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Another week passed, Beomgyu’s question was put aside, they had more important things to focus on now; such as the comeback, which all the members were busy preparing for.
and of course, dating.
Beomgyu liked the treatment he was getting from the members, and it was so subtle that they could add it along and actually post it on their instagrams. Fitting into their concept of “love”; it’s not like their group bond was changed in any way, just, an extra kiss in the morning when they woke up, more back hugs from Soobin, interlocking fingers with Taehyun, nestling his face in Yeonjun’s neck and getting to sit in Kai’s lap whenever they hung out together.
The affection has changed a lot, and the group is happier than ever. It made everyone think that maybe we were all in love with each other from the beginning.
But Beomgyu couldn’t help but notice that some love was stronger than the other.
He was a bit upset that they laughed the “who gonna fuck me?” question from the day they found out they’ve all slept with each other, except him.
He also noticed none of the members really kissed him on his lips, always his cheek or his neck. Whilst Yeonjun and Soobin would always kiss on the lips, Taehyun and Kai would do that too. He couldn’t help but feel a little bit upset by it.
But for the sake of the group, he didn’t bring it up.
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“Hey baby bear,” Soobin said, ruffling his hair as he came to sit down next to Beomgyu, as he sat at the table with his laptop.
“playing around with some tunes?” he questioned, closing the space between them by leaning in to get a better view of the screen.
Beomgyu hummed in response, his head still stuck in his piece.
“Here,” Beomgyu said, giving one AirPod to him. Soobin didn’t object and put the AirPod in, listening closely to Beomgyu’s song.
“It’s beautiful, I love it gyu”
“Thank you, I hope the CEO accepts it.”
“I’m sure he will,” he replied, kissing his temple.
Beomgyu felt the room go quiet. None of the other members were in the dorm today.
Softly, Beomgyu takes a deep breath before suggesting “Hey Soobin, can I-”
“ah I need to go to my English lesson!” He suddenly said springing out from the chair.
“Wha-hey!”
“Sorry, what were you saying?” He says, not really paying much attention.
Beomgyu sighed, taking the AirPod out of his ear and into the case, taking back the other as Soobin went to put his shoes on.
“It’s nothing, see you later”
“I’m sorry, we have our Europe tour to practice for so! See you in the studio later!” He pulled Beomgyu towards him to give him a quick hug before rushing out the door.
He wasn’t wrong, all members had to take extra English classes, and some other language classes to be able to communicate on their upcoming tour in Europe.
Beomgyu was left alone for a good hour where he finished up his mixtape and sent it off to be checked.
He had nothing to do that day, so he played some background music on the tv and fell asleep on the couch.
He awoke from his nap with the soft feeling of someone playing with his hair; his eyes opened to be met with the gaze of the cutest eyes he knew.
“ah Taehyun-ah” he mumbled, sitting up and rubbing his eyes, Taehyun gently smiled back.
“Did you sleep well?” He cooed, brushing Beomgyu’s hair a little more, brushing out his bed hair.
“hm, how long was I out for?” He questioned, pulling Taehyun a little closer to him.
“Not sure, I came back 20 mins ago.” He said softly, climbing onto Beomgyu’s lap. Facing him, slowly inching in.
This is it.
Beomgyu’s eyes fluttered closed, expecting to feel another pair of lips on his own.
Instead, he felt a flick to his forehead.
“Ow!” He retaliated, rubbing his forehead in pain.
“You missed practice, Soobin is mad”
“You’re lying, he’s lying there wasn’t any practice!” He said back. “He would’ve told me before he left”
“oh? But he told us he did.”
Beomgyu thought back to the conversation he had with Soobin before he rushed out.
‘See you in the studio later’
“He didn’t specify today!” Beomgyu, defeated, took a deep breath and closed his eyes.
“He’s waiting for you, you better get going, Yeonjun hyung is there too.”
Taehyun got off his lap and headed towards Kai’s room, where Kai was sleeping peacefully.
“See you tonight Beomgyu. Don’t stress. You know the moves anyways!”
With that, Beomgyu headed to the company and to their studio, it was almost midnight at this point, the team worked very hard, he felt really bad.
But all of that washed away when he heard a soft whine coming from the studio.
He was sure it wasn’t staff or a ghost, in fact he recognised that whine.
Yeonjun.
Soobin.
Beomgyu felt his heart beat increase by a mile, his hands getting sweaty like they went on a marathon, he could feel the pulse in his head.
What was he afraid off? He already knew they slept together before, and it wouldn’t be weird if they slept together again, especially since they’re dating.
But they’re also his boyfriends, he’s also dating them.
So why is he scared?
He gently opened the door of the practice room, it was still dim in there, only the small lights were on instead of the flashing big white lights, the backing track completely faded out, if you were listening you could hear the light beats of whatever song was playing, but it was clear that the two weren’t paying attention to the song at all.
The two, Yeonjun and Soobin, intertwined on the floor of the practice room, engulfed in each other's scents and sweat. Dance practice is completely forgotten. Beomgyu so desperately wanted to know how it ended up happening.
