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Things were finally starting to settle between Buck and Eddie after the lawsuit. More than settle, something had began to really change between the both of them for the better. But the other shoe always has to drop.
A calm evening between Buck and Eddie turns into the worst night of their life when Eddie is arrested for murder.
Buck and Eddie have to figure out what life looks like for them now that Eddie may be gone for the near future. What is Buck without Eddie? And who is Eddie when he trapped in a cage for a crime he's sure he didn't commit?
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“Athena?” Eddie called stopping just behind Buck. “What are you doing here, is Bobby okay?”
“Bobby's fine.” Athena took a deep breath, a wash a pain crossed her face. “Eddie, there's a warrant out for your arrest.”
Buck felt himself freeze, he felt Eddie tense up behind him. Eddie saw it coming, not closely, not exactly, but he had always seen something coming. The other shoe to drop, per se.
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*Title from Unknown/Nth by Hozier*
Merlin, born without a father, with more secrets than he knew what to do with.
Arthur Pendragon, born without a mother, with a secret that could have him killed.When Merlin arrives in Camelot, he is terrified of anyone learning of his magic, but he also has a tendency to run head first into danger. The two traits don't offten get along. After saving the life of a Prince who may not have deserved it, Merlin's life becomes more than the secret he kept close to his chest. It became about destiny, one that he apparently had to achieve with a Prince who was terrified of his future.
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Kneeled in Shaking Thrill (I Chase the Memory of it Still) by spxdyr
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
09 Jun 2025
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It wasn't that Eddie didn't want to see him again, he did. He really, really, did. Eddie hadn't been able to stop thinking about him since that night.
They didn't do anything that night but talk, but Evan "Buck" Buckley—as he later revealed, three beers into the evening—had been a permanent fixture of his dreams ever since.
So, it wasn't a matter of not wanting to see him again. It was more the matter that whatever bravery that allowed him to step through the doors of Inferno those three long weeks ago, had long since scurried out of his chest and hid away in a hole he'd yet to find.
Instead, Eddie buried himself into settling in Los Angeles. In the three weeks since he'd first met Buck, Eddie had finally gotten Chris enrolled in school—it wasn't the school he wanted but it would work until he could decipher the paperwork sitting on his dresser.
He'd finally closed on the house he'd bought for him and his son. A silent promise to Chris that Los Angeles would be home forever.
And the days quickly ticked by, and before he knew it, the pages of the calendar had ripped away to his first day at the Los Angeles Fire Department, Station 118.
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- Part 2 of Common Tongue (A Sub!Eddie Exploration)
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Buck and Tommy had been together for six months and things were good. Well, not good, but they weren't bad. And Buck is trying to keep it, keep them together.
Throwing together the barbecue wasn't how he'd planned to do it, but it seemed to work out that way. Only, every thing leading up to the day in question seemed to pull them further and further apart.
And Buck was beginning to think that maybe Tommy wasn't the person the universe was pulling him toward.
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Title from Hozier 'It Will Come Back.'
Summer of Buddie Week Three: Smut
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During his second week in LA, Eddie visits Inferno, a BDSM club, as apart a challenge from his therapist to quote 'explore his sexuality in a more literal manner.' Eddie expected to go in, keep his head down, and run out after the allotted two hours he was supposed to be there. Instead, he caught the eye of a beautiful stranger and ended up watching a scene between him and a partner. Buck ended up being more than a beautiful stranger with a penchant for rope, however.
Eddie is about to venture further and further into the world of BDSM and explore a part of himself that he'd never thought possible.
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Part One of a larger series!
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Dennis Whitaker bumps into his married attendings, Robby and Jack, for the first time outside of PTMC at a bar of all places.
After that night, he just can't seem to stop running into them.
What could possibly happen?
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"He knew this wouldn’t work, but he needed it to work this time. More than when he was in Nebraska, more than when he was homeless, because otherwise Trinity and his friends and Jack and Robby would know. They would find him in this cold, dark room and realize how weak he was."
Or the Biological!Bdsm au that's been plaguing me with visions.
(Formerly known as "BlueAngelBby passed their brainworms to me.)
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Sunset Heat (n.) — A spontaneous omega heat cycle occurring later in life, often triggered by a perceived environment of safety, and/or the presence of a compatible mate.
Jack Abbot hasn’t had a heat in over a decade. He buried that part of himself along with his mate, his missing leg, and with everything else soft and needing. The problem is, there's only one alpha close enough to have caused it. And asking him might cost Jack the one steady thing left in his life.
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“Rut?” Robby is staring at him. Finally lets go of a weak, incredulous laugh that is entirely humorless. “That's funny seeing as I don’t go into rut any longer. You know my body just shut down after…” He presses his lips together and shakes his head.
Covid.
Jack holds his gaze but allows himself a restricted upwards turn of his mouth. In sympathy, mainly. Occasionally, he might like to torture Robby just a little but he genuinely has no intention of playing this moment for laughs.
“I think it is time to reevaluate that assessment.”
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