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Their relationship was…odd. They weren’t dating or anything. As far as Alex knew, the three of them were still just close friends and coworkers. Friends with benefits? Yeah, basically. Sure.
Still, with those two Alex couldn't really tell.
Alex was just relieving the stress of both Olivia Benson and Amanda Rollins.
That was the relationship they agreed on.
Alex was willing to help them both out in any way she possibly could. She knew how demanding and draining their jobs could be and with a job like theirs, you look really bad losing your temper. It was unprofessional and immature. You need to have a lot of patience as a detective. But that was almost every job. Particularly ones in law.
So they took all of their stress and anger out on her. No they weren’t punching her, kicking her, it wasn’t any of that.
It was sex. All kinds of sex.
That’s it.
Alex had known the both of them for a long time and had never viewed them as angry people. None of that anger was ever really shown unless they were in bed together anyways.
Even if the purpose of their relationship was for them to fuck Alex mercilessly to cool down, it was always such a surprise to Alex how easily aggravated and furious the two women could get. Amanda was more… animated than Olivia was. So maybe it wasn’t too much of a shocker when it came to her.
Nevertheless, Alex knew how angry sex was beneficial if done correctly.
They did it all.
Teasing Alex until she was on the verge of tears and dripping wet, pulling her hair, slamming her against walls, blindfolding her, tying her up, toys, spanking her.
During a stressful case, Amanda and Liv talked Alex into wearing a remote control vibrator at work. Alex came in her panties about 3 or 4 times that day. One of those times being in front of Liz. Alex played it off by telling Donnelly that she just wasn’t feeling well.
It was the sweetest torture. It really brightened their moods.
Alex had to admit that it was amusing seeing Olivia and Amanda constantly fight over the remote too.
Their relationship started a year ago. It was an accidental threesome, basically. All three of them were pretty fucked up and down about losing a case.
It was just Olivia angrily fingering Alex and at the same time roughly sucking and nibbling on her clit. Amanda was behind Alex the whole time, caressing her waist and the side of her boobs.
Of course, they couldn’t just not talk about it afterwards. It was a pretty awkward conversation, but Alex was just glad everything worked out. In a way, anyways.
Now Alex was fumbling with an earring in the mirror. Alex had yet again won another case and Trevor had offered to take her out for a little victory drink. Alex knew Trevor was into her , but he actually had a great view on justice which made Alex want to associate with him more.
It was safe to say that neither Olivia, Amanda, or anyone else that she worked with never really understood her perspective on law and justice. So it was nice talking to someone who did.
Amanda (for obvious reasons) wasn't a big fan of Trevor. Her reason being that she thinks he’s too ‘arrogant’ . But for some reason, Alex and Olivia didn’t believe it was that.
Alex lets out a long sigh when she hears someone knocking at her door (her guess being Trevor because he kept on insisting to give her a ride to the bar).
“Dammit, Trevor…” Alex mumbles and she sets her misbehaving earring on the bathroom counter. “Hold on!”
Alex got to the door, her heart skipping a beat when she swung it open and saw Olivia and Amanda behind it.
Alex was confused. It wasn't like them to just show up at her place without first texting or calling her. But with the way she’s been needing it all day, she was hoping they were here for the usual. Amanda awkwardly lowers her hand, no longer needing to knock.
“You look nice. Where were you off to?” Amanda asks.
‘Were’ ?
Alex grips the doorknob a little harder and notices a black bag in Amanda’s other hand, a wave of excitement rushing through her blood stream.
Alex smiles calmly. “I was just going out for a drink...”
“With who? Trevor?” Olivia asks in a way that sounds sour. Alex moves aside and both detectives come on in. Amanda heads straight to the kitchen to get two glasses out of the dish-wrack and then goes searching for drinks in the cabinets.
“I wasn’t expecting you guys to come over tonight. Did something happen?” Alex asks as she shuts and locks the door back. Liv removes her gloves and walks into the kitchen where Amanda is waiting, with Alex following right behind her.
