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I rest on the bed, holding you.
Holding you the most gentlest way I can. Sunny, it's because you're so fragile. So perfect, yet too easy to break.
I'm so afraid I could accidentally shatter you like glass, and you would never be the same.
Sunny, I'm sorry...
You move in your sleep, I think it's because you're having nightmares.. Or maybe you're having the wildest dreams. I hold you closer, keeping you in place. I don't want you to fall..
So so fragile.. I don't want you to break, I want you to be here for us. For all of us. Sunny, why are you calm? Are you sturdier than I think?
I too, am fragile, in another way. I get torn apart easily. I'm too soft, like a plant.
If you break, I'll be torn apart by your sharp shards. Maybe it would be best if I broke first- Maybe not, I fear you'll break apart as soon once you see my torn body.
You're holding me.. why? No, have I said too much? W-why do you care about me when you can break at the lightest touch? Sunny, why?
I'm crying.. I'm too soft, I'm so terrible. So fragile.
We're both fragile.
You're holding me so tightly like you're afraid of losing me. I held you close, but not too tight.
You whimper in your sleep, but am i too clingy?
I didn't notice my hand pulling at my hair until now. I brave myself to run the hand through your hair.
Somehow Sunny, I feel like you're smiling, happy that I'm okay. I'm a lot calmer now that you'll be okay too. I thought glass was cold, but you're here and you're warm. Just like the sun.
My eyes blink closed. Each time longer and longer until I feel like I'm drifting off into sleep.
Goodnight, my Sunshine.