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Shauna hadn't realised how badly everything ached until the shower.
Everything, from her jaw to her ankles, hurt.
Her knees gave out as soon as the water started up. Jackie had caught her, with large, strong, sure hands around Shauna's waist, and Shauna had nuzzled into Jackie's neck and kissed her pulse point and Jackie had held her tighter. She'd guided Shauna until she was leaning against her and washed Shauna's hair, her nails scratching lightly against Shauna's scalp, her hands skidding over Shauna's shoulders and back and thighs. Shauna had hugged Jackie, wrapping her arms around Jackie's shoulders so tightly she felt her joints click, the hold equal parts for support and affection, and buried her face in Jackie.
'Good girl,' Jackie had cooed, 'thank you for letting me take care of you.'
Shauna had only had the energy to grunt in response.
Jackie had guided Shauna out of the shower, and wrapped her in a fluffy towel, and blow dried her hair, brushing her fingers through it as Shauna sat, meekly, on the bathroom counter, interspersing touches and guidance with 'pretty baby,' and 'sweet girl,' and 'princess' and 'love' and 'gorgeous'. When Shauna's hair was dried and braided, Jackie had darted out of the bathroom to grab her overnight bag, and come back to Shauna pouting and kissed her cheek and soothed her, and then done her skincare routine on both of them, and Shauna had tasted Jackie's strawberry lip balm again for the first time in years.
It didn't taste the same.
It didn't taste like Jackie.
Shauna had fixed that, bridging the gap to meet Jackie's lips, and Jackie had lifted Shauna, pulling Shauna's bare thighs to wrap around her waist and kissing her back. Jackie had laid Shauna on the bed, and walked to the minibar amid Shauna's protests, returning with candy and pretzels. She'd waited, patiently, for Shauna to feed herself, and when she'd ignored the food in favour of kissing, Jackie had opened the packets and held the food up to Shauna's lips until she willingly opened her mouth. When Jackie was satisfied, she guided Shauna onto her side and wrapped herself around her, burying her face in brunette hair until she'd lured a protesting Shauna into sleep.
Shauna had not woken to that same gentleness.
She'd opened her eyes what was likely a few hours later, to being flat on her back, with the weight of Jackie on top of her. Jackie's pelvis is against the mattress, between Shauna's legs, her knees brushing the sides of Jackie's hips, and Jackie's small soft breasts are pushing against the swell of Shauna's stomach, her arms bracketing Shauna's hips, and her chin is resting on the bottom of Shauna's ribcage. Her big soft hazel eyes are staring at Shauna hungrily, Shauna's view of Jackie's face framed by the mounds of her own breasts.
Her hair is messy from sleep, and looks impossibly soft, and glows golden in the artificial light of the bedside lamp, and Shauna wants to touch it, so she does, because she can. It's even softer than it looks, sliding through her hands like water. Jackie shuts her eyes momentarily and hums at the feeling, the vibration rattling through her throat and Shauna's ribs, but she opens her eyes again immediately, like she can't look away from Shauna for a second too long.
'Sleep okay?' Jackie asks, voice hoarse and cracking.
'Yeah,' Shauna replies, pushing Jackie's hair back from her face, wanting to take in every millimetre of it, wanting to memorise how she looks right now in case she never sees it again.
A small smile appears on Jackie's face, and she grabs Shauna's hand, and brings it to her mouth, kissing her fingers. She's warm. So warm it burns. 'You hungry, baby?'
'Not for food,' Shauna replies immediately, and Jackie snorts out a laugh before schooling her face back into something placid.
'You can wait your turn,' Jackie says, 'I'm going first.'
'But you haven't-'
'Shauna,' Jackie says, tone firm, lowering Shauna's hand to the sheet beside her, 'stay just like that for me.'
'But I-'
'Shauna.'
