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Chapter 1: I love you, I love you, I love you
Everything is Magnus. His thumbs rubbing soothing circles into my shoulders. His head tucked snugly into my neck and his love engulfing me, making my fears disapear. And as the fear disapears it leaves room for another feeling...It starts in my chest and slowly tingles down my body, everywhere his body is against mine I can feel it. The warmth, the love, the strength and oh the desire.
I sigh and pull away just enough to lock eyes with the man I love. His hands come up to caress my neck, my face, my hair and all i can see is him. His beautiful eyes, unglamoured and raw, his jawline and his glossy lips. And before i can register what im doing, my hand is grasping the back of his neck and my lips are crashing against his.
I let out a soft moan as magnus sighs, adjusting to the pressure of my lips on his. Its madness how much a kiss can destroy me and leave me lost in everything this man is. His hands are moving down my back, ever so slowly and seductively until they reach my jeans. And so delicately i almost believe that i imagine it, his hands slide into my jean pockets, caressing my cheeks. And its fire. I can't breathe, I see stars behind my eye lids and I feel my arousal intensify. As I register how turned on I am, I thrust into his arousal searching for more friction and together we moan, breaking the kiss and taking a breathe or two or three.
Theres only one problem as we look at each other, all flush and swollen lips, we are still outside in front of the institute. Both turned on beyond a point of any comfortable return. And as he leans in to press a soft lingering kiss to my lips I try to tell him were still in public, that at any moment someone we knew could catch us all wrapped in each others personal space. However what comes out after the kiss is "Magnus...privacy...now," all breathless and stuttering. I grab his hand and practically run him into the institute, past fellow shadowhunters who give us looks of confusion as we run hand in hand, completely flustered and out of breathe.
As soon as we reach my room, I am pushing him against the wall right next to the door and his magic is slamming it shut. His hands are under my shirt and then my shirt is gone. His already off and at our feet, when that happened, who cares. All i can see are his well defined abs, his chiseled chest, his tanned shimmering skin and my heart is racing to jump out of my chest.
When I look back up, all I see are unglamoured eyes filled with a raw lust and desire and i nearly lose it there and then. I kiss him like my life depends on it. Which in this state it might just. Im grabbing his thighs and hes wrapping his legs around my waist. I'm thrusting my arousal into his and whispering his name into his mouth, little moans and gasps escaping his lips. His hands are now massaging my biceps and I can't focus on anything but the feeling of his hands and his arousal on mine. And his hot breathe mingling with mine as we moan and kiss all in one.
My legs are growing weak with desire and so i turn around and throw magnus on the bed. With a small whine and adorable poute leaving his lips, due to the sudden absense of contact. And then I am growling, yes growling at him as i slowly crawl on top of him.
"Alexander," he breathes as we watches my hands expertly undo his buckle, button, slide down his zipper and begin massaging his arousal. "I, I...oh my...I love you my shadowhunter," he whispers into my neck before placing delicate kisses down my deflect ruin, causing me to remove my hand and instead thrust against him, rolling my hips.
When he starts sucking at the base of my jaw, i literally squeak. And then moan, turning my head until my lips find his and all over again im lost. So lost that i hear nothing happening around me, not the knock on my door or the my name being called outside the door. Nor do I hear the slight creak of my door being pushed open.
"Alec, hey, were you able to find mag..." Jace, i think, yes jace is saying as he opens the door and looks over to find magnus and I still intertwined, his hands squeezing my butt, my hands on his hips, my hips rocking against his and our lips solidly joined. Its not until the "oh, OH, jeeze, sorry, shit," coming from a blubbering Jace that breaks my trance and my lips disconnect just enough to turn my head and watch the door being fiercely
Slammed.
For a moment, a split second, embarrassment starts to build in my gut but then there is a rush of air, a poof of blue sparkles and the rest of our clothes are gone. Absolutely nothing is between us. I turn back to those gorgeous cat eyes and all i can do is stare. "By the angel, Magnus, the things you do to me..." kiss "please lock, the door" panting, more kissing, grinding, moans, "oh and i love you too, my warlock," and then its all tongues and skin and hands as the door lock clicks and with another snap magnus gasps and his hips thrust upwards to meet mine. I break contact to stare into his eyes, asking "what, what do you want?" And in answer he bites his lip while his hand finds my arousal and then guides me to him and as soon as im in contact i can feel the moisture of lube and the heat radiating from within him. So he had used his magic to prepare himself for me.