As Soobin bit into Yeonjun’s neck earning a moan from him, the leader’s eyes widened and landed on the door, where he saw a small Beomgyu crouching and peaking.
“Yeonjun-ah, we have company” he said, pulling Yeonjun off him carefully and to his feet.
Yeonjun was a little startled at that but seemed to have calmed down when he saw that it was Beomgyu.
“Beomgyu’ why didn’t you knock or anything?” He sighed, his face red of embarrassment, “we would’ve stopped and let you in”
Why would you stop? He thought as he slowly stepped into the room, there was a slight hear omitting around the room rather than the usual cool of the fan.
Soobin cleared his throat, “so, you forgot about practice today. You’re lucky we like you enough to practice with you late at night.”
Beomgyu just nodded, looking a bit sad.
“Don’t worry puppy, you know the steps already, we just need a run through with positioning.”
The pet name from Yeonjun made his face light up a little.
“Aww I think he likes the nickname jjunie.”
Beomgyu, shyly covers his eyes. “ a little, but forget it, I need to practice”
Practice went as usual, until 1am, so they got a good solid amount in and covered and retraced steps and polished them a bit more- of course they would have to do the same when the other two are present as well.
All covered in sweat and panting from the fact they were repeating the same dance moves again and again, Beomgyu laid flat on the floor, receiving laughs from the two older hyungs.
“Beomgyu you’re so cute” Yeonjun said, joining him on the floor.
“You’re really like a puppy” Soobin pitched in, picking and swatting at the sweating clumped bangs on his forehead before pulling the both of them up from the floor.
Beomgyu didn’t respond, he just melted into the praise for a moment. Savouring this moment of his life.
“Okay home time, we need a shower”
——————————
The three didn’t know what to expect when they walked back into the dorm, tiptoeing in to not wake up the two younger members.
Who by the sounds of it, were not asleep either. The muffled noises, the creaking of Taehyun’s small bed, the moans of pure pleasure from his sweet mouth, followed by grunts and pants from another very familiar voice.
“fuck..” Soobin whispered. “They’ve probably fucked the most since…you know what.” Ears turning red, even in the dark.
“We’ll have to be swift, everyone, go, shower. Now!”
Together?
“Together!?”
“Shush! and so what?” Yeonjun whispered. “It’s not like we haven’t before.”
Great way to go. Really putting the ‘together’ in ‘tomorrow x together’ aren’t they now?
Beomgyu had no reason to refuse, plus, the water drowned out the series of noises coming from the other room, and who knows how many times they’ve gone at it whilst they other three were still working.
The shower was crowded, soap slipping everywhere as the three washed their bodies.
“Here baby sit down” Soobin said, to which he listened immediately to, it was a bit awkward, knowing that he was on his knees, Soobin behind him, his dick inches away from the back of his head, and Yeonjun’s butt was practicing in his face.
“Let me wash your hair for you” he said sweetly, squirting the shampoo bottle on his head before massaging it in. It felt good, so good. He felt loved.
Yeonjun was practically done, he helped Soobin with washing Beomgyu’s hair by using the shower extension to cleanse any soap reaching towards Beomgyu’s face.
Why was he feeling so jittery? Nothing even happened, what was happening?
He was very glad to be invited to sleep next to the both of them in Yeonjun’s room, although nothing else happened, he enjoyed the feeling of warmth he got being spooned by Soobin and his legs being tangled with Yeonjun’s as Yeonjun slept on his chest. It made him happy.
—————-
The next morning, it was raining, cloudy and gloomy.
As idols, it doesn’t really change much, they have to get up and go to work anyways, even if it is the weekend.
None of them really complained, other jobs were more demanding, and this was their dream they reached together. Boyfriends or not.
“Good Morning” Beomgyu hummed, stepping out of Yeonjun’s room to meet Kai and Taehyun in the kitchen making breakfast.
“Morning baby”
“Morning Gyu, coffee?” Taehyun asked, Beomgyu walked towards him kissing the top of his head, taking in the sweet lavender smell from his hair.
He nodded to the question as Kai got up and poured him a cup.
“Here” He smiled, face inches away from his own.
He could see the slight hesitation in Kai’s eyes, his eyes tracing the outline of Beomgyu’s lips, his left eye, his right, then his lips. Again, twice. The silence was killing him, Taehyun was watching too, almost as if he was placing a bet with himself.
Who would kiss who first?
“Kai.”
He was interrupted by Soobin, who god knows how long was standing at the doorway of Yeonjun’s room, who was still fast asleep in the most diabolical position.
Kai didn’t waste any time pulling away, going towards Soobin and giving him a small hug.
The disappointment in Beomgyu’s eyes was evident. Taehyun noticed.
The rest of the morning went as normal.
Dance practice, texting MOA, dance challenges, recording, writing. It was the final push.
“Okayy!” Their manager said, pulling all of them in one setting. “You guys are doing so well. We decided to give you the rest of today off, we staff deserve it too!”