Shauna remembers that tone far too well. She used to buck and kick against it. The voice of Jackie asking her to wear the boob dress and drive her to school and pop a couple of her mom's pills and tell the team about the baby. But Jackie drops a kiss to Shauna's ribs, and her hair brushes Shauna's breast, and Shauna whines.
'Stay put, or I stop,' Jackie says lowly.
Her face is between Shauna's legs before the brunette can even nod. Shauna's hands tighten in the sheets. Jackie's hair is tickling her thighs, and just the feeling of her breath on Shauna's core makes Shauna gasp, because she's far more sensitive than she thought. The first brush of Jackie's lips against Shauna's clit makes her hips buck, nearly bashing Jackie's nose. The blonde's arm moves up to lay flat over Shauna's pelvis, holding her in place.
The first touch of Jackie's tongue makes Shauna scream.
In the next room, Van is leaning against the shared wall, blatantly listening in. Tai had told her to stop and then sat against the headboard, also against the shared wall, and pretended to check her emails. Mari groans from where she's sitting beside Tai, dropping a glass onto the mattress with a groan of 'this isn't helping.' Misty, meanwhile, is playing with her phone, as Natalie flips through a magazine.
Then they hear it.
'Jackie, oh god, Jackie.'
It isn't coming through the wall.
It's coming from Misty's phone.
'What is that?' Nat asks immediately, voice wary.
'It's nothing!' Misty says, 'I just put your phone on the couch and then facetimed you before we left.'
'I have my phone,' Nat says, reaching for it in the pocket of her robe. She finds empty air.
'Yeah, I took it, sorry,' Misty replies, not even remotely sorry. 'But they got to see us, it's not fair we don't get to see them. I'm just waiting for the screen to come on.'
'You're a fucking problem, Misty,' Tai says from the bed, dropping her own phone and leaning forward, 'can I see?'
'Thought you were above spying on them,' Van smirks, settling next to Tai and slinging an arm over her girlfriend.
'They did get to see us,' Tai points out, extending her hand for the phone.
'Wait,' Mari intercuts, and when the others look to her she nods at the TV. 'Can you cast it there?'
'The girl's a genius,' Van beams, pulling Tai back against the headboard to observe the view.
The screen turns from black to grey and then to cream, and stays there.
'Where's the video?'
'Must still be loading,' Misty says, tapping her phone.
Nat leans closer, over the blonde to see the TV better, 'oh for fuck's sake, Mist.'
'What?'
'That's the fucking couch cushion. You pointed the phone the wrong way.'
A chorus of groans and 'Misty!'s echo from the room.
'Hey,' Nat protests, 'don't get an attitude with her, she tried.'
'She got couch cushions,' Tai responds with a roll of her eyes.
'Better than nothing,' Nat retorts, 'now shut up and listen.'
They do.
'Jesus, Jax,' Shauna is panting, legs splayed, Jackie's face and neck and chest soaked with her release, 'I don't know how many more I have in me.'
'You've got as many as I want, princess,' Jackie replies, fingers gripping the soft plush of Shauna's thighs, sinking deep into the warm flesh. 'You've got as many as I'll give you.'
'I'm really sore,' Shauna pleads.
'So you're gonna be sore either way, might as well go for a home run.'
Shauna groans, her hands lifting from the sheets to cover her face, 'don't talk baseball, it's just like Je-' she stops mid syllable.
'Say it,' Jackie says, holding Shauna tighter.
'Don't want to.'
'Say it, sweetheart,' Jackie's tone is bordering a warning, one that Shauna chooses to ignore.
'Not gonna.'
Jackie lifts Shauna by the thighs,until she's a couple of inches clear above the mattress, which Shauna hadn't known Jackie could do. Shauna is flipped onto her front, and Jackie's weight disappears, and then returns.
'It's okay, baby, you can say it. You thought of Jeff, didn't you?'
Shauna says nothing, reaching for a pillow and burying her face in it, catching soft white fabric between her teeth, smelling sweat and detergent.
