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When does a monster stop being a monster? "Oh, when you love it"

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Nox has been trying to get a date that last more than two dates but, they all seem to ghost him. He realises the reason why and confronts the demon, the results were not to be accepcted but, were just as welcome.

 

Based of my ISWM OC and @Muffincatfika over on twitter roleplay.

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Nox and Anti had been dancing around each other for months upon months now. It was driving Ryder crazy! He had to deal with the bickering of gaining each other’s attention; pushing and pulling at each other while they also shared glances of longing and brushes of hands yet nothing seemed to be coming of it. They shared so much as well.

Nox was fully aware of his feelings towards the entity but was trying to avoid the feelings or lock them down entirely because how was he supposed to know how it feels about them? Least feeling anything other than the frenemy relationship they currently have with each other. Even though Anti is some form of demon thing, Nox is just drawn to it. Nox found comfort in the dangerous entity of all things and maybe that's because they aren't all too different from each other in nature.
You see, Nox, has this… constrained anger. This bubbling fury that simmers under his skin like magma under the Earth’s crust. Anger that is bottled and looked away because it is just so potent that it terrifies him. This along with Nox’s concerningly natural and instinctive- primal even- bloodlust has caused Nox to have a tight hold on it because if anyone found out about any of that, he would be rushed into some prison. Anti though, he gets it. He, as a demon, gets it. He fully understands the darker side of Nox that is way more intertwined in him more than the human would like to admit.

Thanks to Anti, he now feels more relaxed and comfortable in who he is and his own…urges. It coaxed them into letting go of the anger and that it is okay to let go. Along with that, Nox ended up trusting and feeling comfort with the demon even if it had the ‘bad’ habit of basically stalking the other. He was always hyper aware of it being there and somehow it eased their own paranoia born from the WARP core incident.

A demon, something of darkness. A monster even. Gave Nox what he had always been missing but didn't know that they were missing it until they found it.

 

The front door slams open, slamming against the walls of the house and rattling the frame. Nox stalks through, the burning fury rolls off of them. Unfortunately, he has a target.

 

“ANTISEPTICEYE!!!” He bellows, “Get your pathetic glitching ass down here, now!”
It was only a few heart beats until Anti appeared while looking vaguely surprised, eyebrows raised.
“ Back so soon ?” It asks, innocently with a tilted head
“ I thought you were going back to his place ?”

Nox steps up to Anti fairly quickly, almost lunging at him and slaps him across the face. The contact almost echoed in the silence. The slap was so hard that it turned its head to one side via force, it slowly turned its head back to stare blankly at the other. Blinking slowly, usually it would have unnerved Nox but he is too angry to care.

“Do. Not. Give me that bullshit,” he grits out between clenched teeth, jaw flexing as they pin Anti with a fiery glare.
“It has been you, you’re the reason all my dates dip. They leave and never contact me again, block me on everything.” Anti’s expression turns to a surprised frown.

“ Now why would I do that ?” It asked, innocently, almost sounding offended and hurt at being accused.
“I don’t fucking KNOW!” the human yells, hands throwing up in the air as they point at the demon.
“You’re the one fucking doing it. I should be asking you that– so why the fuck are you?!”

Anti tuts and shrugs, still looking rather innocent. Maybe he is the reason dates leave. He won’t admit that though, least not straight away.
“ Nox , do you really think that low of me ?” He asks, head tilting to the side as they look at the captain. Nox’s lip pulls back in a snarl, teeth bared.
“Yes, actually,” they seethed “I do.”

 

Ow. That stings. He didn’t let it show though, of course, however he couldn’t help the sneer appear on his face as he leers at Nox.
“ Well , well , well and here I thought you weren't like everyone else .” Nox recoils and takes a step back after silently glaring at the other, turning away and taking a step towards the kitchen to hide the brimming tears.

“Don’t bother giving me that shit, Anti. It’s been you, every time for the past several months. Every. Single. Date.” Nox hisses as they step into the kitchen, pausing to look at the tulpa over their shoulder.
“I don’t understand why you even give a shit, why you care who I date. It shouldn’t matter” Nox whispers, their voice cracking slightly before disappearing into the kitchen. Anti was frozen, staring at where they left before its eyes narrowed, the familiar feeling it's been wrestling with for the past few months rising up and next thing it knew it was glitching forward into the kitchen.

