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    Shane has everything he could ever ask for. A loving family. A devoted husband. The life he'd always dreamed of.

    So why does it feel like his chest is caving in when his mom calls Ilya her favourite?

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane's bottom lip trembles ever so slightly, voice brittle. "I can't breathe."

    Ilya's heart breaks at his plead. No matter how much it hurt when Shane left or when Ilya saw him with Rose, seeing Shane like this, tears in his eyes, voice cracking, none of it seems to matter.

    "Yes, you can." Ilya's words are steady and sure. He slides one of his hands down to Shane's chest, pressing his palm to his sternum. "Focus on me."

    Or: Shane has a couple of panic attacks (tuna melt and Montreal club) and Ilya helps him through them.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    She swallows hard, not even realizing where she is until Maddy’s surprised yelp sounds way closer than it should.

    “Rue, what the hell are you doing? Why are you outside my window at—” She looks at the clock on her vanity— “2:30 AM?”

    Maddy has a polka-dot robe on now, clutching the two sides closed to keep out the chilly night air.

    Rue has stepped onto Maddy’s lawn. In front of Maddy’s window. Where Maddy can definitely see her.

    Stupid.

    “Uh—” she starts, scrambling, “Fuck, I didn't—I mean, it wasn't—”

    Rue’s hands move in useless little gestures, like that might somehow explain things. Maddy just watches her, arms crossed, her mouth shaped suspiciously like a smile. She cuts Rue off before she can dig herself any deeper.

    “Rue.”

    “Yeah?”

    “Do you need a place to crash tonight?”

    When Rue accidentally ends up at Maddy’s house, comfort shows up wearing someone else’s perfume, and Rue pretends that doesn’t mean anything.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t do cheat days.
    Not with his training. Not with his diet. Not with his life.
    Then a ridiculously attractive Russian-Italian chef in Milano force-feeds him the best ravioli he’s ever had and calls him a good boy and things spiral from there.
    Between Olympic pressure, impossible expectations, and a connection neither of them is ready to name, Shane finds himself unraveling in ways he doesn’t understand.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    A private conversation between Shane and Rose goes viral. No, not that one. Another one. One about unrequited love, undiagnosed autism, and a preference for submission. The fallout will be impossible to handle. Especially because Ilya Rozanov probably saw the entire thing.

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    02 Jun 2026