Jackie chuckles behind Shauna, and shifts, and that's when Shauna feels silicone against her entrance.
'You feel that, sweetie?' Jackie asks, 'it should be familiar.' She waits for a moment, and then says, 'go on, baby. Guess which one this is.'
Jackie doesn't move, so Shauna spits the pillow out, 'the blue one?' she asks, not sure how she's meant to detect which of the four dildos Van and Tai had picked out earlier is pressing against her.
'Guess again,' Jackie says, nudging the head into Shauna.
It's wide, and she can feel ribbing, 'one of Van's. The ten inch?'
'Guess again,' Jackie says.
'I don't know, Jax, I've not got a fucking dildo detector back there. Just fuck me with it.'
'Shauna,' Jackie whines, breaking character with a pitiful sound, 'I'm trying to do something here can you just go with it?'
'Fine, Jax, but I really don't know. Can you not just use it?'
'Not until you guess correctly,' Jackie says, whining gone in favour of the teasing tone she had before. 'I'll give you a hint.'
Shauna feels gushing. The sudden spurt of something wet slipping against her walls.
'Did that-'
'I figured since you liked the one Lottie bought you,' Jackie says with a pointed thrust forward, burying herself in Shauna entirely, her hips meeting Shauna's arse, 'I should get my own.' Shauna groans, biting the pillow again, and Jackie asks, 'so whose cock is this?'
'Lottie's?' Shauna asks, confused.
A hand smacks her arse, harsh and quick. 'Whose cock is this?'
'Oh,' Shauna says, 'right. Yours. It's yours.'
'My what?'
'Your cock.'
'And what am I doing with it?'
'Jesus, Jax, is this twenty fucking questions?' Shauna snaps.
Jackie doesn't break this time, just spanks her again, hard. 'Say it.'
Shauna sighs slightly and then Jackie thrusts her hips shallowly once. 'It's your cock, Jackie. Your cock that you're going to fuck me with.'
'And why am I doing that, baby?'
'Are you fucking kidding me?'
Another smack.
'My cock, that I am going to fuck my girl with, better than anyone has ever fucked you before. I am going to give it to you so good that you don't even remember that jackoff's name. I am going to fuck and fill you until you can't think of anything else.' It's all Jackie's real feelings, to be fair. She wants to reduce Shauna's world to just her, to lock her away somewhere no one else can ever see her, to make and keep Shauna reliant on her until she never ever leaves her side ever again. She wants being apart to be painful for Shauna, just like it is for her. She's obsessive, and possessive, and completely blameless in the situation, because her entire world is impaled on her strap on. In practice, it's going to be the opposite, and she knows it as sure as she knows how good Shauna smells and how sweet her cries are and how deeply she adores her, that she's going to follow Shauna to the ends of the earth like a pathetic little puppy for the rest of her life rather than exist apart from her, because she can't handle a life where each of them begin and end without the other. 'I am going to make you my personal fucking cockslut. You aren't going to be able to breathe without thinking of me, princess,' Jackie growls, knowing she already thinks of Shauna like it's breathing.
Shauna glares up at Jackie, fierce brown eyes burning over her shoulder, 'fucking make me then, Taylor.'
Jackie feels like she's been electrocuted, her body thrumming with a sudden and rabid energy, the kind she's only felt out there. Shauna wants Jackie to make her feel it, and Shauna's going to get exactly what she wants. Jackie's hand finds Shauna's clit and starts to rub, and her hips pump furiously, making her abs burn and her own breasts bounce as she fucks into the brunette beneath her. Shauna's starting to moan and whine, and Jackie leans forward, pressing her front against Shauna's back again, and uses the hand that isn't on her clit to grab at her breast and kiss her neck, 'you're so fucking stunning, Shauna,' she says against the salty skin. Her motor skills aren't as good as she thought, because she's rubbing Shauna's clit and fucking into her and trying to pinch and twist at her nipple the way she knows Shauna loves, but it's too many things at once, so the last thing is neglected in favour of grabbing a handful of flesh and kneading it.
