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“ Tsubaki, you’re so beautiful,” Aoi gently whispered, inching closer to Tsubaki.
She couldn’t help but blush, averting her eyes, wanting to deny it. She held her tongue and shot forward to lock Aoi in a kiss.
Tsubaki shook her head, Begone, thoughts . They’ve been together for a few months, it’s only natural for her to want to go further. All she could do to sate her desire is masturbate in her bathroom (She feels God's Eye watch her in her bedroom). But it's not enough... She wants to feel Aoi’s hot flesh against her, the sweat dripping from her brow.
Aoi leaned down and gave a tender kiss on Tsubaki’s neck, eliciting a soft moan from her.
Tsubaki slapped her face with her free hand. Stop it, you are in public now. You are walking to your partner's house. You can try to seduce them like the harlot you are when you are INSIDE!
It was Tsubaki’s bright idea to come up with an excuse to go to Aoi’s house and try (oh, dear Lord, would she try) to bring up that she wanted to have sex. She had it perfectly planned out in her head. They'd make food together, eat it while watching a movie, and Tsubaki would subtly bring her hand on Aoi's thigh. Ever so softly and slowly she will inch her hand inward. Aoi will get the message and start taking the lead. Nothing will foil this plan. Unless Aoi says they are not ready yet. Which Tsubaki will understand.
She would be lying if she said she wasn't nervous about it. This is a big step for her. A deep breath as she knocked on the door like she'd done many times before.
The door opened wide, Aoi’s whole body welcoming her in the frame with a big, puppy-like smile on her face. Tsubaki's brain short circuited so quickly, she cut off any pleasantries.
“AH….UM……VEGETABLES.” Tsubaki yelled as she shoved her tote bag full of vegetables into Aoi's chest with a flushed face. How could she go down on Aoi and be cool if she can't even form a coherent sentence once she sees their face.
“Oh, for the stir fry. I thought we would go to the grocery store together”
NO!! Tsubaki internally screamed at herself.
“But that’s okay. We can still do the rest together”
Tsubaki leant her head on Aoi in both defeat and wondered how or why this wonderful human being was with a dingus like her. Aoi smiled politely and gave them a reassuring pat on the shoulder.
The room was silent save for the dull thuds of the knife slicing on a chopping board. It was one of the things Tsubaki loved about their relationship together: The silence was never uncomfortable. Between church, university, and the live shows they put on, it left Tsubaki exhausted in her free time. But, she still wanted to be in the presence of her partner. Aoi wasn’t quite the same. They enjoyed being social and never got as tired as herself. They were always content with coming over, or letting her stay over and just sharing the space with each other. Whether one was doing laundry and the other was watching TV, or one was reading a book on the couch and the other simply laid their head on the other's lap. Or in this instance, they simply just cook together.
Tsubaki glanced to her right where Aoi is skinning and slicing the lotus root she picked up at the market. The strong grip with one hand, and the light strokes of the peeler in the other. Their hands were so strong, yet gentle. Tsubaki slowed down her slicing to a halt as her mind wandered.
Aoi’s hand ghosting her outer to inner thigh, their touch getting lighter as they get further in and up,
Tsubaki dropped the knife and bok choy she was cutting to cover her face with both her hands, a weird gasp escaped her throat.
“Did you cut yourself?” Aoi asked, concerned. Tsubaki felt their hand on their shoulder, squeezing ever so slightly.
After a few deep breaths, Tsubaki finally composed herself, “I’m fine.” she lied, and carried on chopping.
Aoi hesitantly did the same.
Sometime during this half-boring movie Tsubaki put on (all part of the master plan), their meals were scraped clean and were cuddling together on the couch, trying to make sense of what the hell was happening on screen. Aoi got up to reposition themself from sitting up to leaning into Tsubaki’s shoulder. Well, a little lower than her shoulder. All she could think about was how their partner had their head on her boob and wasn't even flinching while Tsubaki’s face was red and sweaty.
After fifteen more agonizingly long minutes of trying to get the courage to go with her plan, Tsubaki ended up bailing.
“I-I think I’m really tired, I am going to bed.”
Aoi did a big yawn and stretch across Tsubaki’s lap, “Me too,” They softly smiled at Tsubaki and gave her a kiss on the cheek as they got up, and turned off the TV.
After doing their nightly routines of brushing their teeth and changing, Aoi had Tsubaki spooned closely in their single bed. Tsubaki kind of wished there was more space. However, it was nice having her partner's warm body heat against her. It made her heart flutter having them this close, their head buried in the crook of her neck.
Tsubaki’s eyes shot open.
The reason she wanted to come over…
Mission failed.
Don’t give up, Tsubaki, we did our best. We could always try again another time.
