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It had been a grueling day. From the morning where your coffee spilled on your lap to the surprise quiz that you bombed, today absolutely fucking sucked. On the way home you were barley holding it together as you waited in traffic, you got home carrying a heavy gloom of negativity around you.
As you walked through the door you realized you were alone, no one was there, the one thing you desperately wanted was to fall into Gerard’s arms and sob into his chest but it seemed he was busy with work in the studio again.
A few hours passed as you rotted on the couch mindlessly watching the TV, still upset from the horrible day you had just had, you heart the door click
“Y/N?”
Gerard called out from down the hall waiting for a response since he saw your car in-front of your shared apartment.
You let out a heavy sigh rubbing your hands over your face as you sat up, exhaustion painted on your face
“I’m here!” You called out your voice raspy
He walked over taking off his shoes and letting out a heavy sigh as he moved his jet black hair from his face before sitting down on the open space next to you
“You would not believe the say I had” he smiled softly half laughing at the bullshit he had to deal with
“Same story here” you replied trying to keep your emotions at bay
He could tell something was up, usually when he got home your were ecstatic to see him, being clingy and affectionate, but this was different. He raised an eyebrow before asking softly
“Everything ok…?”
“No” you responded before a moment of silence ensued as you tried to not break down crying
he treated you like a fragile piece of glass that was about to shatter under pressure any second.
“Wanna talk about it?”
He gently placed his palm over the back of your hand as you leaned against him in response, voice cracking a little bit as you responded
“I dunno”
He wrapped a arm around you as you buried your face into his chest, he gently rubbed small circles into your back as you silently cried into his chest
“Stressful day?” He asked his voice tender and soft
“You have no idea” you sobbed against him slightly trembling as he kissed the top of your head
“I’m so stressed GER I don’t know what to do, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, and I’ve tried absolutely everything! Journaling, walking, breathing” you went down the list each word becoming less coherent as you continued, your voice climbing a few octaves
He rubbed your back and wiped the tears away from your cheeks
“Hey hey shh shh it’s ok, you gotta calm down your getting super worked up right now”
He helped you calm down so that your words were understandable before cupping your face with his warm palms
“One thing at a time ok? Breathe”
You nodded as he kissed the tip of your nose
“You haven’t eaten yeah?” He asked softly
You shook your head sniffling
“Ok well let’s fix that” he smiled softly before laying you down on the couch moving the hair from your face and pulling a blanket over you
He went off to the kitchen and came back a few moments later with a paper plate filled with crackers, cheeses, meats, and fruits. Not high end by any means, it was like a port persons charcuterie bored with pre sliced deli meats and generic brand cheddar cheese accompanied by ritz crackers.
You sat up sniffling before taking a few bites, you never had much of an appetite when you’re upset and it was evident.
He frowned
“Just a few more bites ok?”
You shook your head
“I can’t I’m full I really don’t feel like eating anymore ger”
“Cmon I know you can eat a little more”
His voice was still tender and gentle but there was a tinge of annoyance following it
“Gee-“
He interrupted you
“No buts. Can you be a good girl and take a few more bites?”
You felt your stomach turn, something inside you building. He knew your weak spots and you hit your lip before responding in a whisper as you picked up a slice of cheese
“I can be a good girl…”
“I know you can, so show me your a good girl love cmon”
You took a few more bites before taping out and it seemed he was satisfied
“Look at you, so sweet and obedient, my good girl, so good” he cooed moving the hair from your face and planting a small peck on your cheek.
He set the plate aside as he pulled your back into his chest
“Ok so that’s one thing off the list, you said you’re feeling stressed?” He asked softly
You nodded messing with the fabric of his hoodie
“Ok and nothings worked?”
“I’ve tried everything Ger…”
He thought for a moment before whispering in your ear, his voice still filled with compassion.
“Can I help you…?”
“Please…” you mumbled before he placed a small kiss on your jaw before going over the area once more, gently biting your skin before licking over it
You let out soft whimpers that barley registered as sound as he continued. He ran his hands over you hips before scooping you up
“Hey wait-“
“Shhhh let me take care of you, I just want you to be comfortable”
“Ok” you nodded after slight hesitation
He laid you down on your bed pulling a pillow under your neck
“Feel ok?” He asked attentively kissing your cheek
“Yeah it’s good” you nodded running your hands through his greasy black hair
He continued kissing along your neck each love bite and peck causing you to buck your hips slightly and squirm begging for friction
He made his way down your abdomen, lifting your shirt just above your belly button so he could pay some attention to the skin that laid there
You squirmed and whimpered under his touch and kisses, he was being a tease but you knew if you asked he’s quit it, however your were kind of a fan of how he was dragging it out, making your patience wear thin as he continued.
He gently tugged on the waistband of your sweats
“Lift your hips for me love”
You did as he asked as he slip down your sweats and tossed the aside before he directed his attention to between your legs, where your only form of coverage were lacy pink panties.
“Mmmm so pretty for me” he hummed trailing his thumb over the thin fabric as you shuddered under him.
He kissed over the fabric and on the inside of your thighs, he kissed right above the lacy hem of your panties before taking the fabric between his teeth pulling them down slowly while maintaining eye contact with you.
Instinctively you pressed your thighs together trying to hide yourself from the sudden exposure, but he wrapped his hands around the tops of your knees before speaking softly
“Shhh relax let me help you”
You whined, just the way he talked was enough to make you finish right then and there, almost.
He continued to kiss around your core until he felt you earned it
He kissed your clit and began to give gentle kitten licks up and down your core
“Gee…” you whined as he continued, his hands holding your thighs apart while his thumb rubbed gentle circles on the inner part.
He picked up his pace, his index finger sliding in slowly, earning a moan from you. His tongue and fingers worked in perfect harmony as you came closer to the edge.
“Mmmph Ger-“ you whined as you lifted your hips for more.
With his free hand he pressed your hips back onto the mattress before picking up his pace and paying extra attention to the sensitive nerves that resided on the top of your core
“Come for me, cmon fall of the edge you can do it”
You shuddered and shook under his touch, his pace not slowing down after you had your release.
“There you go, such a good girl, so good for me, so perfect” he mumbled against his your thigh his hand still going
“Gee-“ your voice shook as he continued to fuck you with his fingers
“Shhhh just relax I’ve got it”
You felt like your nerves were on fire, like tiny pins and needles stabbing you as he continued. His goal was to make you so tired you could barley move so he continued to stimulate your already sensitive nerves.
“Fuck fuck fuck!” Your voice started to shake as you felt your eyes well with tears.
He continued kissing the inside your your thigh as tears streamed down your face before you finished again crying out incoherent words and curses.
Your breathing was labored as he came up and kissed away the tears on your face, simultaneously whispering sweet nothing against your skin.
“You did so good for me baby, such a good girl so patient and sweet”
You sniffled catching your breath as he cupped your face
“How ya feeling love?”
You weren’t even able to speak coherent words
“Hmmmphh” you whined as he continued to wipe your tears and kiss your face.
“Shh shh shh it’s ok don’t say anything I’m here”
He held you in his arms pressing your head against his chest
“Just close your eyes for me love relax and breathe.”
He continued to whisper sweet nothing in your ear as your breathing stabilized and your eyelids felt like they weighed 1000 pounds
“Mmmmm”
You hummed before shutting your eyes
He rubbed small circles into your back kissing the top of your head every so often as you fell asleep in his arms.
Maybe you should let him help you relax more often.