'Harder,' Shauna says, and Jackie doesn't know if she can go harder, but she adjusts and tries all the same. She's glad there's no mirrors nearby, because she's sure she looks ridiculous, her hair flopping up and down and her face hot enough that it has to be burning red.
And then she does something with her hip that she didn't exactly mean to do, like a twist or a dip, but whatever it is, it hits Shauna's g-spot and rubs over it, and she feels the change in texture as the head of her cock meets some resistance inside Shauna, and beneath her, Shauna cries and collapses forward, arse still raises and face pressed against the mattress. 'You like that, sweetie?' Jackie asks from above Shauna. She leans down further to nip the back of Shauna's neck, and mutters, 'answer or I stop.'
Shauna immediately turns her head to the side and groans, 'yes, god, Jackie, yes.'
'There's my girl,' Jackie says, before straining her neck to bite Shauna's pulse point.
Shauna whines, 'fuck! Your girl! I'm your girl!'
Jackie removes her teeth and licks the bite, saying, 'keep talking, baby,' before latching to the pink flesh again.
'I'm yours, Jax. I'm so yours. No one loves me like you. No one ever has. I'll do whatever you want, I'll be whoever you want, I just want to be your girl. I love you. I love you so much, Jackie. I'll do whatever it takes to just have you.'
'No one else?' Jackie asks as she exchanges teeth for lips.
'No one else. Just you. Just yours.'
'No matter what?'
'No matter what.'
'And you'd do anything?'
'Anything.'
Jackie can ask Shauna for anything right now. She can command her to do whatever she wants. Can coerce her and cajole her into every filthy fantasy that's rattled through Jackie's brain for the better part of a decade.
Instead she pulls out.
Shauna turns her head, eyes wet and lips parted in betrayal.
'Get on your back for me, baby,' Jackie orders, and Shauna scrambles to obey. 'How far back can you get your legs?'
'It almost feels worse to have the audio without the video,' Van comments.
'Like… invasive,' Mari agrees.
'Yeah, we shouldn't be hearing this,' Van grimaces.
'But watching it is fine?' Nat asks.
'I'd love to know how high Shauna can get her legs, I don't need to know how pathetic she is for Taylor,' Mari snorts.
'Aren't you roommates?'
'Do you fuck in front of your roommates?'
Shauna can't get her legs fully behind her leg, so Jackie makes her stop before she pulls a muscle, but she can still get them pretty far, her knees pillowed by her shoulders, her calves straight up in the air above her, her torso framed by her thighs. Her breasts are pushed together by the position, and Jackie is taking full advantage of it, sucking on one of Shauna's tits as she flexes her hips. She's found her new favourite position, because the strap is rubbing against her clit and Shauna's clit is grinding against her pelvis and the gentle curve of the toy is hitting the spot that made Shauna collapse once already. Her hands are stroking the backs of Shauna's thighs, soft and hot, and she's groaning against the pebbled nipple in her mouth, and whenever she groans, Shauna responds with a whine. Jackie releases it, and then licks a stripe over the skin, from the sweaty salty flesh of Shauna's underboob up and over the hardened nipple before placing a kiss on the puckered flesh, and Shauna whimpers.
'You're so vocal for me, baby. Making such pretty noises.'
'For you,' Shauna echoes.
'Because you're mine, aren't you?'
'Yours.'
'Your body is mine, isn't it?'
'Yeah, Jack, it's yours.'
'And whose pussy is this?'
'Well, that's a matter of opinion,' Shauna responds, her small smirk immediately dropping at Jackie's glare.
Jackie gives a particularly hard thrust, and then stops, buried to the hilt in Shauna, 'Shipman, don't fuck with me,' Jackie warns.
