balls deep in his husband for the first time in months.
“You-” Tommy gasped. “You too baby. Fuck.”
“God I missed this, Tommy you don't even know.” Buck gripped Tommy’s hips as he picked up his pace before Tommy had to ask. “Do you know how fucking sexy you are right now? How badly I've wanted to touch you?”
“Ev,” Tommy whimpered. He'd never seen Evan quite like this in bed before and he was quickly finding he liked it. A lot.
“Tommy you have no idea what it's like- what it does to me seeing you walk around pregnant knowing I did that to you.” Buck nearly growled. The words were leaving his mouth before his brain could screen them but all signs from Tommy suggested he liked it. “It’s the hottest fucking thing I've ever seen Tommy.”
“Oh fuck. Please, Ev,” Tommy begged, not even entirely sure what he was begging for. All Tommy knew was that he was painfully hard despite two orgasms earlier just to take the edge off until Evan could get home, and he was desperate to get off again. Tension was growing low in his stomach telling him his impending orgasm was near, but that wasn't enough.
Buck was quick to wrap a hand around Tommy’s leaking cock while Buck’s other hand remained firmly on Tommy's hip as he kept up his pace.
Tommy shifted his hips slightly and suddenly Evan was nailing his prostate with every thrust and the next thing Tommy knew his vision was whiting-out as thick ropes of cum shot out over Evan's hand and he clenched tightly around Evan’s dick.
Tommy’s sudden orgasm and the way he clenched like a vice around Buck’s dick sent Buck over the edge, cumming deep inside Tommy with a groan. After a moment Buck carefully pulled out, then moved to kiss Tommy on the lips. “How was that?”
“So good.” Tommy panted. “Round two after I hit the washroom and clean myself up a little?” He asked after taking a moment to catch his breath.
“Absolutely.” Buck agreed immediately. “Hell I’m sure I could do three if you really wanted.” Buck decided. Any feelings he’d had of being tired after his shift were long gone now that sex- now that release - was on the table.
“Let’s see how we feel after two.” Tommy chuckled.
“Okay.” Buck agreed, the relief he felt finally getting some relief after so long had Buck at a point where he’d agree to just about anything right now.
Tommy got up and quickly did what he needed to in their ensuite, then returned to where Evan was waiting for him in the bedroom while moving some of the extra pillows and blankets off the bed because they’d definitely need to change the sheets when they were done. He pulled Evan into another sloppy, passionate kiss and after a moment he wrapped his hand around Evan’s cock which had barely gotten a chance to soften in the first place.
Buck did all he could to refrain rocking his hips against Tommy’s hand. “Not that I’m complaining, T, but what changed?” He wondered as he began to return the favor, slowly stroking Tommy’s dick.
“Don’t know. Just horny. Dr Turner said this might happen.” Tommy rattled off. “Missed this.” He added.
“I missed this too.” Buck promised. “How do you want this round to go?”
Tommy looked at Evan then grabbed a pillow off their bed and dropped it on the ground at their feet with a smirk.
Buck was ready to kneel down on the pillow, happy to go along with anything Tommy wanted, but instead Tommy was the one who knelt down and Buck was shocked that the sight didn’t cause him to shoot off right then. Buck felt like his brain chemistry was being altered watching his pregnant husband sink to his knees to suck his cock.
Tommy watched with pride as Evan’s dick twitched seeing Tommy get on his knees in front of Evan, and Evan’s face showed a myriad of expressions from shock to desire to excitement to hunger and more. Tommy kept a firm hand on Evan’s hip and looked up at his husband as he licked a stripe up the near 9 inch length from base to tip, sending shivers down Evan’s spine. Tommy knew exactly what Evan liked and he was determined to deliver. He swirled his tongue around the head of Evan’s dick while watching Evan’s face through his eyelashes.
Buck shivered as he slid his hand into Tommy’s hair, tugging at Tommy’s hair ever so slightly. He could tell he wasn’t going to last long at all if the heat already pooling low in his gut was anything to go by, and he didn’t care. Buck was, however, going to enjoy every second of this.
Finally Tommy took the head of Evan’s dick into his mouth and started bobbing his head, slowly taking more and more. He didn’t want to risk gagging and ruining things, so he didn’t push himself to take the whole thing, and instead wrapped the hand that wasn’t on Evan’s hip around what he couldn’t get in his mouth.
“Fuck, Tommy.” Buck panted. “That’s so good. Holy fuck. Do you even have any idea how good you look right now?”