Little cheers erupted around the room, and the members were smiling too.
“Just last minute feedback” their main choreographer spoke up. “The chemistry is off the charts, I don’t know what happened but you guys are more in tune than I thought. Just Beomgyu’ I need you to tune a bit more in, really feel the chemistry and it’s perfect. Let’s get first place guys!”
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It shouldn’t have bothered him, shouldn't have at all, it was normal. All his members have had this feedback before, it wasn’t his first time getting this kind of feedback either- and it was just a small thing that fans wouldn’t notice, only their choreographers and staff. It wasn’t a problem.
It wasn’t a problem when the group were just friends.
And it seems like it isn’t a problem for the other 4 who seem to be the most perfect couples in the world.
All except him, work on your chemistry is like saying “you don’t fit in with them.”
“Gyu? Are you okay?” Taehyun questioned. Looking from his phone, his eyes beading at the other.
The other 3 were knocked out cold in the car, Taehyun was chatting with some MOA.
Beomgyu was finding it difficult to hold back his tears as he nodded and turned away in the opposite direction, thankfully due to the tinted glass none of them could see the small tears streaming from his eyes.
He felt so unloved by the group that loves him the most. He knows it, he knows. He does.
He doesn’t feel it.
The rest of the ride home was silent as they had all fallen asleep.
—————
It was D-Day, comeback day and they were all excited to see MOA’s response. It dropped at exactly midnight and none of the members could sleep, they were all sitting in the living room huddled together browsing different social media platforms.
“Ohh MOA love the highlight move Soobinnie hyung did!” Kai excitedly cheered, earning a laugh from Soobin who replied in a baby voice “is that so~” before continuing “and how did our tubatu members think~” he said teasing the four of them.
“Yah Soobin-ah, what do you think?” The eldest said, nudging him in the rib a bit, Soobin groaned and gripped Beomgyu’s thigh as a pain response.
Beomgyu’s world was crashing. He was sitting on the edge, the corner next to the wall. It was raining, he was silently browsing on twitter like Kai. A gap, only small, between him and Soobin, but Yeonjun nudging him made it smaller, and smaller, and Soobin practically fell on Beomgyu.
His feelings were crashing, deep down he knew he wasn’t alright, and it wasn’t good to be feeling like this, especially on comeback day. Especially, when they have a performance in a couple of hours.
He pushed Soobin’s hand off him and got up. Earning concerned looks from all of them.
Taehyun spoke up first, “Beomgyu..are you okay?”
“Fine. Tired.”
“Ah, we should get some sleep anyway.” Yeonjun said, not getting it.
“Right, we need to rest before we go on Inkigayo.” Soobin added, not getting it.
“Okay. Let’s go to bed.” Kai said, pulling Taehyun along with him as Tae was sat in his lap.
Beomgyu immediately went to his room, not hearing the continued proposal of Kai asking if they should all sleep in the same bed. The members didn’t, seeing how Gyu was.
5am rolled around fast, Beomgyu thankfully fell asleep as soon as he hit the bed, Taehyun and Yeonjun did too, Soobin and Kai slept around 2am after staying up discussing things no one else knew or asked about.
Practice and Pre recording went smoothly, until Beomgyu found Taehyun and Soobin in one of the empty powder rooms making out for a bit, it was hot, his cheeks were heating up as he saw the way Soobin lured him in closer and closer, almost rubbing him hard. But before Beomgyu could see any more action he closed the door completely, noticing the movement of their makeup artists behind them.
However, he couldn’t control this feeling of being left out, it frustrated him.
The members could feel the tension between Beomgyu and them, to Soobin it felt like Beomgyu was distancing himself, to Kai it felt like he was ignoring him and to Taehyun and Yeonjun, it looked like Beomgyu didn’t want to be near them. It was evident to people outside their relationship too.
“What’s going on?” Their choreographer questioned. Beomgyu looked up from his phone.
“What?”
“Somethings not right.” She said, putting her cup of coffee down and scanning around the room to the other members who were sitting closer together, except Beomgyu.
“Fix it. It’s obvious, if you fight it out or whatever, fix it. Go. You have 45 mins before the live stage.” She said, pointing at the same powder room Taehyun and Soobin were making out in 20 mins beforehand.
Majority of the staff left the room, just the makeup artists were slowly clearing up. But nothing can be really heard from the powder room anyways. Most rooms for artists have an extra one, mainly for artists to get consolation or something more private.
The five enter the room, Soobin closes it and locks it.
“Beomgyu-ah, what’s wrong?” Soobin questioned, reaching out to him. Eyes furrowed, pleading in query.
He didn’t say anything, but he could feel the tears swell up in his eyes.
Taehyun spoke up next. “Can I assume something?” Taehyun has always been good at reading people, emotions, and body language. Especially of his members, he loves them too much not to.
“Beomgyu hyung, you can tell me if I’m wrong.” He continued, sitting him down, placing a hand over his hyungs lap. Concern covered all over his face.