“Nope.” Liv sighs. “Nothing happened. I’m just in the mood for something quick. We won’t be here long. We wouldn’t have come uninvited but…Amanda got worried…something about you not answering your phone.”
“Hey,” Amanda interrupts. “Stopping by her place was your idea. I just said, Hey, have you talked to Alex? To which you said, No? I haven’t talked to her since earlier. Then I said, Oh, alright. Trevor said he’s taking her out or something. Then that’s when you suggested that we come see Alex.”
Alex chuckled. These two were just too funny sometimes. “Well I can assure you I’m fine. You guys really don’t like Trevor do you?”
“Hey, I have no problem with Trevor. That’s all Amanda.”
“I don’t have a problem with Trevor either??”
Both Alex and Olivia exchange glances and Amanda scoffs and pours wine in one of the glasses. “I’m just cautious about him. I don’t know him? And his smile is creepy. He might be like…I don’t know…a killer or something.”
“Really?”
“Yup. And you should consider yourself lucky that two sexy women are looking after you.”
“She has a point, Alex…” Olivia looks over at Alex.
“Mm…”
Both Olivia and Alex are holding back their laughter.
“Well…I’m not in a hurry to leave. What was that about a quickie, Liv?”
“Perfect.” Olivia says, and she sits down in a chair. “Come on.” She grins and pats her lap.
Alex hesitates before sitting down in Olivia’s lap. Lap sitting? Strangely enough, they didn’t do this often. You would think so, right?
Olivia hums and snatches Alex’s dress down off of her shoulders, and Alex barely has time to react. Liv traces her index finger on Alex’s back before undoing her bra and letting it fall down.
A moan rips from Alex as Olivia pinches her nipple between her two cold fingers and she uses her other hand to take the glass of wine Amanda is handing her. Not Olivia’s favorite, but she didn’t mind.
“You’re warm…” Liv purrs, and she starts leaving small kisses on Alex’s back.
“Cragen’s really been on my ass lately,” Amanda shakes her head and leans on the counter a little.
Olivia rolls and pulls Alex’s nipple. “You lost your temper with the perp and then slammed him against the wall. You should’ve expected for Cragen to start chewing you up, Manda.” She laughs.
“Elliot is worse than I am though…it’s like Cragen gives him a slap on the wrist every time.” Amanda says lamely, filling up her own glass.
Alex shifted in Liv’s lap a little, gripping on to the brunette’s thighs. Alex felt like it had been a while since she’s last been touched, but in reality the last time these three got down was 4 days ago. It surprised Alex that they were fucking just because. No anger, no stress, no bad day. Just sex. And Olivia definitely knew what she was doing. No surprise there.
“What do you think, Alex?” Olivia asks as she places her glass down on the table. Alex had been a little lost in her thoughts. She wasn’t at all paying attention, so she definitely didn't know the conversation had shifted to a topic Olivia needed her opinion on.
“Uh..w-what??”
Olivia shakes her head and Alex can hear Amanda snickering. “What do you think we should do tonight ?”
Alex placed a hand on top of the hand Liv was using to flick her dusty pink nipple. “I’m not sure…” Alex didn’t care what they did as long as she came.
“I bought a new toy.” Amanda grabs the black bag she had come in with, and she proudly holds it up. “We haven’t used anything like this before have we?” She asks, taking the toy out of the bag. It’s a large white and pink magic wand vibrator.
“No.. I bought a new toy.” Olivia raises a brow and Amanda starts smirking.
“Yeah—well, I picked it out.”
Amanda had practically jumped for joy when she had found the magic wand at the sex store both her and Olivia visited every now and then. She had only seen these specific vibrators in the porn she’s watched and she would complain to Olivia how expensive they were online (the cheapest one being $125.04).
The one Olivia bought for them was only $17.99. It was a total steal.
Olivia scoots out from the table a little more and Alex cringes at the sound of the chair screeching against the marble floor.