Tommy just gave a small hum in acknowledgement and continued with what he was doing.
“Shit, Tommy,” Buck panted. “I love you and I respect whatever it is that you want or need, but I really hope we don’t ever go this long without sex again,”
Tommy pulled off Evan’s length for a brief moment to slick one of his fingers with spit. “Don’t plan on it.” He told Evan, before resuming his mission to give Evan the best blowjob he possibly could, now while also teasing Evan’s hole with his spit-slick finger.
“Tommy, if you keep that up I’m not gonna last very long,” Buck warned, a jolt of excitement and even more pleasure growing at the sensations.
Tommy hummed in acknowledgement and sped up his pace, wanting to give his husband the orgasm he’d been denying him for so long. When he finally saw the tell-tale signs that Evan was about to cum, Tommy quickly bobbed his head up and down once more before quickly pulling off and pointing Evan’s dick down-wards, covering Tommy’s chest and belly with cum instead of his face.
Buck groaned as he came for the second time that night and let his grip on Tommy’s hair loosen as Tommy pulled away. Cumming all over Tommy’s chest and belly really did it for him too, and he was so glad that they’d agreed to consider a round 3. “God Tommy, that was so good.” He praised as he helped Tommy get up off the ground.
“Yeah?” Tommy asked, worried he’d be rusty after a couple months abstinence.
“Yeah.” Buck nodded quickly as he gently bullied Tommy onto the bed. “It’s almost like seeing your pregnant husband get on his knees for you just does something to your brain. I think that was one of the hottest things we’ve ever done.”
“Really?” Tommy asked as he sat down on the bed, then leaned back against the pillows.
Buck grabbed the extra pillow off the carpeted floor and tucked it underneath Tommy’s hips just in case. “Really.” He confirmed as he nudged Tommy’s legs apart enough for his broad frame to fit between them. “God I love you.”
“I love you too.” Tommy echoed as he pulled Evan in for another searing kiss.
Over the next couple days the couple had a lot more sex in-between numerous loads of laundry to wash and re-wash their sheets. They did find that there were some positions they couldn’t do so easily now with Tommy’s belly in the way, and some things that weren't as enjoyable as they were pre-pregnancy but Tommy and Buck didn’t let that bother them. Even though Buck had told Tommy after a while that they didn’t need to ‘make up for lost time’ by the end of Buck’s 72 hours off, it sure felt like they’d made up for quite a lot of what they’d missed. And thankfully for Buck, that meant he was a lot calmer and far less jumpy than he had been just days before.
After Buck’s three days off, he diligently headed back into work, and once again found himself in the locker room with Chimney.
Chimney almost immediately clocked the change in Buck’s demeanor. “You seem a lot calmer than you did last shift.”
“Yeah, I uh, I definitely am.” Buck confirmed.
“So does that mean…” Chimney trailed off.
“That Tommy and I finally had sex again?” Buck supplied with a grin. “Yes, it does.”
“No offense but thank god. It was getting pretty tough to relax with you running around all worked up the way you were.” Chimney told Buck truthfully.
“Well I don’t think you’ll need to worry about that any time soon.” Buck chuckled in agreement.
Less than two hours later they’d just arrived back at the station and gotten out of the engine when Ravi stopped, the look on his face suggesting a realization had just dawned on him.
“You all good there, Rav?” Chimney asked.
“Yeah. Just finally think I figured out what’s been going on with Buck lately.” Ravi admitted, looking over at Buck who was already hanging up his turnouts.
“What makes you say that?” Chimney wondered.
“Just realized that the look on Buck’s face is the look of someone who just had some really good sex. I guess him and Tommy hadn’t done anything for a while.” Ravi explained.
“Well, not that it’s really any of our business, or my place to say, but you’re not wrong, Panikkar.” Chimney said quietly and chuckled.
“Wait, you knew?” Ravi asked incredulously.
“Yep, for weeks. So did Hen.” Chimney told him.
“So Eddie’s the only one still clueless? Who hasn’t been burdened with this knowledge?”
“Yep.” Chimney confirmed.
“Should we tell him?” Ravi wondered.
Chimney glanced over towards Eddie, then shook his head. “Nah, the worst is over now anyway, and what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him.”
“Glad to see you seem a little calmer and more collected today, Buck.” Eddie commented as they re-hung their turnouts.
Buck chuckled a little. “Yeah.” If only Eddie and everyone else knew.