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Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Summary:

the end of an era can look a lot like a beginning

Notes:

it’s been a long time coming folks!! this is the last chapter of the fic and thank yall so much for reading this :) ur comments have brought me so much joy! carpe diem

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Private Message: ginny > Neil

ginny: ready for opening night??

Neil: As I’ll ever be!

ginny: :D

ginny: i’m kinda nervous ngl

Neil: I mean, same. 

Neil: It’s still exciting though!

Neil: It’s really coming together

ginny: dress rehearsal was a disaster 

Neil: That’s TRADITION

ginny: fair. 

ginny: my aunt and her girlfriend got time off work to come see opening night since my parents couldn’t i’m so happy :,)

Neil: Oh that’s sweet?

ginny: yeahh :))))

ginny: anyone coming to see u?

Neil: No family, haha. 

Neil: But most of our friends will be there, so it’s okay. 

ginny: damn neil. i’m sorry

Neil: No no no it’s okay!! Seriously. 

Neil: This is still a very happy moment. 

ginny: :)

 

Carpe Diem

nuwanda: THE SHOW WAS SO GOOD

knox: yeahhh!!!!!

ginny: <3

Neil: Thanks!

pitts: it was AWESOME

meeks: great tech, @chris

chris: aw thanks

Neil: It was so fun :D

ginny: i knooooow!! 

ginny: can’t wait for tmrw night, should run a little smoother

nuwanda: wait was something wrong?

Cameron: any mistakes were minimal, i didn’t notice anything

ginny: eh there are always some mistakes

chris: glad to know nobody noticed !

Todd: now i’m even more excited to see the show tmrw :)

Neil: Yeah!!!!

Neil: Looking forward to seeing you in the audience :)

Todd: sure !

Neil: Oh my god

knox: ????

Neil: My secret admirer left me flowers in the green room?

Neil: How did they even get back here???

chris: that’s probably a concerning security risk

chris: but this is cute so i’ll let it slide

ginny: what flowers?

Neil: What?

ginny: like what breed

nuwanda: BREED???????

meeks: fucking pardon me?

ginny: FUCK SHIT DAMN UHHH

ginny: WHATS THE WORD

chris: breed smh

pitts: i think you meant species?

ginny: THATS THE BITCH

Todd: lol

Neil: Gardenias I think

Cameron: hah go figure

Neil: ?

Cameron: used to indicate a secret love

Neil: Ah.

nuwanda: that would do it!

Neil: Maybe they’ll reveal themselves after one of the shows :0

nuwanda: hah. reveal themselves. 

Todd: u don’t think what would be kinda shitty to steal ur thunder?

Neil: Not at all!

Neil: I really want to meet them. 

Todd: huh. 

ginny: interesting. okayyyy. 

knox: uh

pitts: @knox idk either 

Neil: wait what

chris: hahah let’s move on

 

Todd > Newspaper Crew

Todd: okay i’m freaking out

nuwanda: omg i forgot about this chat

Todd: aaAAAAAH

nuwanda: okay breeeaathe

nuwanda: everything is okay! it’s all good. 

nuwanda: what’s up?

Todd: w

Todd: what’s up?

Todd: oh my god. 

Todd: i want to tell neil who i am

nuwanda: oh shit. 

nuwanda: like ?

Todd: yea. 

nuwanda: Oh Shit !

nuwanda: well dude that’s great!!!!

nuwanda: right @cameron ?

Cameron: yes go for it!

Cameron: Neil is obviously in love with you

Todd: what. 

Cameron: sorry i am a little busy right now

Cameron: newspaper club supervisor just emailed me. breaking news!! i am writing an article that will be distributed by fucking flyer or something i don’t know or care at this point

Todd: oh?

Todd: wait no back up

Todd: neil is what

Cameron: Todd i would be SO happy to explain how there is nothing ‘no homo’ about how much Neil adores you but tbh if you haven’t realized he literally reveres you at THIS point then i doubt there’s anything i could say to convince you

Todd: i

Cameron: sorry i’m stressed

Todd: you’re not being mean i’m just 

Todd: wha

Todd: what is even happening

nuwanda: i am Thrown

nuwanda: @Todd you should definitely go for it with Neil!!

nuwanda: @Cameron what's going on?

Cameron: i really shouldn’t 

Cameron: oh fuck it

 

Carpe Diem

Cameron: principal Nolan principal no more! mr Nolan fired from his position after mental health scandal comes to light

chris: oh my god

knox: shit. 

meeks: wait is this real??

nuwanda: oh my fucking god

Cameron: oh, it’s real

pitts: YEAH

Todd: !!!!

ginny: YES YES YES !

