Chapter Text
Hands all over
Prologue
‘I supposed it happened in the summer of sixth year. I have no memories from that time’.
That’s what he always said when someone asked him about the scars in his back.
He always lies.
He remember, almost everything of that summer.
It wasn’t so at first. He finished Hogwarts without a single memory of that time, even though he learned quickly that in that moment, his life was shattered forever.
His parents died in mysterious ways after that.
His friends never talked to him from that time on.
His lover never glance is way after that.
He had to become a master in legimens to reach the forgotten memories.
It took him two years of intense studies and deceptions. When he was finally able to break the block in his mind, he wished he would have never tried to remember in the first place. From the moments his thoughts flown throw him, free once again, all hell broke down for him.
He remember, almost everything of that summer.
He became sour, and vengeance.
He started hating like he never thought a person could hate someone.
And he started isolating from everyone he once held dear.
He started using the color black, as a sign of mourning.
He became the feared Severus Snape.
He started hating himself, because he didn’t remember the most important thing that has happened in his worthless life.
He couldn’t remember how his daughter looks like.