“Hey, Tsubaki,” Aoi whispered, “Do you mind if I take off my shirt? It’s really hot.”
Excuse me? “Go for it.” Tsubaki whispered back, trying so very hard to keep it together. She peeked behind her to see that Aoi, in fact, took off their entire shirt to reveal their firm breasts accented with a cute trail of hair in between. From the amount of times Tsubaki imagined them, it took her a while to realize, in fact, she has never seen them shirtless before.
Aoi went right back to holding her close. In nothing but boxer shorts. Was it hot in there or was it just Aoi’s tits pressed against her back?
Light kisses were trailing up her neck from the nape of her neck to her ear. Tsubaki craned her neck unquestioned, giving Aoi a better advantage.
“Hey, Tsubaki?” Aoi whispered in her ear.
“Hm?” She said, a little dazed.
“You are really pretty.” Planting another kiss behind her ear, lingering.
“No youuu… are…” Tsubaki said. She didn’t realize how awkward that sounded until she started saying it. It brought one of Aoi’s soft and hearty chuckles that felt like it came from her chest, and that was enough for the butterflies to flutter all over her body. If I want this to happen now, I need to take action. I keep backing out right before I do things I want to do. Do it, Tsubaki. You got this. Do it now!
Tsubaki did her best to shuffle her whole body to turn around, pushed Aoi by the shoulder and pinned them down on the bed to straddle them.
…
She did not know what to do from there.
Aoi looked up at her with big, adorable brown eyes with an expression Tsubaki couldn’t put her finger on. Eyes that were so full of kindness and patience. Butterflies scattered in her stomach, just thinking about how adorable her partner is. How she could spend a thousand years loving them over and over again.
Tsubaki still sat there. She has no idea how long she’s been like that, just staring at Aoi and Aoi staring up at her. It just occurred to her that she froze in place once she felt Aoi’s warm hands gently rub up and down her thighs, causing her underwear to feel incredibly tight.
“I guess it’s true what they say, catholic girls love to tease.” Aoi chuckled.
Tsubaki didn’t even listen to the joke that was made, but the sound of Aoi triggered an adrenaline shot in her system and bent down to kiss them. Maybe bent down a little too fast. She ended up headbutting them, causing them both to hold their heads in pain. If Tsubaki couldn’t be more embarrassed about the situation, Aoi’s nose started bleeding.
“I WILL GO GET THE FIRST AID” Tsubaki panicked, falling as soon as she got up off Aoi and scrambled out the room.
Aoi sat at the edge of the bed, their head leaned back as Tsubaki stood over them, making sure the bleeding had stopped. They glanced up at Tsubaki without moving their head.
“I think I’m okay now.”
Tsubaki checked the tissue she was holding against their nose, then wiped the excess blood then disposed of the tissues. Only a moron would injure their partner so bad they bled. Maybe it wasn’t her time. Maybe she wasn’t meant to have sex with what a liability she was.
“I’m so sorry…” Tsubaki dejectedly said. Her hands on their shoulders, rubbing a thumb on them. She felt like she can’t even bear to look at Aoi, she knows they’re staring at her. She felt Aoi brush her hair back behind her ear.
“It happens. Don’t worry about it.” Aoi pulled her into her lap and kissed her cheek, lingering.
Another kiss, closer to her ear,
And another kiss,
And another, on her neck,
She felt Aoi snake and arm behind her waist, the other on her thigh. Tsubaki drew out a soft moan the closer Aoi inched their hand towards her dick. “A-Aoi…” as she whimpered, Aoi made their way into her underwear. Despite planning this, Tsubaki wished she put more thought into sexy lingerie instead of a white tank top and black boxers. She found herself jerking her hips against Aoi’s hand as their gentle kisses down her neck and to her clavicle became hungry. A bite every few kisses made Tsubaki wanting more.
She pinned Aoi back down again, their head hitting the wall “Ow!” Tsubaki grimaced at herself.
“Ohhh no no no, I’m so sorry.” Tsubaki inwardly berated herself. What even are the chances of hurting your partner twice in one night? Lord, I know you’re up there, please give this poor soul a break.
“I’m okay.” Aoi couldn’t help but laugh. Tsubaki supposed it was a little funny. But couldn’t help but feel bad that she was practically bullying Aoi tonight. She got off Aoi so they could adjust themself to lay down adjacent to the single bed’s proportion.
Tsubaki straddled them for the 3rd time that night, cock pulsating on their stomach. “Now where were we?” She said as she leaned down and captured Aoi’s lips on her own. The attempt to make out was messy and sloppy. Tsubaki isn’t one to do this a lot. Her only experience was practicing on a teddy bear that Aoi won for her at a carnival they had a date at recently. Although, just the one time. It wasn’t so much as making out as it was her shaking and wobbling her lips close to the teddy bear. Still. She tried, despite her embarrassment.