The other members followed, pulling out folded chairs stacked on the side to sit.
All ears ready and eyes on Beomgyu.
“But I don’t think you understand how much we love you.” Taehyun started.
It was enough to make Beomgyu cry.
The members rush to him, Taehyun being the fastest to get him into his arms, hug him slightly before fully giving him to Soobin.
But the hug didn’t last long, Beomgyu pushed them gently away.
“I..I can’t breathe”
“Shit I’m sorry”
“No I can’t breathe, I can't take it I’m suffering.” His voice was raised, all 4 of them stood there in shock, panic, silence.
“Beomgyu, please” Yeonjun begged. Eyes soft and caring, heightened at the fact that Beomgyu, who he loved so much was suffering in exchange of his hesitation to love him to his fullest.
All the other members were the same. It wasn’t that they didn’t love him, No, it was never that.
“Tell us. Please we’re worried” Kai slowly reached out, giving him a small pat on the head, not sure if he was really allowed to touch him or not. But he couldn’t help himself and Beomgyu hates the fact he momentarily melted into the soft touch.
The members didn’t want to stain him, ruin him in a way that was inhumane, they want to show and give him love in the way he deserved. Not like how the others got together, full of lust and desiration. What they wanted to show Beomgyu was the purest version of what they could give him, including lust and desire.
But they hadn’t realised that, protecting him and being careful was doing the opposite of what they wanted. Instead, it hurt him.
“I want a kiss.”
“What?” Soobin questioned.
“I want a kiss. Not a peck, not a cheek smooch.”
“A kiss, a makeout if you will. I want to feel loved. None of you make me feel loved in this group. I want love. From all of you. I need it.” He confessed, tears streaming, eyes closed, chest raising up and down as he panicked and spilled out his emotions. His hands were sweaty and were gripped into and digging into his thighs through his jeans.
He feels so vulnerable, he feels so lost.
He’s aware they’re working right now so they couldn’t possibly do anything, and he’s even more sure they don’t want to do anything anyways.
Taehyun is the first to move, for him it was sort of a familiarity, he hugged him gently and Beomgyu allowed himself to be hugged. Rubbing his shoulder as he sobbed into Taehyun’s outfit, unfortunately getting some makeup on it and ruining his own.
25 mins left until they go on stage.
The other members are also hugging Beomgyu at this point, it’s a whole group hug, at some point tears start streaming down Taehyun’s face, Yeonjun’s eyes are slightly wet too.
“Beom, would it feel better if we display our love for you right now?” Soobin spoke, tone low and entrancing as they broke the hug.
“Right now?” Yeonjun squeaked out.
Beomgyu’s ears grew red as he tried to process what Soobin said.
Kai grabbed Beomgyu’s hand and gently squeezed it and caressed it with his thumb, Taehyun was sitting next to him, wrapped around his arm.
“Yeah.” Is all he managed to say.
That’s all it took for Soobin to give him his first kiss, it was a peck at first, getting a small taste of each other before crashing their lips together again deeper, with the help of Soobin’s hand at the back of his head, palming through and making Beomgyu open his mouth wider and wider allowing Soobin’s tongue to explore a new world.
The first moan was where Soobin stopped, Beomgyu ever so hurriedly tried to chase after Soobin’s kiss. But the position he was in didn’t allow him to, both of his hands were taken hostage off.
He was now their toy. He knew it. The tears were slowly drying up.
The smirk that left Soobin’s mouth after he was done playing with him was enough to let him know that he was. To make matters worse, the eldest was looking at him like he was prey.
Normally, bears eat foxes. However, this fox in particular seemed like he wanted to test biology.
Yeonjun pulled his bottom lip with his tongue.
“Was our baby bear really just frustrated that he couldn't get dicked down immediately?” He questioned him, his face sneering and smirking as he pressed a ghost kiss on Beomgyu’s lips.
Taehyun took over after. Leaving Yeonjun equally as shocked as Beomgyu.
The little cat was just as feral, he didn’t waste any time when it came to putting his members in situations, especially in situations where he could make them nervous.
“Our Beom was just jealous weren’t you?” He said, after licking the other's teeth and biting his bottom lip.
“I saw you earlier” He breathed out, peppering kisses down his jaw. “Spying on me and Soobin”.
That raised an eyebrow from Soobin who let out a little “oh” in response.
Kai laughed, “someone had no clue.”
“I didn’t, who knew our Gyu was such a freak?”
Beomgyu was whimpering at this point, he was shaking and had no idea what to do with his hands, he had no clue, that whilst he was being engulfed by Taehyun, Kai was silently kissing and sucking his fingers.
It wasn’t until Taehyun started kissing his jaw, and getting lower and lower, until he realised.
“K-kai” he managed to squeal.
“ah did you finally notice?” He hummed, pressing another kiss to his palm. Licking into the gap between his middle and ring finger.