Neil: Awesome oh my god!!

nuwanda: you did it again cam jansen! oh my fucking god i could kiss you right now

Cameron: haha cool uh 

chris: lol nerd <3

meeks: cam jansen???

ginny: how did you find out about this?

ginny: OH SHIT

meeks: what? he’s an editor bruh

meeks: OH

pitts: i don’t get it

pitts: YES I DO OMG CAMERON

Cameron: i guess the cat is sorta out of the bag on that one

knox: what’s going on?

nuwanda: haahahhaahahah

Todd: lmao chill charlie 

nuwanda: never <3

Neil: Cameron?

Cameron: right

Cameron: well

Cameron: i’m not an editor for the newspaper club

chris: oh my god 

Cameron: I run the ‘gossip’ column.

knox: :O

Neil: woa

nuwanda: oh my god we finally broke him that was in all lowercase

meeks: how’d you keep it secret for so long?

Cameron: it was pretty easy honestly

Cameron: let’s be honest i do NOT look like the, uh, Cam Jansen type

pitts: this is SO awesome

Todd: thanks for all your work Cameron! you actually did it oh my god. 

Todd: nolan’s fired 

Cameron: i mean let’s not go wild, i had a lot of help

nuwanda: aww

chris: this is SO SICK

chris: DUDE

meeks: !!!!!! 

Cameron: :)

knox: omg and now he’s sending emoticons and everything 

knox: today is a day of miracles

Neil: Too true, honestly

nuwanda: n e wayz

nuwanda: do you know who the new principals gonna be??

Cameron: babe. the vice principal. 

nuwanda: omg he called me babe ! <3 <3 <3

nuwanda: yea i have no idea who tf that is

pitts: … same lowkey

ginny: i mean we were all thinking it

Cameron: i know you guys can’t see me but i’m REELING right now. in disbelief. how do you guys not know this?

nuwanda: because we’re stupid??

ginny: HEY

ginny: but yeah

Cameron: i

Cameron: sure okay 

Neil: Uh. 

Neil: Okay but. Who IS the vp?

Cameron: NEIL

nuwanda: HAH

Cameron: et tu?

Cameron: mr McAllister

nuwanda: oh!

meeks: that dudes tight as fuck

Todd: hes pretty nice!

chris: i find myself very happy with this actually yeah

pitts: this RULES. today RULES. 

 

Neil > Todd

Neil: Hey so just checking! You’re coming to the show tonight?

Todd: haha yeah!

Todd: hey btw uhhhhhh

Todd: what’s your favorite flower?

Neil: Oh!

Neil: I don’t think anybody’s ever asked me that before, um…

Neil: Roses are too cliche

Todd: roses are nice if u like roses neil. 

Neil: No I mean roses are great! But not my favorite uhh

Neil: I am looking at photos of flowers now

Todd: omg neil h don’t need to do that

Neil: No!!

Neil: Nobody’s ever asked me something like this, let me bask in it

Todd: oh

Todd: ok

Neil: What’s your favorite flower?

Todd: oh uh

Todd: fuchsia flowers? 

Neil: Oh those are pretty!

Neil: Wow. 

Neil: Do they have a meaning like how Cameron said for my secret admirer?

Todd: uhm. yea actually

Todd: humble love

Neil: That’s sweet!!

Todd: i think so :)

Neil: I like cosmos flowers.

Todd: yeah?

Neil: Yeah. 

Neil: They’re very pretty!!

Neil: Do these ones have any meanings haha

Todd: let me check :)

Neil: Oh you don’t need to!

Todd: joy in love and life

Neil: Well!

Neil: That’s wonderful actually

Todd: i think so too :)

Neil: Cool

Todd: cool ahahah

 

Neil > ginny

Neil: Hey are you busy right now?

ginny: equally as busy as you so if you’re texting it must be important

Neil: Not that important!!

ginny: hmm. 

ginny: what’s up?

Neil: You know how a while ago I was like ‘nooo I’ll NEVER tell Todd how I feel!!’?

ginny: as a matter of fact i do 

Neil: Well. 

ginny: …!

Neil: I mean like. 

Neil: He's coming to the show tonight! Even though he won’t have anyone to sit with and I know that makes him anxious he still is coming!! 

Neil: And he asked me my favorite flower so I think he’s going to bring me them. 

Neil: And he's so cute, Ginny. 

ginny: he is!

ginny: what changed your mind?