After a few moments, Aoi held onto the back of her head, making Tsubaki slow down as they took the lead. Of course Aoi helped her find her rhythm. She so badly didn’t want to stop kissing them, but they both needed to breathe at some point.
Aoi took her chin in their hand, rubbing their thumb across her lips. “Help me take my pants off.” They said in a half sultry way. It could’ve just been Tsubaki’s imagination, because they could not find Aoi any more sexy than they do now. Without thinking, she stuck out her tongue to suck on their thumb briefly before backing up to take both their boxers off.
Before going further, Tsubaki meekly admitted, “I… didn’t bring any protection with me…”
Aoi leaned up to give her a reassuring kiss, “It’s okay, I have some in my top drawer, next to the coffee stuff.”
Tsubaki raised an eyebrow at that… next to the coffee stuff? But, she ignored it as she had more important matters to attend to. When she opened the drawer, there were two sub compartments. One the left, indeed, had little sachets and bags of coffee as well as a pot of sugar, along with a tiny spoon. That at least explained the kettle on the nightstand. But on the right was the compartment she needed. There was a small handful of condoms neatly stacked near the front, and next to it a bottle of lube that laid on its side.
She took out the bottle and one of the condoms, tearing it open, and put it on as well as a moderate amount of lube. This moment gave her time to drink in the glorious amount of hair Aoi was hiding in those boxers. A trail leading up to their belly button, and hair scattered down to their inner thighs. It was cute with Tsubaki’s stark difference that she must be shaved at all times. She never felt embarrassed if she had any body hair in front of Aoi, it was more a personal preference for herself. She lined up in front of Aoi holding their hips with one free hand.
“I’m going to put it in, okay?”
Aoi put their hand over Tsubaki’s and nodded in response. Tsubaki’s nerves were flying all over the place as she guided herself in, causing a deep guttural sound from Aoi. Her palms and her brain were buzzing from the excitement. Tsubaki held Aoi’s legs up over her shoulders as she leaned more forward to kiss Aoi. Their arms now wrapped around Tsubaki’s shoulders, and her hips moving erratically, she couldn’t help but just knock their teeth together over and over in an attempt to kiss at the same time. Tsubaki slowed down as Aoi started to laugh. That… made the nerves in her stomach feel weird…
“Did I do something weird?”
“No, no of course not.” Aoi propped themself up on their elbow, and gave her a reassuring kiss now that they’ve stopped. “We’re really awkward aren’t we?” Aoi continued to chuckle.
“Yeah,” What a contagious laugh, “We are.” Tsubaki’s laugh felt more comfortable. She always felt more comfortable whenever she was with Aoi.
“Did you want to continue?” Was that even a question? Tsubaki nodded in response and gave them another kiss. “I have another idea, if you don’t mind me trying it?”
“What did you have in mind?”
Well, it wasn’t what she was expecting, but she’s not against it at all. Tsubaki was now the one laying on the bed, tank top discarded with Aoi on top of her, planting small kisses from her neck down to her right nipple before taking it in her mouth. A squeak, that surprised Tsubaki herself, escaped her throat. God, how are they so good at this , she thought as she tangled her fingers into Aoi’s hair as their tongue circled over and over her nipple. The occasional gentle scrape of their teeth stirred something in her. Her torso pulsated from pleasure as Aoi gave her other nipple more attention. Tsubaki couldn't help but grind her dick against her partner's stomach. She needed some kind of release soon or she was going to lose it.
Aoi broke off and trailed their kisses further down. Teasing kisses placed around the base of her cock, causing Tsubaki to involuntarily whine. It almost felt like they did that on purpose. They kept going agonizingly slow, licking from the base to the tip before capturing her entire head in their mouth. Tsubaki wanted to so badly just grab Aoi’s head and fuck it but she restrained herself. Instead, she chose to shut her eyes shut tight, grab the bedsheets and writhe around, trying so very hard to not cum in her partner's mouth so immediately.
Every sensation Tsubaki felt stopped for a moment. She opened her eyes to see what happened, only to be met with Aoi’s chest so close to her face. She was gonna do it. She held their torso in place and licked their chest where their patch of hair was, causing them to chuckle and look down at Tsubaki.
“Just getting another condom.” Aoi said, sitting back at their position straddling their girlfriend, and ripped the condom open. Tsubaki watched their every move patiently, like a cat waiting for dinner. After putting on the condom, Aoi lifted their hips to align themself with Tsubaki. Relieved moans escaped them as they eased themself down. Catching their breath, they needed to sit there for a moment. Tsubaki rubbed their thighs gently, as if to say please take your time . Aoi leaned forward to kiss her for a moment before getting back up.