Beomgyu had never felt this before, this feeling of being wanted. It was different from the stories he read of his fans, the ones where he’s put in different situations with different members and sometimes even all, but nothing written was like the real thing; and it excited him even more knowing that their fans would have no real idea that this was happening- no matter how much they wrote and fantasized about it.
10mins to go and they could hear shuffling in the main artist room.
Beomgyu was sat there dazed, a bulge forming through his pants.
They couldn’t do anything about it. Not when they were about to go on stage.
“Okay, Gyu” Soobin said, pulling him onto his feet. Taehyun and Yeonjun were brushing his clothes down a little and Kai was styling his hair, of course they would have to get a touch up from the makeup artists but they tried to keep as little evidence of what they did as possible.
Kai even went ahead and found a wet wipe and towel to dry Beomgyu’s hand.
Who was still dazed.
“Yah punk!” Soobin said, tone slightly up. “We have to perform for our fans. Don’t let this distract you”
“Yeah, especially when you haven’t experienced it to the fullest.”
“Should we make this a game?” Kai questioned, “if Beomgyu’s fancam gets the most views out of us all then he gets to pick what happens to all of us tonight, and what we do.”
Kai didn’t often have smart things to say, but this was something all members were excited for now.
—————-
The performance went well, so did the dance challenges and other bits that they do after every comeback with fellow idols and variety shows.
But it was clear that there was something all the members of tomorrow x together were looking forward to.
“Excited to clock out?” ENHYPEN’s Jake asked Soobin after they finished a dance challenge.
“oh soo excited.” he responded sneakily, grabbing Beomgyu’s hand, who also did a dance challenge with Jake and Soobin.
Jake only raised an eyebrow in response before parting farewells and “see you in the company later” but it was honestly all blurs.
There were times where Beomgyu couldn’t look at the members at all, just looking at them made his cheeks flush.
They couldn’t wait any longer, they were sure that the staff and their drivers felt a shift in tension as they were heading home.
And thus.
The game was starting.
——————
After they all washed up (individually, not to risk anything just yet) Kai pulled out his phone to find the fancams of their comeback… reminding everyone of the bet they placed earlier.
Honestly, everyone was doing their own thing.
Beomgyu had fallen asleep, typical of him to do so after a day of filming and performing as well.
It was reaching around 8pm, so members Taehyun and Yeonjun started plating up some of the dinner Kai had cooked earlier to be eaten for the last couple of days.
Their life has always been oddly domestic, but with the new additions, their home really felt like home.
Soobin and Kai were in the living room, Kai’s legs resting on top of Soobins thighs, watching some anime and occasionally talking about it and occasionally checking the fancam views.
He kept it up until Beomgyu woke up around 9pm.
“everyone..?” He asked, coming out of his room. Rubbing his eyes. He was wearing Kai’s shirt which made Kai’s heart burn uncontrollably. He looked tiny, engulfed in that shirt. It was clearly comfortable, but something about it and the way it looked on him made Kai want to rip it off him. The other members were thinking the same way.
“did you sleep well puppy?” Yeonjun asked, giving a shy peck to Beomgyu’s drool laced lips.
“Puppy?” Taehyun raised an eyebrow.
“We called him that during practice, seems like he liked it” Soobin added on.
“Mnn I did.”
“Sounds familiar?” Kai added, giving a smug look to Taehyun.
“Hmm kitty?”
“okay okay enough.” He sulked, clinging onto Beomgyu and digging his face in his neck, Beomgyu instinctively started brushing the back of Taehyun’s head. The warmth Taehyun gives was comforting, it could’ve send him back to bed.
It would’ve, if Taehyun didn’t start kissing and sucking his neck.
“ah? T-Taehyun-” The moan sent electric currents through the other members, they all stopped what they were doing and were eyeing the two.
It was clear that the members wanted Beomgyu the same way Beomgyu wanted them.
Shuffles were suddenly made, as Taehyun deepened his lips on the soft of Beomgyu’s skin. Whoever was on the sofa, got up, whoever was sitting at the dining table got up.
There was a huge momentous shift and an yearning for what was to come next.
The weight of Taehyun caused Beomgyu to fall back onto the sofa near them, and when he finally detached his lips. There was a mark so red, so deep that all the members knew it would be over for Beomgyu the next time they get their makeup done.
“So sweet, why did I wait so long” he questioned, sitting up on Beomgyu, his legs hanging off the arms of the sofa and his arms dangling above his head, completely messed up.
It was almost like the two of them were in a world of their own, Beomgyu was completely dethroned under Taehyun, he didn’t know what to do, his mind was still processing that this was happening.
Taehyun smiled mischievously as he slid one of his hands under Beomgyu’s shirt, only for it to be stopped.
“kitty don’t you think you’re being greedy?” Soobin said, effortlessly picking Taehyun off Beomgyu, earning a whine from the younger as he was clearly getting excited.
Beomgyu’ looked fucked out already.
He looked up from his position and all he could feel like was prey, the rest of his members were eager to feast on a table he was being served on. It was dangerous, frightening even, but he was equally willing to be hunted.