Neil: I guess I just. I’m tired of not telling him, if that makes sense?

Neil: I would really love to care about him louder. I don’t like keeping it quiet. 

ginny: oh my god that’s so cute

Neil: :)

Neil: But. 

ginny: but?

ginny: don’t say but

ginny: there’s no but!!!

Neil: My secret admirer. 

ginny: oh for fucks sake

Neil: Hey!

ginny: no i mean. 

ginny: okay. right. 

ginny: Todd is here. in front of u, caring about you, bringing you flowers

Neil: So did my secret admirer, technically 

ginny: sure they did!

ginny: and i’m sure you were flattered and happy about that

Neil: Right…

ginny: how would you feel if todd brought you flowers?

Neil: I mean. Happy, of course happy

ginny: but it would be different, wouldn’t it?

ginny: because your secret admirer is a SECRET. and todd is real and he is uhh. gosh you’re a theater kid how do i put this

Neil: You're a theatre kid too :/

ginny: todd is loving you in daylight. 

ginny: or uhhhhhh caring about*** whatever 

Neil: I guess you’re right

ginny: maybe i’m not!!!!!

ginny: but you should talk to him about it 

ginny: like really this time

ginny: tell him how you feel, take him to get froyo or something. we’re high schoolers, it doesn’t have to be a marriage proposal man

Neil: You’re right. 

ginny: hell yeah i am!

Neil: Okay! Okay. 

Neil: Scary. I’m going to ask him on a date after the show. Okay. 

ginny: hey, break a leg neil

Neil: :)

Neil: Break a leg. 

 

Carpe Diem

Todd: @neil @ginny you guys were amazing!!!

Todd: @chris the show ran so smooth it looked great!

ginny: oh thanks!!

chris: yea!

chris: where are u, i’ll come find you!

Neil: Sorry, we’re still changing!!

Neil: Thanks Todd :)

Todd: yeah!!!

Todd: still in the theater, back left @chris

nuwanda: @todd fav part? must compare notes

meeks: you’ve en ever taken notes a single gel day of your life

Todd: ginny you ROCKED but my fav part was neil’s ending monologue 

Todd: the emotion!! he killed it. 

nuwanda: that’s tru

Neil: :,)

chris: oh WOW hi todd

Todd: wait where are u???

Todd: DONT say anything omg

knox: ???

chris: my lips are sealed omggg

ginny: is it

chris: yes

knox: ???????

Todd: chris u JUST said

chris: i am an angel incapable of wrongdoings

Todd: sighhhh yea u are i guess

Neil: Okay I’m on my way out! 

ginny: hey chris can u come backstage for a sec?

chris: that’s an awesome idea ok!!

Todd: oh my god. 

meeks: wait holy shit

pitts: no let this happen

Todd: shhhh omg ugh this isn’t happening

Todd: oh fuck

nuwanda: language!!!

knox: what’s happening 

chris: i didn’t actually leave the theater i’m just watching at a distance omg

ginny: well!! keep us updated :0

chris: okay ok! 

chris: so todd has a BIG bouquet of flowers for neil and he is looking a little teary eyed rn 

ginny: i have it on good authority that todd asked neil what his favorite flowers were so. 

Cameron: oh wow

meeks: :O

chris: todd is blushing neil is blushing blah blah

chris: oh this is too cute and awkward to watch

nuwanda: NO the people need to know chris!!!

nuwanda: it’s ur journalistic DUTY

chris: i am not ur boyfriend but ok

chris: :o

chris: neil said smtn that made todd start nodding frantically

chris: they both look V happy wow

nuwanda: DO THEY HAVE A DATE

Cameron: should we be gossiping about this?

meeks: GOD FINALLY

ginny: !!!!

chris: THE PLOT THICKENS

chris: todd said smtn and neil looks literally SHOCKED 

chris: omg is it what i think it is?

chris: omg

Neil: TODD ANDERSON IS MY SECRET ADMIRER

knox: WHAT

nuwanda: AHH

ginny: omg omg omg

Todd: i’m sorry i didn’t tell you earlier!!!!!!

Neil: Nonono no no 

Neil: You're fine this is fine

Neil: Who am I kidding this is GREAT

meeks: oh my god i had no clue

Todd: it is?

meeks: how did i have no clue???

Neil: The two people i’ve been pining over are the same person!!! This is super great!

Todd: pining over?

Neil: I mean. 