 

He will show them.

 

One moment Nox was reaching for something in the cupboard, next moment they’re pinned to the side with a hand gripping their chin and forcing them to look up at Anti, who has an expression they have never seen before. They were frozen in a state of shock at how fast their change of position was and the fact Anti is there pinning them against the counter and holding their chin; having no choice but to look him in the eyes. Eyes contain an emotion that can only be described as purely possessive. Nox tries to narrow their eyes and glare up at the demon, trying to come up with a snarky comment but they can't seem to form a reply. Mouth having gone dry as their heart beats fast at both the contact and closeness, mixing with Anti’s own high temperature, made Nox’s body heat up and something stir in them.

Anti on hearing the change in heart beat smirked, leaning in and making the space between them smaller. Noses touching. He lets out an almost purr before leaning in further to Nox’s left ear, cheeks brushing.

“You are mine.” Anti whispered into their ear, before pulling back so he could see their expression, cheeks burning red in a blush making their freckles and scars stand out more, eyelids flutter, breath hitching. He leans closer and bumps their noses again.
Nox couldn't really speak properly, the emotions tumbling too high to really think enough to string more than two words together and throwing away some of their pride.

“Please,” Nox begs, “kiss me.” Who is he to deny? Leaning in and capturing the Captain’s lips. So soft and warm. The kiss started off slowly but quickly delved into tongues battling in each other for dominance. Anti wasn’t going to let that happen, he is the one in control here and to show that he slides the hand from the chin to wrap around their neck. Enough to have the weight there and adds a bit of pressure.
The reaction was instant, Nox stopped trying to fight for control and pretty much melted- squirming in Anti’s hold and let out a small whimper that the demon swallowed up in the kiss. Their hands curled into Anti’s top while the other tangled into his hair, tugging it making the other hiss slightly and pull back. His eyes lidded as he gazed down at the other, taking in their kiss swollen lips and darkened eyes, both panting. The hand still wrapped around their neck when the smell made him groan instantly.

The hand moves from Nox’s neck to tangle into the back of their hair and pull at it making their head till back and exposing their neck to it. Leaning in closer to brush his nose against the exposed neck, inhaling the scent of Nox’s desire. A rumble comes from the back of his throat as he scents their neck, smirking at the way Nox’s hips rolled against its own tryna grind for some friction.

“Oh, my little wolf,” Anti cooed, teeth brushing over his neck. “You want me, don't you?”

“Y-ye-” Nox whimpers before he screams out as the demon bites into his neck, and sucks on it before proceeding to repeat the process along the human’s neck. Claiming him as its own. All Nox could do was succumb to the possessive attack of his neck, scrambling at its shoulders for something to cling to. Letting out a stuttering moan as Anti begins to roll his hips and grind his bulge in between their legs, the friction and pressure both being too much and not enough. Next thing Nox knows is Anti’s hand moving down to hook under and thigh and lifting them up onto the side, causing them to automatically wrap their legs around his waist while he pulls back from them slightly to admire his art on the canvas of Nox’s neck.

At this moment Nox took the opportunity to return the favor and bite into the other’s neck before sucking at the mark, moving along his neck while Anti let out a deep moan that made Nox’s clit throb, and tilts his head back to give them more access. Using this to his advantage and letting his hands roam across their body, mapping out every square inch of skin. Scratching here and there, lightly, just to hear their little whimpers and gasps. When the feel of a hand venturing down to fiddle with the button of his jeans he couldn’t help but, let out an amused chuckle as he pulls back to watch them undo the button of his jeans.

“Eager, now aren’t we?” he snickered before capturing their attention back into a kiss once they fully undid the jeans. He pulled back with a hum and looked behind him at the dinner table causing a smirk and to turn back to Nox who blinked up at him vaguely confused.

Nox let out a squeak when Anti hoisted them up off the counter, hands squeeze at the ass he was holding as he turned to walk towards the table– Nox looks at it and realizes what it means. Gently, placing the human back on their feet, which couldn't take much because they felt like jelly already.