There was just one minor detail that he probably should’ve told them before, even dating them at all.
“Kai-yah” he whispered slowly, Kai didn’t wait a second to attend Beomgyu’s request as he slowly sat up from the sofa.
“How many views did my fancam get?”
“uhh my phone let me check-”
“it has..wow what the hell?” Yeonjun exclaimed, phone in hand. “403k”
“Isn’t that higher than the invitation fancam?” Taehyun chipped in.
“Seems like moa wanted Beomgyu to be rewarded as well” Kai continued.
“How do you want us puppy?” Soobin asked, walking towards him and grabbing his hand.
It was all started to get familiar again, the feeling he felt in the powder room before the performance. The fear and desire of being wanted, the look on everyone’s faces, how they all loved him, they all love him.
“I.. I don’t know I’ve never done this before” Beomgyu said. Nervous.
“I guess, none of us have ever done it with 5 people before”
“Right, let alone their own band mates.”
“We sure are lucky we’re five”
“Five is perfect for an orgy”
“yah language!”
“No I mean, I’ve never done anything like this before”
The room shun quiet again.
“Beomgyu, no way.”
He quickly yanked his hand out of soobins to cover his face.
That's right, Choi Beomgyu, visual of the band, vocalist, lyricist, pretty faced boy, was a virgin.
“Are you all judging me?” He questioned, peeking slightly, he was trying to read the other members' faces without showing his.
He felt a shift in weight beneath him, and then suddenly arms around his waist and under his knees. It was familiar, like the times he fell asleep on this very couch and woke up in his bed the next morning.
Kai was carrying him to Yeonjun’s room.
“seems like my room is the ‘let’s-have-sex- chamber” he scoffs.
“you have the biggest bed.” Taehyun continued.
All this was confusing Beomgyu a bit more.
“So, you’re not mad?”
“Puppy, why would we be mad?” Soobin said.
Kai placed him down so softly, like he was a paper doll.
“I don’t know, I just didn’t think- I, I don’t know.”
“I was a virgin too.” Taehyun announced, “Well, you know. As a bottom.”
“Virginity is a construct anyways” Yeonjun added on. “It’s just the matter if you’re okay with us taking it.”
Beomgyu, deep down, always wanted one of his members to share his first time. He secretly got off on the thought that Soobin would take his virginity. He wouldn’t have minded Kai taking it either- especially after finding out what happened between them and Taehyun.
“Of course, I don’t mind!” He replied. “I..I kind of wanted this, you know.”
The mood quickly changed, and Beomgyu seemed to realise he was sat up on a bed with 4 testosterone fuelled men looking down at him.
He felt his cheeks heat up, but he knew he was ready. He was ready to receive whatever treatment and whatever desire his members wanted.
“fuck me” he spoke, leaning back more on the bed. “I’m sure of it, I’m fine with it even.” He breathed out, shyly spreading his legs open and scanning them all with a pleading look in his eyes.
Beomgyu knew nothing about his sexual preferences, he got off to imagining things yes, scenarios and situations, kinks yes, but he never tried it ever.
He did like the idea of letting his members do anything to him.
“Beomgyu, tell us, who do you want?”
“I want.. all of you..”
“Baby, I’m so sorry but you have two bottoms here and two tops, choose baby, you have to.”
Taehyun and Yeonjun were already scavenging for lube and condoms, which weren’t that hard to find compared to previous situations.
Soobin and Kai were already crawling onto the bed positioning themselves around Beomgyu, Kai slipped his hand to cradle and massage the thigh closest to him.
“Tell us when to stop Gyu” Soobin whispered into his ear, licking it causing Beomgyu to wince a bit at the sudden warmth.
Kai’s massage was starting to get a little bit ticklish, which made him realise the two bigger boys were teasing him.
“s..stop teasing me already!” Beomgyu helped, pouting.
“Argh. So cute.” Soobin said, kissing his pout, lapping at the bottom lip and sucking it a little. A thin trail of saliva appeared when the two disconnected.
“like a puppy.” Kai breathlessly. “isn’t it funny that the members who moa call dogs are..”
“Please don’t talk about moa.” As if moa were their ex’s.
The two other members come back.
“Stop hoarding him” yeonjun said, pushing through the two bigger bodies to get to beomgyu, patting his head endearly.
Taehyun had already sat on Kai, as if he knew which approach Beomgyu would want first.
Yeonjun sat behind him, pants already coming down and patting to the space in between his legs. ‘Come here baby.’ Beomgyu didn’t hesitate to walk towards Yeonjun at all, ass up facing and almost grazing Soobin’s face as he nestled down onto Yeonjun lap.
Kai already has his hands down his pants whilst kissing Taehyun. It seemed the two were happy to watch and get their turn later as the hyungs shredded Beomgyu apart, physically and emotionally whilst satisfying him, in the way he deeply desired the most.
“okay Beomgyu, we’re starting” Yeonjun said, stroking his hair softly. Beomgyu starting nuzzling up against Yeonjun’s dick which was already semi-hard.