“Let’s try it out, Alex.” Olivia says, making sure she’s in Alex’s ear.
Oh God yes.
Amanda excitedly hurries over to the both of them and she gets on her knees. She opens Alex’s legs and Alex lets out what almost sounds like a whimper.
Amanda turns the vibrator on to make sure it’s working just right before switching it back off. She rolls up Alex’s dress and then slides off her purple panties and Olivia looks down over Alex’s shoulder and she notices the string of wetness stretch and then part from Alex’s pussy.
Amanda runs her two fingers up Alex’s cunt, coating her fingers with her sex and then placing them in her mouth to taste the treat.
“Mm…how are you thi weh alrea??” Amanda murmurs, swiping her fingers across her tongue. She licks her fingers one final time and then grins as she holds up the magic wand. “Is it because it’s our hands touching you?”
Alex almost laughs at how obvious the question was. Of course it was because Liv and Amanda were touching her. She didn’t get this way for anyone else?
“What do you think?” Alex manages to breathe out and Amanda shrugs.
“Dunno, Al.” Amanda places the magic wand between Alex’s legs and switches it on.
Olivia had never given much thought about their selection of toys. Amanda goes crazy in a sex store, Olivia buys whatever the blonde grabs, and then when the time comes they use the items on Alex or Liv uses it on Amanda.
But Liv was surprised when Amanda had told her they didn’t own a magic wand. It looked so ordinary to Olivia. She would’ve guessed they would’ve owned at least something similar to it. They owned plenty of vibrators, but according to Amanda, a magic wand was just sooo different.
Regardless of how plain it looked, Amanda insisted that it was really effective.
From the looks of it, she was right. Alex was so quick to react.
Alex moans and arches into the vibrator a little, and her head falls back on Liv's shoulder. “Oh my god…”
Amanda was looking at Alex like she had fallen in love with her all over again. Obviously, she was enjoying herself. But she wasn’t the only one. Olivia was watching in fascination and arousal.
“How does it feel? It feels good right?” Amanda asks as she starts to rub her thighs together. She was getting really, really, really turned on.
“Mhm...”
“It’s on the lowest setting right now.”
The lowest setting?? That couldn’t be right because Alex swore she was close to an orgasm even though Amanda had just started.
It surprised Amanda that Olivia got the idea to head to Alex’s house and before that, go to a sex store. But she chose not to question it. She was just excited to use her dream toy on Alex, that’s all.
If Amanda wasn’t too distracted by their new toy, she would’ve probably remembered that Olivia only wanted to go up to Alex’s place once she mentioned her and Trevor were going out somewhere together (to which she would tease her about it nonstop).
Olivia wasn’t necessarily the jealous type. Then again, she was pretty hard to read sometimes. Amanda would've guessed a jealous Liv would repeatedly slam and pound her or Alex into the mattress with one of her silicone dicks.
But Liv was simply massaging Alex’s tits. No way. Olivia couldn’t have possibly been upset about the Alex and Trevor thing.
“Fingers or toys, Amanda?” Olivia asked before she gave Alex’s boobs a gentle squeeze.
Amanda looked up at both Olivia and Alex with a lost expression and if Alex could think straight, she would’ve commented on how much it reminds her of a confused puppy. Then again, she didn’t know where Liv’s question came from either.
“Huh.” Amanda increases the setting of the vibrator. “Why not both?” She purrs. Now Amanda is using her other hand to dip her fingers inside of Alex and that's when Alex feels like she’ll lose her mind.
Olivia bounces her left foot and looks down at the toy between Alex’s legs. “You have a point...”
Alex tried her very best not to scream as she felt the vibrations getting stronger. Amanda must’ve changed the mode again because the vibrations felt different. More rapid.
Alex tries her best to be quiet, keeping in mind of the many times they were being too loud and Bryan (a neighbor who lived across the hall from Alex) would constantly be complaining. Alex knew he was getting tired of the whole ‘Sorry, my tv was up too loud last night.’ bullshit.