'If you want to own it, you need to mark it,' Shauna says, eyes flickering with mischief that Jackie is going to have to fuck out of her, 'cum in me.'
Jackie chuckles, 'that's why you're being a brat? You want me to cum inside you?'
'Just do it already,' Shauna pouts on seeing Jackie gather herself. 'Please?'
'Little late for please, princess,' Jackie says, pulling out of Shauna. She looks at the brunette, spread and wanting, on the bed and clicks her tongue, 'I was just about to, too.'
'Jackie?' Shauna drops her legs and looks up sadly, 'no, please, I'm sorry, please cum in me.'
'Shauna,' Jackie scolds, 'I don't leave bodily fluids in things that don't belong to me. It's not polite.'
'It's yours. It's all yours. My cunt is yours. My tits are yours. My mouth, my arse, my hands, my… fuck, Jax, every part of me is yours. I'm sorry for being a brat just please cum in me.'
'Well,' Jackie says with a tilt of her head, the shiny silicone of the strap glistening between her legs and making Shauna's mouth water, 'since you asked so nicely.'
She buries herself in Shauna fully, yanking Shauna's thighs until they wrap around her waist, her face returning to Shauna's chest, drawing the neglected nipple between her lips and sucking until her cheeks hollow. She squeezes the pump with her other hand.
Shauna screams.
Shauna thrashes, and her hips twitch, and her legs lock around Jackie, holding her in place.
Jackie's own heartbeat is echoing in her ears, her world narrowing to the thrum that reminds her she's alive and the warmth that reminds her that she's alive with Shauna, who feels fucking incredible beneath her. Jackie presses her nose between Shauna's breasts and inhales the sweat that coats her skin. It's her new favourite smell. Tangy and salty, like sea air. She wants it as a perfume and a laundry detergent and an air freshener. She can't be parted from it ever again.
She can't be parted from Shauna ever again.
She needs to look up schools she can transfer to in Providence.
'Jax,' Shauna pants, 'bite me again.'
Jackie is immediate in her reply, lurching up to clamp on the opposite side of Shauna's neck, and she feels Shauna's arms lock around her shoulders, pulling her into a makeshift hug, Shauna's body pressing against hers at every possible point of contact, like she never wants to let Jackie go. Jackie won't let her, anyway. Images flash through Jackie's mind, of the pair of them lying like this in Shauna's dorm room, of them sharing a bed with matching rings shining on their intertwined fingers, of Shauna, pregnant and round and perfect, carrying Jackie's baby. Jackie squeezes her eyes shut to hold back the tear she feels forming out of pure want. It makes her stomach twist. She wants it. She wants what Jeff had. She wants to cum inside Shauna, to get Shauna pregnant, to have every piece of her the way Jeff did.
Shauna seems to know, because she holds Jackie tighter, and starts to repeat, over and over and over, 'I'm yours, Jackie. I love you and I'm yours. Every part.'
Jackie sucks harshly at the skin of Shauna's neck, reminding herself how juvenile and possessive hickeys are as she fights to leave Shauna the biggest one to ever exist. She wants this hickey in the fucking world records. She wants it to last until she and Shauna get married, which would only be in a few hours if she had her way, because she needs the rest of her life with Shauna to start as soon as humanly possible to make up for all the time that they weren't just as wrapped up in each other as they are right now.
'I love you so much Shauna,' Jackie says against Shauna's skin. 'And I'm sorry. For everything.'
'I love you more,' Shauna says, 'and I'm sorry, too.'
'Seriously, hang up,' Tai orders.
'No way,' Misty scoffs, 'there shouldn't be any secrets at this point.'
'On cannibalism, Misty, not love confessions. This should be private.'
'Tai,' Van pouts exaggeratedly, 'come on, just a few more minutes.'
'I thought we were gonna get kinky sex,' Mari grumbles, 'I bet they're in missionary.'
'You can't possibly know that,' Nat retorts.