The pop of the lube lid opened, and it was obviously being squeezed out and lacing Soobin’s fingers; he then passed the bottle to Kai, was was proceeding to do the same to Taehyun whilst watching.
The first touch sent shivers down Beomgyu’s spine. It was cold, but ever so stimulating.
“shit.” he cursed, as Soobin circled around his hole.
“This is beommies first time, so I’ll be gentle okay?”
“Hmmn okay…”
It was all Beomgyu could do, after weeks and probably months of imagining how his first time would go- even if he didn’t expect it, but he knew it would be his group members who would take it from him. take his whole.
As Kai and Taehyun continued to turn each other on, their moans vibrating under the sound of Soobins finger squelching in and out of Beomgyu’s hole.
‘You take it so well puppy’ he cooed, as Beomgyu shakingly let little moans come out.
“it’s okay, let it out, show us how good your hyungs are making you feel” yeonjun said, rubbing the side of his face, Beomgyu’s head was resting on Yeonjun’s bare lap, pants discarded somewhere on the floor and all Beomgyu could see was a pink tip, precum dripping dick and fox eyes staring down at him.
Beomgyu couldn’t move. It was like he was hypnotised, his eyes almost rolling back looking up at the oldest member, who seems to be working his stage charm in the bedroom.
Drool was pooling from his lips, he was definitely higher than heaven at this point.
When Soobin inserted another finger and starting pumping faster, the puppy of the group fisted the sheets and moaned so loud that the youngest members, who were in a world of their own, stopped and watched.
Taehyun was only riding Kai, as they usually do, legs wrapped around Kai’s lap, but Beomgyu’s voice, ever so sweet, made them want to tease something else, or play into the game.
Some sort of signal was given between Soobin and Taehyun, and it was clear to Yeonjun and Kai what it was too- Beomgyu had no idea.
It was almost simultaneously.
Each pump into Beomgyu, each slap coming from Taehyun nesting himself down and deeper into Kai.
At the same time.
Simultaneously, as if it were a performance.
Beomgyu opened his eyes and saw the two, his eyes widening and full of arousal seeing how, even thought Kai has Taehyun in the centre of his world; his focus was on Beomgyu being split open by their leader- and that damn smile resting on his lips didn’t make it any better.
“K-Kai..you asshole..” he stuttered between breathes.
Kai did nothing but push Taehyun back down on his dick- earning a yelp and something that sounded somewhat like a lioness roar.
It wasn’t getting better, because even though beomgyu wasn’t in the equation- taehyun moaned his name out.
The call of his name, did nothing but make him first the sheets even more- begging to be filled with anything.
“Soo-Soobin. Please. I , something.” He said, incoherent. “Yeon.. Jun..ah., ah!”
“pretty puppy needs to shut up a little.” He said. Slapping the tip of his dick on Beomgyu’s plump, pink, spit covered lips.
“yeonjun-”
“gyu-call me noona”
“wha-nu..”
Speech was just one of the privileges he was given tonight and it was something he should’ve realised was a privilege.
This thick, salty and warm fill that coated his tongue, in and out, simultaneously with Soobin’s finger pumps, which had now added a third, and the thrusts and slaps echoing from the youngest two in the corner of his eyes, salivating his name on his tongue without even doing anything.
What did he do to deserve this?
This pleasure.
“Noona..” Beomgyu moaned on his noona’s dick. The vibrations sent Yeonjun on a marathon.
“fuck, puppy don’t.”
“Nu..noona..ah” he continued, feeling Yeonjun’s hand fist up his hair.
“brat.” he cursed, thrusting his hips up.
“beomie.” A voice at the back said, fingered, wrinkled with wet seed. Soobin used that same wet seed and smeared it on his own. A rip of a packet was heard and Beomgyu’s eyes almost fell out.
It was happening, really happening. He was going to be fucked right here, right now. His mind was fogged up, tears swelling, mouth burning, there was no sensation anymore.
“Beomgyu- Beomgyu..” his name was cursed in each direction, that alone almost made him come.
One final thrust onto Kai’s dick by Taehyun as he plastered the baby’ of the group’ tummy with white streams, and from his face, he wasn’t empty.
“Baby kitten did so well…” Kai cooed, kissing the side of his face and everywhere else. It was so gentle, so Kai.
It brought a gentle smile onto this face, a smile which was broken as Yeonjun also released in his face, his hair soggy with come.
“Sorry Beommie” Yeonjun panted out, his dick coming down from its high to slap its last on Beomgyu’s pretty face. “pretty” he added, Beomgyu licked his lips, a drabble of Yeonjun’s taste.
“shit, babe what am I gonna do with you?” Yeonjun whined, grabbing over to the tissue box to clean his face. Taehyun helped him sit up a little, laying on his stomach for a long time with his ass up actually hurt, and the last thing his members wanted was for it to hurt, or at least, avoid it.
It would hurt, it will, if you’re up against a monster of size that Choi Soobin carried.