I never really needed to ask what he wanted, he always showed me what he wanted. But I always liked to make sure Usually he liked to go slow and make it ever so teasing and wonderful. But right now was pure adrenaline. Us chasing our fears away. Declaring our love. And so magic it is and man is it arousing to say the least and then while starring into his soul i feel his hips rising, begging for more and so i oblige. Very slowly allowing myself to fully be apart of the man i love. And then its pure bliss as all of me is inside of him. And i stop breathing. I just stare at where we meet. Flesh against flesh. His heat surrounding more than just my arousal. Its engulfing my entire being.
And then there are soft strong hands guiding my face to look into his and all i see is love, and well lust. And a soft "please...alexander...please," roll off his lips and then im crashing on to him, lips sucking his, tongues joining in battle and hips rocking to the same beat. It's beaustiful, messy and amazing all in one.
Hes moaning and I'm moaning and soon I can't tell whose moaning when or where my body stops and his begins. I'm falling into a dark beautiful oasis until a loud knock rattles my door on its hinges. And i groan, fustrated with yet another intruder. I put both arms on either side of magnus to prop myself up more, as another knock rings out followed by a high pitch "alec?" Coming from the other side. I fully intead to answer then with a kurt im busy but when i lean up, magnus finds a way to squeeze his legs tighter around my waist, drawing him with me and propelling me deeper than before. And im biting on my lip so hard that im positive it will bleed because all i want to do is scream, it feels too good, almost sinful.
And then theres a longer knock with a "alec, seriously, what are you doing? I know your in here I've looked everywhere for you. We are having a meeting and you need to come!" Issabelle is explaining and i can imagine all too well the hand on her hip and the rolling of her eyes as she explains. "Ya-uh-ya I'm here," I stutter and try to think straight as magnus rolls his hips, sending godly feelings throughout my body. And im grasping his hips to try and keep him still. My fingers digging too harshly into his skin, not that he seems to mind.
"Okayy, are you coming then? Ohhh and hows Magnus, you found him right? Hes okay?" And now magnus has sat up into my lap, one hand wrapped in my hair and the other on my shoulder for support, as he starts to rapidly move up and down. He moves into this postion so quickly and smoothly that all i can do is bite down on his neck and try and muffle my moan with his skin. In return he murmurs "oh alexander" and shit i can't think again, what was I doing? "Alec..?" Oh right Isabelle. "YES I FOUND HIM" im yelling, why am i yelling? "Wow ok big brother...is everything ok? Are you and Magnus ok?" Hes kissing my neck, no sucking is a better description. "Magnus, I can't think, when, you...ohh," i frantically whisper without emphasis and he doesn't even bother to pause in his mistrations. "Yes...Isabelle. every (swallow) thing. Is. Good. We. Are good. (Stiffle moan). Please go away." I finish my sentence with a desperate plea. I can feel the heat collect in my stomach, Im close and I'd rather not get to that point with my sister trying to carry out a conversation. "We are. Just fine...Isabelle," Magnus lets the words roll off his tongue seductively while looking at me. Why is that seductive, how can he make THAT seductive. And im shivering with pleasure.
"Okayy, you both sound weird, like...oh waittt magnus is WITH you...are you two...oh by the angel, well join us when your...done," and shes giggling, actually giggling and i can hear her heels clicking away. And finally my focus is back on the man completely wrecking my body and my heart and his hand are on my chest pushing me back. Hes straddling me then still going up and down.
His head is thrown back in passion. What a sight to see. And then i let my eyes wander over every inch of this beautiful man i love and notice his arousal bouncing, neglected and so i grab it and with all the love i have to give i thrust my hand up and down his length. At my touch his head jerks down while simultaneously hissing and moaning. We lock eyes and he bites his lip and then im seeing stars as he sits down fully on me one last time and i release inside him. Before i can see clearly again i hear my name whimpered and then feel his cum cover my chest.
I cannot see. I can barely breathe. My body is a complete mess. I vagually remember something about a meeting. But all that matters right now is that the man I love the most in this world is currently in my arms. And as he slides off of me, only to curl up next to me, i give his hair a kiss and thank the angel that he is okay. That we are okay. And as i here him purr, yes purr into me, all i can do is whisper sweet "I love yous."