'It sounds like missionary,' Mari returns.
'Fuck,' Jackie breathes, sounding genuinely upset.
'What's wrong, baby?'
'I'm out of refills.'
Shauna laughs. She can't help it. Jackie's hair is all mussed and her face is all flushed and she's the saddest Shauna's ever seen her.
'It's not funny,' Jackie says, 'I brought like five refills.'
'So you've cum inside me five times and you're still pouting?'
'I wanna do it again.'
'I'm too sore, anyway,' Shauna stretches as she says it, and when she looks back, Jackie's eyes are fixed on her boobs.
'How sore?' Jackie asks, not looking away, 'did I hurt you?' and her concern would probably sound more genuine if she made eye contact, but Shauna appreciates it regardless.
'I've been having sex for, like…' Shauna looks at the clock, blinking slightly to focus it, suddenly exhausted, 'twelve hours.'
If Jackie is stung by the fact she's only been having sex for six, she doesn't show it, just unbuckles the toy with one hand, which makes Shauna throb even though she can't feel much more than that, and it drops to the floor with a soft thud as Jackie saunters towards Shauna, hips swaying. Jackie leans down and kisses Shauna deeply, tracing her tongue over Shauna's bottom lip before pulling away and asking, 'how about a bath?'
Soon, Jackie sits against the tub, chest deep in warm water, as she guides Shauna to sit between her legs and lean back, head pillowed on the blonde's chest, her breath ghosting over Jackie's tanned skin. She thinks she could go to sleep here.
And then she feels Jackie's large, strong hands on her skin. First her waist, squeezing her sides, and then sliding around to her front. One hand slips down her belly, and then to the top of her thighs, while the other hand finds her boobs.
'Can you do one more for me, pretty girl?' Jackie asks, voice low and throaty in her ear, chest rumbling beneath her cheek.
'Hurts,' Shauna mumbles back.
'I know, sweetie, I know,' Jackie coos sympathetically. 'But you said yourself, it's been twelve hours, which means that I got the same time as the others,' Jackie kisses the top of Shauna's head, and runs a thumb over her nipple, 'I want more.'
'You're insane,' Shauna returns.
'Obviously,' Jackie snickers, 'so is that a yes?'
Shauna nuzzles into the side of Jackie's breast, 'just one?'
'Just one, princess.' Jackie can see her watch from here, where she's left it on the counter top. She's about ten minutes away from seven hours.
'Okay,' Shauna hums, 'but you have to wash me after.'
'Was I ever not going to do that?' Jackie asks as her hand slips between Shauna's thighs, quickly finding the heat of her centre.
Shauna spreads her legs slightly, as much as she can in the bathtub with a fraction of the energy she started with, and her moans and groans are more like hums and sighs now, her voice tired from the day. Jackie finds her core easily, and is careful to slide in slowly. Shauna is still tight, gripping around two fingers, and she hisses softly as Jackie enters her.
'You okay, sweetheart?' Jackie asks.
'I'm good,' Shauna says.
'Just one more,' Jackie repeats, 'okay, love?'
'Yeah. Just one more.'
Jackie brushes her thumb over Shauna's nipple again, and Shauna lets out another voiceless cry.
Nine minutes left.
'Don't even think of it as sex,' Jackie says, kissing the crown of Shauna's head, 'it's like a sports massage.'
'What?'
'Seriously,' Jackie continues, 'remember how after games we'd rub each other down? When we used our muscles too much so coach taught us to massage each other?'
Coach Martinez had planned to do all the massages himself. Coach Ben had taught them how to do it to each other and told Coach Martinez his weren't needed. Jackie had grabbed Shauna as her massage partner the second Lottie had looked Shauna's way.
Eight minutes.
'So this is like a sports massage,' Jackie says, corkscrewing her fingertips in Shauna's entrance, not going any deeper until the pain settles. 'You've overused the muscle, and you need it relaxed. That makes sense, right?'