Seeing it in the shower was different, seeing it like that, Beomgyu wondered how Taehyun even walked around that day.
“You’ll love it.” Taehyun said, a smile ever so cute, with something scandalous behind his eyes.
Kai gave him a kiss as the two helped him lie on his back.
“This is Soobin’s favourite position.” Yeonjun added. Crawling over to Soobin who was sitting stroking waiting for the others to reach their peak. Yeonjun’s hand came over to tease Soobin, just as he liked it.
a whisper of “I’m.. gonna die.” left Beomgyu’s lips.
Taehyun and Yeonjun only gave each other a “I’ve been here before” look.
“you can take it princess” from Soobin, that sounded like an oath.
It wasn’t up to question, Soobin is going to take it from Beomgyu, and Beomgyu will let him.
“Kai~” Cooed Yeonjun. Off to play with him for a while.
Taehyun help lift Beomgyu’s legs up, Soobin didn’t waste any time in positioning up against the rim of Beomgyu’s puffed hole.
Beomgyu’s dick was left neglected, he whined and whined, even the ghost of Taehyun’s hand was enough for him to almost let loose.
“Shhh..” Taehyun whispered in his ear, licking and nibbling at it after, the base of Taehyun was sat just above his pelvic area, making it really difficult to not come.
What was worse was, his view was solely to Taehyun’s chest and whatever erotic story the eldest and the youngests were up to on the side.
He had no idea, when, or how, Soobin was going to take his whole.
That thrill, aroused him more.
Soobin is a liar, he lied.
What part of this was gentle?
How could anyone’s first time be this rough,fucked out and good, addictive, deserving…
Beomgyu didn’t know what planet he was on, the flick of his nipples by Taehyun, of which Kai had joined him in with licking and sucking at it, deep red and purple marks appeared all of his chest, arms and thighs, like a lamb about to be devoured by wolves.
“Ngh.. Soob-Soobin ah” he deliriously cried. Each vowel rolled on his tongue with a pool of drool attached.
Honestly, that wasn’t Soobin, his Soobin was gentle and sweet and a kind leader.
Those thrusts and the size of that, was nothing less of a demon.
Yeonjun was quietly watching on, fisting at his own whilst looking like a goddess before the small light that illuminated his body. Though his stare was not like the regular one they would get in dance practice, there was nothing but lust and bad desire evolving in them.
Beomgyu panted through Soobin’s quickened thrusts as he started the grab and pinch at the bedsheets, his hair was all messy and stuck to his forehead due to sweat.
"Noona's got you puppy” Yeonjun said, softly, wiping his forehead.
“Noona…” Beomgyu cried, tears forming as he felt the heat in his stomach grow and the burning sensation spread.
“Taehyun. Move baby” Soobin ordered, and both Taehyun and Kai moved over, now rubbing and holding onto Beomgyu’s hands and arms.
Soobin leaned over to connect his lips to Beomgyu’s, there was a switch flip in the way Beomgyu didn’t want to let go, biting and sucking onto Soobin’s bottom lip like they were there, just for him.
Which wasn’t far from the truth; Soobin liked the pain.
Beomgyu arched into the last few pumps given by Soobin, his legs hanging over his hyung’ shoulder, his breath in tune with the other.
“Beom..Beom look at me..” he said, bringing their foreheads together.
“Let go, puppy you can let go”
and that’s all it took, Soobin came not too long behind, and plastered the inside of him white, it was hot. So hot.
Next all Beomgyu could feel was warmth, sweet kisses everywhere.
——————
When he woke up, he was being carried in Kai’s arms to the bathroom where Taehyun and Yeonjun were deciding on a bath bomb to add.
“Puppy is up!” Yeonjun chirped, placing a soft kiss on his lips.
“what happened?” He murmured, rubbing his eyes.
Some part of him was a little embarrassed seeing how he was the only one without clothes on.
A hand came from behind him and brushed through his hair.
“I guess I wasn’t gentle I’m sorry.” Soobin said, with a slight tone of guilt.
“You passed out on us. Yeonjun hyung gave Soobin a hefty scolding but you know how Soobin’s like. Didn’t phase him at all” Kai added, rolling his eyes.
“Oh shut up.” The leader scoffs.
If Beomgyu wasn’t naked and sticky right now he would’ve found it much more cuter, but all he wanted was to be clean.
“Pink or blue?” Taehyun asked, showing two bath bombs.
Beomgyu had no energy so he very softly nodded in the direction of the pink one.
After checking the temperature, Yeonjun added the pink bath bomb and Kai placed him in the bath.
It soothed him almost instantly. Fond looks off love where everywhere in the room.
“Guys, I’m embarrassed, please.. leave”
“Haha okay okay” Yeonjun said “let’s go tubahoes”
“what the hell”
Kai’s obnoxious laugh was then followed out leaving Beomgyu alone with his body and mind.
He now had 4 boyfriends, who he also worked with. who loved him, and he loved back even more.