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not as cool as i thought i was (stuck on the stupid stuff) by etherealplans
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Nov 2024
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Buck debated saying something, thinking through how he could put it into words when it hit him like a ton of bricks. Tommy. He’d said that someone’s first queer relationship usually wasn’t their last, and Buck couldn’t do that. He could survive a rejection, but he couldn’t survive knowing what it felt like to have Eddie and losing that. He couldn’t work next to Eddie, knowing what his lips felt like or what he looked like disheveled in a bed they shared or wrapped around him when they were making breakfast. He wouldn’t come back from that.
He’d let Eddie get his first out of the way, and then he’d say something. Then, he could be the last if Eddie would have him.
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Or Eddie comes out, but Buck took Tommy’s words to heart, and he won’t stop trying to set Eddie up so he can get his first out of the way. Eddie has plans of his own that Buck is really getting in the way of.