'Sure,' Shauna says, leaning further into Jackie, dead weight against her chest. She thinks she might fall asleep here in Jackie's arms.
'So it's not sex, right? It's just a massage.'
'Mhm.'
'Do you like your massage, princess?'
'Yeah.'
Seven minutes.
'Do you want me to massage you deeper?'
'Yeah,' Shauna breathes.
'Okay, baby,' Jackie says, slipping in to the second knuckle.
Shauna hisses at the intrusion, and Jackie kisses her and thumbs Shauna's nipple again.
'My sweet girl, taking her massage so good.' Jackie starts to stroke Shauna's walls, sweeping past remnants of their combined cum.
Six minutes.
The heel of Jackie's hand catches against Shauna's clit, and Shauna starts. Jackie kisses the side of her head.
'Oh, princess,' Jackie asks, her tone wandering dangerously between sympathetic and mocking, 'is your clit sore?'
'Mhm,' Shauna says, nosing Jackie's neck.
'My poor baby,' Jackie mutters against Shauna's hair. 'You did so good for me, angel.'
'Thanks.'
Five minutes.
'How do you feel?'
'Like I've been hit by a truck,' Shauna says, almost slurring against Jackie's skin.
Jackie chuckles lowly, 'oh, sweetie. I'll help you feel better.'
The only noises in the bathroom are the soft smack of kisses against Shauna's skin and the slow slosh of water as Jackie pushes her fingers all the way in.
Four minutes.
'How's this?'
'Good.'
'You like your massage?'
Shauna's smiling softly now as she leans into Jackie. 'Yeah.'
Jackie starts to crook her fingers, searching for the spongy spot she enjoys nearly as much as Shauna. She knows she's found it when Shauna nips the skin of her neck. She's mildly disappointed when Shauna releases her.
'You can give me a hickey, baby,' Jackie offers.
Shauna blinks up at her, disbelieving. Through high school, Shauna had been desperate to mark Jackie. Her teeth had itched from the overwhelming urge. Jackie had always told her no, shook her off, even pushed her away, insisting that she couldn't have a hickey. But that was when they were teenagers, and Jackie had a boyfriend to give her hickeys, and parents who didn't like them at all, even though Jackie and Shauna both had a long-standing ache to mark each other until they were left a collage of scrapes and bruises and lip gloss. It was habit, now, for Shauna to just graze her teeth over Jackie's throat and then stop.
Jackie nods at her, and Shauna smiles.
Three minutes.
Shauna's teeth lodge themselves in Jackie's neck.
Jackie crooks her fingers.
Shauna's hand finds Jackie's hip and squeezes. Jackie can feel Shauna's nails biting her skin. She gasps and grins.
Jackie hopes Shauna's nails scar her.
Two minutes.
Jackie really should have let Shauna practice hickeys in high school, because she pulls away far too soon to actually bruise. The angle is a bit awkward for her, so Jackie puffs out her chest slightly, and says, 'you can leave them wherever you want, darling,' and Shauna takes the hint, biting the side of Jackie's breast. 'Just like that, Shauna.'
One minute.
Jackie doesn't really want to drag it out. She isn't sure her girl can take it. But she doesn't want to rush, either.
As she's deciding, Shauna's hips shift, and the heel of her hand finds Shauna's inflamed clit again, and Shauna starts to grind softly, hips moving in a tight circle against Jackie's hand.
Shauna biting even harder on Jackie's breast, along with a tensing of her spine, tells Jackie that Shauna's cumming again. She moves to withdraw her hand, not wanting to hurt Shauna, but Shauna's thighs snap shut around her wrist. The hand that was on her hip grabs her forearm, short nails digging into Jackie again, and when Shauna's mouth opens in a gasp around Jackie's flesh, she sees a wisp of blood before it dissolves into the water, and she beams, because Shauna can taste her, and mark her, and scar her.