Todd: is that date still on the table?

chris: oh my GOD

Neil: It's DEFINITELY on the table

Neil: Why are we still texting oh my god

Cameron: oh my god is right uhhh

pitts: did that just HAPPEN

nuwanda: holy shiiiiiit 

ginny: imma go ahead and say what we’re all thinking

ginny: it TOOK. THEM LONG. ENOUGH. 

knox: even i saw this coming yes

meeks: i’m actually in shock i think

pitts: same

chris: the cast & crew are going to FREAK when they find out about this

ginny: oh my god yes bye y’all

Cameron: bye?

nuwanda: :O guys. guys

meeks: i know

nuwanda: GUYS. 

pitts: i KNOW :0

 

Todd > Neil

Todd: thanks again for frozen yogurt haha

Todd: i had a rly good time :)

Neil: Me too

Neil: I would really like to do this again sometime? Maybe, uh, regularly.

Neil: As in, dating ?

Todd: oh!

Todd: oh

Todd: that. sounds really awesome yeah

Neil: Yeah?

Todd: definitely. 

Neil: :)

Todd: :) :) :)

Neil: <3

Todd: oh!

Todd: <3

 

Carpe Diem

Neil: Guess who has a BOYFRIEND

meeks: you

chris: you

ginny: :0 you!

Cameron: Todd and you

pitts: you lol

Todd: :,D

knox: congrats u guys!

Todd: thanks i’m rly happy about it :)

Neil: :0 <3

nuwanda: AAAAAH CONGRATS

nuwanda: the gays are WINNING once AGAIN this school year

chris: say it again honestly <3

nuwanda: todd and neil finally got together

nuwanda: nolan got fuckin FIRED as he DESERVES

pitts: yesss

nuwanda: i have a cute af boyfriend

Cameron: aw

knox: gross, gay people

ginny: ur bi?

nuwanda: AND.

nuwanda: AND AND AND

pitts: oh my god what could possibly be happening now

Todd: :0 ???

nuwanda: oh captain my most wonderful captain has sent me an email

nuwanda: mr nolan is out and mr mcallister is in and he is NOT a raging homophobe sooooo

chris: that is true and good yes

meeks: so true yea

nuwanda: SO

nuwanda: couples of any gender welcome at school dances from now on

Neil: Oh!!!

ginny: !!!!!!!¡¡!!!

knox: that’s awesome!!! my chances at a date just doubled !

Cameron: oh!

Cameron: that’s awesome!!

nuwanda: it is !! :D

Cameron: hey speaking of school dances Charlie

chris: oh my god. over text????

nuwanda: :O

Cameron: nono you’re right I won’t do it over text 

Cameron: can I come over @nuwanda ??

nuwanda: YES. 

ginny: losers <3

 

Queer Poets Society

knox: keating emailed me about the project

nuwanda: there was a project??

knox: uh yea

knox: u know

knox: the one we started the groupchat for ?

pitts: oh hey yea

meeks: lol i remember that

nuwanda: memoriessss

knox: well. he canceled the project so. 

Todd: honestly he never rly explained it like

Neil: That’s true actually…

Cameron: let’s be honest. who here is surprised that this whole thing was an elaborate set up to bring us closer as a friend group ?

meeks: fair

pitts: good point tbh

Neil: Not wrong, thinking about it

Todd: yeah

knox: … what ?

meeks: i’m not mad tho

nuwanda: no me neither, this RULES. 

Todd: :)

Neil: Yeah. I think I speak for us all when I say this is a pretty awesome set up we’ve got going on!

pitts: no question lol

knox: yea i’m glad we got to know you todd!!

Todd: i’m glad i got to know u guys too :,)

Cameron: speaking of, when’s our next meeting?

meeks: shit man, idk

Neil: saturday night work?

pitts: sounds good

nuwanda: yea!!

knox: that’s great yeah :)

Neil: Cool !

Todd: i think. i might read something. 

Cameron: really?

Todd: yea actually

Todd: a todd anderson original, hahah

Neil: I’m looking forward to it, then <3

Todd: me too :)

 

Notes:

AHH! it’s over!! i hope y’all liked it :D
some things that didn’t make the final cut:
“my life has been one long game of gay chicken. i was born for this” “Todd: i made friends w cameron by blackmailing him, so… Cameron: jokes on you, that’s how i make all my friends” “Todd: charlie ur sex jokes aren’t good bc no one can tell they’re about sex”

like always, please drop a kudos, it means tons! and commenters have my whole heart <3 bye!

Notes:

hello lovelies!! this fic is a work in progress that i SWEAR i will update :) ur comments are my life blood !!