There was nothing but the wet sounds of Aoi’s pussy slapping against Tsubaki as they rocked their hips. Hands on either side of Tsubaki’s waist to keep themself up. Tsubaki wasn’t sure what to do while this was happening. Sure, she felt really really good, especially this symphony of moans coming out of Aoi. But, she also felt like she wasn’t doing anything. She ran her hands up Aoi’s thigh and smacked the side of, what she thought was, their butt. Aoi chuckled their sweet laugh and slowed down their rocking to lean down and kiss her again.
“Tsubaki, you are so sexy.” Aoi whispered against her lips.
“You….youu…are…” Tsubaki awkwardly said in between motions. I need to stop responding like that . Aoi kissed her again and sped up their hips, causing Tsubaki to gasp and moan. Her soft touch to Aoi’s thighs became a tight grip, “I-I’m… I-I’m…”
“M-Me too,” with that last breath, Aoi slammed their hips one last time as Tsubaki’s body shook underneath them, filling the condom.
Relief washed over both of them as Tsubaki felt like she was about to black out, Aoi’s kisses along her neck brought her back to the present as she panted.
A chill ran up Tsubaki as Aoi got off of her, “I have to pee,” Aoi said. Her mind went to a weird place for a split second as she imagined what it’d taste like before she mentally slapped herself. She can’t think about that now. She hoped to not think about that ever. Luckily Aoi already left the room as she talked herself down from that thought. To help take her mind off of… that, she preoccupied herself with taking off the condom.
There has to be wet wipes here somewhere, right?
There was no avail when she looked in the drawer again, just a couple mugs in the back. They are so weird for having a bedroom coffee nook, but she loved that about them. Realizing there’s another drawer, she took a look in that one in hopes of wet wipes. There was! She took the pack out to use, and noticed underneath… a lot more… sexual paraphernalia. There was some rope, a bunch of leather harnesses and… a really big dildo. Well, big to Tsubaki. Big compared to Tsubaki.
Do they pleasure themself with this?
Tsubaki thought about Aoi using it on her… a pleasant chill went down her spine thinking about Aoi bending her over a desk and, oh God her face is red.
Aoi walked back in, and their confident demeanor, surprisingly (and very cute), turned into embarrassment “Oh, you found that stuff, huh?” They said as they scratched the back of their head.
“S-Sorry… I was looking for…” She looked around before she realized the wet wipes were in her hand, holding them up to show as evidence, “These.”
Aoi chuckled. They were both, absolutely, the two most awkward people that could be in a relationship. “Feel free to use the bathroom instead, if you need to clean yourself up.”
Moments passed and Tsubaki came back to the bedroom as clean as she can be, to a calm - and what looked to be still naked - Aoi laying in bed with a book in their hand. When she climbed in under the covers and cuddled as close to them as possible, Aoi put their book back down on the nightstand and wrapped their arms around her. Light kisses peppered on her cheek.
“I love you, Aoi.” Tsubaki said, face buried in their chest. They’ve said it countless times, but for some reason, this time made her feel like she was floating.
“I love you too, Tsubaki.” Aoi responded, tightening the hug around Tsubaki and gave her one final kiss on top of her head before they turned off the light.
A warmth surrounded her entire body but her back. Blinking herself awake, Tsubaki realized she had her arms wrapped around Aoi with their back to her. A mental fist bump due to this being the first time she’s ever been the big spoon. She also realized that Aoi had most of the blanket, turning her head as best she could, she noticed her bare ass is on show. Ignoring that, she gave Aoi a soft kiss on their back.
“Ah, Tsubaki, are you awake?” They whispered.
“Mhm.” Another kiss, a little higher up this time on the back of their neck, before her partner abruptly turned around, almost crushing her.
“Do you want some coffee?” Aoi was beaming. How long were they awake for? Were they waiting for her to wake up?
Tsubaki responded by grabbing their face and giving them a kiss.
And another,
And another,
“Is that a yes?” Aoi said through squished cheeks.
“From your condom drawer?”
“No,” Aoi chuckled, “I have a chemex in the kitchen.”
Tsubaki had no idea what on earth that was but if it’s not from the condom drawer, she was absolutely fine with it.
Another kiss, “Then yes.”
Aoi squeezed her into a hug, and rolled over so they were on top as they peppered her entire face in kisses. Tsubaki had never felt so elated waking up. She absolutely was not a morning person. But, she thought waking up with the person she loved so much, she could wake up early every morning for the rest of her life.