Alex loves every second of it all. Amanda’s warm fingers inside her, the beautiful feeling of the vibrator, Olivia’s hands, the build up.
This was it. Alex was going to–
“Oh fuck…yes yes oh god!”
Olivia smirks a little. “Stop.”
“Huh?” Amanda again looks up at Olivia.
“Turn it off.”
Amanda frowns and stops the magic wand and then Alex lets out a groan that Amanda was afraid Alex’s whole apartment could hear.
“Olivia…why—”
“Alright. Up you go.” Olivia hums and pats the side of Alex’s thigh.
“What???? Nonono…please Liv I’m so clos–”
“Not our problem.” Olivia raises up from her seat making Alex stand up as well. Alex grips on to the table a little, feeling slightly weak at the knees and she was still really sensitive down there. She swore she could still feel the buzzing of the magic wand but she also feels Olivia grab a hold of her hips. “Get Trevor to take care of it.”
So it was jealousy? Olivia only decided to come by and let Amanda get between Alex’s legs because she was bitter about Trevor. That kind of bullshit thing Alex would only expect from Amanda. But Olivia? Or maybe instead of jealousy, it was just an opportunity to entertain herself with Alex’s suffering .
Alex would rather Olivia absolutely destroy her than leave her unsatisfied like this. At least then she would let her cum. Liv had never done anything like this before.
Olivia releases Alex’s hips and she’s putting back on her gloves, glancing at Alex a few times, biting back a laugh at the disappointed and confused face she’s wearing.
“You’re kidding.”
“Nope. Come on Amanda.”
Amanda is quick to bounce back up on her feet and she’s just as lost. “Really?? I thought you were joking? We’re really leaving?”
“I told you we weren’t staying long.”
“Yeah…” Amanda shifts her weight to her left foot, as if she's about to stomp the right one. “But we’re not done-”
“Sure we are. Besides, I’m sure we’ll be seeing Alex after her date with Trevor.”
Alex clenches her jaw. “It’s not a date…” She murmurs. “And if that’s what this is about then-”
“Then what?”
Then it was very cruel of Olivia.
Olivia raises an eyebrow, her lips curled into a smile. "And are you suggesting that I have a problem with you having a drink with Trevor?"
Alex's eyes narrow as she tries to read Olivia's intentions. “What else could it be?”
Olivia's smile widens as she takes a step closer to Alex. "You know me better than that. There's no hidden agenda here."
Alex's frustration turns into a mixture of annoyance and curiosity, challenging Olivia's statement.
Olivia takes her glass and walks right past Alex, Amanda’s eyes following her. Before Olivia can make it to the sink, Alex quickly rushes over and tugs Liv’s jacket sleeve. “You guys came all the way over here just to deprive me of an orgasm?”
“Actually,” Amanda clears her throat. “I knew nothing about this. If it were up to me I would finish the job.”
Olivia chuckles, glancing at Amanda before turning her attention back to Alex. "Besides, I never said anything about letting you–”
“You’re being extremely petty.”
“I can live with that.” Olivia says nonchalantly before heading to the sink to place her glass in it. “Even then, you can always take care of yourself.”
Olivia grabs Amanda’s arm and pulls her towards the door.
Amanda waves as she’s practically being dragged. “See you tomorrow Alex. Sorry!”
As the door closes behind them, Alex stands frozen for a moment, a mix of emotions swirling inside her.
Alex glanced at the toy Amanda had left on the floor. She had two options.
She could chase right after Olivia and Amanda and demand an explanation from Olivia knowing that she isn’t going to get one.
or
She could take matters into her own hands and finish herself off. Not as satisfying as sitting in one of your partner’s lap and getting your tits toyed with while your other partner is between your legs, fingering you and increasing vibrations on your clit. But she would still be able to cum.
Just not in the way she wanted to…
Alex’s outing with Trevor was pretty damn awkward that night.