'Love you,' Jackie says, kissing Shauna's temple.
Shauna's body tenses again, and her hips come to a complete still as she topples over the edge for a second time in as many minutes.
Jackie wriggles her hand free, and wraps both of her arms around Shauna's waist, pulling her closer and kissing her cheek.
'That was two,' Shauna says after she's back to herself.
'You're the one who trapped my hand,' Jackie points out.
'But you said one,' Shauna pouts.
'And you gave yourself another.'
'I'm gonna be so sore.'
Jackie snorts, 'because that one extra orgasm is going to make all the difference.'
'Don't make fun of me,' a smile is tugging at the corners of Shauna's lips, but she keeps her eyes wide and pitiful and fixed on Jackie.
'I'm sorry, baby.'
'Thank you,' Shauna says, leaning up to kiss Jackie, 'you're going to have to give me a tonne of massages to recover.'
'There it is,' Jackie snickers, 'and here I was planning to kiss it better.'
'You can do that, too.'
'Can't hear a fucking thing,' Mari groans, poking at the volume controls on Misty's phone as she lays on the couch.
'Probably because it's four in the fucking morning, Mar,' Nat says from where she and Misty are sharing the fold out bed, 'go the fuck to sleep.'
'Do you get how unfair this is on me?' Mari asks, 'I'm roommates with my favourite creator who's also my sort of high school bully. It's the shit you see in bad gay porn. And now she's got together with Jackie and deleted the page. It's not fair.'
'You thought you and Shauna would get together?'
Mari wrinkles her nose so aggressively that Nat can see it through the dark room, 'god, no,' Mari says, dripping with disgust, 'I'm not gay. But we could have fooled around a lot this year.'
'You just had sex with her.'
Mari's head pops up to glare at Nat in disbelief, 'tell me you don't want to do that again.'
'You say that like we'll get a shot.'
'I could have had one. All year.'
'You're fucking insane,' Nat tells Mari.
'Insane or genius?'
'Stop fantasising about Shauna and go the fuck to sleep,' Tai snaps from where her face is against Van's chest. 'Both of you.'
Jackie looks like she's been mauled.
Her neck, her shoulders, her chest, are mottled with bruises in the shape of Shauna's teeth.
She's beaming as she sits down to breakfast, holding two plates piled high with food.
Shauna only bears two large marks, on either side of her neck, but the group crowded around the small table politely ignore the wince and hiss as she sits down on Jackie's lap, Jackie's thighs offering her as much cushion as possible.
'Eat, babe,' Jackie tells Shauna, rubbing circles on her back and softly kissing Shauna's jaw.
Mari wrinkles her nose, 'ew,' she says, 'we're literally eating.'
'And this is the most inappropriate thing you've seen in this hotel?' Shauna asks pointedly, leaning into Jackie and stabbing scrambled egg with a fork.
'Shut up.'
'So are you guys together now?' Van asks, gesturing between them with her fork.
'Yeah,' Shauna says, and Jackie puts her chin on Shauna's shoulder and inhales the scent of hotel shampoo.
'So how does that work?' Tai asks, 'Brunswick to Providence?'
'Maybe not,' Jackie says, kissing Shauna's shoulder when Shauna's head snaps around to look at her, confused. Jackie shrugs, 'I was thinking about transferring anyway.'
'To Brown? Mid year?' Shauna asks with a frown.
'I've got a week here, I thought I'd see a few campuses. Wanna come and help me look, babe?'
Shauna stares at Jackie for a long time. Long enough that Jackie is sure she's in trouble. And then the brunette kisses her, the taste of artificial hotel butter on her lips, and wraps her arms around Jackie's neck, and Jackie squeezes Shauna's waist, amid commentary from the rest of the table.
Jackie lets them complain, too focused on the warmth of Shauna in her lap to listen.
She has Shauna. And Shauna has her.
She's never leaving.