 

Without warning Anti spins Nox around and pushes them over the table, hand tangled into their hair as he leans over with them, grinding his bulge against their ass and snarls into their ear.
“After, I am done with you, you won’t even think about looking at anyone else.”

All Nox could do was whimper and roll their hips back to match with Anti’s grinding. He pulls back to grab the waist of their trousers and yank down to their ankles, along with their pants. The scent being more potent now, causing him to let out a growl between pride of being the one to cause this and possessiveness of this is for his eyes only causing Nox to shudder in response. He felt his cock twitch at the sight.

 

They were both beyond the need or want for foreplay, too wound up and desperate having waited for far too long to indulge in this. Keeping a hand on the back Nox’s head to keep them pinned down, using other to reach down and pull his dick out, shimming his own pants down to his ankles while nudging Nox’s legs apart and closing the gap- teasing their dripping entrance with his cock head, he couldn’t help the slightly sadistic glee of stopping Nox from trying to get it in. The whine was worth the prolonged torture.

After a moment of teasing he decided to reward them both and slowly sunk himself in causing both of them to half moan, half sob in relief. Both were breathing heavily as Anti full hilted himself within Nox, dick twitching at feel of their walls clenching around him, and nuzzling into their shoulder for a moment before he gently begins the friction of rocking his hips slowly out and in.

Nox’s nails were buried into the wood of the table, leaving marks as the scrambled for purchase especially when Anti starts to speed up with the thrusting. Their entire being was on fire in the most delightful way possible, unable to tell if the sparks were of pleasure or from Anti itself. Both were moaning loudly- the distant thought of being glad they were home alone flashed in back of Nox’s head but was quickly wiped away when Anti started fucking them harder and deeper, so much so there were tears forming in Nox’s eyes and streaming down their face, pooling on the table surface as they could do nothing but moan. The hand gripping their hip is gonna be another mark but, all that does is excite Nox further.

 

Anti leans forward, the size between them being more pronounced, and nibbles at Nox’s ear as he slows down slightly.

“Such a good little wolf,” he praises, “taking me so well, who do you belong to?”
Nox whines at the change in pace, squirming.
“You, You i belong to you” they moan after a particularly hard thrust. He smirks, pleased with the answer.
“Good boy.” He praises, again before, letting out a possessive hiss. “Do well to remember it, whore.”
He then pulls back and fully out before slamming back in at a brutal pace and force. Nox couldn't even reply because it was wiped from their mind. All they could do was beg for more, to cum. The sound of Anti’s own vocal shows of pleasure and slapping of skin on skin filled the kitchen along with the odd screech of the table legs moving against the floor.

The burning coil starts to tighten in Nox’s abdomen.

“A-Anti… I-i’m so close-...” they managed to pant out between moans.

“Then cum for me, Nox.” He grunts, not for from finishing himself “ Be a good boy and cum for me”

 

All it took was that command and Nox’s body tightened, walls clamping round his dick, as the orgasm ripped through them like a tsunami screaming Anti’s name. Coating his thighs in cum.

 

Anti grunts and his thrusts become uneven as he still rails in before his hips jutter in fully and he starts spilling his seed in Nox before collapsing and panting heavily against their neck. Both were shaking from how intense their orgasms were.

He gathers the other in his arms and carefully stands, supporting the human. Nox’s legs felt like jelly and shuddered with a small whine as Anti pulled himself out- the feel of their combined cum running down their thigh. With just a tired thought, he teleports both of them to Nox’s room and all but collapse on the bed; cuddling, soft kisses and touches exchanged between them.

Anti cups Nox’s cheek, tracing its thumb along their lips, as it gazes at them.
“Do you really want me? A demon?... A monster?” It asks, rather vulnerable, causing Nox to blink before giving it a soft, understanding smile.
“I do. I have for a long time, Anti” Nox hums and reaches out to cup its cheek with their hand. “You understand and accept things about me, I couldn’t do myself. You showed me that what I am is okay.”

Anti couldn't help but relax, the weight lifted off its shoulders as it leans in to pull Nox into a soft kiss. Once they pull away again, Nox smiles with a hum.

“Are you really a monster if I love you?”

Anti didn’t know how to verbally reply so he just pulled them closer, legs tangling, and kisses them again with a rather goofy grin.